SKAATOOOSH??

went to catch KUNG FU PANDA 2!!
and it was definitely a funny movie!!i wooooov it!mau liat lagi,macam liat ceta KUNGFU PANDA yang first movie,i have watched it countless of times and it is still an awesome movie!!!

before that we had dinner di Le Taj.i am still really full,like it's been two hours but i can still feel the food like in my throat!i had a whole big naan kali aaaaaaaaaaa.and the tea tarik is the BOMB!!and apparently the boyfriend agrees too.hehehe.which means we will go there for the tea tarik sometime soon.he's like that.when he likes the tea tarik,he likes the restaurant.it's like me and soup,kalau soup nya nyaman meaning the food will be really nice.and my theory is always correct,SOOOOOO I AM STICKING WITH IT!hehe.

line work today was gooooooooooooodd.had great "teachers" guiding me through the whole thingamajigs.the only thing i am still panicking about is the headset,which is communicating with the pilots from ground.
HANTAH AAAAAHHHH..GAGAR KU MASEH NYAMUUUUU~
i hope tomorrow i will have the nerves to try......mau sudah i try tadi,tapi c Max inda confident,mikin tah inda KUNPIDEEN.

ngantok sudah eeee,mau tidur laaaaaa..wanna be up and bright and sunny and active and cheery tomorrow.hahaha.such an overachiever i am.chillaax~

randommmmmmmeeehhh

i have worked 7 days straight,and there's three more days of workdays till my standdown.i chose on Thursday so i can gp back KB before i go on my Hong Kong trip!!

i've drained off all my energy and 15minutes till 5pm today,i gave up and just wanted to go home and sleep sleep sleep!!but then again,it's a bitterseet feeling when i think of ALL THE MONEEYH MONEEYH MONEEYH! 

den we can go for another trip.i'm planning on a Singapore trip to UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!!or maybe ke Melbourne jumpa the dearest cousin.i would really love that.or or or to Bangkok when A.Aaishah kerja sana nanti!OOOOOHHH,THAT i can't wait at all.let's pray she gets the job!!then,we'll all be like SAWADEE for at least 4 years!weeeeheeeee!!

i will just continue blabbing while waiting for youtube to load my video.we all know how LOOOONGGG that takes!since i've missed two AF concerts,i can only watch them online.sasaaaakku!!mau liat ERUL nyanyyiiiii and Hazama nyanyiiiii!!and the good thinig about catching them on youtube...no commercials and i can choose to only watch THEIR videos,yang lain inda payaaah.inda suka!hahahahaha.

i am trying really hard to post some pictures here,tapi my hp ada fever kali,sooo she's acting up.acting like a B!£cH hmmmmmmmmmmm inda ku mau bali HP baru.coz i know i'll be mistreating it just like my Satio then rusaaaak tia lagi before the guarantee.takde guna nyeeeeeeeeee.



OH OH OH.... 
 one thing i really really want is BIG SEXY HAIR!!!thanks to bubzbeauty's big sexy hair tutorial,i achieved a fuller volumized hair.and it was awesome. i FELT it was big and sexy.hahahaha.sooooo yeah.most of my pictures from Paul's Farewell are with the boyfriend.he bluetoothed some pictures to me,and as ive said my HP is being an A$$ for now.let's bear with it.

 WANT SEXY BiG HAIR ALA CHERYL COLE!!!!!!!!!!!*duuuuuh,who doesn't??*
plus that long hair makes me  jealous.i really want extensions,but coz being a Trainee Engineer is so hard,YES HARD,paloh and panas and having no time and no place to look glamorous,soooooo having extensions on are like INDA PAYAH!grrrrrrrr

maybe my body

so,i stopped by Best Eastern the other day to get my month's supply of magazine.and i always have to make up my mind whetehr to buy the malaysian or Singaporean issues.

SO,this month i went with the Singaporean issues of Cleo and Seventeen.coz i just found out they were cheaper than the Malaysian ones.and also coz this month's Cleo had free goodies and an extra Cleo Body booklet.
i was kind of excited coz the cover said something about an easy 6-month plan for Best Body.

JADI NYAAA!i was like,that is ssoooo for me.coz i am one person who tends to not stick to a fitness plan and 6 months sounded realistic and easy.tapiiiiii.udah saya baca,mau nangis juga lah.
Is it coz i am a lazy person and have no motivation?and is it really the best plan?i was on the brink of giving up being fit,coz if this plan was easy,why did it look murderous to me still?It included eating organic foods,being somewhat a vegetarian and eating raw and cleansing meals.APAKAN TU??DOES THAT SOUND EASY?I DON'T THINK SOOOOO!!


