gerard butler again.

i just checked my blog and i didn't realize that the video was gonna be that HUGE!!sorry...

but aku malas kan edit or anything.so bear with the big annoying thing for now..hehehe.

i need to start reading my notes,coz exam week will start the very minute i come back from the winter holidays!gila kali.ini tidak mahu orang senang ini!hahaha.*eventhough i am laughing but inside i am weeping!*

shit!i forgot to message my mummy back.sorry mummy ku sayang.esok tah since it's very late already in brunei.kesian mummy ku sorang2 di rumah dengan cerita korea nya.pasal my papa go camping.gawd,i remember the day he came back from camping with his friends and he got all excited,macam how i felt when I came back from my camping trip.hahaha.

i wanna go swimming tomorrow since we became like gym members and get to swim for free.esok tah!banar nie!i need to go swimming bad!hahaha.ive been on my ass for hours!and i do not *i repeat DO NOT wanna big J.LO ass thank you very much!hahahahahaha..

owwwhh,daym i lost my student ID.and i need it to go watch movies!pasal movie tickets are cheaper for students,buleeeh.GERARD BUTLER <3<3 WAH TUUUU!i've been waiting so bad to watch LAW ABIDING CITIZEN!!!!!!!!!!

bubur

i am addicted with this awesome trailer,and definitely,addicted to GERARD BUTLER!new hot sexy old guy crush!instead of keanu reeves,i love love love gerard butler.all buffed up and innocent looking when he wants to.*siigghhhhhhhhhhhh*

i feel sick to the bones right now,like literally,my bones hurt soo much,like ive run around at high speed for 2 hours nonstop,then i get all the pains and aches.i am still hungry actually,but eating the bubur makes me FEEL SICK.coz for me bubur=sakit.
not that there's anything with eating bubur mind you.

i wanna eat chocolate so bad!!

beautiful distraction?!

my blog is too pink.
i think i need an overhaul!a C check or something.HAHAHA.
wait,why did i laugh?gila kali..

anyway,i've downloaded royal pains and glee's new episode,tapi i don't wanna watch them yet.takut abis.then,if abis,i don't have anything to watch.BUT,i am overly excited about glee!

so i was digging through my drawers of messiness and chaos just now,after like months of not ever touching things inside of them,and i found cool things!macam,why did i even put these great things away?!and that was just the first drawer.wait till i get to the rest.
god,i get distracted to fast.i was supposed to check for C001 notes,but i ended up digging into a totally different drawer.i knew 110% that my notes were'nt in any of them drawers.tapiii...looking through the crazy drawers seemed a lot more interesting than finding my notes.

but at least i did find my notes.they were under the table.and i knew that all along.and my table was halfway across the room.far far away from the drawers.HAH!

the weather is bullying me soo soo much,i kinda hate it right now!when i'm stuck in the classroom its all sunny and looks very inviting,then the minute we stepped out of class.BOOOOSSSSHHHHHH..rain and wind all over!menunggu di busstop kana moisturiser lagi tu.*water splashed from cars driving pass us*SASAK!well,i shouldn't be complaining too much since a few more months to goooooooo..

the guy does nothing,
the girl ends up weeping,
where did we go wrong?
was i trying too hard all along?

just feeling a wee bit down right now,but i'll survive.i always have,and this time it's not any different.

a million things are running through my head,and what happened today did not make it any better.it's hard for me to smile coz whenever i turn my frown upside down i get teary eyed.like you know the feeling when you think like the water is half full,but the water is not clean.you can't drink that half full water,but instead all you have left to do is throw that half full water down the sink.


YOU KNOW!!

went to asda and rode on the cutest old fashioned bus ever!like aku sakai!i took pictures but all of them are shitty.huh!the inside of the bus,but we didn't take any from outside pasal bus atu berjalan sudah.went to asda and found loads of cheap stuff that i need!like a vidal sasoon straightener for merely 7pounds!gila kali!!like i coouldn't believe my eyes!i wanted to grab one like grab one without thinking but,i did pause to think!i thought of food!hahaha.nins was like,"apa lagi ko kan liat di asda?" and i repeatedly said FOOD!

