shocking!

ive been told i THINK TOO MUCH!

well,i'll take that as a good thing since thinking IS a good thing for the brain,right?!RIGHT!

that's my project for tonight.

it's a self centring thing for the shock absorber IF im not mistaken.malas mao check.hehe.

i think i did good,well,it looks like it's working as the way it should work.and it took me HOURS to make that,and im proud of it.hehe.

*eventhoug i can't cut straight and glueing stuff makes me go AAARRGGHH!*

the above project really made me think of days back when PROJECTS were the staple food for students.and for a year and a half i haven't a taste of that,and i miss it,i do.in a half good way.haha.

on a totally different note,i feel like spending some moneeyyyh!
first stop,superdrug.since there's this 3 for 2 on ALL makeup stuff,and since a week from now..WINTER HOLS,i need some makeup to make me EXTRA PRETTEH!
emphasise on the extra,since im ALREADY pretteh,i just need to tweek ME a bit more.hehehehe.*tampar*

my wishlist for december includes:
more bags
more clothes
more shoes
more jewelleries
more belts
more makeup
and a straightener.

yes.just one straightener. one MORE,that is. ;)))

hello kitteeeyyhh

 hello kitty secret pillow!!!

aaaahh..i want this thing!sooo cute cute cute cute!

tapi mahal aaa..like nearly 20pounds lagi tu.should i?liat lah.i hope it's still that price when i FEEL like buying it.hehehehe.

music of the night

YAYYYY!!at last ive watched LAW ABIDING CITIZEN and i give it a 10 out of 10!
it is sooooo cool!i enjoyed every minute of it (not coz gerard butler looked so hot!),but the story line was interesting and SIOOK!it is definitely a must see!go go go go..go to ypur nearest cinema and watch this movie.IT I SOOO COOL!!!!!!

ooowwwhhh...now,i find scottish guys SEXYYYY..hahahaha!thanks to gerard butler.
and he's like the phantom in the phantom of the opera!my god,ive watched that movie 10000 times,and yet i couldn't recognise HIM.
APANIIIII!!

(well,he did look totally different and there's the mask.)

im soo gonna watch the movie now.there goes my revision mood.hahahaha.

YES!please read my LIPS!i start my revision EARLY!THAT IS WHY I PASSED!NOT COZ I HAVE "NOTES" BY LECTURERS!IM STUDYING MY ASS OFF,I REVISE WITH MY OWN SWEAT AND BLOOD AND SANANG2 ORANG CAKAP I CHEATED??? AND LET OTHERS DO BAD AND WANTING OTHERS TO FAIL???!paloooi!

breathe in,breathe out....

this is not the time to be mad,ayu.don't waste your time on sore losers and people who actually eat up these hypocritical people.they are not worth it.just so sad that people believe these horrid persons,that they wouldn't believe me,or maybe i am that kind of person in their eyes.saaaaaad.

aku inda kacau kamu,so don't ruin or sabotage my career,my life just to hide your mistakes and low standards.

HUUUUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......

gerard butler again.

i just checked my blog and i didn't realize that the video was gonna be that HUGE!!sorry...

but aku malas kan edit or anything.so bear with the big annoying thing for now..hehehe.

i need to start reading my notes,coz exam week will start the very minute i come back from the winter holidays!gila kali.ini tidak mahu orang senang ini!hahaha.*eventhough i am laughing but inside i am weeping!*

shit!i forgot to message my mummy back.sorry mummy ku sayang.esok tah since it's very late already in brunei.kesian mummy ku sorang2 di rumah dengan cerita korea nya.pasal my papa go camping.gawd,i remember the day he came back from camping with his friends and he got all excited,macam how i felt when I came back from my camping trip.hahaha.

i wanna go swimming tomorrow since we became like gym members and get to swim for free.esok tah!banar nie!i need to go swimming bad!hahaha.ive been on my ass for hours!and i do not *i repeat DO NOT wanna big J.LO ass thank you very much!hahahahahaha..

owwwhh,daym i lost my student ID.and i need it to go watch movies!pasal movie tickets are cheaper for students,buleeeh.GERARD BUTLER <3<3 WAH TUUUU!i've been waiting so bad to watch LAW ABIDING CITIZEN!!!!!!!!!!

bubur

i am addicted with this awesome trailer,and definitely,addicted to GERARD BUTLER!new hot sexy old guy crush!instead of keanu reeves,i love love love gerard butler.all buffed up and innocent looking when he wants to.*siigghhhhhhhhhhhh*

i feel sick to the bones right now,like literally,my bones hurt soo much,like ive run around at high speed for 2 hours nonstop,then i get all the pains and aches.i am still hungry actually,but eating the bubur makes me FEEL SICK.coz for me bubur=sakit.
not that there's anything with eating bubur mind you.

