you know that i don't miss you...
but honestly i do care,
when you're not there....
please...don't try to love me cause i seriously can't love you back.....
don't push me and don't force me.....
all you'll get is a nasty broken heart....
it is just plain obvious that i like somebody else eventhough i do miss you sometimes...
he may not like me, he may make me cry...but i know that that is the truth...its not fair to lie to you.....i can't do that....i just can't....
i don't even want to lose you...cause you're mine.....
UNFAIR???it is....
it is unmistakably wrong and conflicting....
but having you and you loving me makes life worth while....
i do appreaciate all the things you did,all the time we spent and all the memories that we had....
i feel like i am the bad guy here...but i know this is the best for you and also for me....
i need to be with ME....you need to be with YOU.....
all i need is the company....a person who actually cares...eventhough all those things i said are lies, i just don't love you that's all....
the things that i wrote and the things that i said are just words that i know you want me to say...that's why i said it....for you...
but LIES, all the same...
you may beg,you may cry...
i just can't,i won't deny....
i couldn't give you a tear,
not even a frown,
i just don't feel anything,
even if you dig way down...
please...don't do this to me.....
walk out of my life
and stay away.....far far away....
don't try to come back.....
i may want to find you...
but go.....
along the way,your broken heart may heal and mind will find a new place to love and remain....
ps: cause of you...i am EMO-sh and honestly,i don't like d feeling....
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