(i need to get back to asda to get that straightener!PRONTOOO!)

yes,i was THAT hungry.i had little breakfast and no lunch at all!and terus went iceskating.and i love iceskating.i used to hate it for some reason last time,but now my love is back!*apakan.

my eyes are like so BULAR right now.*the word i learned from meerul yesterday,and if ive used it correctly in this sentence*.

why so bular???!!!!*that word is funny*

because i watch too much trailers on youtube and watching Family Guy nonstop for the past few days!now im downloading ROYAL PAINS and im waiting for it to finish downloading.i got that title from my sister's blog,i mean she loves glee,so she has good taste in tv series like me.hahahahaha.

had cucur udang and double chocolate pancakes for breakfast this morning.owwhh no wonder i feel soo hungry,coz i ate this morning saja and now it's 5pm already.i thought i was turning into some couch potato for no reason!and yes,ive been putting on weight,i think.haha.denial mode!thanks to all the food ive been making and all the yummy food bought!payah jua tesco dakat rumah ani i guess. XPPPPPPP

owh where is my hp?maybe mummy's messaged me about the post she's sending me.weehee.i love receiving post from back home,coz it feels like presents during birthdays,really!all excited and jumping up and down.and i can't believe how fast the things arrive!i hope there's a surprise too.like from the last post.the nicest and ridiculouslyy pricey jade!yang aku inda mao pakai pasal kesayangan.hahaha

and to someone going soon.have a safe journey back home.

one year!

HAPPY FIRST YEAR BAByyyy!

we haven't even touched our cake!hahahahaha.
anyway,planned to celebrate at midnight,but we couldn't wake up!hahahahaha adoi maaaaa..so we celebrated in our dreams!
hope to have lots and lots more fun and great years together!
sorry for all the crazyyyyy things and i am glad u sat through all the sad and not great moments!thanks for tolerating all my mood swings!i don't think any sane person would tahan this long.HAHAHAHAHAHA.maybe coz of my cooking that you do..eseehh perasan!
gue sayang bangat kamuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..
and i do hope lots more years would come,and all the years ahead you're there with me!hope you'll never get bored with ME and my antics.i try to make each day as memorable as the one before,coz each minute,hour,day and month are great moments for me!
hugs and hugs and hugs!!!!!!!!!!

ayam masak apa malam anie???gagagagaggagaga

i meant to write all the above in a card but i lost the card i bought...hahahaha..
and i know u do read my blog!!

<3<3<3<3<3<3

GAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!
i was this <============================> ready to pick an outfit for tomorrow coz i thought inda payah pakai coveralls lagi.then!sudah ku brabis mengabiskan kraja ku,KE HANGER TIA LAGI ESOK!
*inhale*exhale*inhale*exhale*

don't mind me.i am in a foul mood for two days straight.maybe even tomorrow.owh you know,it's THE TIME OF MONTH!sudha tah sakit badan!sakit belakang!anie membagi sakit hati lagi bah!huh!
i miss my mummy.
especially now my back hurts soo much.i love her rubbing and massaging my back.nyamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnn~

on a different note,i am totally addicted to watching family guy.entah kenapa.last time i hate it,but it is a lot better than simpsons.dulu,i hate futurama,but now,it is like one of my favourites!bila kah lagi season baru nya keluar.*siiiggghhhhhhhhh.

i wanna watch liverpool so so so so so much!and it was supposed to be a surprise for him,but then my debit card was so effed up that my card was rejected.for more than 3 times!jgn mcm2 berduit jua ku maseh eyh!sooo..it's not gonna be a surprise coz i told him to buy the tickets for us.hahaha.
coz while we were there we could go and visit kedia atu.rindu saya!

to think that i only have 4 months left here!woow!in words 4 months seems such a short time and it bloody is!!such a bittersweet feeling you know.
i will definitely miss this small room.i just can't belive how small it is!
basar panya bilikku di brunei atu.hahahahaha.basar banaar!hahahahahaha.