SO!i made up my mind to start my own fitness plan.i am not gonna say it's not difficult at all and that any girl can easily follow!
-->first off my list of things to making Ayu fitter is to make homecooked meals.
-->then,try to avoid fried foods and anything involving oil.(trust me it ain't easy,i looove cucur pisang and fried popias soo much.CANNOT RESIST!)
-->and if i HAVE to use oil,i try using extra virgin olive oil only.
-->share food (especially with the boyfriend and the two buddies!)
-->or have breakfast,skip lunch,early dinner.though the boyfriend always says his dinner is at 8.30pm and any meals before that is just SNACKS!(God help me -____-" )

so those are my ways for now.i'll update some more after awhile.
i know i haven't included my exercise regimes.pasalnya,i haven't exercised these few weeks since I had the flu and cough last week and my work was really heavy this week.don't need exercise.HAHAHAHA

APA LAI???LAGI??!!

HAHAHAHA.AOOOO!   LAGIII!  LAGII!!   LAGIIII!!

so i went to FACESHOP....again!!and now i spent more than $100. last week,i went and bought $70 worth of Faceshop.kata boyfriend, "she went to Faceshop and bought the whole kadai!" HAHAHAHA. it's true. I'M OBSESSED!!

i bought,their foundation (though i have two of them already but their not good for everyday wear so i had to HAD to buy a new one),
i bought their eyeliner (though i have tons of faceshop eyeliner i still bought a new one since it's like got a sharpener and it's waterproof :D ),
a new eyeshadow,but this time their the silver gray combo.i don't have those colours.i only have pink ones.hehe,
3 face masks and i got 2 masks free,
and eyeshadow brush (first time tah ni ku pakai brush since i always apply with my fingers),
and a body lotion. THIS WAS THE MAIN REASON I WENT TO FACESHOP.i wanted to buy their body lotion.i wanted Secret Blossom,pi abis stock nya,so i got Honey Suckle.

there.....i got another booklet of vouchers lagi,so bear with me....I AM GOING TO HAVE ANOTHER SHOPPING SPREE NEXT MONTH!!!!

maybe i should do a review of these products. since like i have a whole lot of their stuff. i think that's a good idea. maybe i should make one now.



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FACESHOP HONEY SUCKLE BODY LOTION REVIEW!

Since i was planning to buy the body lotion for a long time (2 weeks IS a long time hehe),so i should start my review about it first.

i used some when i tested the lotion di kadai nya tadi. i smelled really really good. macam i just got out of the shower. BUT since it said it provides moisture 24 hours, so it feels a little sticky. so i think it would be a bad idea if i used this during work. coz then,it will be really unfomfortable no? the smell stays for a long time too,so it substitutes my cologne.

AND one thing is for sure,if you really want moisture,coz you have like dry sensitive hands or skin,then i would recommend using ROSKEN.so Faceshop's body lotion is only good for normal moisturising lotion and sweet smelling lotion.

I LO..LO...LOVE IT for nooooowwwww...can;t wait to fully use it after my morning shower.

YAIS SKRIIIMMM!

we had  a rough patch a couple of days.but we got through!!
THATS WHYYYYYY...to celebrate us being ok,we ate THE ROCKY ROAD!get it??get it??hahaha.I knowww~~,I'm lame.

WE WOOOOV ICE CREAM!!

syafiq

ONE LESS ELIGIBLE BACHELOR :((

HEHE.CONGRATS TO SYAFIQ.YA KAHWIN SUDAH.

eye bags HELLO!

Yesterday,i made a post before i went to bed,and i was seriously blabbing about anything that came out of this head of mine.but,thank god,the internet was being it's crazy self and inda mau connect lagi,so that post was gone.like POOF!ALL GONE.at first i was the one who went crazy like the internet,then i saw it as a blessing.eseeeeh,over tia.i was like,that post was CRAP! (and now i'm making this post as crappy by blabbing about the previous post tah pulang) anyhoooooooooo..


went to watch THOR today.it was GOOOOOOOOD,pasal ada Natalie Portman. I absolutely adore her!!
i try to watch all her movies,and most of the ones i've watched turned out to be good.the first movie that i loved and still love is V FOR VENDETTA! tak pernah fed up liat that movie banaaar!
so yeah,i may be bias about THOR saying it's good,just coz of Natalie Portman.hehehe.so i rate the movie 8/10. lagipun Si Thor atu was HUNKYYY~~and ridiculously tall.did they made him tall,or is he like originally that TALL??!

i was looking for a picture of Thor,kali terjumpa this picture of him as a cartoon character,kali i was like,THAT DOES NOT LOOK LIKE THOR!WHY DOES HE LOOK SO OLD HERE??hahahaha.*guling2*

anyway,you should watch the movie.it's good!

