daym daym.......mana tia yg ku tulis tadi tu????????ngaleh sha ku taip.......weelll.....actually its ok....i don't mind much coz u see...i like typing......but i can't remeber what i wrote juz now....i have short term memory loss.......watever that is.......

soooo.....ahhhhhh...i was telling you people what a great fantastic awesome holiday i had this past few days...NOT!!!!...i was complaining.......hmmm...i watched oprah tadi and they were talking about a "free complaint world".......hmmmm...i was thinking maybe i should like start to not complain....but here i was complaining again......i mean what is life without complaints kan???it wud be soooo dull.......and i wud be ultra weird if everyone started to be freakishly optimistic.......i dun noe........but i knoe i sound like somebody who looks at a glass and say its half empty.....but it depends on what kind of day im having......but actually most of the time i see a glass and say its just totally full....not half empty or even half full......my motto is jgn alang2 bah kan.....

yesterday i went to bandar with my mum and dad see...and we met with this guy who interviewed me for the leadership camp in Sabah...he is from Rotary Club.....sooo...he started to fill us in what they did recently....waht the club did to be exact...and they said they organised a blood drive...and i was like whattheHEll is that??? kalinya once i found out....my rents started to tell me the benefits of donating blood........and i was like till im dead bru tah i want to give my blood...and my mum was like "you cpuld save a life" and i was like there are like 1million other ways to save a life...and when its a persons time to die.....just die....don't susahkan orang lain ok.....hey....dat day i was looking at the glass toatlly empty....why?????coz first my slippers string broke and i was kinda pissed with my dad and all.....soooooooo there.........long story short i was not in a good mood......

ayu u're complaining....
who careS????

hmmm...before..like a few years back i didn't like stepping out of the house....why????coz i was soooo self concious....i looked in the mirror and i see a very ugly me....nothing was right at all......and now....i guess i found the right clothes and i felt normal.....i mean last time my hair was like wrong my clothes felt not right and my feet are like too big......now...hmmm....now is different...but sometimes that ugly side of me wud start bubbling up.......wwellllll....teenage life......veyr confusing and yet its the best time of life....(what am i saying>>)

nyt nyt people...im gonna wallow in my self pity then...and think about my pathetic life....