AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
don't mistake that as a frustrated scream or whatever...it was a loooooonnggg relieved sigh......
just to post those few letters i had to sign for like 10000 of times....sob sob....sabar ayu.....
today was not a productive day....i had not "collected" enough gossips to fill my so-called "gossip bag"...seriously serious.....
imagine what an hour can do.....that is during PS time.....but today,no PS, that is why i guess...

today i felt useless and actually i cared about what my physics teacher said in class. he said about some people not suitable to take physics or whatever and i felt like i was that person who should not have touched pysics at all. and i felt like did not deserve to sit in his class. it made me WAAAAAYYYYYYY frustrated coz everywhere i turn i see them being their clever self, and here i was sitting stupidly in my chair.
GAAAWWDD!!i've become a self-absorbed bitch who is never happy.........help meeee!!!
and i was thinking why i was even in that class......i should have quit a loooonnngg time ago and it was my own mistake...coz before i thought i could do it...i'll manage. but after haering all the talk bout results here and there and EVERYWHERE...i had to start to be serious. but i just don't understand physics!!!!
malas lah kan pikir kan bout dat....huhu