resolutions?

hahahaha..that's my face really whenever i say "i miss you" to you.
why do i always make that face?macam tah the person im saying those words to can see my face.messages and calls jua ngannya.HAHAHAHA.
maybe i thought it'll have an even more effect when saying with a pouty face.maybe even more satisfactory.

ANYYHHHOOOOOOOOO....less than two days till new year.
and and and and i'm not spending/celebrating it this year,thanks to the awesome amount of revision i have!
lagipun takde mood lah nak spend new year,let's just say any other minute,hour or day is exactly the same to me.no difference at all.
what had happened,happened.if i wanna make a resolution,i can make one now!and stick with it,i don't have to wait for a NEW year...do i??
anyway,if i do make one,one resolution,i'll never stick to it at all,and things in the near future will either distract me,or influence me to not follow my aim for the year.

okay ayu,let's just stick to the real reason.
NO POINT!!i'm not saying that 2009 was a bad year,eventhough i say i'm a person who sees a glass half full,but who am i joking,i don't ,for me the glass is EMPTY,eventhough it's full in front of me,i still say it's frigging empty!
come on!if everyone was soo positive life would be dull!BOH-REEENNGGG!
i sound like a bitter person,but im not.

2009 has been a year.
just a year.just 2009.like the previous year,2008,2007,2006.
and next will be 2010.

the only thing is i have to remember to change the year at the end of the dates i write on papers,etc.
and i think 2010 will be a year i start writing 21/09/2010 whenever im asked about my DOB like every other year.21/09/2009 in 20009.HAHAHAHA.i always make that silly mistake!

however,

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODEEYYH!
HAVE A GREAT 2010 AHEAD~

vain much~

vain much~

VERY!

anyway,i like taking pictures with my webcam pasal my camera's dead!sudah tah payah2 orang antar kan memory card kali dead tia.haiissshh.and my hp's cable to the lappy thingamajig is gone,i dunnoe where.*or aku malas cari carefully*hahaha.

soooo i resorted to webcam-whoring tah saja.which is fun,coz the picture above made me look like it's a bit of a cartoon-ish picture,and looked like i had something on my face,macam blusher,but actually i just got out of the shower tuuu..naaahh kedapatan main gambar2 time abis mandi.*berbaju sudah ah GILA!*

so tomorrow kami ke aberdeen.and di perth sudah snow nya really thick i was like WHOA!atu tabal when i woke up this morning.i don not want to imagine how thick the snow is in aberdeen.HAH!i just hope the train's not cancelled or anything.kalau catu boring tuuuuu!!come on!!

that;s the view from my bedroom window.

i was like,what would the owner of the car think when he sees his car drowned in snow.HAHAHA.

thank god i don't own a car here.waaaaaahhh.scareee!

*DUSH DUSH*

WACHAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that was how i went shopping this morning.HAHAHAHA.eksen kuu.

naaahhh..perth isn't that crazyy..it felt like one of the normal discounted days saja.no such rush or craziness in big cities.i even dare say that it's CALM.

anyway,i didn't shop much,i mean i did not shop like how ur supposed to shop during boxing days.

but i did find a great bag!i just love this bag soo much,i got it from river island.

yes,as u can see it IS HUMONGOUS!!and dat's the point of a bag right,should fit every single thing!i'm thinking of using this when i get back since it's that big,and plan to buy another bag for this 3 months.LAWA WAH BAGS RIVER ISLAND AAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

bought 2 wallets,3 lipgloss,2 lipsticks,makeup thingies,clothes.

 and that's all.

im saving a bit of my money to be spend di aberdeen ani,and den some for liverpool maybe.IF jadi puuunnn~AAAHHH..which reminds me of something.

ok,i'm back.i'll have to do that SOMETHING later since the internet is being GILA right now.why's that so i might add~HAHAHAHA.

anyway,i ate wedges and burger without the roti just now for dinner that is,pasal my appetite isn't really good.i dunnoe.maybe coz i'm alone,that's why.coz when i crashed arah rumah wanie and nins i ate like i haven't eaten for days!we had nasi,den chips den soto lagi tu,but then today since i'm alone,i forgot to eat breakfast before heading to town to shop,then malam ni lupa makan,kana suruh makan baru makan.HAHAHA.and when i ate all i thought of was throwing up.food doesn't look so good when you're alone i guess.

i think it's a good thing,dapat jua turun berat badan,but this is not normal for me!ayu does not NOT eat! though i do drink tea like im addicted to it.entah lah.im sick.HAHAHA.

ok i lied,i just ate the wedges,i didn't even touch the burger!just thinking about it makes me feel like the wedges are threatening to come back out of my mouth!NO!i am not bulimic nor am i anorexic!HAHAHAHAHA.FARRRR from being those two.

maybe im not used to being alone.

no,not clingy clingy alone..........................................................................................................

owh eff it!people don't understand.

merry xmas!!

i love the snow outside.
now we'll have a white christmas.YAY!!!

but for all the prettiness and all the awesomeness of snowing,there comes a terrible price,which is COLD!!!!i have to say,i dislike the cold soo much.
i'm not even on my bed coz it's so cold there,maybe pasal iya dekat window atu kali.
i've resorted to sitting on the floor next to the heater,which isn't working so well since the heater isn't very hot.HAIYA MAAAA!

anyway,because of the cold,my brain feels sluggish.but i managed to do some 20 minutes revision.KIH KIH.JUST 20minutes thank you very much.and i think nothing has entered into my brain,it just felt like my hands were moving without me demanding them to.therefore,nada tah apa2 inside my head.

i have this coughing fit still and it seems to be getting worst!i hate it sooo much!i have no mood to eat,coz my throat feels sore,but my tummy is on the brink of becoming gastric.SERBA SALAH LAH JUAAAAA!!

HOWEVEEERRRRR,

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!
HAVE A GREAT DAY TOMORROWWWWWWW~

boooo

maybe i'm not as adventurous as before.
maybe that's coz im getting older.TUA KU SUDAH.
datang selalu penyakit malas ku anie,that's why my favourite past-time now is sitting at home,doing nothing.

oorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

maybe,it's not me at all,maybe it's the weather.it's like ssoooo cold,i know last year it's as cold,but now im affected by the coldness easily.
i have this terrible chesty cough that it feels like my whole throat is trying to come out.SAKIT!

and it's so sad,coz it's snowing prettily outside,but here i am stuck at home,being sick and weak.
i nearly passed out in front of the house yesterday night when i got back from tesco.my head was spinning and my legs gave up on me,but thank god,si meerul was with me,or else i would have just AMPAI2 di tangga atu.HAHAHAAHA.

yes,that's the story of my life.

anyway,i got back from london yesterday,yesterday.and i loved every minute of it.wait,it's kind of a bitter sweet feeling coz i hate the polluted air and the water tastes like shit!not shit shit,just crappy!
but it's good to have met great people along the way.rindu rasanya riuh malam2 atu.now,i feel lonely here.hahaha.si benny and si jar saja sama ku cakap.*doi ma si ayu minta kesian.kihkih*


pictures up in facebook but none from my camera since my camera's being its effed up self.all distorted and such.entah lah kenapa.

bah goodnight my dears.i need to start revising or else....................................................................

colourful juaa!

