Friday, July 31, 2009

sama tua *same old,same old*

i don't find blogging FUN anymore.
the feeling that makes me wanna blog everyday,or some days has gone.
now,it's like,"owh,blog ku............."
i don't look forward to blogging.
maybe i should just NOT blog lagi. boreeeeng ku sudah. *we'll see...*

anyhoooo..
just a quick update.
start of school,and tomorrow is friday,WEEKEND!
i failed my module 6.boohoo. i feel sucky to the meeheexx!! i guess there is always a first for everything. and i promise to study really hard!i promise! *fingers crossed*
and,i am not gonna see much of a friend now.inda tao if the news of him coming back is real,but im keeping my hopes real high!
tomorrow we're gonna have a chocolate fountain small parteeeyyhh!which reminds me,i need to find ceta hantu prontooo!

i have turned into my sister,my spelling is getting BAD!i spelled diagnosis as diagnosEs!haahha.that sure made wanie laughed when we found out there was no NOSES in diagnosis. terok! confident c ayu aa.

sooo..nothing much to report here from little old perth!same old,same old,with me that is!


just a random fact about me:
i only like RED skittles! sometimes the purple ones.

*maybe i should start posting some random things i find interesting enough to post here.at least something to look forward to blogging about.
TATA!

Sunday, July 26, 2009

clothes haul

i had another shopping spree today...and here comes the regret of buying things that i thought i needed,but the more i think about it the more i don't think i need them.apakan cerita c ayu anie.

ANYWAY!
the reason i was out shopping was to hunt for that perfect jacket!that perfect coat for cold merciless autumn/winter/beginning of spring..but failures!

so instead,i bought,heels and legwarmers arah new look.
3 belts,tshirts and dress rah primark.
jeans and sleeveless dress rah peacocks.
a cute shirt rah zara.
and a BLUE purse rah jane norman. *blue????but it was cute*
owh and 5earrings and bangles rah internacionale.

i was supposed to hunt down longsleeves,p nada lawa2 and murah2 anywere!sasakku!!
but everything total was just below 35pounds.and i am a happy person!hahahaha.

anyway,looking at the state of my room now,i think i should have an overhaul of throwing out clothes!tapi aku inda mao!maybe aku atur2 saja cikit2 lah..heheheheehe...bye!

Thursday, July 23, 2009

JLS



check this group out!!
4 cute guys,with great moves,and HOT bodies!what else could u ask more of??
owh and they could totally sing..expecially time acapella.ive fallen in love.

*pasal they totally remind me of the kicap manis2 di sekolah atuuu..hahahahaha..who are totally cute!2 pulang yang cute atu ngannya,that is beside the point.*

sugar puffs

hyeeee..

i have a slight headache. but i'm fine,maybe pasal i slept patang atu jua kali tadi which makes this headache,a pain on the pooper! *apakan*
well,actually,aku tidur pun pasal i felt a fever coming,so to prevent that fever,i slept,but because of sleeping i have a headache. haaayyy~ indakan serbasalah atu juaa.

anyway,we had lunch arah park tadi and it was fun,though it rained often,but it was fun! i wish we could do that often,but i don't think that would happen sometime.
lawa bunga nya rah park nya tadi,i mean the place is actually called rodney garden. i just had to go there,pasal everytime otw ke hanger,liat keluar the bus's window namapak the park,but never set foot there,though how near it is really.

anyway,otw back home kami singgah ke farmfood bali milk,den tarus bali cereal,and drg ada jual my fave cereal,yang SUGAR PUFFS.nyummy!nyaman till i want to eat lots and lots of them.
tapi yang cali nya when i showed him the packet,si awang was like,"Lucah jua cereal anie!". i was like confused. hahahaha. inda ku mao explain lagi ee why he called it lucah. haaayyy~~ just let it be another inside storeh.

thinking about food anie lapar cha ku. kan makan maggie ku ee. yang mee korea,dad's favourite. tunggu tah. buutt it's already past midnight.
and baru jua somebody called me FAT!
haiissshh!!kan ku gigit telinga nya saja inda. and yes,i maybe fat,but u're .......
*fill in ur own blanks* hahahha.
not offended,pasal i know my weight is increasing. haaiissshh!!
tunggu tah puasa saja nie.hehehehehe.which is like next month!but Maghrib is still like 9+++++pm.huuuuuhhh...


anywayyy..will upload pictures rah facebook for the family to see.
adios amigos!

