rain rain on my rooftop...

i still can;t find my ST1 maths textbook.....MY GAWD...where the hell did i put it??!! it is soooooooo depressing...*sob sob*
plus it is raining right now and for awhile there i thought there was going to be ablackout coz my lights went off for a split second...

MANA KAN DAT STUPID ST1????

i've checked every freaking place.....under my bed, under my table, in the cupboard.........search search searchiiiiinnnnngggggg.......
nvm.......i'll just be me and copy from someone tomorrow....

aarrrghhhhh...adding to my so-called depression, i have not shop for the last 4 days....*yesh,yesh i count days when i am shopping-less.........but after reading celez's blog and reading her shopping sprees i felt like crying....like for a minute there i was gonna breakdown coz only in my dreams can i have a shopping mall in front of the school.............i would,like, KILL to have a place like that....lucky u celez......still hating you...hahaha......

keep your mind on searching for that daym book ayu!

concentrate...

AAAAARRRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!mana kan ya??????????????????????????????!!!

breath breath......

SHITTO!!d history presentation!!astaga......

book ayu,book.........yeaaahh yeaaahhh....

*be back after finding the book*

BOOOWWWHHH!!

we had a history test today, but azrina n me, we were boycotting the test......to tell you the truth i dunnoe why we were boycotting....but doing something bad is what i always look for....hahahaha......
we boycotted by not writing anything on our papers except ONE line. it was the longest 45 minutes of my life!! i was sitting there, doing nothing *of course*, except smiling here and there....my hand was twitching to write something more, cause i KNOW the answer....it was just too obvious...i read my history notes kan sudah yesterday.....but because of the boycott, i just had to....call me stoopid...CHEAP THRILL....it was....and also i promosed azrina....if not she wanted to, => "ku koyak kan papers mu karang!ku trajang ko!"...those were her words....hahahhaa......
but the funny thing was, the history teacher suruh wah buat a so-called make-up test......such a softie......owhhkayy i have to admit i was guilty.....A BIT!but it was fun......i just had to do it.....welll,it was better than cheating kan kan....issit?????

*yawn yawn*

i am dayymm ngantok....i've yawned likea couple million times....but i have to, i just have to keep myself awake....HW punya pasal lah....hate it!!and i had a late music class....i was like playing drowsily....like HEL-LO, pukul 8 til 9 sumthing the class and i need to sleep early to be "fresh"...majal wa tcher music ah.......

plus lage interenet connection lambat...i was like, WTF!!!!i was waiting like hell....*if there's such thing*....and i have a history test tomorrow....like, DIE loooorrr.......

GAWD...ayu,you are embarassing.....i was struggling to open powerpoint which Afi sent to me...i was like,click here, click there......thank goodness it was not gone...lau inda....afi would kill me...heheheh...

OWH YEAAAHHH.....thank you kid for the lovely lovely skin.........LOVE it!!!!!welllll....anything is better if i'm not the one changing it.......hehehehe.....

shoes shoes shoes

aren't these just plain CUTE??????i love them to the max...i have to get them!!!i just have to....but i dun noe where the hell i can get them......lawa kaaaaaaaann!!!!
if only i can get my hands on them i would trade it with my other shoes....seriously serious!!!!hehehehe.....



and this....it took my breath away!!!aaarrrghhhhh.....i wish i could shop on eBay....and i would buy tons and tons of shoes and on the top of the list would be these lovelies!!!yeaaaahhhh.....



the HOTTEST shoes EVER!!!
i have the strong urge to go shoe shopping afetr looking at these beauties!!i am sooooo going to die!!i need the $$ plang.......nvm.....tunggu chinese new yr sale......i am going to shop til i drop!!...well...til my wallet KOSONG lahh...hahaha

my fave shoe shops are..

CHARLES AND KEITH....
for their hawt hawt hawt high heels....and i love that they have branches at every stores that i like to go...and thank you for opening one in Kuching!!!aarrrghhhh....i can't wait to balek kuching.....C and K...here i come!!!

MOMOE (KL)
for their funky kawaii-style heels......
however, i can only visit them when i go to Kl....which is like twice a year saja.....and i totally forgot whether they are japanese or korean...which ever,as long as they are C.U.T.E.!!

