9:22 pm

i am waaaaaayyyy bored sampai i am reading "reader's digest" and Borneo Bulletin while waiting for this slow download....
and i found an interesting article....interesting and sooooo disturbing,if i may say so myself....by Borneo Blletin

it's about this daughter, held prisoner by her own father in their basement from when she was 18 years old til now, she's like 42 years old...imagine not having to see daylight for more that 20 years......
and being raped and abused by your own father who is supposed to protect her, not to harm her.......
it happened in Austria, and it sounds far away, like it would never happen here in Brunei, i hope it doesn't, cause it would be the worst nightmare ever....
and imagine the girl has 7 children with him.....gawwwwddd!!!what a life.....it feels like a story told to only scare but it is true!!aaarrrrggghhhhh.....imagine the horror......what must she felt???living in a basement for 20 yrs....living in a confined place....with 3 of her children...
and her mother...saying that she doesn't noe anything about this....gawd...YOUR OWN DAUGHTER IS LIVING UNDER YOUR FEET AND U SAY DAT U DUN NOE ANYTHING ABOUT IT.....dat is like plain bullshit,dun u think.....
what kind of mother cudn FEEL her daughter in danger....what happened to mother's intuition or whatever???
or maybe she genuinely doesnt noe.....isnt she suspicious a bit???of the husband or the situation?????
like if my parents were told that i ran away....*well if my parents were told that i ran away....i think they would be happy...not to have to feed another mouth...hahahaah*
aneeway...i think my rents wud do sumthing about me....at least find for me...right???i hope sooo......
the article gave me the heeby-jeebies.....like kambang bulu ku to the max!!eeerrrggghhh.......takot plang ku reading it...but curiosity got the better of me and i read til the end....
even the neighbours do'nt noe a thing......
is the father too cunning to be revealed????clever?????can u even call that intelligence??all the prisoning and lies....gawd...what kind of human being is he????not even an animal would do such thing...even animals have a bit of compassion for their own children or whatever.....aaarrrggghhhh......

scareee.....what a scareee outside world.......
all the different types of weirdos and psychos living in planet earthh....
scareeeeee.....