i wanna eat chocolate so bad!!

beautiful distraction?!

my blog is too pink.
i think i need an overhaul!a C check or something.HAHAHA.
wait,why did i laugh?gila kali..

anyway,i've downloaded royal pains and glee's new episode,tapi i don't wanna watch them yet.takut abis.then,if abis,i don't have anything to watch.BUT,i am overly excited about glee!

so i was digging through my drawers of messiness and chaos just now,after like months of not ever touching things inside of them,and i found cool things!macam,why did i even put these great things away?!and that was just the first drawer.wait till i get to the rest.
god,i get distracted to fast.i was supposed to check for C001 notes,but i ended up digging into a totally different drawer.i knew 110% that my notes were'nt in any of them drawers.tapiii...looking through the crazy drawers seemed a lot more interesting than finding my notes.

but at least i did find my notes.they were under the table.and i knew that all along.and my table was halfway across the room.far far away from the drawers.HAH!

the weather is bullying me soo soo much,i kinda hate it right now!when i'm stuck in the classroom its all sunny and looks very inviting,then the minute we stepped out of class.BOOOOSSSSHHHHHH..rain and wind all over!menunggu di busstop kana moisturiser lagi tu.*water splashed from cars driving pass us*SASAK!well,i shouldn't be complaining too much since a few more months to goooooooo..

the guy does nothing,
the girl ends up weeping,
where did we go wrong?
was i trying too hard all along?

just feeling a wee bit down right now,but i'll survive.i always have,and this time it's not any different.

a million things are running through my head,and what happened today did not make it any better.it's hard for me to smile coz whenever i turn my frown upside down i get teary eyed.like you know the feeling when you think like the water is half full,but the water is not clean.you can't drink that half full water,but instead all you have left to do is throw that half full water down the sink.


YOU KNOW!!

went to asda and rode on the cutest old fashioned bus ever!like aku sakai!i took pictures but all of them are shitty.huh!the inside of the bus,but we didn't take any from outside pasal bus atu berjalan sudah.went to asda and found loads of cheap stuff that i need!like a vidal sasoon straightener for merely 7pounds!gila kali!!like i coouldn't believe my eyes!i wanted to grab one like grab one without thinking but,i did pause to think!i thought of food!hahaha.nins was like,"apa lagi ko kan liat di asda?" and i repeatedly said FOOD!

(i need to get back to asda to get that straightener!PRONTOOO!)

yes,i was THAT hungry.i had little breakfast and no lunch at all!and terus went iceskating.and i love iceskating.i used to hate it for some reason last time,but now my love is back!*apakan.

my eyes are like so BULAR right now.*the word i learned from meerul yesterday,and if ive used it correctly in this sentence*.

why so bular???!!!!*that word is funny*

because i watch too much trailers on youtube and watching Family Guy nonstop for the past few days!now im downloading ROYAL PAINS and im waiting for it to finish downloading.i got that title from my sister's blog,i mean she loves glee,so she has good taste in tv series like me.hahahahaha.

had cucur udang and double chocolate pancakes for breakfast this morning.owwhh no wonder i feel soo hungry,coz i ate this morning saja and now it's 5pm already.i thought i was turning into some couch potato for no reason!and yes,ive been putting on weight,i think.haha.denial mode!thanks to all the food ive been making and all the yummy food bought!payah jua tesco dakat rumah ani i guess. XPPPPPPP

owh where is my hp?maybe mummy's messaged me about the post she's sending me.weehee.i love receiving post from back home,coz it feels like presents during birthdays,really!all excited and jumping up and down.and i can't believe how fast the things arrive!i hope there's a surprise too.like from the last post.the nicest and ridiculouslyy pricey jade!yang aku inda mao pakai pasal kesayangan.hahaha

and to someone going soon.have a safe journey back home.

one year!

HAPPY FIRST YEAR BAByyyy!

we haven't even touched our cake!hahahahaha.
anyway,planned to celebrate at midnight,but we couldn't wake up!hahahahaha adoi maaaaa..so we celebrated in our dreams!
hope to have lots and lots more fun and great years together!
sorry for all the crazyyyyy things and i am glad u sat through all the sad and not great moments!thanks for tolerating all my mood swings!i don't think any sane person would tahan this long.HAHAHAHAHAHA.maybe coz of my cooking that you do..eseehh perasan!
gue sayang bangat kamuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..
and i do hope lots more years would come,and all the years ahead you're there with me!hope you'll never get bored with ME and my antics.i try to make each day as memorable as the one before,coz each minute,hour,day and month are great moments for me!
hugs and hugs and hugs!!!!!!!!!!

ayam masak apa malam anie???gagagagaggagaga

i meant to write all the above in a card but i lost the card i bought...hahahaha..
and i know u do read my blog!!