 

YES!MY ROOM!

let's just say,i am not the tidiest person alive.hahahaha.especially when it's time to pack.i get sooooooo disoriented that my mind is not on packing at all,it'll be like thinking of something else.in the course of packing,i managed to squeeze in some shopping.and bought 5 pieces of things!

and looking at the state of my INCREDIBLY EFFED UP room,i don't think 5 pieces will make any difference.HHAHAHAHAHA.

and i could fit 16 dresses,3 shirts and 2 bags in a small bag.the bag im using for our trip.i was like WHOOAAA!i didn't realize there were a lot of things in that small bag.

and i can't bear the thought of not bringing any of them back in brunei.HUWAAAAAAA!

anyway,im away for 5 days tomorrow.so don't miss me too much,but i'll be in lil old perth during christmas and new year.with books and notes and essays under my nose.

AVALANCHE!!!!!!

to kidah

kidah,
i think this was the headphone that i saw rah kadai atuuu.well,at that it's 49.99 but when i visited their website it's only 30++pounds.and it says free delivery.i don't know whether it's free delivery outside UK.u check the website out then babe,

http://hmv.com/hmvweb/directQuery.do?Ntt=skullcandy+headphones&No=0&searchType=0&pagingOptionSelect=24&N=0&Nr=AND(OR(RecordSource%3aPP%2cRecordSource%3aDP)%2cNOT(ProductAdultFlag%3aY))&adultFlag=false&rid=1257583A61AA&Ntk=Products&Nty=1

*copied and pasted from the website.kihkihkih

christmas tree?!

i'm a dreamer,and i am gonna continue dreaming.


i miss christmas in KL!i just love their decorations especially the big christmas tree in KLCC.

perth has nice christmas deco,but it's not enough for me to join in the christmas mood.it doesn't even feel like december here.WHERE IS THE SNOW?!

sudah ku mencari si awang snowman ani.bertapok tia iya.booooooooooo!!
and this morning,i thought the salt which is used to prevent people slipping on the sidewalks was SNOW.and i was excited and i went to jude going "IS THAT SNOW??!!". no,that's SALT!and i even thought that the bubbles from cleaners'window soap was SNOW.

yes,i AM THAT desperate!hah!

well,i did get MELTED SNOW...hahaha....RAIN!

sooooo..this weekend i'm planning to crash through edinburgh to stalk their christmas trees.kih kih.
it sounds exciting,and i won't accept anyone ruining my expectations!so if you're not here to join in my happeyh mood,then leave and never come back!pasal kau KILLJOY and i don't think i like you!hehehehe.

shocking!

ive been told i THINK TOO MUCH!

well,i'll take that as a good thing since thinking IS a good thing for the brain,right?!RIGHT!

that's my project for tonight.

it's a self centring thing for the shock absorber IF im not mistaken.malas mao check.hehe.

i think i did good,well,it looks like it's working as the way it should work.and it took me HOURS to make that,and im proud of it.hehe.

*eventhoug i can't cut straight and glueing stuff makes me go AAARRGGHH!*

the above project really made me think of days back when PROJECTS were the staple food for students.and for a year and a half i haven't a taste of that,and i miss it,i do.in a half good way.haha.

on a totally different note,i feel like spending some moneeyyyh!
first stop,superdrug.since there's this 3 for 2 on ALL makeup stuff,and since a week from now..WINTER HOLS,i need some makeup to make me EXTRA PRETTEH!
emphasise on the extra,since im ALREADY pretteh,i just need to tweek ME a bit more.hehehehe.*tampar*

my wishlist for december includes:
more bags
more clothes
more shoes
more jewelleries
more belts
more makeup
and a straightener.

yes.just one straightener. one MORE,that is. ;)))

hello kitteeeyyhh

 hello kitty secret pillow!!!

aaaahh..i want this thing!sooo cute cute cute cute!

tapi mahal aaa..like nearly 20pounds lagi tu.should i?liat lah.i hope it's still that price when i FEEL like buying it.hehehehe.

music of the night

YAYYYY!!at last ive watched LAW ABIDING CITIZEN and i give it a 10 out of 10!
it is sooooo cool!i enjoyed every minute of it (not coz gerard butler looked so hot!),but the story line was interesting and SIOOK!it is definitely a must see!go go go go..go to ypur nearest cinema and watch this movie.IT I SOOO COOL!!!!!!

ooowwwhhh...now,i find scottish guys SEXYYYY..hahahaha!thanks to gerard butler.
and he's like the phantom in the phantom of the opera!my god,ive watched that movie 10000 times,and yet i couldn't recognise HIM.
APANIIIII!!

(well,he did look totally different and there's the mask.)

im soo gonna watch the movie now.there goes my revision mood.hahahaha.

YES!please read my LIPS!i start my revision EARLY!THAT IS WHY I PASSED!NOT COZ I HAVE "NOTES" BY LECTURERS!IM STUDYING MY ASS OFF,I REVISE WITH MY OWN SWEAT AND BLOOD AND SANANG2 ORANG CAKAP I CHEATED??? AND LET OTHERS DO BAD AND WANTING OTHERS TO FAIL???!paloooi!

breathe in,breathe out....

this is not the time to be mad,ayu.don't waste your time on sore losers and people who actually eat up these hypocritical people.they are not worth it.just so sad that people believe these horrid persons,that they wouldn't believe me,or maybe i am that kind of person in their eyes.saaaaaad.

aku inda kacau kamu,so don't ruin or sabotage my career,my life just to hide your mistakes and low standards.

HUUUUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......

gerard butler again.

i just checked my blog and i didn't realize that the video was gonna be that HUGE!!sorry...

but aku malas kan edit or anything.so bear with the big annoying thing for now..hehehe.

i need to start reading my notes,coz exam week will start the very minute i come back from the winter holidays!gila kali.ini tidak mahu orang senang ini!hahaha.*eventhough i am laughing but inside i am weeping!*

shit!i forgot to message my mummy back.sorry mummy ku sayang.esok tah since it's very late already in brunei.kesian mummy ku sorang2 di rumah dengan cerita korea nya.pasal my papa go camping.gawd,i remember the day he came back from camping with his friends and he got all excited,macam how i felt when I came back from my camping trip.hahaha.

i wanna go swimming tomorrow since we became like gym members and get to swim for free.esok tah!banar nie!i need to go swimming bad!hahaha.ive been on my ass for hours!and i do not *i repeat DO NOT wanna big J.LO ass thank you very much!hahahahahaha..

owwwhh,daym i lost my student ID.and i need it to go watch movies!pasal movie tickets are cheaper for students,buleeeh.GERARD BUTLER <3<3 WAH TUUUU!i've been waiting so bad to watch LAW ABIDING CITIZEN!!!!!!!!!!

bubur

i am addicted with this awesome trailer,and definitely,addicted to GERARD BUTLER!new hot sexy old guy crush!instead of keanu reeves,i love love love gerard butler.all buffed up and innocent looking when he wants to.*siigghhhhhhhhhhhh*

i feel sick to the bones right now,like literally,my bones hurt soo much,like ive run around at high speed for 2 hours nonstop,then i get all the pains and aches.i am still hungry actually,but eating the bubur makes me FEEL SICK.coz for me bubur=sakit.
not that there's anything with eating bubur mind you.

i wanna eat chocolate so bad!!

beautiful distraction?!

my blog is too pink.
i think i need an overhaul!a C check or something.HAHAHA.
wait,why did i laugh?gila kali..

anyway,i've downloaded royal pains and glee's new episode,tapi i don't wanna watch them yet.takut abis.then,if abis,i don't have anything to watch.BUT,i am overly excited about glee!

so i was digging through my drawers of messiness and chaos just now,after like months of not ever touching things inside of them,and i found cool things!macam,why did i even put these great things away?!and that was just the first drawer.wait till i get to the rest.
god,i get distracted to fast.i was supposed to check for C001 notes,but i ended up digging into a totally different drawer.i knew 110% that my notes were'nt in any of them drawers.tapiii...looking through the crazy drawers seemed a lot more interesting than finding my notes.

but at least i did find my notes.they were under the table.and i knew that all along.and my table was halfway across the room.far far away from the drawers.HAH!

the weather is bullying me soo soo much,i kinda hate it right now!when i'm stuck in the classroom its all sunny and looks very inviting,then the minute we stepped out of class.BOOOOSSSSHHHHHH..rain and wind all over!menunggu di busstop kana moisturiser lagi tu.*water splashed from cars driving pass us*SASAK!well,i shouldn't be complaining too much since a few more months to goooooooo..

the guy does nothing,
the girl ends up weeping,
where did we go wrong?
was i trying too hard all along?

just feeling a wee bit down right now,but i'll survive.i always have,and this time it's not any different.

a million things are running through my head,and what happened today did not make it any better.it's hard for me to smile coz whenever i turn my frown upside down i get teary eyed.like you know the feeling when you think like the water is half full,but the water is not clean.you can't drink that half full water,but instead all you have left to do is throw that half full water down the sink.


