SHOOT ME!

my new hair...well,after the shower and when kan tidur..catu tah usulkuu..

GLAMOROUS MUCH


told u i shouldn't post them up in facebook for the mummy...seriouslyy

rambut ku bah tu!

my mum kept on asking me to post my HAIR picture rah facebook,coz that's the only way for her now to see pictures of me...ANNNDDD aku inda mahuuu!!pasal aku balum lagi mengatur rambut ku yang lawa anie..hahahahaha..and facebook is way tooi public..hahahahaha..kalau post sini mao kuu..but my mum *i think* doesn't know that i have a blog.so yeah.

and i hate my hair after walking to school,pasal angin nya and the sweat!my gawd the sweat on my head.trickling down onto my neck!!!NOT PRETTY AT ALL!!and they say it's autumn and it's SUPPOSEDLY cold "____"

sajok plg..p alum sajok banar..hahaha i can't believe i said balum lagi sajok banar.hahaha.
exercise baaaaaahhhhh.the only exercise i could get for this week and the next and the next pasal if in scone hanger THEN,atu barat burit tuuu...pakai bus tuuuu...so brabis tah ku nie time anie..

barutah i lawa2 cikit..manalah tao terclashing with kicap manis.IN THESAME BUILDING!!*faint* don't have too high hopes.hahahaha.

cross my heart?

HUH..i miss my hair!!hahahaha...
i am still weirded out about my new hair,but it's growing on me.just DIFFERENT!!

soooo..what did i do today??i watched a whole cycle of america's next top model!YAY MEE!!and i AM feeling a lil bit guilty abandoning my notes coz i have less than a month before sitting TWO BIG EXAMS!!*for me they are considered big modules pasal buku nya like VERY MUCH TABAL!*

annndd instead of digging my nose in one of my notes,i am blogging..gaaahh!!macam2 saja alasan ku so that inda revision.hahahaha.urrgghh.and the thought of c adib mengajar esok~ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ all the way.
sabar sajaaaaaaaa...nama nya belajar kaaannn..and i come here to study NOT everyday kan balik awal..inda jaa??JAAAA!!
i hope i'll manage to stay awake.haaiisshhh..maybe i'll think of errrrmmm BenandJerry's(?).hahaahahaha.pasal lama sudah ngidam that particular icecream,but the thought of the price and the calories??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well,especially the price.pasal i spent how many pounds on a pair of jeans yesterday!!!!!!!and this tshirt yang lawa tapi i regret buying sudah!!!!!!!coz it costs wayy too much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!tapi lawaaaa~*nyaman kan hati*

six more minutes then im heading for my notes.PROMISE NIE PROMISE!

owwhhh..shout out to poeple in GLASGOW!thank you for a great daaaayyy!!!!!baru rasa macam rayaaaaa~gaahhhh...sawdih bunyi kuu..
and i met leong juaaa...nice to meet someone from SAS here in lil old scotland,and desiree is dakat cnie juaaa!how much fun!

GAAAHHH!!which reminds me,i was going to msg her,maybe next week,like tomorrow!pasal i really really want her to come here..heeeeeeeeeeeee....

SHRA

had a great first day and thanks to you all!!
it was tiring but worth it since this is the last raya in perth,mana mao alang2 kali aaaaa...soo yeah,crashing rumah orang was lotsa fun!and ate a lot!if i keep on eating this much i WILL gain the weight i lost and more..hahahahaha

the food was great,and i mean it!and untungnya di setiap rumah yang di kunjungi semua makanan yang berbeza so inda lah sangal meliat makanan sama.SO COMPLIMENTS TO THE CHEFS!

goodbye ramadhan it's been great,and i hope to see you again next year pasal i can't believe puasa dengan penuh kesabaran this year,and of course adalah mengumpat sekali dua.haha.ALHAMDULILLAH.



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AND NOT FORGETTING,
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE!!!!!:DDDDD
gaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!




