kana tagged tons of time...but aku malas...hahaha...and since i have tons of time,nada buat apa2...soo here i gooo~~

rules...

state 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself
The 10 people I tag are to then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.
No tag backs

1. i love everything pink and cute
2. commitment phobic...no wonder i am scared of marriages..
3. i have to sleep with teddy bears
4. i am coming 19 but act like i am 9...which is sooo obvious...if u know me that is..
5. i have an unhealthy obsession for cute guys..
6. i get excited over sweet smelling conditioner,that is why i always look forward to BATH TIME.
7. i love shopping.simple as that..
8. i cry a lot...especially when i see people crying..
9. i can't look at clothes and accessories with a price tag below $5 or 5pounds,coz i will surely buy them
10. i can't get enough of using my debit card
11. i have exactly 5p in my wallet...
12. i play the violin..used to b in a band...
13. i like to think that i can sing...wahahahahaha..*perasan*
14. i have a mixture of chinese,iban,indonesian,dutch blood..
annnddddd.....last but not least
15. i look forward to sleepingtime....hehehe....*wanie and zai tao nie d reason why~~,i think...*



i tag everyone who reads this...eventhough i dnoe who u are....

gone are they...

balik sudah dorang....
and i miss them already...
feels like they didn't come at all pun ada....
too short...too short....
sunyi sekajap barrack when they were gone and drg lain went to send them off...
first time rasa sunyi d barrack....felt weird jua.....

BYE BYE!!
safe journey alrytt!!!


*copy and pasted from aces26.blogpsot.com...why???coz aku salah post tadi...talk about too excited!!hehe....dun blame me...aku ngantok nie maseh...eventho ku awal ckit tido...hehehehe......*

cara2 mereleasing stress...

1) SHOPPING~~!!!!!

but since can't go shopping yet, we have decided to do something that involves my FAVE things....
heels
sunglasses
hats
clothes!!!!!!!!!!!!










and we went back as happy as little girls can be........


ps=allowance alum kuar lage kah?????

aces26 sushi party...

i am letting the pictures do all the talking once again..since i am uberly malas ryt now...antah ah napa~~
we had a SUSHI PARTY sama d pilots yang visiting kami,dat is drg c KYLE,ZUDIN,AFIF,FAKRI,ZUL..
today was fun...plain FUN...aku suka...
didn't go out much...just plan kan lepak-ing saja baahh...spending some quality(?) time with them...
sayang drg blik esok....will miss u all...terlalu sekajap baaahhh u all here...
lain kale our turn to visit kamu aahhh~...hehehehe...

neeway,liatlah muka2 org yang membuat SUSHI and orang yang menjadi "pencuri tidak bertauliah *or watever u call it*"...
i love taking pictures of people eating...it warms the heart...hahahahaha

i told u already...

you know that i don't love you...
you know that i don't miss you...
but honestly i do care,
when you're not there....

please...don't try to love me cause i seriously can't love you back.....
don't push me and don't force me.....
all you'll get is a nasty broken heart....

it is just plain obvious that i like somebody else eventhough i do miss you sometimes...
he may not like me, he may make me cry...but i know that that is the truth...its not fair to lie to you.....i can't do that....i just can't....
i don't even want to lose you...cause you're mine.....
UNFAIR???it is....
it is unmistakably wrong and conflicting....
but having you and you loving me makes life worth while....
i do appreaciate all the things you did,all the time we spent and all the memories that we had....
i feel like i am the bad guy here...but i know this is the best for you and also for me....
i need to be with ME....you need to be with YOU.....

all i need is the company....a person who actually cares...eventhough all those things i said are lies, i just don't love you that's all....
the things that i wrote and the things that i said are just words that i know you want me to say...that's why i said it....for you...
but LIES, all the same...


you may beg,you may cry...
i just can't,i won't deny....

i couldn't give you a tear,
not even a frown,
i just don't feel anything,
even if you dig way down...

please...don't do this to me.....
walk out of my life
and stay away.....far far away....
don't try to come back.....
i may want to find you...
but go.....

along the way,your broken heart may heal and mind will find a new place to love and remain....

ps: cause of you...i am EMO-sh and honestly,i don't like d feeling....

me and chocolates.....

MY GUILTY PLEASURE........
M AND M PEANUTS!!!!!!
i can eat them like keropok kale aahh~~


malu2......