<3<3<3<3<3<3

GAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!
i was this <============================> ready to pick an outfit for tomorrow coz i thought inda payah pakai coveralls lagi.then!sudah ku brabis mengabiskan kraja ku,KE HANGER TIA LAGI ESOK!
*inhale*exhale*inhale*exhale*

don't mind me.i am in a foul mood for two days straight.maybe even tomorrow.owh you know,it's THE TIME OF MONTH!sudha tah sakit badan!sakit belakang!anie membagi sakit hati lagi bah!huh!
i miss my mummy.
especially now my back hurts soo much.i love her rubbing and massaging my back.nyamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnn~

on a different note,i am totally addicted to watching family guy.entah kenapa.last time i hate it,but it is a lot better than simpsons.dulu,i hate futurama,but now,it is like one of my favourites!bila kah lagi season baru nya keluar.*siiiggghhhhhhhhh.

i wanna watch liverpool so so so so so much!and it was supposed to be a surprise for him,but then my debit card was so effed up that my card was rejected.for more than 3 times!jgn mcm2 berduit jua ku maseh eyh!sooo..it's not gonna be a surprise coz i told him to buy the tickets for us.hahaha.
coz while we were there we could go and visit kedia atu.rindu saya!

to think that i only have 4 months left here!woow!in words 4 months seems such a short time and it bloody is!!such a bittersweet feeling you know.
i will definitely miss this small room.i just can't belive how small it is!
basar panya bilikku di brunei atu.hahahahaha.basar banaar!hahahahahaha.

my sis's new home will be done in 3 more months (give or take).sooooo when i get back brunei,i'll have a new room lagi!hehehe.suka wah i tuuuuuu.i hope it's big.my room that is.even bigger than my room in KB please.hehehe.seriously!at least a bigger closet!my closet is burstiiinnnngggggggggggggggg right now and when i do get back brunei,i am soo gonna shop til i drop!and no one's gonna stop me!haahahaha.
i won't complain if there's a walk in closet even.shared with my dearest sister pun inda apa.hahahahahahahahaha.or the whole house is MY closet.oppppssssssss.

owh well...it's 9pm and i need to read a book.juling sudah mata ku meliat screen ani.

smiles! :DDDDDDDDDD

it is just 9.17pm and i feel sleepy and lazy and honestly,i feel BIG,HUGE,HUMUNGOUSSNUFFLELOFUGUS.i mean,i haven't done anything healthy,like exercising for like weeks!well,if filing and riveting could be considered exercising,then fine!i am feeling guilty for nothing.TAPIIIIIIIIIIIIIII why am i feeling sluggish??!!

i seriously need to clean my room.i am trying to motivate my ass off this couch since 7pm,but after 2++hours,i am STILL on the couch!maybe its the weathre,can i blame the weather please?!it's cold!*full stop* nobody in their right mind wants to do anything in the cold right,except in snuggled up in cosy balnkets!right?RIGHT!!

tomorrow,having dinner with Shefali,our new friend.so i am going to eat ROTICANAI!eksen kuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.i wish it's going to be roticanai tomorrow.nyaman wah tu kalau banar and dosai.waaaah!

kami kana belanja donuts and cookins from mark tadi,pasal we passed module 15!yaay us!siok eh kana dulur ani.maybe cause we're sunshines and rainbows in their lives!*apakan hahahaha.well,we were called scarily cheerful and always happy by our lecturers.maybe that's why i don't have anymore energy after school,pasal i used all them energy(energies?) back in school.senyuman itu satu sedekah,and makes us look a lot younger!waseeehh.no wonder i look a lot younger than i am supposed to.*perasan inda betampat!*hahaha

somone just burped on the streets,dapan THAT BAR and i can hear him burp as clear as him burping next to me.HAHAHAHA.i am like 2 storeys high!god!atu nyaring.

so i was thinking,what if i go and sleep now,and later aku bangun,jadi burng hantu?!hahaha.genki seems to agree since he's still sleeping with muffin.then later they'll be the lives of the party tengah2 malam,and why not i join them right?!RIGHT!!

bah off i gooooooooooooooooooooooooooo