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l4d2

i can't wait for this to come out!!
though it does look a lot bloodier and violent and gruesome than ever but i am really excited to shoot more zombies!!ha ha ha..

*though i was debating with myself whether to put the "frame" of the video pink,coz it looks weird having a pink frame but the contents of the video is soooo notsupposedtobepink* apakan.



i woke up too early though i slept quite late yesterday.pasal i have a lot of baking to do today.

ROGER'S TRIBE

with our pens penganti our feathers,yes!BULU!yang di pakai di rambut semasa praktikal di jalankan di hanger.hahahaha.lawa bm ku atuuu~

say what??

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty


so my mum once told me to stop wallowing in deep shit and wasting my breath coz of those assholes and jerks that just makes me GO MAD,pasal along the way i'm gonna even meet alot more assholes and jerks exactly just like them!there's just not enough time and space to THINK about each and everyone of them assholes.
and yes,i will not waste my time on them anymore.true true.

well,those were my mum's advise,not exactly quoted,coz the way she said it was even worse.hahahaha.
that's my mum.she deserves the phrase "been here,done that" like honestlyy!

i am feeling very much sakit hati every single day,and trying to block them out is easier said than done when they are practically shouting in my ears!


but it's ok...deep breaths,deep breaths.
inhaaaleeeeee........exhalleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

pictures to upload and will be done later after my revision and CHOCOLATE CAKE!!
though i ate 3 helpings of fried rice.gaaaahhh!!

gaaaahh!

OWH HOW MUCH FUN!!
it's my 400th post already~

and i feel like not wasting this post coz i have no idea that i have posted hundreds sudah.


that was what we did when we were waiting for sungkai when we went for our shopping in dundee.
had to waste 2 hours doing nothing but we had our laughs.
like we ever run short of laughter,no wonder aku suka sama dorang anie.hahaha.

huh.less than a week of puasa and i can't believe aku tahan brabis.like i find it really good prevents me from eating cereal so much.haha.
and raya aku inda mao masak traditional malay food since this is the last raya me being in the UK so i want something foreign and soemthing different like brownies and muffins instead of kueh raya.won't that be fun??????which totally brings my baking mood back on track!though i think i have lost my baking touch if there is even one~

now i am addicted to pancakes.nyaaamaaaaaan toasted pancakes sama susu manis.

*opppsss there i go again wasting away a good post talking about food food food*

anyhooooooo..been in the college past few days,and it is packed with people!macam during lunch terpaksa barabut sama orang just to get a seat to study!jgntah belajar kamu eh,makan bah makan!kalau inda puasa bah inda ku di library belajar.GAHAHAHAAHHAHA!

AYU BELAJAR!BELAJAR BELAJAR BELAJAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AYU BELAJAR!!
u know,i actually felt sleepy just typing the word belajar.hahaha.pasal malam2 i have not even looked at my notes pasal evertime kan angkat burit kan ambil notes i fall a sleep.like banar!**apakan

wohoo bos is in UK and aku mao aga iya!!pasal aku mao liat liverpool main jua and he said he is near liverpool so aku mao liat liverpool sambil aga c bos.hehehe.

and to YOU!!you annoy me tahap entah apa and i feel like kicking your big ugly butt everytime i see your even uglier face!hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahhaha.

what to buy?

so yes,at last i am going shopping!!hahaha.brapa lama sudah ku menahan from taking out $$$ from my notyettouched internetsaving!

soooooooooooooooooooooooooo...i am gonna buy loads and loads of autumn/winter stuff since it is getting a wee bit colder and it is cheaper now that belum lagi autumn brabis sal it is still HOT for the orangputihs.

shoppinglist:
gloves
setuking
tights
the ribbons/clips
baju panjang tangan
NEXT perfume

well those are the essentials plg.hahaha.yang NOT needed but desperately wanted belum lagi.