HUP BAAAAAA!!!!hahaha.....

thinking of taking another one....but inda ku mao eyyhh...abis krg...hehehe..*eksen*

naaahhhh...inda alang2 tu yuuuuuu...

opppzzzz...aku abis kan kah???didn mean to...hehehe..
tao dah sore throat and cold...MAKAN LAGI MAKAN!!


neeway,thanks sufre jadi supplier of the day....labs u!!


ps: fringe ku panjannngggg!!!
wanieee...mana gunting mu ahh???kan cut fringe ku nie~..hehehe

just some thoughts....

sooooooo....what happened this week?????
i have noooo idea....lupa ku baaahhh...

yatah rasa jua online ONLY DURING THE WEEKENDS!!

sabaaaarrrr~~...
wireless coming in less than a week..
i hope nothing goes wrong or anything bad happens to the "process",coz eventhough i REALLY love my house,problems nya betimbun yoooo...

i am gonna SCRREEEAAAAAAAAMMMM lau nada wireless next week!!huhuhuh...

i am having a bad cold nie....thanks to my ACES26 peeps...
sorang2 damam and terjangkit sorang2....
sooooo...i went home early tadi from school....first time jalan sorang2 balik...i noe it sounds like nothing,but bnr kale ah FIRST TIME sorang2....
had a gooooooooooodddddd sleeeeeep....sampai na sadar til drg boys bising2 buka pintu which was mengajut kan aku....
i thought it was d landlord or the property agent....hahaha.....trus thought of bad thoughts....

now makan nasi goreng made by sufree..
YUMMY...
sal lama nunggu c ZAI kan masak...
AKU LAPAR!!!
eventhough i can't taste anyhting...
i am still LAPAR!!!
gaawwdd...cana puasa nie krg yuuuuuu????

mummy sik da email ayu kah????i was looking forward to your email mum...
nada kan d look forward to when i go online aneeway,but i still get effingly excited when the thought of weekend and spending 2 nights d rumah wanie and going online-ing...antah eyyhhh...
that just shows that there's NOTHING to look forwrd to here.....that is,when allownace kluar dah baru taaahhh kale ahhh...
I WANNA GO DUNDEE!!!!

*HAS ANYONE CHECKED UR BANK BALANCE FOR ALLOWANCE ACES26????*

gtg....catch up with u all later..

labs labs...

malas ku sudah~

i am plain tired today...
cam cam cam cam cam cam cam cam cam cam cam cam cam cam TIRED laaahhh....

plus lage gastric tuuuuuu......pasal nasi lemak ahh..lama dah na makan...like hell...
i said like hell, coz it is like soooo nyaman...and aku lama dah na makan ayam goreng..hahaha...kecian bunyi ku kaaannn...hahaha...

but most importantly, i am exhausted to the point where i don't feel like sleeping eventhough its like already 3.40am....
atu yaaaa~~...ngantok kuuuuuu...but my eyes na mao TUTUP!!!i noe it sounds weird and stuff, but catu laaaahhh~~

been youtube-ing video clips for the last few hours.....
antah eyyhh..cam rasa kan bekaraoke sha kaja kuuu....
LAME MEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

nothing much going on here...
tadi makan2 d dunkeld,rumah seniors....with representative from brunei.....
d sana lah aku mkn nasi lemak dgn sambal nya yang padas but nice~
aku mao lageeeeee.......*yeaaahhh..sampai na trangkat ku wah leh nyaaa*

owwhhh...i lost weight!!!!!!hahahaha...which is seriously weird since i feel like i have gained a few kilos, not lost them...but hey...not complaining here~~....
but apa puuunn..AKU TETAP HAWWWWTTT~~...hahaha...

gtg....now feeling a wee bit sleepy....
nyt nyt then.....

ps=bila lage allowance ku kuar nie???hahaha

too much..

first time i have nothing to write,when there is obviously a lot of things ging on here....

all i can say is...i can't cope with all of these anymore...
and it is not my fault...and has little to do with me...and yet here i am deeply involved in it.....

this is life i guess......
but honestly, this is too much...

all i can say is....
i am ashamed and embarassed for all that had happened....
and all the trouble thatwas caused by you.....involved EVERYONE who shoudln't be...

i pity you...
that's all....



ps= aku baby face????hehehe....

party for them super seniors

pictures taken today....
from party organised by us,the aces26,for the 3 aces24 yang tinggal d perth...
syiiooooookkk to the max lah today...and cause of that,it left me effingly tired so i am gonna let all the pictures do the talking...
sorreeeeee that the pictures are not organised...saya simpan2 saja baaahhh...hehehe....

to you

to whom it may concern......with love....