YOU KNOW!!

went to asda and rode on the cutest old fashioned bus ever!like aku sakai!i took pictures but all of them are shitty.huh!the inside of the bus,but we didn't take any from outside pasal bus atu berjalan sudah.went to asda and found loads of cheap stuff that i need!like a vidal sasoon straightener for merely 7pounds!gila kali!!like i coouldn't believe my eyes!i wanted to grab one like grab one without thinking but,i did pause to think!i thought of food!hahaha.nins was like,"apa lagi ko kan liat di asda?" and i repeatedly said FOOD!

(i need to get back to asda to get that straightener!PRONTOOO!)

yes,i was THAT hungry.i had little breakfast and no lunch at all!and terus went iceskating.and i love iceskating.i used to hate it for some reason last time,but now my love is back!*apakan.

my eyes are like so BULAR right now.*the word i learned from meerul yesterday,and if ive used it correctly in this sentence*.

why so bular???!!!!*that word is funny*

because i watch too much trailers on youtube and watching Family Guy nonstop for the past few days!now im downloading ROYAL PAINS and im waiting for it to finish downloading.i got that title from my sister's blog,i mean she loves glee,so she has good taste in tv series like me.hahahahaha.

had cucur udang and double chocolate pancakes for breakfast this morning.owwhh no wonder i feel soo hungry,coz i ate this morning saja and now it's 5pm already.i thought i was turning into some couch potato for no reason!and yes,ive been putting on weight,i think.haha.denial mode!thanks to all the food ive been making and all the yummy food bought!payah jua tesco dakat rumah ani i guess. XPPPPPPP

owh where is my hp?maybe mummy's messaged me about the post she's sending me.weehee.i love receiving post from back home,coz it feels like presents during birthdays,really!all excited and jumping up and down.and i can't believe how fast the things arrive!i hope there's a surprise too.like from the last post.the nicest and ridiculouslyy pricey jade!yang aku inda mao pakai pasal kesayangan.hahaha

and to someone going soon.have a safe journey back home.

one year!

HAPPY FIRST YEAR BAByyyy!

we haven't even touched our cake!hahahahaha.
anyway,planned to celebrate at midnight,but we couldn't wake up!hahahahaha adoi maaaaa..so we celebrated in our dreams!
hope to have lots and lots more fun and great years together!
sorry for all the crazyyyyy things and i am glad u sat through all the sad and not great moments!thanks for tolerating all my mood swings!i don't think any sane person would tahan this long.HAHAHAHAHAHA.maybe coz of my cooking that you do..eseehh perasan!
gue sayang bangat kamuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..
and i do hope lots more years would come,and all the years ahead you're there with me!hope you'll never get bored with ME and my antics.i try to make each day as memorable as the one before,coz each minute,hour,day and month are great moments for me!
hugs and hugs and hugs!!!!!!!!!!

ayam masak apa malam anie???gagagagaggagaga

i meant to write all the above in a card but i lost the card i bought...hahahaha..
and i know u do read my blog!!

<3<3<3<3<3<3

GAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!
i was this <============================> ready to pick an outfit for tomorrow coz i thought inda payah pakai coveralls lagi.then!sudah ku brabis mengabiskan kraja ku,KE HANGER TIA LAGI ESOK!
*inhale*exhale*inhale*exhale*

don't mind me.i am in a foul mood for two days straight.maybe even tomorrow.owh you know,it's THE TIME OF MONTH!sudha tah sakit badan!sakit belakang!anie membagi sakit hati lagi bah!huh!
i miss my mummy.
especially now my back hurts soo much.i love her rubbing and massaging my back.nyamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnn~

on a different note,i am totally addicted to watching family guy.entah kenapa.last time i hate it,but it is a lot better than simpsons.dulu,i hate futurama,but now,it is like one of my favourites!bila kah lagi season baru nya keluar.*siiiggghhhhhhhhh.

i wanna watch liverpool so so so so so much!and it was supposed to be a surprise for him,but then my debit card was so effed up that my card was rejected.for more than 3 times!jgn mcm2 berduit jua ku maseh eyh!sooo..it's not gonna be a surprise coz i told him to buy the tickets for us.hahaha.
coz while we were there we could go and visit kedia atu.rindu saya!

to think that i only have 4 months left here!woow!in words 4 months seems such a short time and it bloody is!!such a bittersweet feeling you know.
i will definitely miss this small room.i just can't belive how small it is!
basar panya bilikku di brunei atu.hahahahaha.basar banaar!hahahahahaha.

my sis's new home will be done in 3 more months (give or take).sooooo when i get back brunei,i'll have a new room lagi!hehehe.suka wah i tuuuuuu.i hope it's big.my room that is.even bigger than my room in KB please.hehehe.seriously!at least a bigger closet!my closet is burstiiinnnngggggggggggggggg right now and when i do get back brunei,i am soo gonna shop til i drop!and no one's gonna stop me!haahahaha.
i won't complain if there's a walk in closet even.shared with my dearest sister pun inda apa.hahahahahahahahaha.or the whole house is MY closet.oppppssssssss.

owh well...it's 9pm and i need to read a book.juling sudah mata ku meliat screen ani.

smiles! :DDDDDDDDDD

it is just 9.17pm and i feel sleepy and lazy and honestly,i feel BIG,HUGE,HUMUNGOUSSNUFFLELOFUGUS.i mean,i haven't done anything healthy,like exercising for like weeks!well,if filing and riveting could be considered exercising,then fine!i am feeling guilty for nothing.TAPIIIIIIIIIIIIIII why am i feeling sluggish??!!

i seriously need to clean my room.i am trying to motivate my ass off this couch since 7pm,but after 2++hours,i am STILL on the couch!maybe its the weathre,can i blame the weather please?!it's cold!*full stop* nobody in their right mind wants to do anything in the cold right,except in snuggled up in cosy balnkets!right?RIGHT!!

tomorrow,having dinner with Shefali,our new friend.so i am going to eat ROTICANAI!eksen kuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.i wish it's going to be roticanai tomorrow.nyaman wah tu kalau banar and dosai.waaaah!

kami kana belanja donuts and cookins from mark tadi,pasal we passed module 15!yaay us!siok eh kana dulur ani.maybe cause we're sunshines and rainbows in their lives!*apakan hahahaha.well,we were called scarily cheerful and always happy by our lecturers.maybe that's why i don't have anymore energy after school,pasal i used all them energy(energies?) back in school.senyuman itu satu sedekah,and makes us look a lot younger!waseeehh.no wonder i look a lot younger than i am supposed to.*perasan inda betampat!*hahaha

somone just burped on the streets,dapan THAT BAR and i can hear him burp as clear as him burping next to me.HAHAHAHA.i am like 2 storeys high!god!atu nyaring.

so i was thinking,what if i go and sleep now,and later aku bangun,jadi burng hantu?!hahaha.genki seems to agree since he's still sleeping with muffin.then later they'll be the lives of the party tengah2 malam,and why not i join them right?!RIGHT!!

bah off i gooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

HAPPY BDAY!!

happy 20th bday to my best best best friend who i miss miss miss miss soooo much!!
another bday i miss,so i'll make it up to you when i get home.soon,very soon!
anyway,have a great birthday without me again.huh!aku tiup candles mu dari jauh tah sajaaaaaaaa T____T
u're 20 babe.WE'RE 20!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahahahahahahahaha.no more teens teens eyh!not that aku will ever suruh kau act 20 and berakal2 tah,coz that will be very boring.kan kan kan.
i miss you!!did i say i miss you??!!hahahahahaha.majal.