but the one thing that i MUST get is TELUR MASIN!nyaman wah tu if makan dengan ayam kari.yummy.
coz for sungkai today we are gonna have chicken curry~
food food food food!
at least we're going to the college next week so that i can CLIMB THAT HILL!!not like some people~i look forward to walk up that hill and lose some of these fats that actually makes me cute.GAAAHH!!perasan!hahahahahahahaha

i will try not to take the bus to school,but i will 100% NOT take the bus home!
though our house is considered the furthest from the school.ahahaha.lama wah sudah inda jauh2 ani.i mean to scone?busstops dapan rumah.ALHAMDULILLAH.

i hope those kicap manis will be in the college too. bosan wah tu kalau inda. at least jumpa jua makcik canteen atu.hahaha.i miss talking to her.and watch all those teenage orangputihs with their kerenah.hahahaha.macam2 saja bah dorang atu!!
owhmygaawd!i just fantasised about something!hahahahahaha.
and if i do write my fantasy down,your first reaction would be,keep fantasising coz that is all it's going to be,A FANTASY!hahahaha.

later

hairy talk

yessss~i am a bit concious of my veerryy thin hair,and since we're planning to get a haircut,i am having a hard time deciding what type of haircut i would want.
and me being me,i am verryy jealous of people who has thicker hair than mine,but then,i just watched TYRA BANKS revealed her real hair and it is very thin like mine,so now i AINT complaining.hahaha.
coz on the brighter side of it all,a lot of those successful people have thin hair,so maybe thin haired people are destined to be great.*tampar*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

i love my hair really but it is just annoyingly thin!i blame my dad for being hair-less.hahaha.but i am grateful for his chinese looks coz i love my looks,NO I AM NOT VAIN OR WHATEVER.but just that i love my features.face-wise.hahahaha.
i used to hate my chinky eyes coz i get bullied a lot for not being able to open my eyes bigger.mcm i get a lot of "is that the most you can do?" comments.haish.sakit hati.and have never once a person say my eyes are nice,except him,coz he says he loves my eyes.SUWEETTT!!so there IS hope for these chinky eyes of mine.hahahaha.
and i love my face pasal i look younger than i am supposed to be.so there is definitely no complaining about it.HORAAYY!!
perasan*****

layan cha orang kan masuk TWO OH anie.OHMEGAD it's like less than 2 weeks lagi.tidaaakk!!i feel old and wrinkly.*just kidding..GAH!*

another belated birthday greet

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!
i am not a good friend!hahahahaha.sorry celestine prisca christopher!!!!!!

HAPPY HAPPY BELATED BITHDAY FROM YOUR SO CALLED BESTFRIEND.GAAAAAHHHHH!!


i dont even have her photo terpaksa mencuri dari fb.sorry copyright kah tuu???

ANYWAY!!!!!!
I HOPE YOU HAD A BLAST FOR YOUR DAY SINCE IT'S THE BIG TWOO OHH SUDAH!!hehehe.
and i hope that you would have great year ahead and more blessed days than ever! i love you baybeh!eventhough aku lupaaa. *kick self*
always in my thoughts and prayers!and thinking of you when i think of kuching and lots of shopping!hahahahaha
i will not forgive myself easily so when i come back brunei i belanja you nasi katok okeeyhh!hahahahahahahhaha.

keluang-man??!!

so daym that cartoon for making me look like my BM sucks bad.though i know it does SUCK tapi ani beyind suck-ish.hahaha.
we saw a dead bat arah busstop tadi.and it was a small itty bitty bat,and i was like "keluang kah tuu??!" and the rest were like inda jua melayan tapi melayan jua,like APAKANCAKAPANAKSEKONGANI kinda face. sekali nya sudah dirorang liat bebanar,they were like "KELAWAR!".
kali nya dorang keluang is just a makebelieve name for that cartoon. hahaha. i was overly confident dari dulu brabis that BATS = KELUANG. and i had NO IDEA that it was called kelawar. yes. my bm suck BIG TIME!

so yeah lesson for the day i learned that bats = kelawar not keluang.hahaha.
now the word keluang sounds foolish to me.hahahaha.

