my familyyy....

i really miss my family and their forver going CRAZEE antics....
mana pernah dian tu drg...ada2 sha kaja drg..especially yang gila2...i guess its in the genes...
missing each and everyone of u all every single second....
doesnt feel the same without u all..really~~
sooo..u all better miss me more oryttt...hehe....
dun travel too much and make me effingly jealous stuck here...huhuhu...


my mummy and daddy....

hehehe..i miss both of u very much yeah noe~

family kuh DAY trip ke singapore...haaayy~~mana membage chances tuuu...
mentang2 im not there...DAY trip lage tuh ke singapore...
and just last week they went to singapore just for one night...kambang jua tuuu....

mummy...need u all the time...
ur girl has grown a bit i guess....

daddy kuh and his birthday card that i gave him....hehehe....tkajut kitak pa???hehe...


MWACCKKZZ......

soo cute~

torres kuh cuci baju for the first time..haha...







ps = next time baju kame lage ah ko cuci....bersih kale ah ko menyuci atu...sampai he himself is clean....heeeeee....

labs~

baby kuh...

anie lah baby kuh yang ku rindu selalu....hehehe....
her name's karina....and she is sooo cute am i ryt~and and and she loves to take pictures with my hp....
and den ada sekali kan d bawa nya balik....atu i was nearly shouting...haha...hp kuh yang ku cinta brabislyyy.....

i hope i get to meet her tomorrow..IF aku bangun awal puhn....hehe...
miss you baby kuuuuuu.....and she is SOOO belabih....kdg2 ngaleh melayan..but she makes my day....just seeing her makes me smile like...brabis..and kalau she gives me a flower..lage tahh...how cute is dat~~and how sweet....
but time i listened to her story about her daddy from c zai lage tah sedih...dat young without knowing her father....shapa jua inda sadih....

owh well...she still smiles....and her sister too..keep on smiling...like there's no yesterday,today or even tomorrow to worry about...
that's y i guess she makes my day....

here in perth...

life in perth is not that dull actually...well..considering all the dramas and stories and happenings....
life here is never that boring....
i guess we choose to think that its boring and nothing is here....
well...i did...but the more i think about it....its not that bad....let me tell u that...
we miss brunei and the people in it i guess...and the lifestyle is waayyy different...
i changed...
I've become somebody that i am not accustomed to...
that i am not familiarized with...
but i will get used to the new 'Aayunni Zawanah in no time....i hope...
and i also trust that the people around me will accept me just the way they have accepted the old ayu...
maybe i've grown.....not as grown up as others think i should be...but definitely grown...
i do not wish to change the world...or alter the way it turns...
i do not want to touch people's lives which revolves around the sun and moon...
but i do wish for someone who could change my world....
who could make my world revolves anticlockwise or away from the sun and moon...

and i miss the ayu back in brunei....
i guess i was someone who didint care much what happens to her...all she does is laugh at all the good things and all the mishaps around her...
but she'll cry too at all the good things and mishaps...
she maybe considered one confused and happy go lucky bitch....but she doesnt care...
and she seems to be one hell of a bimbo....but she is clever i guess...
if anything doesn't go her way...she'll make it happen...one way or another...it'll happen....
she also has a way of making people around her feel like she's one of a kind i guess....not that she's arrogant....no-hoo....not that she is superior...never...
and i miss her badly....
she never seems to be a part of me....she looks like a person from a different planet...and just somebody that i happen to come across....
and she seems soooo far away....
can i ever get her back?????is she still in me?????

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i still can't find her...
i'll try again next time then....huuuuu....

funfair agaaaiinnn...

went to the funfair again for the second time...sal inda puas i guess the first time...and it was just as much fun as before....
and also it shows that there's "so much" to do in perth....hahaa...
but this time our seniors joined in the fun...soooo...meriah lah suasana..haayy~~bm c ayu~~haha..
and i played the bumper car 2 times....once with drg c nins..and d second with drg seniors....atu jua sakit belakang leh nyaaa...but what the heck...anything for fun...hehehe....
and and and...yummy cotton candy...i like!!ku mao lageee~~






mao2 tah jua c ayu ah main judi....

dinner under d rain...haaayyy~~

alaaaaiii~~


alai lageee...

errmm baahh....

but it was major fun

muka sebelum d ride starts

kame yang menunggu drg.....hahaha.....




























and thanks YOU for c JAR...hahaha...yes...JAR...dats its name....

funfair...

funfair di south inch park...
the excitement was just exciting~hahaha...
i couldnt stand my excitement *excitement...word of the day*,that i jumped up and down...and practically pulling c zai,meerul and malik so dat they wud hurry up....
macam macam...i couldnt contain my childish-ness....
and and and i just wanted to have plain fun...and forget that i am old-eerrr.....
siioookkk brabislyyy....hehehe


belawa before going to the funfair...like duhhh~~

rah entrance nyaaaaa.....

hehehehe

jumpa baby kuh jua trusss.....i miss her sooo much....

kan naik twisteeerr....


twister-ing....

and more twister-ing....

tunggu kan naik aladdin thingie...

caranya ah..kan ambil gambar alaaaii~~hehehehe

me and aladdin..not a good combi let me tell u dat.....haha....end of ride equals me puking my tummy out...yuuucckkzzz....

and that pulled me away from my happy self for a while....
and den my energy went very low...but i still could jump around...but not as much...
and dat sucked me big time....buttttttt...i still had fun after dat....


pic org kan puking...hehhe...

me and d cameraaa...haha...wpun kesakitan,but i still can smile~~

hehe...zai kuh

jagaaaa...c torres kuh mengambil position and ngatur badan...hoho...

sampat lage lyat camera tuuuu.....concentrate on the ball!!


him and his prize...haha....brapa harga nya meerul???wakaka....cough*inda jua goal*cough

main tembak2 lageeee~~yipeeee...

aim ready fireeee...*or which ever round*


then...the rest came and joined the funnnn!!!



kira duiiitt~~

jagaaaa....sorang lage torres kame...hehehe....


the hook the thingie booth...and i got a teddy for thatt....

the shooting booth...

*no comment*

heeeee....

go khalid...goooo!!!


another shooter...kamu bleh tuuuu...

them and their prizes.....wat cute booyysss...heehehehe

bumper car-ing...yehaaa~~

wanie and her bumper car...



and d day ended witth me going home...and puking myself off again...hehehe....