*bila kawin????kihkihkihkihkihkihkih.

loads and loads and loads of love love love love and hugs hugs hugs and kisses kisses kisses all the way from perth!


ps=sorry mencuri pic mu dari fb,pasal aku suka pic anie brabis!hehehehehe

fly fly awaaayyyy

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

there goes my money...fly fly fly...jadi stray bullets main paintball last weekend.
owh yeah,i paid a lot of money for bloody lips,bruised arm and an aching bodeyh!
opppss..not forgetting lots and lots and lots of FUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!
crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy fun!

and let me tell you,i have never been this scared my whole life!i think i set my mind to "thisislikevietnamwarwherethebulletscanactuallykillyou" thinking.see,i read/see too much war-ish things,thanks to me being very interested in History.gaaaaaaahhh!
i didn't finish all the games pasal....
well,mainly pasal all my bullets are gone.like POOf gone!hahaha.coz i thought i was in left4dead where bullets are like unlimited,so me being all rambo-ish mode finished all my bullets in one go!suka i.then,sudah abis bullets baru tah terpikir mahal kan membali lagi.hehehehehehe.
and it hurts kana tembak atu,and scared the shit out of me thinking i would die any minute,so I GAVE UP!

i admit that paintball is not my thing.inda ku mao lagi!not that im saying i didn't enjoy myself at all,MAHN,i had a TOTALLY AWESOME time.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

nothing exciting this week i guess,or maybe desiree's visiting this weekend,and i hope SO she can come!if not,then the only interesting thing for me this weekend is bali HAYAM.hehehehe.i miss my kari ayam and my bbq hayam.yum yum!

talking bout food,i am soooooooo inda sabar to get my hands on excapade's sushi when i get home!thanks to wany glasgow's status saya craving much much sushi right now,and the nearest sushi i can get is from tesco!tapiii kaaaaaaaaaannnnn inda nyaman baaahhh!!!!so where is this yo-sushi place anyway?!!i ahve to HAVE it!*whatthebuck*HAHAHAHAHA.too much youtube.

ooooooooooowwwhhh!!which reminds me i need to post something importanto!bye!

lalala..love

dear blog,i am seriously prone to cuts and bruises.i broke my nail,cut my finger,smashed my palm and bruised my thumb with a hammer.HAH!in one day sajaaa~
in conclusion,i am a veru sensitive person,who gets hurt easily,sp don't break me denagn sesuka hati kamu.

HAHAHAHAHA..DUH?!watthehell was i saying back then,and when did i start using DEAR BLOG as the beginning of a post?? -_____-""

so today,si control handsome found out that i have a boyfriend who actually lives with me.HAHAHAHA.it was funny when he was like,"your boyfriend's in the same bus as us?he's going to punch me when he sees me talking with you." paloi!i am a flirt,but don't get me wrong,everything's HARMLESS! coz,(i will only say this once),i'm bloody taken!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..shoot me!
owh well,i guess after this he'll be ignoring and avoiding me,is being NOT single a disease?that other guys need to stand back?i'm just being friendly,am not wanting to ask your hand in marriage!

soooooo........

LOVE = GENKI + MUFFIN!

hahahaha...gotcha!

HALOHALOWEEN

my eyes are a bit blurry right now,maybe coz im staring at my screen too much.DUA kali ah screen ku,mana mau kalah.HAHAHAHA -____-""

anyway,i had loads of fun yesterday trick r treating and i went as a BUNNY!i lololololololoveeee my makeup!!menjadi jua owh aku buat camatu.thanks to michellephan rah youtube for the tutorial!

soooo...when we went out to go trick r treating with us having ZERO thoughts of what to do,kali we met this 4 little girls and they were like,"do you know any good places for sweeties?",and i was like "HAH!we just came out,and it's our first time trick r treating EVER".and coz of that they brought us along.SIOOOKK!
us with our bangangness pun tagged behind them,me with my camera.PACAH!
so they asked us how old we were and i said i was 14,and wanie,14,Nins,15.HAHAHAHAHAHA.percaya drg ani wah.so yeah,i felt totally young yesterday.gagagagagaga *_________*

i got loads and loads of sweeties!and had a blast i nearly had to pinch myself.
ran around and knocking on people's door.
TRICK R TREAT?!!!!

aku inda mao makan jula jula ku pasal aku kesayangan wah!panuh bakul ku trus walaupun when we ran ran ran i lost all of my sweets,pasal now i just realised i RUN WILD!hahahahaha.bertaburan kali eyh sweeties belakang ku.

and on the way home,we got lost pasal we ran (again) from dogs!we were chased by dogs in two directions,so we had to run AWAY from the track back home.hahaha.paluh2 wah ku tu trus.i just don't get why BIG people don't go trick r treating anymore?I WOULD!though i lied saying i was 14.hahaha.

did i just say KIM campbell in my last post??hahaha
it's supposed to be JIM campbell.owh well.

we started our airframe repairs practical today,and i sucked bad at cutting the metal with the guillotine.sudah tah kana ketawa kan leh c SNOWIE sal not strong enough to push the thingie down.inda apaaaa!and i had to redo my rectangle for the fourth time.YAY ME!NOOOOT!!
i mean,i shouldn't be surprised since i couldnt even cut a straight line arah papers using damn scissors when we were doing projects back in school time dulu2.ani tah lagi.
i'm not looking forward to this practical coz i know,i'll be terrible.
i feel like i'll fail myself badly.alum jua sampai berapa jam bah practical atu.