my sis's new home will be done in 3 more months (give or take).sooooo when i get back brunei,i'll have a new room lagi!hehehe.suka wah i tuuuuuu.i hope it's big.my room that is.even bigger than my room in KB please.hehehe.seriously!at least a bigger closet!my closet is burstiiinnnngggggggggggggggg right now and when i do get back brunei,i am soo gonna shop til i drop!and no one's gonna stop me!haahahaha.
i won't complain if there's a walk in closet even.shared with my dearest sister pun inda apa.hahahahahahahahaha.or the whole house is MY closet.oppppssssssss.

owh well...it's 9pm and i need to read a book.juling sudah mata ku meliat screen ani.

smiles! :DDDDDDDDDD

it is just 9.17pm and i feel sleepy and lazy and honestly,i feel BIG,HUGE,HUMUNGOUSSNUFFLELOFUGUS.i mean,i haven't done anything healthy,like exercising for like weeks!well,if filing and riveting could be considered exercising,then fine!i am feeling guilty for nothing.TAPIIIIIIIIIIIIIII why am i feeling sluggish??!!

i seriously need to clean my room.i am trying to motivate my ass off this couch since 7pm,but after 2++hours,i am STILL on the couch!maybe its the weathre,can i blame the weather please?!it's cold!*full stop* nobody in their right mind wants to do anything in the cold right,except in snuggled up in cosy balnkets!right?RIGHT!!

tomorrow,having dinner with Shefali,our new friend.so i am going to eat ROTICANAI!eksen kuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.i wish it's going to be roticanai tomorrow.nyaman wah tu kalau banar and dosai.waaaah!

kami kana belanja donuts and cookins from mark tadi,pasal we passed module 15!yaay us!siok eh kana dulur ani.maybe cause we're sunshines and rainbows in their lives!*apakan hahahaha.well,we were called scarily cheerful and always happy by our lecturers.maybe that's why i don't have anymore energy after school,pasal i used all them energy(energies?) back in school.senyuman itu satu sedekah,and makes us look a lot younger!waseeehh.no wonder i look a lot younger than i am supposed to.*perasan inda betampat!*hahaha

somone just burped on the streets,dapan THAT BAR and i can hear him burp as clear as him burping next to me.HAHAHAHA.i am like 2 storeys high!god!atu nyaring.

so i was thinking,what if i go and sleep now,and later aku bangun,jadi burng hantu?!hahaha.genki seems to agree since he's still sleeping with muffin.then later they'll be the lives of the party tengah2 malam,and why not i join them right?!RIGHT!!

bah off i gooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

HAPPY BDAY!!

happy 20th bday to my best best best friend who i miss miss miss miss soooo much!!
another bday i miss,so i'll make it up to you when i get home.soon,very soon!
anyway,have a great birthday without me again.huh!aku tiup candles mu dari jauh tah sajaaaaaaaa T____T
u're 20 babe.WE'RE 20!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahahahahahahahaha.no more teens teens eyh!not that aku will ever suruh kau act 20 and berakal2 tah,coz that will be very boring.kan kan kan.
i miss you!!did i say i miss you??!!hahahahahaha.majal.

*bila kawin????kihkihkihkihkihkihkih.

loads and loads and loads of love love love love and hugs hugs hugs and kisses kisses kisses all the way from perth!


ps=sorry mencuri pic mu dari fb,pasal aku suka pic anie brabis!hehehehehe

fly fly awaaayyyy

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there goes my money...fly fly fly...jadi stray bullets main paintball last weekend.
owh yeah,i paid a lot of money for bloody lips,bruised arm and an aching bodeyh!
opppss..not forgetting lots and lots and lots of FUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!
crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy fun!

