i don't quite like my profile or description of myself at the side of my blog,at the very bottom actually. it looks sooo 2007! i need to get rid of it pronto, but me,being me,i am just soo lazy. HAHAAHAHAHAH.
though now i think i have nothing else to do, and trying very hard to find something to do, and when i HAVE found something to do, datang lah penyakit kronik malas ku.

i still have <------------------------------------------> that thick vertically of notes to study for the 19th,which i havent even started reading yet.
i have a basketful of laundry to make, but since all of the dirty clothes are what i like to call "college" clothes,malas tah ku buat for now since we're not going to the college for a VEERRYYYY LOOOOONNNGGGG time.
i need to vacuum my room since i havent done that for like WEEKS! and hair are starting to actually grow from the carpet..hahahah. i can't actually see what the colour of my carpet is. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i have tons of pictures to post from yesterday,but i am THAT lazy to get my ass up from the sofa and take the HP from the table,and the cable from the drawer and connect them to my lappy.
i have dishes to wash,and since ive told u that i AM lazy to get off the couch,that will be a NO to washing dishes.

baahh..and i am getting lazy typing.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. tidor tah baik ko nie yuuu!!

im off bodybuilding.

that's my timetable for the perth airshow tomorrow.
i am in team 1,obviouslyy,where i have highlighted my "work" times. i am soo excited to be part of the airshow. at least merasa jua an airshow in MY very own hanger place. waseehhh..inda payah pergi jauh2 bah.

anyway,today was not a dull day.
i ripped off the tail of the Cessna 310. hahahaha. it IS an accident promise. i didnt know it was THAT weak. coz i heard clearlyy dave specifically said lowerdown from the tail. hahaha. kali nya, "RIIIIIPPPP" "PRAAAKK" and screams! hahaha. it was scary!! but it was cali jua coz the next thing dave said was, "go and get the camera"..hahaha. cana nie yu kan jadi B1,mmg kana cap sudah my face leh c dave nie..hahahha. wat a morning jacking the Cessna up and down. macam engineer rasa ku. hahahaha.
i was a real troublemaker today,not that it was on purpose. haahahaha.
all the sh*t happened to me, and i am not complaining.
though i was called miserable once by Jim coz i snapped at him for making a joke of my sweeping the hanger floor. shapa suruh!! gagagaga.

i hope pictures are gonna be posted from those cameras the pictures were taken from today. aku mahu!! hehehehe..

nyaaahh!!!

owh my golly gosh!!!
i just realised something!!!!
all my pictures and songs and files are in the old lappy...abis lah aku!!!!
wat am i gonna do??all the memories are gone,and mmg banar jadi mere MEMORIES!!!!!
this is not good,not good at all....
wat am i to do???*that's the second time,meaning this IS BAD!!*



and yes i am going crazyy just thiking bout it..baru tah nyasal...sudah org awal2 suruh simpan rah hard disk inda maoo!!!
now BOO YOU AYU!!!

she farted!

this video is too cute!!
sudah tah d title is sooo catchyy...of course u get that curious feeling of wanting to know what the hell is her fart all about,is it THAT special to be made animated.
rupanya it's about a dog,and yes,it still grabbed my attention.

there she goes

that's my new baby....weheeeee!!!
i just bought it today~~
well,kinda bought it,got it through contract...
i guess i now realise i can't live without a lappy,though i am 100% sure i am a technology-illiterate.
that's why,i don't know whether this is a good lappy or a great lappy,but i find it cute and importantlyy it is PINK!!!
for now i am feeling great,so do not spoil the mood yet...
i am naming it isabelle...she looks like an Isabelle to me...gagagagaga

hoho..

i find listening to their tragedies and miseries very amusing..hahahaha! Its just nice knowing that im not the only one suffering..boooo! =')

i am still dumbstruck from looking at my bank account with the 2 horrifying digits...just 2!!!i'll pretend i dunnoe what happened to the money and why is it that sikit!
i just sat down for 10 minutes with wide eyes! terkejuut i...
i was supposed to,i mean planned to go to the city kan bali snacks for breaks next week,kali when i was thinking of what to wear,i saw SALE signs right in front of the house. that's the downside of living IN the city centre.
so the next thing i did after wearing my new sandals,i decided to check my internet banking...KAAALLIIII..i was like!!WTH!!it's true!!it is only 40.11pounds.
so i did the next right thing..i think it is right,i stayed at home,pasal i know if one shop sale,the rest would follow along. and me,i would be ready with my debit card to buy "things i need".

so i cleaned my room to pass the time,kaliii i realised my room WAS bursting...my hangers abis sudah..all used and my tampat gantung baju sudah senget to one side!
i need help!!
i used all my self constrain to not shop but i still do..it's like,when i see this one thing,i would say to myself,i really need this thing,so i HAVE to HAVE it.but when i get back home,maseh ya rah bilikku ampai2....
SAAAADDDD!!!

so now im goona dedicate part of this blog,to the things that i really need and miss and want!!


these two people are the most missed people in my life right now!
with their sarcasm and insensitive remarks,i guess i do need those right now,in my ever boring life..