5 more minutes kan belajar lah.and SURPRISE SURPRISE i said 5 minutes for the past 20 minutes sudah.hahahahaha.coz my parut so bahagia right now that i don't feel like getting up from this overly comfy sofa at the moment,so YES FIVE MORE MINUTES!

am browsing through pictures of different hairstyles for next week,biasa lah kan rambut baru for raya!hehehehehe.i'm opting for a more edgy haircut or just fringe(?).i want choppy layers tapi rambut ku NIPIS LAH SANGAT2. and i hate it. hahahaha. sudah tah stubborn,nipis lagi and really fine and gets greasy a whole lot faster.it's sad.

my five minute is up!off i goooooooooooooo

makaaaan

i feel really sleepy but i dun wanna sleep pasal i slept like brabis sudah tadi.
coz the minute i went back from wanie and nins' place,aku sambung tidur.zzzzzzzzz.
so i am full of ZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZzzz.

had a great time this weekend pasal i sleptover their place for two whole nights and makan BANYAAKK BANYAAKK!

*updated from yesterday*



HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY WANIE!!belated i mean.
you've been a great friend here,and i appreciate it sooo much!
*cough..TUA..cough*
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA



anyway,i am waiting for pudding recipe nya yang di bagi oleh wanie tuk mengaras.and i hope it tastes like hers,pasal aku inda puas makan pudding nya masa ri tu.HAHAHA.coz i told you sudah kan terlalu banyak makanan.
BUUUTT..on a very happy note,i am surprised by my weight!wohoooo!
i lost some,though i was weighing myself beore makan sungkai.
and masa i weighed myself after makan sungkai,i gained 2 KG just like THAT!like that extra weight just came out of nowhere.HUH!

hahaha.orang in denial,cakap came out of nowhere when it was obvious i WAS eating a lot more than usual.hahahaha.bahagia parut ku coz makin ramai orang makin banyak makan!and YES,eating is FUN!!!eating makes me very happy,though the stomachaches are not really pleasant,but in conclusion eating IS fun!
i just don't get it that some people consider eating a chore,or just something that you HAVE/NEED to do.tidak appreciate eyh orang catu atu,REZEKI WAH TUUU!
hahahahahahhaha

ok.enough talking about food.sudah tah di skulah the main topic is always FOOD.hahaha.especially UDANG and CALAMARI for this saturday~~wohoooooo.can't waaaiitt.

i am waiting for the awang to abis mandi then kami mao liat NARUTOO!
yes!naruto!hahahahahahaha.that's not the only anime we're watching right now,SCHOOL RUMBLE sama AKAZUKIN CHACHA jua.sioook!i love streaming!macam2 anime boleh di pilih and the websites are great!no complaints so faarrr.

aaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd...
tadi time buang sampah i saw a family of ULATsss!hahaha.i don't really know if worms are ulat or cacing,but all i know is if they do not have legs and small,they are WORMS to me.hahahaha.but ani ulat.besaaaar and panjang and disgusting looking.hahahaha.nasib tah si Awang suruh aku buka the cowl/panel of the bin,kalau inda memang iya sudah lari lintang pukang.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.coz aku inda mao the one end up bringing the bin out.HAHAHAHA.tapiii,ani banyak ulatss nya.one family of big,healthy,long ulatss..hahahahahaha.and don't forget squishy. coz they look extra squishy. macam the two ones yang kana tinjak (stepped on) rah tangga masa ri tu. i bet the sound masa kana stepped on atu was like "pecheeek" or something like that.


later.aku mao cek pudding ku dulu.

fudging fudgeyy

we just had a chocolate fudge cake,and it is daym yummy!!
makan panas2 lagi tu out from the microwave. i give TESCO 2 thumbs up for their cakes!
had chicken soup and cucur ayam tadi for sungkai so my tummy is very happy.eventhough hanya makan ayam Qourn (vegetarian). but still it taste good,not great,but that has to do pasal balum bali stock "ayam hidup".