and let me tell you,i have never been this scared my whole life!i think i set my mind to "thisislikevietnamwarwherethebulletscanactuallykillyou" thinking.see,i read/see too much war-ish things,thanks to me being very interested in History.gaaaaaaahhh!
i didn't finish all the games pasal....
well,mainly pasal all my bullets are gone.like POOf gone!hahaha.coz i thought i was in left4dead where bullets are like unlimited,so me being all rambo-ish mode finished all my bullets in one go!suka i.then,sudah abis bullets baru tah terpikir mahal kan membali lagi.hehehehehehe.
and it hurts kana tembak atu,and scared the shit out of me thinking i would die any minute,so I GAVE UP!

i admit that paintball is not my thing.inda ku mao lagi!not that im saying i didn't enjoy myself at all,MAHN,i had a TOTALLY AWESOME time.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

nothing exciting this week i guess,or maybe desiree's visiting this weekend,and i hope SO she can come!if not,then the only interesting thing for me this weekend is bali HAYAM.hehehehe.i miss my kari ayam and my bbq hayam.yum yum!

talking bout food,i am soooooooo inda sabar to get my hands on excapade's sushi when i get home!thanks to wany glasgow's status saya craving much much sushi right now,and the nearest sushi i can get is from tesco!tapiii kaaaaaaaaaannnnn inda nyaman baaahhh!!!!so where is this yo-sushi place anyway?!!i ahve to HAVE it!*whatthebuck*HAHAHAHAHA.too much youtube.

ooooooooooowwwhhh!!which reminds me i need to post something importanto!bye!

lalala..love

dear blog,i am seriously prone to cuts and bruises.i broke my nail,cut my finger,smashed my palm and bruised my thumb with a hammer.HAH!in one day sajaaa~
in conclusion,i am a veru sensitive person,who gets hurt easily,sp don't break me denagn sesuka hati kamu.

HAHAHAHAHA..DUH?!watthehell was i saying back then,and when did i start using DEAR BLOG as the beginning of a post?? -_____-""

so today,si control handsome found out that i have a boyfriend who actually lives with me.HAHAHAHA.it was funny when he was like,"your boyfriend's in the same bus as us?he's going to punch me when he sees me talking with you." paloi!i am a flirt,but don't get me wrong,everything's HARMLESS! coz,(i will only say this once),i'm bloody taken!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..shoot me!
owh well,i guess after this he'll be ignoring and avoiding me,is being NOT single a disease?that other guys need to stand back?i'm just being friendly,am not wanting to ask your hand in marriage!

soooooo........

LOVE = GENKI + MUFFIN!

hahahaha...gotcha!

HALOHALOWEEN

my eyes are a bit blurry right now,maybe coz im staring at my screen too much.DUA kali ah screen ku,mana mau kalah.HAHAHAHA -____-""

anyway,i had loads of fun yesterday trick r treating and i went as a BUNNY!i lololololololoveeee my makeup!!menjadi jua owh aku buat camatu.thanks to michellephan rah youtube for the tutorial!

soooo...when we went out to go trick r treating with us having ZERO thoughts of what to do,kali we met this 4 little girls and they were like,"do you know any good places for sweeties?",and i was like "HAH!we just came out,and it's our first time trick r treating EVER".and coz of that they brought us along.SIOOOKK!
us with our bangangness pun tagged behind them,me with my camera.PACAH!
so they asked us how old we were and i said i was 14,and wanie,14,Nins,15.HAHAHAHAHAHA.percaya drg ani wah.so yeah,i felt totally young yesterday.gagagagagaga *_________*

i got loads and loads of sweeties!and had a blast i nearly had to pinch myself.
ran around and knocking on people's door.
TRICK R TREAT?!!!!

aku inda mao makan jula jula ku pasal aku kesayangan wah!panuh bakul ku trus walaupun when we ran ran ran i lost all of my sweets,pasal now i just realised i RUN WILD!hahahahaha.bertaburan kali eyh sweeties belakang ku.

and on the way home,we got lost pasal we ran (again) from dogs!we were chased by dogs in two directions,so we had to run AWAY from the track back home.hahaha.paluh2 wah ku tu trus.i just don't get why BIG people don't go trick r treating anymore?I WOULD!though i lied saying i was 14.hahaha.