BATA
for their comfort and affordable shoes.....i am aiming for this hawt black strap heels which cost like 59.90...soooo over my budget, but i'll try to beg from my dad...and i only have 40% of successful begging....hehehehe....nvm....never give up!!!

oooowwhh myy gaawwdd.....
i sooo need to change my background or watever u call the skin of my blog....it is soooooooooooo OLD!!!!!!it is nice, but it IS old kan kan kan.......

i need help KIDAH if u r reading this...hehehe.....i need you....hahahaha......i knoe ko nada perasaan nie.....hahahahaha...but come on...inda kan kawan mu yg hopeless anie inda ko mau tolong...hehehehe.....*begging on my knees*...i dun even noe how to create power points thingie......pathetic!!!i am not computer savvy or a tech junkie....i want to become one...and i tried my best, but i guess i am not cut out doing it.....paloiii....that is wat i am....*sob sob*

aneeeewwhooo.....i failed my physics again...SURPRISE SURPRISE!!!not at all.......gila kale....and my maths hw lage alum ku abis kan....like WTF!!!!wat am i doing??????wat is going on with me????i was never this disorganise!!

I NEED SLEEP I THINK.....

YEAHH.....THAT IS A GOOD THING.....
*yawn yawn*

AAAHHHHHH.....a igh of relief.......i AM sooooooo relieved!!!!my presentation is over.......it is DAYM over!!!!!eventho it was waaaaay crappy and waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy embarassing,but we made it...i am prud of me and my group...weelll,for even finishing it just now. i thought it was gonna be worse....HUUUUUHHH.....caliieee lah tadi...like muka kame blur TO THE MAX!!!but it was okay.....it was okkayyy.....
if anything was crappy, it was because of that GIRL!!!!gawddd....i still want to KILL her!!!OMG!!!!!OMG!!!!yeeesss...i was plastic tadi Nabil, dpan iya i was like smile here and there, u dun need to "say" it tadi...hahahaha......GILA KALE!!!naaaahhhh......
and i love my friends....always there to listen to my naggings and complains...sal time after i went offline aku trus call c sharon and was "bitching2 like hell".....and i BURST TO TEARS sal na tahan.....OMG......the, after calling sharon, called zatie lage......and then cried like hell lage...macam i was thinking, where did all those tears come from....hahaha....mana inda i felt sooooo dehydrated.....gawd that SLUT!!! (i dun like calling people bitch, they never deserve that title).....and she acted all innocent....kkan ku sepak muka nya....ISSSSHHHHH!!!!!

i am not too mad now coz i am full.....YUMMY tadi makan arah "aji amat" watever my dad calls that place....i luuurrvvveeee his ikan bakar!!d best!!!!i was like eating a whole fish w/out anything else.....

i am listening to Britney Spears song....and gawd i dun noe whyi love d song..."piece of me"...it is soooo dance-y and i love her vidclip....i feel like dancing every single time i watch it....you know, strutting my ass around2...hahahaha......(dun tell azrina i like the song, coz i always say i hate Britney to the max...hahahahah...labs u gurl!! *eksen*..)

breathe....breathe....

aaarrrghhh!!!i am soooooo stressed out rite now!!!rasa kan makan org dah ku nie......nie nah pasal pompuan sekong atu ahhh!!!!!SHITTO to the max!!!huhuhuu.....i am waaaaaaaaayyy waaaayyy waaaaaaayyy cranky!!!!!it is past my bedtime kale ah!!!!
i have been sitting in this chair since 4.30 and it is now 8.45......i wanna cry....my butt hurtssssssss....huhuhuhu...........
i dun like this feeling....i have never felt this cranky before!!huhuhu..*lying*...

thank gawd ada kan d chat ngan...lau inda, i would have gone INSANE!!!thankz shar for calling and talking with me and affy for "listening" to my bitchiness....hahaha...

I HAVE NOT SEEN THE PIC...BUT SINCE IT IS A CAT....ITS IS CUTE WITH ITS FUR ALL MESSY......

this is the bear my sister bought me when she was in UK. isn't it cute???? i just lurve teddies to the max!!!! bears are like my second best animals in the world, which is after cats.
i am going to call it Paddy. guess where i got that from. "PADDIngton bear",i fu couldn't guess.....hehe....i like names with "y" at the end...for bears that is...it shows teddy bear-ish characters...which is just plain cute and huggable!!
it sooooooo going to sleep beside me tonight. *sigh* it looks sooooo london-ish doesn't it......hahahaha...DUH~~!!!*smack self on head*....

