S.H.G.!!

SELAMAT HARI GAWAI to my besties......chriz, yonne and celez...
and also to all the people celbrating this day...
dun drink and drive...huhuhuhu...

sowee chriz, na pat sleepover....lupa ku wah today gawai...yonne ingatkan aku marin malam...huhuhuhu....
how time flies...i thot it was a long time nxt week bru tah gawai, upanya~~

having the terok-est period cramp ever....
it is like stomach wrecking to the max...i was like guling2 atas carpet tadi...hahaha.....
have never occured to me having cramp....gawd...sakit banar!!
and my back hurts like hell jua...
cam pregnant rasa ku...huhuhu.....like i knoe how it feels...haha
i think the tiredness from the camping combined with the period,jadi sakit canie kale....gawddddd...i can't even sit straight!!

feeling lazy to write bout the camping...all i remember rite now, that it was the BEST camping ever...eventhough it was torture at first....
makin itam ku bah...ilang keputihan ku...hahaha.....im like waaaayyy pass tanned...
my face is like shining......hahaha.....HITAM MANIS...hahaha....perasann..
and talk about an intense course.....nada rehat...like after satu, satu...and satu lage activity.....the only chance to take a breather was during meal times...atu pun inda lama..inda berasa it was nearly a week......
tapi my body,bruised like hell...macam kana abuse...domestic abuse..hahaha....
owwhh weelll....
at least i got to cuci cuci mata....hhehehe.....
and one that really caught my eye...and a lot more....
UUURRRGGHHHH......
cut that part out...hahahaha....

ANEEEEWAAAAYYYYYYY......
went to miri tadi...shopping sna sini....spent 150 plus rah elianto...bali eye liner coloured,shampoo *eventho i just bought one masa tu*, adn make up remover...hahaha...all the things that i have...but juzt coz they smell nice, and the covers were cute brabish!!
CANNOT BLOODY RESIST...now im f*cking broke!!
cana kan shopping d kuching nie krg?????waaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!


later~

the "L" word???love???

my sis bought the "L" word....from series 1 til 5, for less than $30brunei....waaaahhh...talk about cheap!!
sooooo....the dvd is kept playing, so i am watching bits of pieces of it...and let me tell you, it s an interesting series....very interesting....specially the obscene scenes, which really caught my eyes, every single time..hehehe..

and there's this part, where all these "free" women,i like to call them, grouped together, and talk...and there's this question, "would you date yourself?" and the answers were interesting....not cause they are lesbos and stuff....just plain interesting...and their answers,

"i would fuck myself, but i would not date myself"

"if i was a guy, i would date myself, but if i was a girl, i don't think so..."

"it would never happen, coz u'll never have the guts to ask yourself out.."

"i would look at myself, and run in the opposite direction".....and dis woman was the depresed one...all emotional and stuff...hahahaha

and if i ask myself this question?????
i'll answer in two parts...
as a guy, or as a girl owhkay...
as a guy = i dunnoe....i think i would....nope, i won't,i'll think, gawd that girl is scaree.....very intimidating and rude.....
gawddd....such a depressing answer...i sound so self-concious....uuurrrggghh!!!
NEXT!!

as a girl = hmmmmm.....i would...belum cuba belum tau...ahahahaha.....


anyyyywaaaayyyy.......the cerita is owhkay i guess, coz i only see some parts...
but my gawd!! talk about HAWT girls...waaaahhhhh....if all lesbians are that HAWT, i would convert myself and become one of them...hahahahaha....
and byk types of them, personality wise....byk choices...hahahaha...the girly, the tomboy, the emotional, the old, the very young, the geeky....adeeehhh....

ooopppzzz...i think i better concentrate coz it is getting more interesting and talk about juicy~~...hahaha

later~~

:p

waaaaahhhhh...lama dah na blogging.....
too long til i don't even remember what to write.
esok, going to temburong for camping....one week!!!
excited, but still fearing of what is waiting for us there...that is, the jamban and stuff....waaaaaaaaaa!!!
talking bout jamban,cana tah nie kan ber-ia2 nie after makan...huhuhuhuu...
inda kan tahan for like a week....lain krg ceta nya...hahahahaha

i miss school....but not that much til i want to sit for the mid-year exams tomorrow.....good people yg sitting for it tomorrow...hehehehe...CHAYO CHAYO!!