FOOOODD!!!
i need some food right now..co i am depressed...hahahaha...those doughnuts makes my saliva flow like hell..and the kopitiam food!!i want again!!!nyamaann aahh!!!


and those cupcakes could cheer me right now!!



and HE could definitelyy make me smile right now...HAHAHAHA...
i guess there are some things that could make one not think of money right now...NOT!!i mean seriouslyy,when i think about it,why do i really need all those stuff in my room??*to make me look good~~*..HEHEHE...
on an even serious note,i think my financial crisis right now will not make me bothered or worried or dumbstruck!

i think this post is a streess relief....HAHAHAHAH...

update**

ive been away...NOT!!maybe away in my own dreamland maybe...

well,nothing "WOW"-ish happened these past few weeks..

i had a haircut,nothing drastic,just to make it "rapi"..*his words not mine..
i got my exam results,and i passed all,ALhamdulillah...
went to glasgow...shopped..and found Chicken Cottage...
well,that's about it...
told you nothing much...MUCH???nothing at all u mean..hahaha

but i did burn a BIG BIG BIG hole in my bank account...
now i am BROKE!!!ada 40pounds saja for the next 2 weeks...let's see how i survive!hahaha...

what the hell did i buy sampai im this broke eyh??hmmmmm....
when i have enough everything...and yet everything is still not enough for me...contradiciting???MUCCHH!!
just look at the state of my room...and that's not the half of it...maluunyeee..hehehe



i have a few wishlists though,walaupun i think i bought tons and tons of things and my room is bursting!!!

let's see

1. i want the gorgeous bag from accessorie = 25pounds
2. those sexy sandals from river island = 34.99pounds
3. those killer heels from deichmann = 19.99pounds
4. another pair of hot heels from deichmann = 15pounds

those are the things i want..no no no NEED for now!!hahaha...tunggu tah next next week kalie..i HAVE to have the bag!!i HAVE to!!
owh owh..i promised a person that if im not to jog today,then i cannot buy any of the things above till i do...BOWWHH!!!

talking about exercising,lapar tah ku naaahh....
hehehe...apa ada chance kan lose weight nie???and i hate people saying that i do...then,this will actualy motivate me ===> TO EAT LOADS MORE!!!

arrrggghhh!!

owh owh!

im tredging through dangerous territory!and im getting in deeper and deeper and deeper,i think i will be tangled in it.wont get out in time..i think ive been here before!!get out yu,get out before its too late...

no im not!

fyi,i am not on a fucking hiatus *i wont mind my language*,coz i am forced to be on this so called hiatus which is on a rampage and spreading like wildfire and everyone and everythng is joining in!my internet does not suck anymore ladies and gentlemen,coz it is effinglyy DEAD!!! *waiting for sympathies* gawd!i want to blog so badlyy n keep my blog alive and posting pictures and videos,but all is not well!aku sasak!!!so,i wont be seen online till that thng is back alive,which would probably take another 100+ years!sudah tah lappy ku parai,anie broadband nya lagi!talk about thngs dropping dead wherever i go!but,this is getting ridiculous..i will be fb-ing when i am in class,thank goodness for this old hp of mine!!hugs and kisses!ayu~<3

urghhh!!i cant stand this anymore!!being in this type of situation/condition can make a person go seriouslyy crazyy!kalau orang lain gila jadinya,i dun rely mind u noe,p unfortunatelyy,it is me in it,i am the damsel in deep-shit distress,waitin for some kind of thrill! Please,please,where ever that "prince charming" can be,can someone help me text him or fb him to say i need some help!gawwwwd!im losing my mind,and im fudging aware of it,which actually makes it a lot worse.i am trying to drown all the noise with new songs ive downloaded,but i hate my brain with its divided attention capability!i cant concentrate on only listening to one thng,but i am forced to all the rattles still..buring ku wah buring!!balik2 sma saja..feels like a never ending routine!i feel uber sluggish..mcm all the energy in me makes me become nada energy langsung.like all these weight is pulling me down n down n down!n i am in the hate-you-and-you kind of mood,when i dun even feel that way!i even miss crying my eyes out for no particular reason,coz now I HAVE REASONS TO CRY!!!! I waste my days in a daze..forgot what i did yesterday..what will happen tomorrow..n wat am i doing now??? Should i join d crowd??? Or be a loner in a world of my own,surrounded by familiar strangers??? i guess that is what is written for me on the stones with permanent ink.. Saying yes when im supposed to in this so-called democratic world..but i see the face of Stalin in everyone's face! What am i to do??i am stuck in this web!am i sent here to be a pessimistic?to conform to a life full of "responsible routines"?why does doing the right thng feels shitty?or are we forced to thnk THIS is the right thng??antah eh!now im in a world of my own..and i thnk im gonna stay here for quite sometime.... Bye~

hallee poddir!

im still going online on my trusty handphone!my so-called lifesaver for now,since im checking out some lappies and trying to find a way,to bring back my old one for repair ke brunei lagi.since,reformating or watev its called is so the throatclenchingly mahal!huhu! At least i could still watch some movies on my old one,macam going online sha inda mao.so here i am watching movies from my harddrive.nasib bah ada banyak movies to choose from,kalau inda ill be literally bored to death!! Now mengeluarkn biji mata dpn lappy melyat harry potter!haha!marathon,since i just realise i have all the movies.peminat kalie ah~and daym proud of it.hehe.after watching 27 dresses that is.calie jua ceta atu,though ive seen it thrice!talk about nothing to do!wait~manada nothing to do,pasal after dinner kami liat "MIMPI MANIS" since its the hype for our guys minat dangdut.plus lagi ada selected few yang minat dewi persik,so we ended up watchng that looong drama.and let me tell you,it is addictive,unfortunately!haha!we're just rah episode brapa kah,and it has thousands!!!feels like it that is. =p and ada orang sampai meleleh airliur nya terlalu "asyik" meliat dangdut..ao yo!bahaya waaa!hehehehehehehehehe.will not mention names~~ then,paginya,i mean,before had lunch buffet,liat kekasihku seru,another wanting-to-know-what-happens-next kinda story,interestin jua if u wanna call it that.. Aduh!my fingers chakit from typing from one thng to another,on the verge of cramping.so off i go~hugs and kisses from ayu!!