Kim Jae Won much???

GOOOOOD DAY!

so,after work i did a little cleaning.maybe i hit my head on the wall on the way home,that's why i had a crazy notion to clean the bathroom.
ANYWAAY,when i was happily cleaning,YEAH happily,told you i thought i hit my head somewhere to think cleaning is something worth to be happy about.BACK TO MY STORY,i did some cleaning and while being absorbed in cleaning some soap went and attacked my eye.HAHAHA.you get the idea.
KALIII,now my eye (yeah,one eye) is red and swollen and squinting.and inda beranti kan belair saja aa.SASAK.
sooooo,i was feeling very KIM JAE WON since i have one normal looking eye and one squinted one.VERY him right!

PADIIIIIIHHHHHHH KALI AAAAAAAA!


so that made me into one grumpy person.kali the boyfriend and i ngam ngam lagi kan catch a movie.Red Riding Hood to be exact,it was a good one BUT i was distracted by my stinging eye.i felt disturbed and oddly tormented.HAAAAAH
i couldn't concentrate much on the story and everything else felt annoying.MACAM,i kept on thinking,"when is this bloody movie gonna end??and kenapa the storyline is annoying??and why is that girl sooo white??and why is this couple sitting next to us bloody annoying too??" something like that and MUCH MORE!

so after the movie,the boyfriend mau bawa karaoke and i was very ecstatic.sudah practice nyanyi kali aa.then his mum called bawa makan.soooo,we ended having korean food instead.and sudah tah i felt very kim jae won,so I was feeling totally at home eating kimchi.hahaha.
on a downside,no other kimchi can beat the kimchi from Korea.gambung sudah after makan kimchi Korea.YUUUUUM kali aaa,BULEEEH??hahaha

housewarminggg

Assalamualaikum.

had a little housewarming for Zul's new home yesterday night.we ate LOTS i tell you,LOTS!!

THERE!!at last,the picture.it was one of my favourite pictures of the night.all thanks and credited to AMEERUL for taking the photo.hahaha.
there was seriously a ridiculous amount of food.i think enough to feed a small army.BANAAAAR.i was the full at the end of it,but could manage a bowl of VERY ROCKY ROAD ice cream!NYAAAAMAAAAAAN.i guling2 makan but i HAPPY!!

so yeah,i went back to Manggis with a happy smile and a stomachache.and that's from eating halfcooked seafood with mum's sambal yang pedas tapi nyaman.i vowed to myself to continue my diet the next day (which was supposed to be today) but to no avail....i FAILED....MISERABLY.

it's a crying shame!!

HEEELPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!


goodnight world.i'll go to bed feeling sorry for myself.haaah.

GOOD MORNING!

GOOOOOOD MORNING!!!!!

i had a nice sleep last night,eventhough there was a damn blackout.that made me go bed early AND miss the Royal Wedding! YEAH,i was pissed off!!

i was not only pissed off,i was HUNGRY!!which made me even more angrier,pasal the bloody microwave DOES NOT WORK WITH NOOOO ELECTRICITY KAAAN!!
jadinyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,i had to eat some watermelon for my dinner!! yeah yeah yeah,i know i wanted to go on a diet and the blackout madfe it happen! HAHAHAHAHAHA. *ketawa sambil nangis*

ANNNND this morning, woke up, NO PARENTS equals to NO BREAKFAST!!!

hey again

its been awhile.

YUP.that's the understatement of the year. coz it has been two,three,four whiles.

i'm quite sorry,dear blog for abandoning you for quite sometime.
i've had not the time to write plus the internet connection here kinda suck.ANNNNND that's another understatement of the year.

maybe i'll start to become a more avid blogger,or this is just another random post on a boring Wednesday night.i really hope it won't be the latter.

in summary,life has been a slow start since i came home.it has been quite a routine,not that i am ever complaining :P

OHH YEAH.i have changed.PHYSICALLY!!

thanks to the ever available and ever tempting food. SASAKKU NYAMU!!
cannot resist waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. and ive realised all my pictures are about food. so,i think it would be a snore for people to look at them. but i think ive decided to post some of them nice food pictures once in a while,or two  or three.hahaha.

i'm off.

miss you!

come back please!i'm sick and tired of waiting!!