ANYWAYYYY...
halloween's just around the corner.can't wait to go trickortreat-ing.hahahaha.YES,u heard right!!we are going trickortreat-ing.mao tah jua merasa.
and this is the first time i have plans for three weekends straight.haha.i sound boring.yes!i am!no no,not that i'm bored,i AM BORING!jadi budak baik banar ku di sini.hahaha.and i don't mind a single bit!

i feel like sleeping coz i need a good rest for tomorrow,but i need to download some movies for our HORROR MOVIES slumber party/CARI HANTU party.two movies done,final destination 3 and 4.and saw 1-5.i like to give poeple lots of options and loads to choose from that's why i need to find some more.i have 8 mintues left to think.

sock em up!

i just la la la la love these gloves,though kim campbell called them SOCKS -_____-
soo comfy and warm i need to buy more of them,pasal my hands get cold easily but my arms don't,maybe pasal banyak INSULATION arah arms atu.gagagagagagagaga
and the best thing about them is that i still can use my fingers fully kan kan kan.



just another reason for me to NOT revise though exams are tomorrow.blog lagi yuuuuu

i am freaking sick and tired of revising my ass off these past few days so now instead of my brain being full with informations and stuff,IT IS PLAIN DEAD!
all im feeling of doing right now is to stare into space and with nothing in my head.banar tah.
and i am abit sad that i didn't pick up my mum's call coz i was in the shower.BOOOOOO!i miss talking to her.gosssssiipppppiiinggg~hahaha.

urgh esok lagi sama c JIMCAMPBELL, "zzzzzz" will lietrally come out of my head kali esok.he is THAT BORING I TELL YOU.he tires real hard to teach good,and he does,but just BORING you know.entah lah.

so,apparently i am just going to continue studying again,dont ask me why when nothing can goes in

fyswtgdwekdgwekygfwaekgfwaekurgfvuwygfwueygvwuygvwuygfcuwegcfuwegfwueygfcweuygfcweugw

ARGGGHHHHHHH.i was rudely interrupted by the stupid black eyed peas song which is being played every single fucking day from that stupid BAR!i have no idea why that particular song just pisses me off,yang lain di mainkan selalu inda jua ku sakit hati,JUST THIS IVE GOTTA FEELING thingie song.SASAAAAAAKK!

anyway,what was i supposed to say?oh,im going to continue studying pasal that is the only thing i know to mengisi masa lapang ini.HAHAHAHAHA.

ciao

dear you

dear aayuu.blogspot.com,i actually don't feel like writing much on you just yet and i am feeling down coz of it.i DO NOT wanna feel down and avoiding you as much coz you're like a friend sudah,and doing exactly that is like being disloyal to you.
BUT,because of certain "situations" that led me feeling thiis shitty takes away the joy of having a blog.whatever happened to free speech i have no fucking idea!
just writing a post right now makes me wanna smash some thing and i am fuming intensely inside!

soo..i hope you understand,aayuu.blogspot.com,and it is not your fault.your existance and mine are being questioned right now,and i wanna say to them,deal with it,coz what's mine is NOT yours,and i can write whatever fuck i want,BUT instead i'll just bury myself in deep shit and wallow in selfpity.FOR NOW that is!!

i feel like stomping my feet and scream scream scream!!!
SASAAAAAAAAAKK KUUU SASAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKK!!

u may think i have better things to worry about,like my FACE!my effing dried out,peeling likewhat skin coz of those rash!
BUT NO!!i occupy myself being distracted by nasty "BUGS" that keep buzzing and flying around in FRONT OF ME!!!!well,one thing for sure,they do smell like LALAT RAH SAMPAH!
people with no MATURITY,though they THINK they are acting their age.what?umur mu 10 kali??!!coz u definitely act like one,walaupun badan BASAR!and NIL/zero/NADA experience,tetap!tapiiiiiiiiiiiiii..cakap bukan main!!!!like u know every nooks and crannies like the back of your big ugly fat hands!
bukan main eyh suruh orang berakal,WOW!i think ive heard that being shot at me thousands of time coz u think u're mature and all that,but you're just acting all childish and to think that kamu atu tua bagak sudah!!
and APA??im an embarassment??!!a HUGE embarassment to all of you??
WELL EAT YOUR WORDS DUMBASS-ES,coz you're the one being THE JOKES OF THE DAY!and if you're just making a shame of yourselves,i don't effing mind,but this?this?you're staining the poeple around you,innocent people around u as well!
THINK ABOUT IT!owh wait,i don't know if you can find your small brain pun!
and all this while,you're supposed to set an example,as a leader,a "friend" and an elder person.but i guess you are,setting an example,a BAD example of not whattobe.
all you do is complain complain complain,and u think the world around you is against you,but do you get up from your butts and do something?ANYTHING?to change the way things turn out???!!!!!!!!!!!!NOOOOOOOOOO!!u just complain somemore!!!!
keluar nanah sudah dari telinga the same words coming from your mouths!and are they things concerning us?words useful to us?words we wanna hear??words to encourage us??NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo!!instead,words to annoy,distract abd make our heads BURST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
canatah jua i wanna avoid,as i said,they BUZZ and STING and do what annoying LANGAUs do...try sitting in one place with them,even just for an hour,u'll be tearing your hair out,well,that is if they show up,coz they'll be "TOO BUSY"~with their effing hectic schedule which involves making their SMALL ASSES SMALLER!!
AKU TAH JAHAT AKU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im used to being called the BAD PERSON in any situation~soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..daripada kana ucap saja,baik tah jadi jahat tarus..inda ja?JAAA!!!

BANARTAAAAAAAAAAAH.....

LUNCH GROUP

we had a great time today...i mean,a great lunch...
si Roger surpirsed the three of us with TOM YUMMY YUMMY YUM soup~!
he was like,"i ahve a surprise for u three,and did u bring spoons?"
and we were like APA?APA?APA?APA?APA?APA?
and nasiiiibbbbbbb tah i didn't bring lunch today since tesco buka aher tadi jua.
*not to forget,thanks for the prawn mayo!yummy too!suweet awang ku atu*

waiting for dayang NINS to upload the pictures.aku mao liat rambut ku actually in those pictures.hahahaha.dapat jua my mum see since ya majal kan liat rambut ku.ahahah

anyway,i did a little shopping just now.HUH!!
adakah time cemani anie sale tia.GAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..
well,at least allowance kan keluar.hehehehehehehe.
and i bought two dresses,yes and a pair of GOLD flats.
heeee..sorry wanie..ngam bukan size mu..hehehehehehehe
i wanna go shopping somemore. T____T

<3

WHEN I'M WITH YOU I DON'T WRITE SAD POETRIES ANYMORE,
INSTEAD I SING HAPPY SONGS.

omeegaaddd

DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!with big humungous capital letters!!

i just realised that my hair looks a whole lot like a scene haircut.gilaaaa!!coz i was browsing thorugh some HOWTO videos and stumbled upon some scene/emo *as they call it* hairstyles and i was like,hmmm that LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE MY HAIR!!with just a bit of straightening,teasing and hairspraying, VOILAA!HELLO SCENE HAIR!!
and if i add a lot of dark makeup..hmmmmmm...




aaaaaaaaaaaannndddddddddddddddddddddddddd fyi....
that was not what i expected of my recent haircut.
i know it's different and i wanted really choppy layers,but i wouldn't categorise it as scene/emo hair!gaaaaahhh!!! T____T

the more i think about it,i don't it's that bad.mau jua ku cuba and see how i look like..hahahahahaahahhahahahahaahahhaahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!

anyway,here i am blogging at two something in the morning,after playing the guitar,trying to play FALLIN FOR YOU,and i suck big time at the strumming.there's a good thing of living in front of a noisy street,coz kalau kami buat bising awal2 pagi nada jua orang marah.hahahahaha.

and and my face is so gatal and berbiji2.like i ate something which i am allergic to.and i have no idea what it is.pasal i ate alot of things,from cereal to salad cream and toast.hahahahaha

bah saya mahu sambung meliat itu naruto.hahahaaha.

SHOOT ME!

my new hair...well,after the shower and when kan tidur..catu tah usulkuu..