Am I not the girl who could win your heart,
Do u wish for me when we’re apart?
Shame the thought of your embrace,
Just couldn’t think of anything else….

I can’t escape,or so it seems,
I’d run away,you’re in my dreams,
Sometimes I wish we could pretend,
Not forever,even just for the weekend….

I was nervous you’re by my side,
You could tell,so you held my hand,
All I know is I can’t hide.
Feels like I can never be the same….

Love has been away too long,
And it seems that I can’t shake our memories,
I even had our own love song,
Love me just a bit,do you promise….

Will you say that you’ll be mine,
I can’t wish everything’s gonna be fine,
When we’re alone can’t you see,
There’s nothing more that you and me….

tagged...for no reason....

got tagged by my fave cuz cuz...hehehe....caps lock lage my name!hahaha....thank gawd i love you,if not sik akmek buat tok...and plus i am effingly bored,so yeaahhhh.....here goes nothing....

1. Where is your cell phone?

~which cell phone???waseeehh~byk lah tuuu....it's somewhere under the covers...





2. Your significant other?

~somewhere.....sorang d sana...sorang lagi d sini...sorang lage d mana2....hahaha...in my dreams!!






3. Your hair?

~curls barely noticeable...to the point of being straight sudah...




4. Your mother?

~is reading my email....well,that's what she said 5 minutes ago...





5. Your father?

~hmmm..knowing my dad,he would be sleeping...hahaha





6. Your favorite thing?

~my teddy bear....but ryt now,i like my lappy...hehehe





7. Your dream last night?

~ mentioned it in the last post..malas lah want to remind myslef bout it...





8. Your favorite drink?

~ tea tayik..hehe...*fond memories*





9. Your dream/goal?

~ have a great time clubbing in a few hours time...haha..i hope!
seriously, i hope i pass all my bloody modules!!





10. The room you’re in?

~ wanie's room....hehe...wireless punya pasal baaahhh....





11. Your hobby?

~ flirting....hahaha....my speacialty...





12. Your fear?

~ spiders,blood,injections....owwhhh fear saja kah???satu sja???banyak baaahhh....





13. Where do you want to be in six years?

~ travelling around the world....coz i'll be working my ass off for two years before that..hahaha




14. What you’re not?

~ i have nooooo freaking idea....
i'm a bitch,an angel,a crazee person,a quiet sensitive girl,childish,scaree,grown up in a way....let's just say,i can be everything.....ur worst nightmare???or ur dream come true????ur choice~~





15. Muffins?

~ are yummy???




16. One of your wish list items?

~ that guy...ooppzzz...salah....
i mean that HP..hehehe...sony ericsson W980i...hre i come!!





17. Where you grew up?

~ brunei and kuching





18. The last thing you did?

~ blogging???eyyhhh...i am doing it now....hahaha...slept????





19. What are you wearing?

~ my PJs...







20. Favorite gadget?

~ my lappy....





21. Your pets?

~are in brunei....wait for me 2 years time???





22. Your computer?

~ nada...lappy adalah...on my lap...ahaha





23. Your mood?

~ happy.......but not for long..i am slowly getting effingly bored...





24. Missing someone?

~ isn't it obvious????hahaha....unfortunately,i do miss someone....





25. Your car?

~ my future car......SANTA FE.....sabar yu...sabar...


26. Something you’re not wearing?

~ bra?????wakakakaka....paloi kalee......





27. Favourite store?

~ here??in perth???INTERNACIONALE...i love their clothes!!!





28. Like someone?

~ inda lageeee~~.....hahaaha.....just that,do u like me back???????have asked that question thousands of times to myslef....





29. Your favourite colour?

~ PINK and YELLOW.....





30. When is the last time you laughed?

~ a few secs ago....hehehe...i love to laugh.....




