Monday, April 20, 2009

ladadidadidadida...

i think at about this time i am supposed to be with my files, but i am stuck on my sofa, staring at the two cutest creatures eveeerrr!!!!
i cant get my eyes off of them..macam everything about them is cute...which is actually ridiculous,even drg angkat kaki pun i go "AAAWWWWW..~~"
now they are awake and active,so much more fun to watch!

i cant wait for tomorrow to "rungkup" them eyhh...

MUFFIN-BISCUIT and GENKI!!!!!!!
i think i love u all already....
welcome to this small family of mine....



i think that's genki,which is the active one....
muffin-B likes to sleep a lot..and being cooped up in the tubes...
i know it's only been a few hours,bear with me for being like someone who knows them from birth...
aku excited brabissssssss....

Sunday, April 19, 2009

sambung~

back in scotland~~ *for a wee while though*







enjoyed the pictures??
till next time then....
i have loads more to upload,but the connection or whatever u wanna call it is against me at this time..sooooo..sabar saja..at least i have something to do next time i blog...
hugs and kisses from me...

the things i did...

met with them family last last week...


and along the way,these were the things i did with them...
never a dull and relaxing moment...
went to lots of places...but im not complaining since it is in their expense..HAHAHAHA...




glory glory man united~~!!!!*but i still am supporting liverpool~~~* ;p;p;p;p;p






makan ayaaaammm~~hahahaha...
i had a year's supply of chicken when i was with them...
i think i gained weight more like it...adduuuhhhhh!!!
the plus side of being abroad is the pampering when they come to visit...apa saja mau kana bagi...and i mean it...all i asked for was FOOD!!FOOD!!


till then...

Friday, April 17, 2009

im back!!!
but u wont be seeing me online as much as i noe u all want me to~hehehe..
nada deehh..my lappy babi kepala 10 so i will have to find another way lagi to go online,and that is,i am depending on my hp saja or his lappy...HAHAHAHA!!
but since nada jua saya rindu kan onliune berabis...sooooo..relax2 ajeee~
*wat am i talking about??*

the most important thing is that...dont look for me online,unless i am there,i am there....

will update through facebook saja kalie or time rajin2..

i seriouslyy need a new lappy!!
any recommendations for a person like me???yang yang banggang lappy..
just a good one yang dapat online,and main left for dead!!hahahahaha!!
and cheap....yang dapat tahan for a year till i get back to brunei..
pasal i have no idea wat's good or watever....

bah mwacckkzz!!!!

Friday, April 3, 2009

just,fyi..will not be online for a few days now..unless i get the chance~~so dont miss me too much now..hehehehe.. =p=p=p n yes,i will be enjoying myself!nyahahahaha!! Mwackz for now!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

sun owh sunny sun sun..

did i just imagine the sun,when i peeped outside the window?? The second time i looked,the day looks freaking dull..owh eemm geee! I think im starting to get delusional from lack of sunlight or somethng..saaaaaaaad~~ yesterday was great!i got my boost of vitamin Ds!! I felt like my skin was glowing,though i did complain a couple *of thousand* times that i was getting sweating and the sun was blazing its ass off! Sorry for being a humanbeing pasal i complain about anything and everything,though i said i craved a bit of sunlight. I guess i need somethng new cause ive been seeing the same things the same places,the same people AND the same stories over and over again for almost a year! "Yipeee!",for friday though!! Cant waiiit!!

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

i actually deleted/edited this post...

i guess i just don;t have the guts to say all the things i want to say..coz i have learned my lesson a looong time ago....flashbacks are a pain in the ass!!!

<---------> yup was that close to breaking apart....

but i guess me being that way is unreasonable and not the right time...

WHEN IS THE RIGHT TIME THEN???!!!


can somebody show me a sign?????
can something just jump out of the sky and hit my head so that i know what to do next?????
can a person shout at me at the side of the road "TO GET THINGS STRAIGHT"??!!

or even better...just have a truck run me over then everyhting's dilly dally....

help me up coz i keep on falling even deeper,
hold my hand as the days go darker....
feels like dog poo, being stepped twice and looked at with utter disgust!!!
i get all the so-called "ROSES AND CHOCOLATES" from other people but not from you...
and owh yes i AM complaining!!!!

Monday, March 30, 2009



joined the EARTH HOUR yesterday night..and i slept the way through...
well,planned to be all "romantic" and stuff, pasal d candles and the dark...
but since inda kejumpaan lighter..it was JUST DARKNESS...boo hoo..
sooooo...tidor lah gaya nyaaa....
and it was sad...pasal every year earth hour with my family...
pasal my mum takes this seriouslyy,and coz of this rubbed on all her children..even my sister reminded me to switch off all electricity....
how exciting to think that a small thing can make a huge difference!!!!!

XOXOXOXO!!

Saturday, March 28, 2009

lalalala

somebody or twobodies or three tagged me this rah FB and i am soo malas to do it rah FB instead im doing it here...so boo you!!heee

Say you marry the last person you texted, what's your last name?
my sister texted me..and no thank you am i gonna get married with her..heeee..
well that would make me have the same last name..(???)

When's the last time you fell asleep watching a movie?
eerrmmm..hahaha..neveer...;p;p;p;p;p;p;p

Are any of your texts in your inbox locked?
nope...bhapa juaa~

Is there one person that you'll always have feelings for?
HOHOHO....duuuhh~and he is right in front of me thank you very much...hehehe

What's the last thing you laughed really hard over?
tadi pasal his words tadi..WAKAKAKA...