GLAMOROUS MUCH


told u i shouldn't post them up in facebook for the mummy...seriouslyy

rambut ku bah tu!

my mum kept on asking me to post my HAIR picture rah facebook,coz that's the only way for her now to see pictures of me...ANNNDDD aku inda mahuuu!!pasal aku balum lagi mengatur rambut ku yang lawa anie..hahahahaha..and facebook is way tooi public..hahahahaha..kalau post sini mao kuu..but my mum *i think* doesn't know that i have a blog.so yeah.

and i hate my hair after walking to school,pasal angin nya and the sweat!my gawd the sweat on my head.trickling down onto my neck!!!NOT PRETTY AT ALL!!and they say it's autumn and it's SUPPOSEDLY cold "____"

sajok plg..p alum sajok banar..hahaha i can't believe i said balum lagi sajok banar.hahaha.
exercise baaaaaahhhhh.the only exercise i could get for this week and the next and the next pasal if in scone hanger THEN,atu barat burit tuuu...pakai bus tuuuu...so brabis tah ku nie time anie..

barutah i lawa2 cikit..manalah tao terclashing with kicap manis.IN THESAME BUILDING!!*faint* don't have too high hopes.hahahaha.

cross my heart?

HUH..i miss my hair!!hahahaha...
i am still weirded out about my new hair,but it's growing on me.just DIFFERENT!!

soooo..what did i do today??i watched a whole cycle of america's next top model!YAY MEE!!and i AM feeling a lil bit guilty abandoning my notes coz i have less than a month before sitting TWO BIG EXAMS!!*for me they are considered big modules pasal buku nya like VERY MUCH TABAL!*

annndd instead of digging my nose in one of my notes,i am blogging..gaaahh!!macam2 saja alasan ku so that inda revision.hahahaha.urrgghh.and the thought of c adib mengajar esok~ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ all the way.
sabar sajaaaaaaaa...nama nya belajar kaaannn..and i come here to study NOT everyday kan balik awal..inda jaa??JAAAA!!
i hope i'll manage to stay awake.haaiisshhh..maybe i'll think of errrrmmm BenandJerry's(?).hahaahahaha.pasal lama sudah ngidam that particular icecream,but the thought of the price and the calories??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well,especially the price.pasal i spent how many pounds on a pair of jeans yesterday!!!!!!!and this tshirt yang lawa tapi i regret buying sudah!!!!!!!coz it costs wayy too much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!tapi lawaaaa~*nyaman kan hati*

six more minutes then im heading for my notes.PROMISE NIE PROMISE!

owwhhh..shout out to poeple in GLASGOW!thank you for a great daaaayyy!!!!!baru rasa macam rayaaaaa~gaahhhh...sawdih bunyi kuu..
and i met leong juaaa...nice to meet someone from SAS here in lil old scotland,and desiree is dakat cnie juaaa!how much fun!

GAAAHHH!!which reminds me,i was going to msg her,maybe next week,like tomorrow!pasal i really really want her to come here..heeeeeeeeeeeee....

SHRA

had a great first day and thanks to you all!!
it was tiring but worth it since this is the last raya in perth,mana mao alang2 kali aaaaa...soo yeah,crashing rumah orang was lotsa fun!and ate a lot!if i keep on eating this much i WILL gain the weight i lost and more..hahahahaha

the food was great,and i mean it!and untungnya di setiap rumah yang di kunjungi semua makanan yang berbeza so inda lah sangal meliat makanan sama.SO COMPLIMENTS TO THE CHEFS!

goodbye ramadhan it's been great,and i hope to see you again next year pasal i can't believe puasa dengan penuh kesabaran this year,and of course adalah mengumpat sekali dua.haha.ALHAMDULILLAH.



SOUTH STREET



DUNKELD



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SECOND DAY RAYA








AND NOT FORGETTING,
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE!!!!!:DDDDD
gaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!




copy and pasted from aces26.blogspot.com

l4d2

i can't wait for this to come out!!
though it does look a lot bloodier and violent and gruesome than ever but i am really excited to shoot more zombies!!ha ha ha..

*though i was debating with myself whether to put the "frame" of the video pink,coz it looks weird having a pink frame but the contents of the video is soooo notsupposedtobepink* apakan.



i woke up too early though i slept quite late yesterday.pasal i have a lot of baking to do today.

ROGER'S TRIBE

with our pens penganti our feathers,yes!BULU!yang di pakai di rambut semasa praktikal di jalankan di hanger.hahahaha.lawa bm ku atuuu~

say what??

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty


so my mum once told me to stop wallowing in deep shit and wasting my breath coz of those assholes and jerks that just makes me GO MAD,pasal along the way i'm gonna even meet alot more assholes and jerks exactly just like them!there's just not enough time and space to THINK about each and everyone of them assholes.
and yes,i will not waste my time on them anymore.true true.

well,those were my mum's advise,not exactly quoted,coz the way she said it was even worse.hahahaha.
that's my mum.she deserves the phrase "been here,done that" like honestlyy!

i am feeling very much sakit hati every single day,and trying to block them out is easier said than done when they are practically shouting in my ears!


but it's ok...deep breaths,deep breaths.
inhaaaleeeeee........exhalleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

pictures to upload and will be done later after my revision and CHOCOLATE CAKE!!
though i ate 3 helpings of fried rice.gaaaahhh!!

gaaaahh!

OWH HOW MUCH FUN!!
it's my 400th post already~

and i feel like not wasting this post coz i have no idea that i have posted hundreds sudah.


that was what we did when we were waiting for sungkai when we went for our shopping in dundee.
had to waste 2 hours doing nothing but we had our laughs.
like we ever run short of laughter,no wonder aku suka sama dorang anie.hahaha.

huh.less than a week of puasa and i can't believe aku tahan brabis.like i find it really good prevents me from eating cereal so much.haha.
and raya aku inda mao masak traditional malay food since this is the last raya me being in the UK so i want something foreign and soemthing different like brownies and muffins instead of kueh raya.won't that be fun??????which totally brings my baking mood back on track!though i think i have lost my baking touch if there is even one~

now i am addicted to pancakes.nyaaamaaaaaan toasted pancakes sama susu manis.

*opppsss there i go again wasting away a good post talking about food food food*

anyhooooooo..been in the college past few days,and it is packed with people!macam during lunch terpaksa barabut sama orang just to get a seat to study!jgntah belajar kamu eh,makan bah makan!kalau inda puasa bah inda ku di library belajar.GAHAHAHAAHHAHA!

AYU BELAJAR!BELAJAR BELAJAR BELAJAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AYU BELAJAR!!
u know,i actually felt sleepy just typing the word belajar.hahaha.pasal malam2 i have not even looked at my notes pasal evertime kan angkat burit kan ambil notes i fall a sleep.like banar!**apakan

wohoo bos is in UK and aku mao aga iya!!pasal aku mao liat liverpool main jua and he said he is near liverpool so aku mao liat liverpool sambil aga c bos.hehehe.

and to YOU!!you annoy me tahap entah apa and i feel like kicking your big ugly butt everytime i see your even uglier face!hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahhaha.

what to buy?

so yes,at last i am going shopping!!hahaha.brapa lama sudah ku menahan from taking out $$$ from my notyettouched internetsaving!

soooooooooooooooooooooooooo...i am gonna buy loads and loads of autumn/winter stuff since it is getting a wee bit colder and it is cheaper now that belum lagi autumn brabis sal it is still HOT for the orangputihs.

shoppinglist:
gloves
setuking
tights
the ribbons/clips
baju panjang tangan
NEXT perfume

well those are the essentials plg.hahaha.yang NOT needed but desperately wanted belum lagi.