"bagi sejam...jadi dua jam.."

so,i got my last module's result,and i passed.WEEHEE.ABIS SUDAH!read my lips people,H.A.B.I.S.!
now,i can pack in peace.no more worries,anxiousness and stressed out nights.

last tah tu sudah...

tomorrow's my last day of school.last day of practicals.last day of freaking lectures.

but surprisingly,i feel nothing.NADA.NIL.not even a speck of relieve or sadness.maybe balum terasa,but still!
i've been packing my ass off and i'm quite proud of myself,i've packed 2 boxes, though it made me a very grumpy and cranky person.
UNTUUUUHHHHHH!

i've passed my modules 7 and 11 with marks that boleh di banggakan jua lah.which leaves the ever nerve-wrecking essays.GOSH!so i'm like 98% to the finishing line.i can smell the glory,the success,the pure satisfaction!

come join me JUMP,JUMP,JUMP,JUMP!i feel so fueled up whenever i think about going back home.i feel like an ENERGIZER BUNNY.my batteries are fully charged,i'm gonna blow any second.even now,lying on the bed i feel like jumping up and down and around.but my hands,i can't feel my hands from moving all the boxes around and feeling how heavy everything is.it doesn't feel that heavy,so i feel safe.heeeeh

and i have tons and tons to give away it's ridiculous!but still my clothes are piling higher than ever.aku inda mao bali lagi though so tempted since i LOVE spring collections.the flowers and all the sunshine-y colours.feels like rolling on a meadow or something.maybe i'm so fed up of the cold.who isn't if you've been living 2 years in horrid,cold AND wet environments.
but,i have to say,i'll definitely miss this weather.

enough is enough

aaaaahhhhh...dwelling my self in the past,is not a pretty thought.but still,i think of the past as if it means a hell lot to me,when it only feels like a glimpse of my childhood.

were my decisions wrong?were my choices black and white that it seems so DEAD ON.no,i was not naive back then,nor am i now.maybe i was just not sober enough to realise that SAYING ONE LITTLE THING could actually mean a whole other thing.nooo,i was not drunk,i was more daydreaming.

did i do the right thing?am i DOING the right thing?
what IS the right thing goddamnit?
was i the one to start this never ending facade?hiding behind a veil that doesn't cover much but still creating questioning looks and curious thoughts.well,which mostly came from strangers whom ive known for so long.
i know them by name,but not their true faces.they seem to be fading the moment i get closer.they seem to have transformed into a beast from early memories.

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!
this is not the time to abide to unsettling thoughts.not when you could actually see THE LIGHT at the end of that dark and horrific tunnel that has become my journey for so long.maybe I need civilisation,a warm touch,something familiar.BUT I'M STUCK HERE,STUCK IN THIS DARKAGES OF TORTURE AND FALSE RENDITIONS.


i need help.*full stop*

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i'm just not thinking straight.everything's a blur.a hideous blur.

no i know why.i'm jealous.i'm jealous coz she is beautiful and actually clever,while i'm this old wannabe caught in the middle of an obscure optical illusions.

yup,it's confirmed.everything's an illusion.

i'm off...........................................

bye bye module 7 for now

YAAAAAYYY!!i'm done with module 7! as of for now pulang tu saja..until i get my result and confirm saying i've passed with flying colours *excuse the pun*...

and i'm proud to say i am quite confident,eseh,bangga~,that i could pass.BUT,(there is always a but in a good news right?),not very confident about my mcq.

I KNOW I WENT OUT EARLY OF THE EXAM HALL TADI,BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I KNEW ALL THE ANSWER.cali jua orang botswana nya ani.cakap nya macam only 10minutes i sat for the exams then went out,but padahal it was half hour sudah.kali cakapnya aku confident.AMIN KALAU BANAR,TAPI ITU BUKANLAH YANG BENAR.huuuuhhh.

but at least i hope that my essay would be out of the way.waaaahh..people must be getting annoyed i sound over confident ani.jangan over confident ani yuu,kana sumpah jadi batu karang.HAHAHAHA *salah cerita*

anyhooooooooooooooo..last exam on thursday then left with one more week of practical,then i'm gonna be busy packing my stuff,and stuffing them in boxes to be stuffed with wani's and nins' stuff.*banyak jua stuff stuff ku ani* i hate the thought of me packing!and finding for boxes!and having to leave all my things and throwing them away~GIMANA INI DONG??!!!GIMANA???