31. Last time you cried?

~ a few hours ago......i love to cry too....

i tag everyone else!!!!!!hehehe

coveralls and all....

file...jgn tak file....hehehehe....

guess who's shoes....

muka future engineer kah nie???hahahaha



soooooo.......
had a bad sleep again last night...
couldn't sleep from 1 til 3.....pusing sana pusing cnie.....it was horrible...why????because i had the same nightmare TWICE....it was soooo horrible,it felt sooo real...
i noe drg zai,amal and wanie ckp u can't tell anyone about ur nightmares,but for me it's okay...heheh...
i dreamt that a plane crash and burn,with all my family in it....they were going to visit me here....and they all DIED!gilaaaa eeyyhhhh......
everytime i closed my eyes and tried to sleep, i could see the flames from the airplane and hear ME crying my eyes out...astaaaa...now i feel like crying....
and coz of that i felt sooooo lonely.....cam lonely lah brabis....the feeling of not having any relatives left...urrggghhh....SCAREEEE!!!!
eventhough they are annoying *he..he..*,i wouldnt even want to have th thought of them gone in a blink of an eye....
uurrggghhhhh...i hate the feeling!!
that's why i did what i did last night,asking ya to sleep with me....
thanks for being there...i really appreciate it.....
and understanding that i needed sombody beside me last nyt....

webbie cammie....

yesterday...the second i woke up...lompat dari katil c wani trus online...hahaha...
inda mandi..inda makan...inda brush my teeth...
rasa jua kan nada wireless......
sooooooo..went online and aina wrote on my FB wall....katanya,she was in KB....
trus saya text my mummy and kame kan bwebcam.....
i miss them soooooooo much....
it was funny jua lah...coz my daddy chatted with me,at the same time my mummy showed all d makanan d rumah ahh.....
tao dah org alum bfast....keluar all the saliva....hahahha...
vietnam roll....keropok lekor....cucur pisang....teh tarik!!!!!
URRRGGGHHHHH...i cant bear the thought!!

untuk melepaskan rindu,saya took mummy's picture....
cute usul nya menaip ahhhh...i told her,"lambat jua mummy menaip"...katanya,"lama dah na hold keyboard"
sampat lage tu she commented on my bahsa kuching....
weeelllll..i blame the BANDAR-ANS here...hehehehe....t-ikot sudah all the words they usually say.....and my kuching is now waaaaayyy past karau...hahaha....



suddenly,syiok2 chat ma mummy....
JENG JENG.....keluar lah dua gua yang sangat menakutkan....*congrats ayu for attempting to write in pure malay...bangga saya~~*hahaha...
nyaman ketawa ku tuuuuuuu...hahaha...
and zai and wani jua laughed like hell when i showed themm...


anie lah keraja my beloved kakak......
i miss you too darls!!!
her way of showing that she misses me.....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH......

chat with you again mummy next week???????
dun go anywer ahhhh.....dun go bandar or kuching or singapore....
coz every single time i get a message from u,u always say...owhhh mummy ke sia...mummy ke sitok....
jgn jeles kan ayu baaaaaaahhh!!hehehehe....

urrgghh..lain rasa mulut ku...i seriously shud go and brush my teeth...NOW!!!

let the pictures do the talking....

just some random pictures taken during the past few weeks...since i haven't blogged for like the gazillion years......
these are the things that me and the girls did....which is wat i spend my time,hanging with the girls...hehehe....


jamban rah school's toilet....toilet pctures are the best...dunnoe why~

wat's the building called???astaaaa..inda ku ingat....hall??theatre hall???
but all i knoe is...i wanna enter there once.....

near the bridge....i love the view...but inda sampat ke park nya...sorang2 ngalehh...hehe

relax2~


time sufre's bday....we surprised him....which was fuuuuuunnnnnnnn...
at least menjadi jua...hehehehe.....


waiting for the bday boy.....

here comes d balloons....i love ballooons!!makes birthdays a lot more fun!!

hehehe

masak....masak.....!!


orang takot balloons....sioookk bullying..hahaha

the birthday cake...
which was effingly YUMMY!!and chocolateyyyyyyyyyyyyy..i like...
sugar rush trus bah...heheheehhe

in position..tunggu c sufree sampaii....
practice singing happy bday...all out of key..HAHAHAHAHA

ooowwwhhh...the birthday booooyyyyyy~~



errmmm..TADAAAAAA!!d bday present....
hahaha...d guys'.....d girls',rice cooker....hahahaha..long story short...

balloon shower...

aces 26.......nada plang c malik...c pai ganti....12 jua maseh...hahaha

told u i love ballooonsss......

till next timeeeeee!!