another great thing from tesco is its CHOCOLATE WAFER BAR!yuuummmm!!!!eventhough the calories are shooting through the roof,but it tastes soo great!!me and him can finish a lot in one day,and we always have supplies of them,pasal nyaman!
it may NOT look as yummy as the more expensive ones,but sure tastes good!
maybe i'll eat another one right now.woohooo..
inda inda...i want to eat kelopok sensation yang THAI SWEET CHILLI nya dulu sambil membaca buku.hahaha.
(and people tell you,you wouldn't eat a lot during puasa)

watched WHOSE LINE IS IT ANYWAY,and i laughed my head off the whole time. i just love how spontaneous they are. caliiiiiii. though videos nya yang lama2 but still very very funny! and i didn't know si awang is a fan of that show too dulu. what fun!

bah off i go to study study study. orrr sleep..depending on the atmosphere.since tadi was sajuk i feel very sleepy,now it's a bit warm-ish,maybe coz im under the blanket.HAHA

gila bising orang2nya ani!like it's a party of some kind or something.cam langau ada jua,since all i can hear is BLA BLA BLA.pasal i don't understand a thing they're saying.

Puasa's been great so far,just i hate thinking of what to eat the next day n the next n the next,pasal yang di terseliurkan langsung nada sini!!!owh well,now it makes me appreciate how great the food in brunei really is!siapakan mati2an kan ke UK ani?"just to get away from it all"?paloi tahap buduh orang atu!i cant even get back brunei for 2 years,and yeah i am freaking homesick!and living in this small town,with those people?????dont wana say much anymore...

I hate blogging sudah pasal i have to filter every single word i type!like what happened to this blog being a fudging blog??i want to say more,i want to say nasty things,good things,but nooooo~i have to sound like being here is all rainbows and sunshines,and semua orang nya bagus2 belaka!my feet are an inch above ground pasal THIS ISNT REALITY!

This is a nightmare that YOU pretend that its the sweetest fantasy!

FOOD

since inda lama lagi kan sungkai,which is like 1 and a half hours left,so i am gonna talk about FOOD!yeah,FOOD!

i know there's chocolate cake waiting for me for my lovely desert!so im looking forward to sungkai in a bit!nyaman wah tu chocolate cake atu BRABIS!*veravis*<==uweek.

eventhough i am happy talking about food,but actually i am feeling a bit,(cancel that) VERY grumpy!coz it's near THAT time of month!and the awang made me evenmore grumpier!i feel like tearing everything into bits and pieces especially throwing his laptop and such into the BIN! i mean it!!
don't ask why. maybe i have exaggerated a little,but in my situation everything IS exaggerated!
understand me for once or twice or 10 times!don't be like the rest of them coz that is why i chose you!if not i would easily have landed with those mothaf*ck*rs!

can't you just live a day without playing that stupid f*cked up game?!!
inda ku duli puasa kah ya apa....

owhkay,the above paragraph is going to be regretted after this.
sesungguhnya aku sedang berpuasa. *halo above head*

siok lah orang kan datang ke uk ani,and i hope to meet some of you when you all get here. nada yang kan dakat2 scotland anie??!!
JAUH WAA SCOTLAND!i hate it!
buuttt..i hope to see some of you all in december!coz that's the only time i have left for holidays!booooooooooooo!
trying not to complain,trying really hard to be grateful,and I AM!
but the "regret bug" does come to visit once in awhile.
IN CONCLUSION,i am NOT complaining!!!

maybe i am hungry that's why i am typing all the jumbled up thoughts in this gonnaexplodesoon head of mine.so before it bursts,saya keluarkan semua.inda ja~JAAA!


selamat sungkai kepada yang berpuasa dan yang tidak jugaaa

i can't wait for next week.udang udang udang.and i hope i won't be disappointed!