thought for the day..

owwwhhkkaaayyy..i know im supposed to study for physics tomorrow.....weellll,i have 3 more hours before my bed time...*puppy eyes*...hehehe....and its PHYSICS!!there is no chance,NIL, for even gaining a pass grade....
well, in a way i am discouraged after the disastrous Maths exam yesterday....now i am feeling a little sick andi am seriously skipping dinner, and that is a big deal for me....HEL-LO!me skipping meal is a sign that i am not well....hahaha....food and me are like a drug addict and his drugs.....i must be crazy not eating...*siiiiggghhhh*....forgive me for being extra exaggerating here....just me being me....haha...

today we went to bandar, and we were extra early...exxxtttraaaa early for me, mind you....shops were still closed!and i hate looking at closed shops....they should open just for me....it felt like candy snatched from a kid...i don't do so-called "WINDOW SHOPPING"....i shop!!and closed shops meant i cannot shop and that adds to my frustration...Aina called me a spoilt brat..and i kinda like how it sounds....like peanut butter and jam....i need new things....shoes and stuff...i am being melodramatic here...hahaha....
i told my mum that "before i die i must build a walk-in closet for myself"...me talking with hopeful eyes...thinking waaaayyy deeper than i could have.....and that remids me of what i should actually talk about today...*sorry*...
back to the bandar thingie which i was supposed to write about 10 minutes ago...*gaaawddd its hard to write with long nails,mind you...but wat can i do....suffer for beauty...*
oowwwhhhkkaaayy....where was i???owwwhh yeahhh....we went to this education fair at the mall,first floor,today was the 1st day...*ayu buat promotion leeerrr*..hahaha...annnyyywaaaayy,when we were browsing around, my dad met with his friend and it was none other than the editor of Brunei Times....my dad told him we were looking out for unis for me and he said that i was interested in journalism....and i was surprised that he actually remembered me....(from the school trip visiting the Brunei Times last two months) and he even remebered me talking about my interest in that course,journalism.....i was happy, should i say,no,more than happy...and he praised me and said that i have the right criteria for being one...and i was really pleased...hehehe...he complimeneted the way i talked and stuff,just right for that job....hhahahahahaah.......that totally made me stop worrying about my maths...hahahaha.....
*still pleased with own self*
*sitting here smiling at myself..."goodjob ayu"...wahahahahaha*
*still smiling...*
owwhkaaayy, enough already.....
then we met with this marketing manager from uniKL, he recommended me engineering courses which i sooo despise, except aircraft E that is....she rambled on and on and on about the courses and even recommendind the course to my sister...shheessshh...it was funny,yet annoying that my mum pulled her "don noe anything* face....come on!!huhuhuhu.....it was funny and the usual behaviour of my family.....then she commented about aircratf E being a messy job but makes your pocket very full....ooooohhhhhhh...that caught my attention...imagine the number of shoes i can buy with that kind of money...my walk-in closet will not only be a fantasy.....wwwwooooowwww.......the idea just adds length to my smile...yummyy.....
im still confused about my future and now i think i still need both my parents to hold my hand and guide me to the so-called right direction.....

yeessshhh..im an immature spoilt brat...