the irony of being ironic and seeing irony in things that are ironic..haha

i got the tilte when i had the difficulty of trying to get to sleep yesterday...
i just found out what irony or being ironic actually means....haha i don't know,it's just that i got confused what i ACTUALLY means..........

gawd....i started to develop a dislike to clowns recently...and dat dislike grew even more when i watched "supernatural" just now.....my hair all stood up and i kept my eyes closed the whole time....daym they are soooooo creepy.....actually,the first time i got creepy crawlies about a clown was when i saw "IT"...no no no.....to be more specific...when i saw the story,"it"'s cover....i never actually watched the movie.....i just "heard" it......know what i mean *winks winks*.....

back to the irony and ironic thingie.............here we are (not actually "we") trying to stop piracy,as in,THE piracy and yet, we actually celebrate it.....as in making a movie out of pirates....(pirates of the carribean bah)....hahaha....lame kinda irony ryt...but hey, im trying....trying daym hard.........

owh well.......buhbye

i like~~

<=gambar time tadi no class history.......rah kanteen...........

hahahaha.....terkezzut ku eyh blogku berubah....i was like......daym that looks different.....different but in a good way........it looks totally cute...and very retro...yesh yesh~~

naaaahhh......because of that i forgot whati wanted to say~~

weeelll....weeelll.......my exam marks kana bage sudah~~

hmmmmmmm............good to bad or the other way round?????

GP - 68......a good C.....hehe

Maths - 68...another C........

Physics - 34...hahaha.....a veeerryyy good fat U...hahaha...well i expected that.......sikit sha wah org pass..like 7 out of the whole physics sets....

sowee....distractions....here i was engrossed in blogging...kale nya kana bawa group chat ma drg viknesh and all.......i was like....owhkay.....im gonna be DISTRACTED...again.....hhahaha....and i was like...no problem...it wud be fun.....and they started to be gila2.........dat is how they are......fun~~~....when i feel like it...and now is NOT the time......im suposed to remember something that i wanted to write here....but noooooooooooooooooooo~~~..........u all make me blurrer....by chatting in ur own s-ing way.....and i mean it in a good way.......really!!

gawd...here they go again......they can really grab my attention......haarhar.......

my legs are painful....my back hurts and i exhausted...............

my shoe alum g sampai 4 bulan udah tia koyak rabak......hahahaha....

i was like......daym it...napa tia ya.......and i thought....those bloody stairs..........

i have no other shoes to wear tomorrow............GDI~~

kai selipar jua ku nie krg...............ok...that is a lie..........gawd...i lie a lot jua nowadays~~

i mish my kittens.........*sob sob*.......

mana dorang kan?????i mean.....inda kan ilang catu sha kan???????

i mish them looking at me with goo goo eyes....begging for MORE food.......

and dem sunbathing on the "welcome" mat.........near the door......waiting to grab the chance to dash into the house.......hahhahahaha.....bercerita aku bah...................emotional..........owh well...life goes on~~~

emo~~...who ARE emos??????people who are emotional????

i mean....punks...people consider them like "nobodies" but i know most of the punks are not~~.....soooooooo...who are they??????apa kan??????

aaaaahhh~~

im free.....tell the world that im free............for now lah~~....hahaha
no more tests....no more stress.....actually,its a lie to say that i was stress during the exam time...coz let me tell you...i wud be really2 surprised if i got above C......i mean....all i did was becoming a couch-potato.....i wanna goo back to skul!!!!!haha

hmm...what did i do the last few days...owh yeah...i watched pirates of the carribean....well well...all i can say bout that movie was.......veeeerrryyyyy disappointing...i mean gawd...i practically snoozed........*that's a lie*
but true its like BOH-RENK........
i sooo prefer shrek 3...........i mean i laughed so loud when i watched that movie...its hilarious......
hehehe......its a movie that i could relate to.............arah pirates tu all they did was fight fight fight..................eventhough there was hottie orlando bloom *half drool*....and "witty jack sparrow" *said it with calypso's accent* hahahaha.........

i was shocked.....coz ada dvd shrek 3 kluar dah....when actually premier nya on 31st may............hahahaha...........thanks a lot to piracy~~..............i SALUTE you!!!!.hahahaha..........im bored~~

because of my boredness.....hahaha....boredness....apa nya ayu nie......
i wanted to say.......boredom......boredom.........aha............*continuation*....bacause of that i watched EUREKA.....7 epi total....in ONE day!!!...hahahah......syok eyh...terkeluar pun inda biji mata ku~~...........but seriously...one pf my eyes.......merah jadi nya..sepet sebalah bah....hahahha.........atu inda plg syiok~~
if it still is red till tomorrow...ill be like WhatTheF*ck.............and if any of u hear a scream tomorrow...aku tah tu~~...hahahahah

gawd...i can't believe im going to say this....but...i sooooo sooo sooooo mish skul....that my heartached..........gawd...ayu~~dramatic much~~
im sooooooo gonna flood myself with "tea tayek" esok eyh......owwwhhh.....*yum yum*

bah eyh~~~.....

