my eyes hurt, my back hurts, my neck hurts and including every single part of my body....eventhough i am daym sleeping from lacking of it-studying-i of course cannot even close my eyes.....the thought of opening and closing them makes my head ache....aarrrggghhhh....

today was not a good day for me....frist, just by waking up early can make me extra cranky...and i was...!i had to start memorising wat i wrote and do a lot of sitting...when i went to school the sitting continued,let me tell you...for 3 hours!just writing essays!aaaaaahhh....it was mind blowing if you ask me....i thought i would not have finish all of them in 3 hours, but the job of writing and scribbling melodramatic situations kept me sane and going....
that was not all...i was hungry...daym hungry.....hahahah....had to wait til 11 to have a square meal...and i had high expectations on wat was going to be served,and i was utterly disappointed..waaaaaaaa....makan soto saja!!!!!hahahaha...

then the torture continued...*im sorry kidah but i like to think that me not managing to finish my exam was completely your fault,that way keeps me, well, alive..hahaaaha*....jee kept on telling me that she got 87 for her ppr1,which was incredible,but she rubbed it in on me.....it was annoying much,cause i did not know wat i got and i know i did not do well in it.....i have to say my overconfidence in doing pretty well in maths had kept me from opening my maths file earlier than should be....and because of that, the confidence in me made me INSANE!!!i was like working extra slow and my mind was literally blocked!i had nothing in my mind except for veitnam war and the cold war...it was frustrating.....
kidah told me that the exam would finish at 3.15 and i thought i had 15 more min to check my answers and start "dilling" the ones that i left out purposely...and at 3, when the invigilator said "stop writing!", iu literally stopped and my mouth was left open..i was SHOCKED in big cap letters...i did not know wat to say for once in my life!i had blanks all over the place...it was horrific!!maths was the only chance for me to pass and a pass was needed to be promoted to be "seniors"!ddddiiieeee loooorrr....im still overly worried and i know its a useless cause, but im still worried.....lucky for jee, if she did say another word of her getting high marks i would have stranggale er to death...hahahaha...i was that stressed out...
the minute i got home i wanted to cry of exhaustion...we were going to miri and i was only given 10 minutes to get ready....HEL-LO!!10 min for a girl my age is like a sec regarding "getting readying"....soooo i looked like a bum with my wet hair and uncoordinated clothes!i have to stop worrying about my exam!and shopping was the only cure of my sadness...hahahaha.....that was the only highlight of the day...yeah ryyyyttt....

2mro continue....