i am arah rumah aina, internet 24 hours...so, gonna blog again later owyyyyttt!!!
labs~~

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just after jogging....
nothing interesting, no sight seeing lagi...but it was funny, me and affidah were like "pukul 5.30 sudah!"...meaning kami kan liat "free show" rah lagoon...hahahahaha...
yesterday the "free show" was like pukul 5.30, so kami cam expect it would happen again, unfortunately, it didn't...paloi paloi...nada kaja lain bah kami.....let's just say, 3 days jogging rah lagoon, it feels like a routine sudah....no excitement after just 3 whole days...huhuhuhuhu....nama nya brunei....adeh~

opppsss..gtg...kan liat americam idol.....
go DAVID COOK!!

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let it burn!!!!

before anything else, i would like to say sorry to Azrina, coz tomorrow nada cookies for her...since i nearly burn down the whole kitchen... :)
banar!!!well, a bit of exaggeration involved....heeeee...

(and i blame a part of it to Azrina, coz ya yg suruh i bake for her for tomorrow....biar ko zri!!..hahahahaha)

weeellll.....first thing firat, better start from the beginning....
before i bake, i usually switch the oven on first....
and usually i check if anything was inside, but today i didn....annnnnddd....
barang2 inside the oven melted, including a plastic bag full of chilli and pusu....hahahaha...mana inda d oven smells of chilli and something fishy...kali ku buka the oven....TADA!!smoke came out like hell, and i was choking myself to death...hahahahaha.....
and knowing chilli was involved, my lungs felt like it was burning and my eyes were like soooo padih!!!huhuhuhu....
cam kan panic jua ku tu....hahahahaha....
i couldn't even go near the kitchen.....cam toxic wah baunya.....sialan jua tu....
hahahahaha....inda jadi ku kan show-off d skulah g...yoooseh....

owh well, sia sia pun *watever spelling* lah sha kan azrina....hahahaha...cian ko....nada rezeki mu.....krg tah next month ku buat for u....hehehe....
tau ku lah nyaman cookies ku tu...yooooohhh...kambang....hehehehe..
krg lau aku nada shapa jua kan baking for u....adeh~....*over ayu*

bah eyh....kan meliat american idol ku lage nie...yg repeat nya punya...hahahaha...and i need to mandi for the 2nd time tonight...bau asap wah!sial sial sial sial.......

(oooppppzzz...interruption...paksa menghalau c haos and c mayau kuning ku masok kitchen drg ah....mentang2 the door is open...mencari makanan drg...adeh...bertuah....i just gave them food like 5 minutes ago...ish ish...)

oooowwwhhh..got new kitten.....kuning jua bulu nya, cam c mayau kuning jua.....errrmmm..i'll put his picture next time...ngaleh ku ngambil wire hp lam bilik..malas...hahahaha...
and we call it "roti canai", coz his bulu is like the colour of roti telor ahhh.....exactly the same.....but, it's canai for short.....
and every single time me and audi call him, my dad pikir kami kan makan roti canai bah.......hahahahaha.....boleh jua lah.....

later!!!!

my fave bartender

my fave idol....the most amazing idol ever....apart from kelly clarkson of course..
gawwdd....i lurve his voice soooo much!
talk about being consistent....
and HAWT!!!
uuurrrrggghhh....it hurts to even look at him...hahahaha.....over ayu~~
go david cook!!!!!
u will be the next ameican idol...i just know it....
excited ku kan tunggu album nya eyh.....hehehehe

OMG!!!i just realised i can't see him perform next week rah final!!!YOOOOHHH....confident ya masok final...hehehehe....
tidak apa....tidak apa......asal ya menang sha sudah...

hmmmm...he is gonna perform after this....excited ku eyhh......
later!!