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

creepiness!

ewwwwwww..
i guess i'll always meet creepy people once in awhile...
anyway,ceta the above is about this creepy guy who waited in line blakang ku when i was paying rah tesco tadi.
he was like blowing rah my hair,the first time was ok,but the 6th and seventh time was sooo NOT OK!!
so i turned back and macam made this WHATHEHELLAREYOUDOINGWITHMYHAIR kind of face,kali he just smiled,like i just smiled at him,not looked at him disgustingly!
kali when i turned in front,macam i was like,malas ku melayan org gila anie,kali ya tiup2 rambut ku lagi!but thank god,my turn to pay was next,so ku biarkan saja~

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkk!!!!!it was creepy tahap maksima!!
macam tried to get away,but then it would look too obvious!my god,what was i thinking that time??trying to not hurt this guy's feelings??i should have just run away!!anie i was like,takut ku ya offended...owh well,at least i got out of there one piece,except for his breath on my hair!!YUUCCKKSS!!

anyway,i saw the cutest jeans rah river island tadi and it was just 5pounds!but nada size ku..boohoo!felt like just buying the jeans,and hell if it's too big!tapi i guess,i let my head do the talking,not the debit card,so i just left the pants there.HAHAHA.pasal yesterday aku bought this jeans dari next,but i was just risking it pasal it wasn't my size.tapi when i got back,nasib muat!HAHAHA...coz it was just 4pounds!!!!!!!!i just had to get it!hahahaa..terookk..

Monday, July 20, 2009

not cool

just came back from the movies.
watched ICE AGE 3...and literally with all the small children,maybe pasal harry potter was 12 and above kinda movie.
and we could hear all the little kids' laughs,which was just too cute to not make me smile.hehehehe.

anyway,the movie was OK. not as SIOK as the other 2 previous ones. but still,it made me laugh,some parts.

now i'm choosing movies to watch,by myself, rah the youtube movies section.
unfortunately,all are like OLD OLD OLD movies,so it was hard to choose,macam the horror movies looked too fake,that it just made me went, "WTH! not cool.."

i guess i miss Nins kali,dangan ku meliat movies for 2 days straight. pasal iya sleptover sini. like that wasn't obvious.

anyway,i chose cerita "skeletons in the closet" coz the title looked erm inviting i guess, tapi rupanya its only a 10minute short film.boriiinnngggg...wat am i supposed to watch for the next hour or two. haiyaaaaa.

Friday, July 17, 2009

can't you just let me be???!!!!

i can't stop myself from watching all the HP interviews and reviews and whatnots!
macam addicted to it brabis,one after another,and i cant stop clicking to all the links and stuff.
though all the questions and answers are quite the same,but still they left me fascinated!

anywaaaaayyy,
i gave the movie TWO THUMBS UP!!
and seriouslyy,if i had more thumbs,there would have been more thumb ups!!
and not as a harry potter fan side of view!though i may sound a bit bias~

tapi,when we were watching the movie,i just was mcm kecalian arah this kinda old guy's reactions who sat in front of us. mcm when nobody was laughing,this guy was laughing,real loud!so i just had to laugh at that time,coz he laughed!hahahaha.
he's not that old btw,mcm my dad's age,THAT is for me,quite old.


on a different note,a totally different note,
why do i always feel abandoned,whenever he leaves the house!
OWH MEE GAWWDD!!
am i becoming clingyy???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!"£$%^&*&^%$£"£$%^&*(*&^%$£"£$%^&*&^%$£$%^&*(&^
that felt like a huge slap on the face!like eating my own shyt!!
OWH MEE GAWWDD!!
i AM clingy!a desperate,clingy,controlling freak-ish bitch!!!
maybe i should just slap ME on MYSELF!
that's not a nice feeling,this clingy pathetic feeling!SHHYYYYTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!