but the one thing that i MUST get is TELUR MASIN!nyaman wah tu if makan dengan ayam kari.yummy.
coz for sungkai today we are gonna have chicken curry~
food food food food!
at least we're going to the college next week so that i can CLIMB THAT HILL!!not like some people~i look forward to walk up that hill and lose some of these fats that actually makes me cute.GAAAHH!!perasan!hahahahahahahaha

i will try not to take the bus to school,but i will 100% NOT take the bus home!
though our house is considered the furthest from the school.ahahaha.lama wah sudah inda jauh2 ani.i mean to scone?busstops dapan rumah.ALHAMDULILLAH.

i hope those kicap manis will be in the college too. bosan wah tu kalau inda. at least jumpa jua makcik canteen atu.hahaha.i miss talking to her.and watch all those teenage orangputihs with their kerenah.hahahaha.macam2 saja bah dorang atu!!
owhmygaawd!i just fantasised about something!hahahahahaha.
and if i do write my fantasy down,your first reaction would be,keep fantasising coz that is all it's going to be,A FANTASY!hahahaha.

later

hairy talk

yessss~i am a bit concious of my veerryy thin hair,and since we're planning to get a haircut,i am having a hard time deciding what type of haircut i would want.
and me being me,i am verryy jealous of people who has thicker hair than mine,but then,i just watched TYRA BANKS revealed her real hair and it is very thin like mine,so now i AINT complaining.hahaha.
coz on the brighter side of it all,a lot of those successful people have thin hair,so maybe thin haired people are destined to be great.*tampar*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

i love my hair really but it is just annoyingly thin!i blame my dad for being hair-less.hahaha.but i am grateful for his chinese looks coz i love my looks,NO I AM NOT VAIN OR WHATEVER.but just that i love my features.face-wise.hahahaha.
i used to hate my chinky eyes coz i get bullied a lot for not being able to open my eyes bigger.mcm i get a lot of "is that the most you can do?" comments.haish.sakit hati.and have never once a person say my eyes are nice,except him,coz he says he loves my eyes.SUWEETTT!!so there IS hope for these chinky eyes of mine.hahahaha.
and i love my face pasal i look younger than i am supposed to be.so there is definitely no complaining about it.HORAAYY!!
perasan*****

layan cha orang kan masuk TWO OH anie.OHMEGAD it's like less than 2 weeks lagi.tidaaakk!!i feel old and wrinkly.*just kidding..GAH!*

another belated birthday greet

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!
i am not a good friend!hahahahaha.sorry celestine prisca christopher!!!!!!

HAPPY HAPPY BELATED BITHDAY FROM YOUR SO CALLED BESTFRIEND.GAAAAAHHHHH!!


i dont even have her photo terpaksa mencuri dari fb.sorry copyright kah tuu???

ANYWAY!!!!!!
I HOPE YOU HAD A BLAST FOR YOUR DAY SINCE IT'S THE BIG TWOO OHH SUDAH!!hehehe.
and i hope that you would have great year ahead and more blessed days than ever! i love you baybeh!eventhough aku lupaaa. *kick self*
always in my thoughts and prayers!and thinking of you when i think of kuching and lots of shopping!hahahahaha
i will not forgive myself easily so when i come back brunei i belanja you nasi katok okeeyhh!hahahahahahahhaha.

keluang-man??!!

so daym that cartoon for making me look like my BM sucks bad.though i know it does SUCK tapi ani beyind suck-ish.hahaha.
we saw a dead bat arah busstop tadi.and it was a small itty bitty bat,and i was like "keluang kah tuu??!" and the rest were like inda jua melayan tapi melayan jua,like APAKANCAKAPANAKSEKONGANI kinda face. sekali nya sudah dirorang liat bebanar,they were like "KELAWAR!".
kali nya dorang keluang is just a makebelieve name for that cartoon. hahaha. i was overly confident dari dulu brabis that BATS = KELUANG. and i had NO IDEA that it was called kelawar. yes. my bm suck BIG TIME!

so yeah lesson for the day i learned that bats = kelawar not keluang.hahaha.
now the word keluang sounds foolish to me.hahahaha.

5 more minutes kan belajar lah.and SURPRISE SURPRISE i said 5 minutes for the past 20 minutes sudah.hahahahaha.coz my parut so bahagia right now that i don't feel like getting up from this overly comfy sofa at the moment,so YES FIVE MORE MINUTES!

am browsing through pictures of different hairstyles for next week,biasa lah kan rambut baru for raya!hehehehehe.i'm opting for a more edgy haircut or just fringe(?).i want choppy layers tapi rambut ku NIPIS LAH SANGAT2. and i hate it. hahahaha. sudah tah stubborn,nipis lagi and really fine and gets greasy a whole lot faster.it's sad.

my five minute is up!off i goooooooooooooo

makaaaan

i feel really sleepy but i dun wanna sleep pasal i slept like brabis sudah tadi.
coz the minute i went back from wanie and nins' place,aku sambung tidur.zzzzzzzzz.
so i am full of ZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZzzz.

had a great time this weekend pasal i sleptover their place for two whole nights and makan BANYAAKK BANYAAKK!

*updated from yesterday*



HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY WANIE!!belated i mean.
you've been a great friend here,and i appreciate it sooo much!
*cough..TUA..cough*
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA



anyway,i am waiting for pudding recipe nya yang di bagi oleh wanie tuk mengaras.and i hope it tastes like hers,pasal aku inda puas makan pudding nya masa ri tu.HAHAHA.coz i told you sudah kan terlalu banyak makanan.
BUUUTT..on a very happy note,i am surprised by my weight!wohoooo!
i lost some,though i was weighing myself beore makan sungkai.
and masa i weighed myself after makan sungkai,i gained 2 KG just like THAT!like that extra weight just came out of nowhere.HUH!

hahaha.orang in denial,cakap came out of nowhere when it was obvious i WAS eating a lot more than usual.hahahaha.bahagia parut ku coz makin ramai orang makin banyak makan!and YES,eating is FUN!!!eating makes me very happy,though the stomachaches are not really pleasant,but in conclusion eating IS fun!
i just don't get it that some people consider eating a chore,or just something that you HAVE/NEED to do.tidak appreciate eyh orang catu atu,REZEKI WAH TUUU!
hahahahahahhaha

ok.enough talking about food.sudah tah di skulah the main topic is always FOOD.hahaha.especially UDANG and CALAMARI for this saturday~~wohoooooo.can't waaaiitt.

i am waiting for the awang to abis mandi then kami mao liat NARUTOO!
yes!naruto!hahahahahahaha.that's not the only anime we're watching right now,SCHOOL RUMBLE sama AKAZUKIN CHACHA jua.sioook!i love streaming!macam2 anime boleh di pilih and the websites are great!no complaints so faarrr.

aaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd...
tadi time buang sampah i saw a family of ULATsss!hahaha.i don't really know if worms are ulat or cacing,but all i know is if they do not have legs and small,they are WORMS to me.hahahaha.but ani ulat.besaaaar and panjang and disgusting looking.hahahaha.nasib tah si Awang suruh aku buka the cowl/panel of the bin,kalau inda memang iya sudah lari lintang pukang.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.coz aku inda mao the one end up bringing the bin out.HAHAHAHA.tapiii,ani banyak ulatss nya.one family of big,healthy,long ulatss..hahahahahaha.and don't forget squishy. coz they look extra squishy. macam the two ones yang kana tinjak (stepped on) rah tangga masa ri tu. i bet the sound masa kana stepped on atu was like "pecheeek" or something like that.


later.aku mao cek pudding ku dulu.

fudging fudgeyy

we just had a chocolate fudge cake,and it is daym yummy!!
makan panas2 lagi tu out from the microwave. i give TESCO 2 thumbs up for their cakes!
had chicken soup and cucur ayam tadi for sungkai so my tummy is very happy.eventhough hanya makan ayam Qourn (vegetarian). but still it taste good,not great,but that has to do pasal balum bali stock "ayam hidup".