my mum will be home for another hour......aaaaaaahhhhh..........an hour of freedom...if you even can call that being free....*apakan*....soooo,i was alone at home today..the whole morning, so, i watched my favourite movie again...for like the 100000 million millionth time....V for Vendetta...GAWD i just LURVE that movie...touching, yet sweet and very interesting. this movie is one of my most watched movies, tapi maseh inda dpt lawan HARRY POTTER....all 5!!seriously serious....i practically noe every single dialogue...which annoys Aainaa to the max!!hahahaha......which is an added plus,dats why i lurve doing it everytime she watches with me....hahaha....sowee sis....it is just natural to annoy sisters...still labs u tho...hehehe....*kan ngambil ati,gaji bila kluar???hahaha*

p.s.wanted to post pics tapi lagging bah internet nie...watever u call it....next time je ye.......it is past my bedtime.....hehehe

i don't like my font....its hard to read my writing.....paloi kale....and d thing is,i don't freakin noe how to change them...i suck in the computer department, all i knoe is how to copy and paste, and that i still have trouble with....GILA KALE!!!!heeeelllllppp........

aneeeeewaaayyy....I'm starting to like my GP group. i hate to admit it, but they are waaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy funny and lotsa fun. but GP in general is N.O.T. fun!! just my group dat is.
but i can't believe Affy or Qamarul watever he is called, said i was ORANGE!!hahahaha.....it still makes me laugh every single time i think about it. calling me ORANGE!!astagaaaaaaa.......i mean, he said my skin colour looks orange..which is weird right. issnt it????please say it is!!hahaha....
Affy.....Sharon said that name makes him gay. hahahaha...cian yaaaa.....but after saying his name a few hundred times, it does sound gay-ish...a bit.....like A LOT!!!hahahahaha.......*soreee ye~~*...sharon's right..it sounds waaayy gay....I'm just getting back at him for calling me ORANGE!!hahahahaha........

i am not ORANGE
i am not ORANGE
i am not ORANGE
i am not ORANGE
i am not ORANGE
i am not ORANGE
i am not ORANGE

hahahahha.......trying to convince myself.....my skin is not orange-ie.......gila gila.......my mom calls me the yellow one in the family, but never orange......
asta.......paranoid apa ayu ahhh.....sabar sabar......SOTNESS!!!!

this is one of the reasons why I look forward to PS time and going to the canteen.
doesn't it look YUMMY????hehehehe...
and the excitement of knowing that lemon was available....ooowwwhhh.....pure heaven!!
nyaman kale aaaaahh~~.........which is why PS time is my favourite subject...which also includes gossiping and checking2 out on GBS!!!
*GBS is a so-called secret code zatie and I use for my u knoe who's group...hehehe*

my fren,shaeyna and i were chatting happily tadi and was reminiscing about good old times.
laughing bout our sot-sotness when I was young...young-er that is....i'm not old!!hahaha...though i think of myslef as old, but not mature, just plain old...hahaha...
i started to like playing boggle on the laptop and that makes me feel like an old lady.....living with her cats!!.....hhmmmmmmm...that doesn;t sound like a bad idea...d cats part that is.......

annyyyyway,shaeyna's nick was cute which is "i dream of me and my boyfiee makin lots of tattoo and doin piercin together and rock our head off!"
sooooo...coz of that i want to make a list of things that i WISH i could do with my "boyfiee"...when i get one boyfiee that is..*pathetic!*..hahahah...and eventhough most of them are too far-fetced,it is harmless to dream ryt...

1. picinic at the beach, at night.
2. read a loud to each other at the park, sitting on blankets
3. watching the stars......
4. watching a tv series marathon till early morning...non-stop..
5. baking together and getting our hands "duurrty"...eventho i suck in the baking department..
6. hmmm...a tattoo sounds nice, but i hate needles, so if he does it on him just for me, i dun mind...heheh
7. SHOPPING!!!where he buys my things and i buy his...how cool is that???
8. playing in the rain.......dancing and singing in the rain.
9. a trip to the zoo or animal shelter,and gives me a kitten as a gift.awwwwww...
10. the big TEN...just talking to him over a nice dinner...nice dinner includes,a fancy restaurant, fancy food and fancy everyting....

okay, the last one may make me look very "eyes on $$" thingie, but who issnt!compared to the rest, come on, i'll make a low maintenance GF...i think..."watching the stars, come on, u dun need to pay to watch stars.....hahaha...

bah eyhhh.....ngantok ler........syiok sendiri ayu tok kelak...iboh d layan nya gilak.....hahahahahahah