owhkaayyy..im done! that last paragraph...i feel like deleting it,but i guess,it will be a reminder of how i am acting now.which is equals to being = PALOIII!


anywayyyy..
i do have to agree on khalid's nick that this is a VERY "non-productive holiday",
maybe our production *okeee that sounds weird* may not be in the same terms,but i feel like i am just wasting away precious time making my ass as big as beyonce's. though not as sexy! HMMMM!!

mataku feels very much the juling.maybe i am staring onto this lappy screen way too long,way too much!
i feel very sleepy and tired brabis,like i havent slept 3 days straight,but i have!i think i sleep too much!maybe that's why i feel this way too!

i miss the OLD MOVIE NIGHTS!
where it is always my task to choose the movies to watch,which i always end up sleeping.HAHAHHAHA. just like winter holiday last year. which does feel like it's all in a different lifetime,how things change in a blink of an eye. sounds like my eyes don't blink that much.
and yes,it does feel a bit lonelyy,sometimes. ALL THE FREAKING TIME!!!!
sasakku eyhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
no wonder i am turning into this clingy monster!!!!!!
i have issues!it's a disease!and it feels like it's even worse that the swine flu,though not as contagious,pasal nobody seems to feel the way that im feeling!
maybe all the lonelyy people shoudl gather around so that it'll feel less lonely.
but i guess,no one's answering my cry for help,so i guess,im alone here!
now THAT feels a lot lonelyy!

i hope the people across the street would start all the singing and fighting and drinking already,at least the silence is broken. but time is still early.
TIME!!!!TIME is not my friend right now!TIME,kau jahat!ngapa kau jahat anie kan???!!!
i have another year in this rotten shithole!
owh yes!right now it feels like a shithole!and that feeling will be there a very very long time!
i feel like going out of this place,but i dun quite like train rides all alone!it gives me alot of time and space to think!macam cana ah?macam u know..gives me time to reflect on all the sadness,and all the loneliness,and being on that train on your own,makes my smile upside down,and it involves money!!
i disapprove of paying on a train ride that makes me feel shitty!sasak ku!!!!
and that "sasak ku" is where i am shouting and in my head,it feels like i am pounding on the wall with just my fists,ngantak2 like crazyy!!

i was just gonna write about my view on the HP movie,but this loooonnngggggggg feelings outbursts happened.so don't mind me!it feels a bit good writing,coz i was on the verge of doing something that i may regret later in time,so writing all this down,is a way better plan!if i could even call it a plan!

orrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
maybe i should just go with the "imgonnaregretthislater" plan.
which sounds like the MOST fun-nest thing ever right now!
now saying that out loud,i mean writing that now,makes my life sounds very BOH-RENG!
but i have to admit it is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

which totally reminds me of two people came in and out of my life as easily!
easy banar kah to just pass by macam nada saja??!!
now i am totally on a different "story",so sorry for jumping here and there,my mind is not on its best behaviour right now,kucar kacir,macam cacing kepanasan!

i miss classes,though it's all boring routines and balik2 sama saja everytime,but at least,at the very least i feel normal!if u could even call THAT normal,whatthehellamiblabbingabout???!!!



maybee
maybee
maybee
*this is gonna be a loongg post,im warning you,and im not stopping here!*

maybeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
"you belong with meeeeeee..you belong with meee..."

kenapa lah time cemani anie lah aku mendengar songs that make the situation even worst???!!!!!
like all this time,i can only think of and listen to songs yang depressing and sad!
maybe misery does attract a whole lot more misery!

and now i can;t finish a song,coz i choked up on all the lyrics!


i guess im off....
drowning myself in self pity and all the sorrows in the world~

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

HP



I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW,AND IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS,IM GONNA WATCH THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE!!!WEEEEEEE~~~


I ESPECIALLY AM EXCITED TO SEE C RUPERT GRINT@RONALD WEASLEY,WHOI I HAVE A CRUSH ON FOR YEARS,FROM THE FIRST I READ THE BOOK BANAAR!!

but i dunnoe how i'll be feeling/or my reaction on watching c ron kana cium..i know at one time he will do a kissing scene,tapi doesn't mean im gonna like watching it!hahahahahahahahahhahaa!!