yesh~!!!!cuti 3 days...!!!!relax.....*long sigh*...hahahaha.....
and den monday MATHS TEST!!!

actually i prefer to go to school then stuck at home doing nothing.....in school dapat ceta2...lepak2......asta.......hahahahahahh........

gawd~~.....do i look that young???i mean...people thought im like 2 years younger then im supposed to be~~....welllllllll..its a compliment but,i get fed up sumtimes too.....
there's this time...my dad's fren's wife thought that i was in form 3...and another fren of my mum thought i was 14!!....gawd...and this guy at skul thought i was going to be 16 in september......gawd~~.........i mean yesh sumtimes i can be VERY childish....but come on people....

i haven't had my bath today.....and im still in my pajamas....hahahah......(bau eyh)...now its already 5.30 in the evening!!all i did today was finish watching "heroes" dvd til the 20th epi and sambung lyat ceta "eureka"...2 epi only...and den continue watching "georgia rule" til 4.30.....and den i went online til now.........yesh yesh...what a "glamorous" life i live in....hahahahaha.....

owh well.......i can't stand even looking at myself...i look like i had a hang-over.............
hahahahah........ayu,baik tah ko mandi abish nie.......hahahaha.........

buhbye~~
later den~~

apa eyh???

i knoe i knoe...im supposed to study for physics....and i shouldn't be online....but hey.....who could resist the laptop's temptations~~....*big grin*

what did i do today????owh yesh~~instead of studying at home...i went to skul~~history punya pasal....yesh ayu...blame it on history~~...*evil laugh*hahahahahaha

my brother did a big "no-no" today....he actually lied to my mum....not a small lie that's for sure......gawd....n yet he is still 9 years old...imagine....when i was 9....all i did was play with my barbies and dolls......ok...that IS a lie......
he sed he got extra class today,but all he did was play computer games in scholl til 4 in the afternoon....hahaha.......pandai dah nipu bah~~
n he sed his frens asked him to lie to my 'rents........yeah ryt~~~........and what???who do u think u are to actually follow what your stoooopid lil frens say........ouch!u r soooo not my brother audi....make ppl follow what u say...not the other way round k brother~~

all im saying is that...if u want to lie....u have to use ur BRAIN also..........
u can't actually lie to a liar,can u???hahahahahaha......

hahaha....bwat advertisement ku bah........

yoseh ayu......pandai ayu dah simpan picture........bangga nay aku~~~*pat self at back*

lawa kan my shampoo......ehehehe.....i bought it sal ya cute.....you knoe me...anything cute...i wud definitely grab............wat ever~~

mana2 sha tah~~

the shampoo i finally bought

i went shopping around BELAIT jus now.......just to find the right shampoo for me....yesh....im a choosy person...sumtyms.......d real truth is that...my mum wudn let me use dove anymore.....my fave shampoo of all times......she was like...i dun like d smell....too "wangi".....ish ish......soooooooo....me being me...i made her life a living hell *jus for today* by disagreeing with every other shampoo she chose....HAHAHAHA*evil laugh*........i mean GAWD.......i rejected buying from body shop,guardian,loreal..........

at long last......i bought sumthing from supa save.......i bought CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES!!......lain tah plg bah~~~

haha...

yesh...........my dream boy...ehe...not boy....i mean GUY lah.......gosh.....i could just stare at him for like hours and even days........*drools*

alone~~

aku telah d tinggalkan keseorangan d rumah...hahahaha......im bored to death too again....

YESH!!!!!im going to KL on 28th.........yeah yeah...SHOPPING~~!!!!
the last time i went to KL....i got "sick"...it was sooooo devastating!!!!imagine being like that in KL...its a shopping heaven and all i did was sleep at home.....GAWD~~~.........

tomorrow test........and ask me wheteher i did my revision or not....and d answer is of course NOT!!!inda apa...esok GP jua ngannya.........
physics.....its a definite FAIL....hahhahahaah............

nway,two more episodes to SPRING WALTZZZ........its entering the borenk episodes....where drg cikit2 nangis...cikit cikit nangis....it gets annoying after awhile.....but there's at least sumthing good....DANIEL HENNEY...nada kah guys like him.........its a first time a guy wears specs without luking geeky...actually he looks SMOKIN'LY HOT-tah.........

im hungry.............no lunch..........no people at home.....hahahahahah............