another great thing from tesco is its CHOCOLATE WAFER BAR!yuuummmm!!!!eventhough the calories are shooting through the roof,but it tastes soo great!!me and him can finish a lot in one day,and we always have supplies of them,pasal nyaman!
it may NOT look as yummy as the more expensive ones,but sure tastes good!
maybe i'll eat another one right now.woohooo..
inda inda...i want to eat kelopok sensation yang THAI SWEET CHILLI nya dulu sambil membaca buku.hahaha.
(and people tell you,you wouldn't eat a lot during puasa)

watched WHOSE LINE IS IT ANYWAY,and i laughed my head off the whole time. i just love how spontaneous they are. caliiiiiii. though videos nya yang lama2 but still very very funny! and i didn't know si awang is a fan of that show too dulu. what fun!

bah off i go to study study study. orrr sleep..depending on the atmosphere.since tadi was sajuk i feel very sleepy,now it's a bit warm-ish,maybe coz im under the blanket.HAHA

gila bising orang2nya ani!like it's a party of some kind or something.cam langau ada jua,since all i can hear is BLA BLA BLA.pasal i don't understand a thing they're saying.

Puasa's been great so far,just i hate thinking of what to eat the next day n the next n the next,pasal yang di terseliurkan langsung nada sini!!!owh well,now it makes me appreciate how great the food in brunei really is!siapakan mati2an kan ke UK ani?"just to get away from it all"?paloi tahap buduh orang atu!i cant even get back brunei for 2 years,and yeah i am freaking homesick!and living in this small town,with those people?????dont wana say much anymore...

I hate blogging sudah pasal i have to filter every single word i type!like what happened to this blog being a fudging blog??i want to say more,i want to say nasty things,good things,but nooooo~i have to sound like being here is all rainbows and sunshines,and semua orang nya bagus2 belaka!my feet are an inch above ground pasal THIS ISNT REALITY!

This is a nightmare that YOU pretend that its the sweetest fantasy!

FOOD

since inda lama lagi kan sungkai,which is like 1 and a half hours left,so i am gonna talk about FOOD!yeah,FOOD!

i know there's chocolate cake waiting for me for my lovely desert!so im looking forward to sungkai in a bit!nyaman wah tu chocolate cake atu BRABIS!*veravis*<==uweek.

eventhough i am happy talking about food,but actually i am feeling a bit,(cancel that) VERY grumpy!coz it's near THAT time of month!and the awang made me evenmore grumpier!i feel like tearing everything into bits and pieces especially throwing his laptop and such into the BIN! i mean it!!
don't ask why. maybe i have exaggerated a little,but in my situation everything IS exaggerated!
understand me for once or twice or 10 times!don't be like the rest of them coz that is why i chose you!if not i would easily have landed with those mothaf*ck*rs!

can't you just live a day without playing that stupid f*cked up game?!!
inda ku duli puasa kah ya apa....

owhkay,the above paragraph is going to be regretted after this.
sesungguhnya aku sedang berpuasa. *halo above head*

siok lah orang kan datang ke uk ani,and i hope to meet some of you when you all get here. nada yang kan dakat2 scotland anie??!!
JAUH WAA SCOTLAND!i hate it!
buuttt..i hope to see some of you all in december!coz that's the only time i have left for holidays!booooooooooooo!
trying not to complain,trying really hard to be grateful,and I AM!
but the "regret bug" does come to visit once in awhile.
IN CONCLUSION,i am NOT complaining!!!

maybe i am hungry that's why i am typing all the jumbled up thoughts in this gonnaexplodesoon head of mine.so before it bursts,saya keluarkan semua.inda ja~JAAA!


selamat sungkai kepada yang berpuasa dan yang tidak jugaaa

i can't wait for next week.udang udang udang.and i hope i won't be disappointed!

cheesey-cake

i can't wait to dig into that delicious looking toffee cheesecake.
humph!kalau lah ku tao tesco does have that kind of cheesecake awal sudah ku rasa.
hope i won't be disappointed.pasalnya,chocolate cake drg pun nyaman brabis,so i guess at least the cheesecake would be nice.

ive been craving for cheesecake for a loong time!and the last time i ate one was during revision for module 3 was it??so that was like a year ago.huh!

so i'll update later hiw it taste like oteeyy

sleepyhead

i am soo turning into a sleepy head.
my daily routine includes hours and hours of sleep!really~
balik dari skulah tidur,then after makan,like right now i feel really sleepy,then bangun pagi,then balik skulah tidur lagi.
to keep me awake now is to blog.but now my eyes are struggling to open.

i mean i can't even call my nap "tidur patang" coz its like tidur ke malam. balik skulah kul 5 something then sleep til 7++++.usually when bukan ramadhan it'll be like 8++++.
but i still feel freking tired after that,its like after makan kan tidur ku brabis.
maybe im turning extra extra sluggish.boooh!
and my lecturers said i look like a zombie and i have eyebags!
i DO NOT have eyebags!that is one thing i DO NOT have.
how can a person who sleeps more that 10 hours have eyebags???!!and looking like a zombie and apakah lagi satu drg panggil aku tadi tu ahh???worn out???

i was my usual talkative and jumping here and there self just now.ok,not as much.but i was NOT worn out!maybe it was because of all the inspecting stuff tadi and the week before,that part of the practical is a total bore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we even call ourselves INSPECTORS now,yang benar!all we do is inspect this and that and this,and inspect that and this and that.

off i go back to dreamland.
my eyes are practically half open only.

clowns???!!!

that movie still creeps me out,i mean just watching the trailer still freaks me out!and yes i am a bit scared of clowns. NOT scared,just inda suka brabis!!

i did resent from even putting the movie poster up here,but i just to show you how creepy the poster is. the clowns other pictures are even creepier.

i actually don't have a THING about clowns til i watched that movie when i was like a little kid.brabis damit. i mean the movie came out when i was just a year old,so imagine how young i was. now the sight of clowns just makes my skin crawl. yuucckk!!

but really,i still wanna watch the movie,like i wanna know how good it still is. like it's rated to be one of the best horror movies,so i mean i AM a horror movie junkie,so i wanna watch how horror-ish it is. tapi i still don't have the courage. and i am abit relieved to use the alasan that i can't find the movie streaming.hehe

i love watching supernatural,and i don't mind watching that series alone,cause other horror videos i rather not watch them alone,but supernatural is ok for me,but when there was this part about clowns,i stopped watching supernatural for a looong time alone.hahahaha.paloi!ingat ku masih that i didn't expect clowns to be a part of supernatural,so i was like WATTHE-EFFFFFFFFFF!!!! so that just did it. i was like,enough!enough!inda ku mao liat supernatural sorang,pebaik tah ada c jensen ackles.haha.but then,since none of my family members wants to sit down and watch with me,i ended up watching supernatural alone again,and i did think that they wouldn't film parts about clowns anymore would they?.....THEY WON'T!!

so yes,that's my random fact - i HATE clowns! FULL STOP especially this clown in the IT movie.

two thumbs up!

he is cute and GREAT brabis!!well for now,he should win xfactor hands down. well,i guess it's still too early for that,but looking from here,he IS JUST GREAT!
and if ever my teacher even looks 50% like him,i don't mind missing the bus to go home,5.30pm pun ok.yang benar!hahahahahahaha

anie,all my teachers are old and wrinkly!and have bellies the size of tongs!hahahahaha. don't tell them that i wrote all that. but at least they're nice.