a few more hours to gooooo!!!arrrggghhhh!!!i am excited like to the max!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i noe i am very excited pasal i had planned on what to post about,but when i think of HP lupa ku trus,macam kelam kabut rasakuuu!!


the sad thing though is that,im not gonna watch sama azrina and dirah,byk wah kenangan tu sama drg..HAHAHAHAHA..sama abg jaim drg lagi..gagagagagagagagga...astagaa!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009



THAT'S ME AND MY NEW BEST FRIEND!HAHAHAHA...soree soree,though the guitar is not mine,but that's how much summer holiday started,with the guitar playing~


ANYHOOOOO...
HAD A BLAST BBQ KEMARIN,AND I ATE TONS AND TONS OF CHICKEN WINGS!AND I AM A HAPPY GIRL!
hahahaha...atu jua inda keluar darr idung kalie ayam atu,hinda ku tahu eyhh...
it was a 1st year celebration for ACES26,btw.
i've been here for a year sudah!wooooooowwww~~

Sunday, July 12, 2009

counting counting...



this is what i am trying to do to get my summer 2008 weight back!hahahahahahahahaa...
and to no prevail,it is an utter failure!!

Saturday, July 11, 2009

i think i am a youtube addict.
i watch crap videos all day long,and i am not bored of it,except for the MJ videos which are so 5 days ago!!
aku suka lyat videos of si whatthebuck guy and c sexyphil guy. *thank you for making my days*
i just love the way they talk,and it is super fast,which i can relate to,since org yg dgn ku cnie ckp aku ckp very is the fast!hahahaha..and i think i do..
i just want everything and anything to come out from my mouth,feels like inda cukup time to tell that everything and anything!

i am super excited of the HARRY POTTER movie!!!!!!
and i am watching it on the 15th!!so that i won't get spoilers or anything,though i have watched the trailer-S for the 100th time,and never get bored of them,at all!

did i tell you my summer holiday starts like right now,but it doesn't feel like im on holiday!burrrreeeeennngg ku yoooo!!!
that's why the only thing that i am looking forward to is HP saja..WOW!what a holiday yeah...but i am not really complaining,at least i could go watch the 15th punya,if not i have to watch the weekend shows!NO HO HO!!i want to be the first to watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*maybe these few days im gonna talk about HP HP HP saja,so bear with me ok,coz i am THAT excited!!!!*

Friday, July 10, 2009

lalala

i love singing in class,but it is not a good thing singing when u have a flu and a bad throatache.HAHAHHAHAHAHA.
chakit brabis my throat right now.but hell,i still sing good!hahahahahaha*perasan*

so anyway,had a looong talk with the mummy,inda jadi ya tidur tarus.hahaha.it was supposed to be a short convo about a statement,tapi jadi panjaaaaaaaaaang tah plang!hahahahaha.and i miss it so much,talking to her,pasal iya inda judge aku and treats me as a friend,not as a DAUGHTER daughter.

i miss you mummy!!!!

which totally reminds me something...hahahaha...*an evil laugh*
two can play that game.

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ignore the two last sentences,which is so not relevant for today's post.


hmmmmmm...
hmmmmmm...
hmmmmmm...

my eyes are all puffy and sepet brabis.i think i had enough sleep really,or is it because of all the sneezing and all the watery eyes?
sanak ku eyh ingus anie!!!
opppsss...which reminds me to eat ubat...karangtah...*puppy eyes*

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

im still waiting for my hair to dryy~
and ive read all the blogs which i usually read,and all the news that i always read.
so im pretty bored.
kan karaoke sorang2 karang kalie since i got that idea from nins..HAHAHAHA.mana mao kalah org THATBAR nyanyi2 saja.saya pun mahu juga baah.
genre lagu yang sedang di dengar di class,compiles of pop,ethnic and ballada.waseh!in short,semua lagu siti nurhaliza.HAHAHA.
once ive wrote all that down,i cant believe i am singing her songs!!hahaha.
ao yoooo!i am!
that is why nya c Nins,"c ayu inda ketara"

anyhooo..

CONGRATS TO ALL YANG DAPAT UBD AND ITB!