nothing much going on for today...
just another briefing out of a million other briefing.....
today was about the outward bound in temburong *kinda like camping for those who has no idea wat O.B. means*..
isi borang here and there......
then had to have another medical checkup...byk2 tah medical check-up..at least its in belait......
takot ku ada another injection...scaree thot....
hmmmmm...good thing bout the med check up is that, its confirm that i am healthy, noe wat i mean??!!....
ooowwwhhh....excluding the time when the result said i had high white cell...paloi kale...wat a scare....gugur jua jantung ku tu.....

me and affidah planning kan jogging everyday....
takot krg nada stamina for outward bound...malu karang ampus2 naik bukit...hahahahaha...
i hope we do jog.....mudahan jadi...dpt jua lose weight....1 kg pun jadi lah...wawawawawa.......
semangat eyhh ayu nie....
drove around bandar agen today...*yay this time pass ayu driving..* (pat self on back many many times!)
had lunch with nins and zaidah...rah jollibee...
belanja nins coz it was her first time in jollibee...*shocking...still shocked dari tadi...when she told me...*
makan makan makan....my fave past time....hahaha..
can't imagine wat wud i do d sana tu krg....have to cook meself???.....WTF......hahaha.....eksen lah terkajut, kamu anie eyh....

gawd lama dah na blogging i feel like i have tons to put down, but nothing comes out....

aina playing with my lappy, kes byk game...and i am using hers.....siok eyhh....dpt pakai apple....waseeehhh......hahaha...
ada wireless sudah...hahahaha...kambang ayu ahh...mana c afi ahh...lama ku tunggu ya ada wireless, aku dulu dpt...hahahahaha......
tapi paloi lappy ku na dpt wireless, buang sha ke river kale eyyhhh...hahahaha

bah eyh...later...
needs to collect my laundry, bawa ke kb lage...huhuhuhuhu......

talk about chicken love....

aaaaahhhhhh......
my first cutting a chicken, and i feel that i did a good job....yaaaaayy...*clap for self*.
it was funny actually...coz my mum kept on saying, "feel the chicken"...hahahah....kuning ku trus.....astaga.....
and after saying "feel the chicken", she said, "love the chicken", why????coz i was like tugging here, like "murdering the chicken"...hahahaha

i can't believe im saying this, but cutting the chicken is fun...i can't believe i once thought cutting the raw chicken disgusting....hahahaha.....
and afetr all the "loving and feeling", i successfully produced a decent cut whole chicken, now cooking under fire, jadi kari ayam...yummy!!!

ngaleh jua cutting chicken nie eyh....huhuhu...
have to ayu, have to....hahahha....be prepared for karang when im "over there"...hahaha

later....
kan potong sayurlage...huhuhuh...
cooking time!

ngaleh ku ngaleh.....

i am feeling ridiculously tired....
this is the first ever, that i have felt this tired because of my PMS...
i think because i have not had my period for like 3 months....
so, the flow is like gila banyak....i feel like a fountain...hahaha....
and SHOCKINGLY, i have no appetite...imagine AYU having no mood to EAT!!! :)
this PMS-ing thingie must be really serious.....
i could not even sleep right....huhuhuhuhu......
and cause of that, i am snapping at everyone in the house.....i always snap...but this is extra grumpy....

i have chocolates and my fave biscuits in front of me right now....but i have no tendency to even pick them up and put them in my mouth...
this is not normal......not in my book that is.....
i don't like me like this....
all i want to do is play scrabble rah my lappy......
and it makes me feel like an old lady.....antah kenapa.....

but at least because i have my period now it would at least guarantee me not having one during camping....
that would be like scareeeee...having to have my period in the jungle...uurrrrgggghhhhhh...imagine that...
i know i sound superstitious...but won't u be one, thinking how "dirty" i'll be...hahahaha...
and i am superstitious thiking of going camping in temburong...huhuhuhu...
thanks to my dad that is....with his storeeeess....ghost stories to be exact...
but then, when my sis had her "solo camping" thingie, she was applying my dad's "theories of protecting oneself in the jungle"....and i guess it actually made her feel safe......soooo...i have decided to follow their ways....macam imagine having to be alone for 24 hours in the jungle...aaarrrggggghhhh!!!
i guess it would be the longest 24 hours of my life.....still cannot imagine....
and cause of my so-called cowardice, i wouldn't even buy warna baju which "attracts" thingies2 in jungles...........huhuhuhuhu.....
i think its the red colour or sumthing...i forgot....have to ask dad again...hahaha....