......

its a saturday......hahahah.....like people dunnoe.....
i lead a boring life....hahahaha.......u knoe why?????its a SATURDAY!! im not supposed to just hang out at home doing nothing....n yet here i am in front of the laptop....writing a blog...hahahha.....

nway,just yesterday i watched this movie called..."notes on a scandal" *if imm not mistaken* and its a good story,i think......actually its just interesting....my fave movie of all time is V for VANDETTA...its a kewl story..........nway,back to the notes movie........i was like thinking what my future wud bring me....i mean....im a afraid i cud end up being like that lady in that movie........old and wrinkly...living only with her cat and all day minding other people's business....plus she alwes writes in her diary...........i mean....i imagined myself being her....only i write a blog....not a diary...haahahahhahaha....

i haven't thought of my old days....when im old dat is........
first,i plan to b single and no married life for me.....
second,i reject every guy that cum in my way.....
third,i plan to live with cats......

gawd........what a life....hahahahahahah

but in my make believe life....when im older......like ten yrs from now......i wud b sumone successful...with a big house decorated by me....everything in shades of pink and yellow.......hahahaha.........with my cats of corz.............i travel twice a year........i have a MASSIVE wardrobe....!!!!!!i have thousands of shoes....hahahahahahahah...............atu bru ya....!!!!hahahahahaha....

buhbye for now!!!!

crying out loud~~

people~~
i got this "small" crush......wait wait.....can i even call that a crush??inda~~its just that he is cute.......and daym i like his smile....harhar.........hmmmm...*dreaming*

but i have this phobia of "making the first move"...........gawd........there's this one tym...all i sed was i like this sumbody and dat sumbody thot i actually PROPOSED to him.........gilaks kale....that's not my fault kan........eeerrggghhhh..........so yeah.....

but its actually easy for my frens to knoe whether im with a guy i like or not....(so guys better take note~~hahah).....see,im a hyper and LOUD......if ada guy that i happen to like b in front of me...or near me.....i bcum ULTRA feminine......hahaha....SERIOUS............it happened once......so wait....that is not really a strong statement.....hahahahha

sooo...jus now n hist.....azrina n me jus cudn shut ourselves up.....so....org yg duduk dpn sed we cud becum radio DJs....that is not a BAD idea..........if i cud actually make money from it.....

buhbye

hahahh

thanks dila for editting my blog.............
coz if it was up to me....my blog wud b d same for the next ten years........

man....that wud b borreeeeennnggg...........u knoe me.....all i knoe about computer is "copy and paste" atu pun maseh jua blur bah......

nyaman c dila ketawa kan aku inda tau what is "url" ishh........i gave her a wrong url lage tuh.......blur tah bnr......

im sooooo depressed today....coz just now...i went to seria.....cari soundtrack "spring waltz" .....5 kdi i went yet...not even one shop sell that daym cd!!....den...i didn give up....i dragged my mum to KB town again....yet..............no CD!!!!!!!AGAIN!!!atu mrh ku tu.......i even forgot to continue ceta "spring waltz"....nada mood....not even lyat muka c DANIEL HENNEY cud cheer me up~~.....

desperado....yesh yesh..........

today in ayu's life..~~

today.......apa ada today ah?????
owh yeah....i didn go to physics class....saying i had stomach ache......gawd....who am i kidding...everyone noes that's a lie.....buulliihh.........nyaman makan roti canai tah plg....hahaha.....im EVIL.......

eyh????c dila wanted to check my blog....skale nya.....kluar...."i can't wait to be MRS.LOKMAN HAKIM"....astah.....SERIOUSLY.......aku kenal pun inda shapa lokman hakim........

gawd...i need to find out what's going on..............

later~~

wowee~~

i was so jealous of people with blogs....i mean gaawwddd,banyak time jua to write blogs.......

and since i just finished my essay...i have a few more minutes before my bedtime......as a lot of my frens knoe...my bedtime is at 8 pm.....

yesh yesh....a gurl like me needs beauty sleep......i need energy to become my hyper and happy self.......it needs a lot of work to become me~~ehe.....

currently,im addicted to SPRING WALTZ.....d guy is so SMOKIN' hot i wud do anything....i mean anything for a guy like that........gosh....he makes me blush.....*grin grin*