VERY happy for all of you.and aku check sudah Kid the lists.macam tah aku yang mencari nama ku rah sana. and i found out at least 20++ people i know masuk itb!congrats!hahaha..ada jua dangan ku nie bawa melepak di bandar nie once ive started work there,i mean in RBA,ukan ITB. KEWWL~

and THEN,i found my old flame. waseh,old flame lagi tu. i mean the person i used to,ehem,stalk!HAHAHA. stalking is a harsh word! hahaha.
anyway,yatah saya cerita the kisah2 rah c awang tadi,and we had a laugh!!
byk lagi cerita yg memalukan nie!and baru di SMSA tu yooo..alum lagi tampat lain!
i love his sweet smile!and his eyes,macam though i think that time when he knows i am kinda "stalking" i mean,trying to be his so-called friend,and he thinks that i am a bit psychotic,he still smiled dengan manis nya.waseeh!and he does not look that ALL geeky ok!!
gagagagagagagagagagagagagagagagaggagagaga!!

and that is not the only thing that made me laugh!
pasal yang "the thing that is not to be named" atu lagi. HAHAHAHAHA.. *effing inside story!!* though kembang bulu roma i when i think about it,though i don't want to admit that much!hahahaha.




AUNTY MARY,HAD A CANARY~

Monday, July 6, 2009

more and more hairy business

soooo..i am still PRACTISING trying to curl my hair with a straightener,and still all failures! sakit hati banar!
for now i am blaming my straightener,pasal iya inda kawan sama aku,so im planning on buying a new one,and i saw a pink straightener rah argos,and it is cheap.
tunggu tah.pasal kan ada org atu mao balikan!hahahaha.coz mao exchange sama saya punya straightener.hahaha..
it does it work,straightening,but inda mao2 nya curl atu wah!bancii kuu!

soooooo...wait and see lah ahhh..
now my hair is all kerebo and hancur and a disaster!inda ku mao cakap lagi eee..
i am sooo afraid of all the splitends coming soon!i think ada sudah. Oheemmjeee!!


i think there's gonna be more HAIR-y stories coming up,pasal that is all i am watching for now rah youtube,though i never get them right!

Sunday, July 5, 2009

more hairy story



so i bought this hair masque rah superdrug tadi,when we were killing time for the eye check.
and i love loreal really,and it does make my hair very very soft!i love the feeling.though i know loreal doesnt always disappoint. but the thing is i HATE the smell. macam bau coconut or something tropical.kenapa kah ya?
i love my bau shampoo a lot more. and it's supposed to be jelly or something.hahaha.
owh well,asalkan it repairs my almost dry,damaged hair from all the hairdrying,then,i am satisfied!heeeee..

di mana dia?anak kambing saya?!
what happened to watching movies??hahaha..will give you 10 more minutes.

ALL SMILES~




I'M HAPPY THAT WAAAYY~

Thursday, July 2, 2009

aku sakit!kau sakit jua kan. owh no..it is not the HYPE sakit that is like the IT thing.hahaha.
aku sakit hati!!

so im watching this tv series called NYC prep. it's like so totally the same like gossip girl,which is like totally SAMA!hahaha
wth am i talking about.saja terikut their way of talking.which like i so cannot ikut since like i AM not like them. *waat??*

skip the second paragraph. i think i was talking rubbish!hahaha.

i am still in the hunt for that perfect WHITE SUMMER DRESS.
but i am eyeing arah internacionale this cute flowery dress which totally reminds me of spring! cm yang nada tali atu. my god! inda ku ingat apa nama that kind of dress! but i love it! aku maaoo!! and allowance is like a week away,which is never a good thing!hahaha..

and im starting to watch HOUSE SEASON 5.
and yes,i am on a TV SERIES FRENZY! joiiinn??hahahaha..
i can't believe how sarcastic house is,and it is really entertaining to watch!hahaha.if ever a person exist,that brilliant but terrible. i think there are,i mean,people like him,and i am bound to meet them,but hell,i hope he is not going to be my employers!hahaha.mati kraja sama iya tu!


it's 12.03,and it is past my bedtime.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009



JENSEN ACKLES IS TRUE LOVE!