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
cant remember coz banyak kalie dah org cakap catu...hoho..dtg penyakit perasan nya.*tampaar*

What was the last drink you had?
was it tea??i think soo...

Who called you first this morning?
errmm...him...p aku inda jawab...HAHAHA

Last night, did you go to sleep smiling?
yes coz of the son "foat - 3 hari tuk selamanya"

How long can you go without your phone?
hmmmmmm..hmmmmm...not long i guess...if im out of the house..but if im in the house,try to contact me thru something else..coz i would probably cntact u back the next day...HAHAHA

Were you happy when you woke up today?
well...i always wake up happy...that's what i always think tho..hehehe

If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
errmm...last two years...so that i could change my subs in form 6 so that i would have at least a slight chance of applying for law courses...boo me...

Are you the youngest person living in your house?
YES!!!!hehehe

Have you ever quoted a line from a movie?
"so dark the con of man"..i love that quote!!

Do you like candy-corn?
don't know what that is actually...

Did you ever want to be a lawyer?
since forever!!!!but here i am on my ass training as an aircraft engineer...shows u cant always get everything u want..life goes on!!NEXT!!

If there were no letters on the keys on your keyboard could you still type?
i am not even looking at my keyboard,so the answer is YES!

Do you have a bad temper?
i have mood swings...hehe...does that count???

Do you still speak to any of your classmates from primary school?
yup yup...banyaaakkk~~SAS girls ROCKS!!..hahaha...

Do you remember the first rated-R movie you saw?
inda...banyak kalie..hehehehehe

What is one thing you spend way too much money on?
clothes....cramping my room...aduuuhh...and i want more!!

Do you believe that there's good in everybody?
i think..but im not in an optimistic mood...soo NO for now..haha

What TV show should never stop running?
One tree hill...

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
meerul



In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
jackets...pasal even now i think its spring and hoodies are not my friend!hahaha..SAJOOOKK WAH SCOTLAND ANIE...

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
nope..im quite happy thank youh...

Look in your inbox in your phone, who are all the people you have texts from?
mum and meerul...

What are you drinking right now?
tea freak-o

What kind of shirt are you wearing?
sleeveless,does that count...and hoodie...pasal i thought at first it was gonna be hot..kali sajok tia...

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
hahahaha..NOPE~one year too long...but i wish this time it would be longer...heeee

Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it?
hoho...fake/plastic kalie ah c ayu nie kdg2..hahaha€

What color are your eyes?
Dark Brown-ish black-ish

Do you wear your seat belt in the car?
SEMESTINYAA..

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
inda payah...*apakan*

Have you ever kissed someone that smokes?
haha..unfortunatelyy yes...and not something i want to do ever again if given a choice...heee..

Is there someone in your life you don't want them in it?
someone???like BANYAAKK!!!

What's the word you always say?
BBT!!heee





laterrr~

Thursday, March 26, 2009

BOOWWHH!!

owh owh!ayu's in trouble..i broke my own promise...hehehe
i said i was going to update on monday or Tuesday,but now it's already good old Wednesday...
well..kalau mao lyat pictures taken from Brunotts,sila layari facebook saya...HAHAHA...my bm is getting good eyhhh~heee...

urrghhh to those people who has the virus thingie rah their MSN...mengacau ketenteraman saya saja...ngaleh bah I kan mencancel all those nonsense pop outs!
in one day i could count more than 10 i guess...and it is getting worst!
do ur MSN a favour and get ur freaking lappy or mobile a reboot!!*watever reboot means in computer language...but in that sentence it sounded CUTE!*..tampar kalie c ayu anie eyyhh..hahahah...

layan saja my babbles for the sake of me updating....
coz i have none to update....
though FB was being such an AS*H*LE on me yesterday i managed to upload all the "necesary" pictures rah FB ku...
though i felt like kicking and screaming and hammering my lappy with something uberlyy hard...tapi aku nie sebenarnya baik..*Nins fave words for now* :):):):)

seeeee!!!
@#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^
the MSN thing is doing it again....don;t tell me MY msn is being a $%^&*#@#$%^&^%$..buang air liur ngannya ku mengucap org tu lau catu...haiyayaya!!!
i think I AM THE ONE WHO NEEDS A SLAP OR TWO!!!*i mean,a reboot~~*

my mum hasn;t contacted me in days!!!
i need brunei updates!!at least i could feel closer to home...anie nada...i am abandoned for now...
an orphan for more than a week...hahahahaha....

bah off i go play word challenge rah lappy c meerul pasal he has the PRO thingie which is fun!!!

Saturday, March 21, 2009

bon voyageee

im gonna go off to the Brunotts Easter GAmes tomorrow to support Team Perth...
so i won't be updating till Monday...but don't count on it,pasal maybe ngaleh brabislyy brabis,so updates on tuesday onwards..promise nie...
coz i am positive there's gonna be loads to update...
especially pictures....don't i love uploading pictures tho batah!boo hoo...

bah ngantok saya....
i am stuffed to the max!!
had pizza,kebab and sushi all in one night....
nyum nyum..
cana kan seksheh nie???HEHEHEHEHEHE....


i promise you my eyes will be on you the whole time....*half finger cross*
love you,you hot thaanngg....