scream and shout eyh?

am i making everything into a big a deal??
entah eh!!
let's scream and shout!!

let's scream and shout,like we did last summer,ooooowwwhhhhh,scream and shout like we did last year~

i've gone crazy,why did i even change "let's twist again" into "scream and shout"??hahaha.doesn't make sense does it?or maybe it doesn't make sense at all,so it makes sense in my mind? *apakan..

anyway,i had a great and fulfilling dinner with the three amigos.it was to celebrate our 26th national day.with cakes and candles lagi tu.and we were all dressed up lagi tu.and ada banyak makanan lagi tu.and kana bagi lollipop lagi tu.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
yuuup.if i made a composition that "interesting" i would soo gonna get an A.HAH!

sooo to conclude everything,i am broke!completely broke!!i have no idea where all my money's gone to.even my savings are like nearly reaching zero!GILA KALI!hahaha.should stop spending on useless things,like food for once.makan pasir lagi bisai.asal ada duit.HAHAHAHAHA.

so next week is exam week and i have two humungously tremendously remarkably HUGE exams.well,for me they are,so just shut up if you think otherwise.so i'm gonna be stuck at home doing revisions.i hope so.maybe i'll do that after 1 hour from now pasal my stomach is CRAZEELY FULL!which equals to eyes barely open.which means the bed is calling.which means i need a strong dose of coffee QUICK!!

HELP!

im stuck at home today pasal this morning i felt like shit!i couldn't get up the bed,pasal my parut still sakit.
then now that i'm at home resting,im bored!at least i got to catch the postman today!MY NEW PHONE IS HERE!but i haven't registered my number yet,so now i'm numberless,and coz of that i feel lost.i can't kacau si awang in the hanger.HAHAHAHAHAHA!

yes,i know i should take this opportunity to do some revision but my mind is not on it at all.it's like blank.and when i try to pun something inside my brain,it acts as a sieve and drain everything out.IT'S RIDICULOUS!
maybe i need some motivation to make me all perked up to study,tapi nada!sudahtah have to read thousands of files!and then baca millions of essays lagi.

i don't want to fail!not when i'm soooo close to finishing this course!macam 2 more exams then i'm done baybeh!i'm going home! *or am i?*
well,i don't know but i like to think that i am.ha ha ha!

not soooo looooooooo....

i feel not sooo great..not great at all.
macam tidak mahu buat apa2 rasanya.macam mahu tidur saja.
and today's practical was so hard,not that it's difficult or anything,but it's coz of the aches and the pains that makes working SAKIT!
tapi aku inda mahu give up,or else i'll feel useless brabis!weeeellllll,at least i got things done!how ever slow it was.
YAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

anyway,valentine's over,chinese new year pun over,birthday surprises pun over!
so what else to do loor?
BACK TO $%^&*()*&^%$%^&* REVISIONS!!!!!

i have.....................33 days left til i move out from my house!goossshh!!macam inda lama lagi!
i'm scared to tell you the truth.scared of changes maybe,i don't know how i'll deal with it.OH NO!
inda wah lagi aku balik sini!!!!!!!my home for nearly 2 years!TWO YEARS!!
i did beg my mummy to come and help me pack,and she was like,"bawa saja 1 bag balik rumah,you don't need to bring anything else coz the most important thing is you're back!"

awwwww sweet!!

AND HELL YEAH!i have 100+kg all to myself.so shopping anybody???shopping for MY barang!

maybe i'll make a deal with myself..if saya rajin revision,then can shopping,if not,nada shopping.cana??cana yu??

DEEEEAAAALLLL!!  but can we start tomorrow?pasal parut ku brabis sakit.HAHA

hello people~~hahaha
anyway,i wrote/typed 2 posts a few days ago,but had not even finished a paragraph.
distractions and laziness.

anyway,takde cerite baru pun.so no worries,you've missed NOTHING!

it's just that it's still freaking cold here in lil old perth.i can't say i hate it,pasal ada tah orang tu karang,"imagine balik brunei cana panasnya"..eseehh..kan kan kan,ada wah orang catu.

karang surprise party,then esok inverness,den on sunday snow white on ice baybeehh!im soo excited kan liat the snow white on ice thing coz it reminds me of the Disney on Ice shows time di Brunei.awwwwwww..i miss my sister!pasal i watched snow white on ice di brunei sama iya when we were itty bitty little girls!

bah im off to sekolah!