later......
labs labs...

good friday~~

I have a good day today…eventhough my morning started off really really really early….
My sister had a flight to Singapore or sumwer so she had to go to the airport at like 6 sumthing in the morning….and we are from KB…paksa tah awal…like hell…huhuh…
Soo…to get ready, and to beautify my “pretty” face, I had to wake up around 4.15 AM!!
But still I was the last one to go inside the car…I noe it sounds like I had a bad morning….
And I thot I was going to have a bad DAY….
But it turns out to be a good WHOLE DAY…….shocking….really…

As usual, I was nervous kan masok the room for briefing……
cannot predict what today's briefing will be....another "make believe" interview in front of all of us???or another lecture????another,taking notes to get ready for government interview...
buuuuuuuuuuuuutttt....

wooohooooo....it turns out to be sumthing really unexpected...of EVERYONE!!
kame inda jadi govt interview.....
which is such a relief!!!a huge burden off my already heavy shoulders....
i was sooo tensed tadi time briefing, but after hearing mr.M saying inda jadi interview....i was like ready to jump up and down....
but dun get me wrong yet....ada written test plang...in MALAY....my "fave" subject....huhuhhu......nvm.....its all going to be about reading passages and making a summary of it....PIECE OF CAKE....NOT!!!!!

but really...the tension was like gone in "class" tadi....coz everyone started smiling and joking around....the briefing was fun...i cant believe i cud actually say that the briefing was fun!!and it was....
and starting from there my day was great......
i got to eat sushi....buy more pants...(using my mom's money coz all my money "ilang"....form my shop-a-holic tendencies)....
new cat came to our house.......*always a good thing*.....
buy more things.....bought pens...eventho i have tons owedy......
mama gonna buy me keropok lekor....yay......

hhmmmm....i ahve turned into an optimistic person......*in my dremas*...

ooowwwhhh...next friday we are going to see around RBA...yay!!!gonna make our own passes.....gawd i feel soooo grown up.....
but still feel like a 5 year old going to a candy store....excited berabis...
and we are going to see my super super super senior engineers kana bage awards....
yyaaaaaayyyy....no more "blajar" on friday!! rehat!!
macam field trip rasanya next friday.....
can't wait....

and to end this night....
i am gooing to tuck myself under my covers.....drink my coffee...and watch scrubs til i fall asleep...
*shhhhh....dun tell mom bout me bringing drinks in my room hahaha..*

what a day......

hmmmm...too much information to write up in about errmmmmmm 10 min....
need plenty beauty sleep, esok gonna wake up waaaaayyy early, coz aina ada flight....daayyymmm...hehehe

juz gonna tell u the highlights of the day....

1)yonne versus azrina time before registration....tension moment of the day....

2)lukis2 tangan time history....mr.botak jaling2...hahahaha...jeles ke????wanna join us issit???hahahaha.....
my pens all either abis ink or rosak..mmg tangan c azrina nie kale...hahahaha
new nicknames coz of hands...
ayu = tangan aedes....watever spelling...as in NYAMUK AEDES....hahahaha
azrina = babi tua...tangannya landir
afi = tangan berkurap...hahahaha...cozof the brown ink on her hand...hahahaha

3)time recess...yonne jual me and azrina dengan murahnya....hahahahaha....paloi2 paloi.......inda eyh yon, inda obvious eyh yg ko ckp ur frenz atu are actually us....eventhough kame innocent...hahahaha

4)tangan zatie kana suruh cuci bersih leh mr.shim....coz of the drawings in history...hahahahaha.....

opppzzz...gtg.....
mama mao tido sudah...hahahaha...

esok rba briefing...waaaaaaaa!!!!!