open house dunkeld 2008

SERIOUSLY random pictures taken during our lil open house d dunkeld...owh..2008!!!
had lots and lots of fun.....tho inda byk org datang...like seriously...but we had our own fun...hahaha...

ngaleh but it was worth it...
bonding bonding lageee~~

soree d pics are like tunggang terbalik...haha...brabisly malas kan atur....i mean there are tons of em pictures....

poem

my first poem in scotland...written here in this small bedroom of mine...

Am I not the girl who could win your heart,
Do u wish for me when we’re apart?
Shame the thought of your embrace,
Just couldn’t think of anything else….

I can’t escape,or so it seems,
I’d run away,you’re in my dreams,
Sometimes I wish we could pretend,
Not forever,even just for the weekend….

I was nervous you’re by my side,
You could tell,so you held my hand,
All I know is I can’t hide.
Feels like I can never be the same….

Love has been away too long,
And it seems that I can’t shake our memories,
I even had our own love song,
Love me just a bit,do you promise….

Will you say that you’ll be mine,
I can’t wish everything’s gonna be fine,
When we’re alone can’t you see,
There’s nothing more that you and me….


ps=the best place for poem writing is in the classroom...it actually takes all the boredom away.....beats getting caught sleeping in class...at least i looked like i was doing sumthing...haha....

What happened to forever after,
I don’t understand all these,
First, we were together,
Then here I was begging, begging please.

I won’t ask for too much,
All I crave is your tender touch,
But you wouldn’t even look at me,
Where is the l.o.v.e.?

I’ll just watch you from afar,
I’ll just love you from here,
Hugging myself at night,
You and I, just felt so right.

I am fed up of pleading,
All my heart does is bleeding,
But will I ever see your face again,
Eventhough all you ever gave me is pain.

Will you ever look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you care,
You’ll never ever say goodbye,
But you already went away.

yang anie is another one......yessss...i AM emo sometimes...wait...let me cancel that thought...EMO ALL THE TIME...haha...

life would be dull without emo-ness,let me tell u.....

and those two poems are like interconnected,or issit already that obvious....owh well....i wish i can write lyrics and compose songs as easily as others can....WTH...i'll just stick to plain poem writing...

bahhh gtg...

next allowance...

ALOOWAAANNNCEEE KUUUHHH KLLUUAAAAARRR!!!!

nuff said..

naughty girls have more fun~

soooo..i noe im supposed to be revising...or or or buat kueh for open house 11th anie...but here i am all snuggled up under my covers and reading the book which zai gave me for my bday...
heeee...baru kan d buka buku ahhh...hahaha...

come on,it looked waaayyyy more inviting than the thick BLACK FILE with black and white pictures of engines and circuits and tools.....
haaayyy~~..enginner nya sorang anie....owh well....

sooo..back to the book.....
just a few pages of reading thru,i loved it already...and it feels like the book is just for me...heeee....*perasan*....

what a weekend....a book to guide me thru "life",beatles songs and hot chocolate....
what can i ask more for???*well...except for a ticket back to brunei to spend raya with them family and my lovely biatches*

there's this quote in the book which made me laugh and which sooo applies to me is.....

"the wisdom to know that buying ten pairs of new shoes is a valid solution"

it's about trying to get over a guy,fyi....

"DIGNITY ALWAYS,PLEASE,EVEN IN DEFEAT"

"SPENDING HOURS LYING ON THE SOFA LISTLESSLY WATCHING THE TV AND STUFFING YOUR FACE IS NOT A SAD,DEFEATIST WAY OF DEALING WITH REJECTION. NEITHER IS GETTING PISSED ON YOUR OWN. THEY ARE BOTH JUST PERFECTLY UNDERSTANDABLE KNEE-JERK REACTIONS TO THE REALISATION THAT LIFE IS SHIT RIGHT NOW."


till then....
saya mahu jalaaann...

my new watch....

i'm in love with my new watch...
gilaaa..feels like i dun even wanna take it out from its box..hahaha...
even the box is waaaayyy cute!!!







ps = high five for ebay~

home alone...

sooo..i decided not to got o school today...
weelllll,why do u ask???due to some drama and whatnots happening here in little old PERTH....
hell yeah,i was shocked ada drama d sini...at least it keeps me well occupied...not that i like them situations,but also,mind you,im not saying im complaining....
well,let's just say,these past few days were not at all DULL!!

and instead of being cooped up all alone in this house,i went out to the city centre..mcm jauh bunyi nya kan city anie,but actually i am living IN the city centre...haha...

soooo..jalan2...and of course,ayu being ayu,nada inda membali barang...soo i did...who can resist cute stuff anyway???especially lipgloss??? *don even need to answr my question*





soooooo.....was planning to go to dundee today....to go sight seeing...alone at first,then i would've met up with zai....BUT THEN,change of plans...karang sha ke dundee...i dun mind...i shopped...

you should've taken my debit while u can,now that i have shopped my ass off,CANA NIE KAN SPEND D DUNDEE????????????*sudah atuuu~~*

i am seriously a compulsive shopaholic....and i need to be CURED!!!

NOT!!!

heeeeeee.....gtg..kan minum hot choc lage...yummy~~

it's been terribly cold and windy these past few days....
selimut brapa tabal tu yoooo~~
how can i seriosuly survive winter like this when i can;t stand mere autumn....
HAAAYYYY~~

raya <3

raya kame d PERTH SCOTLAND.....it was fun,and it made me forget about the sadness of missing my family and everyone in brunei especially at this time of year...













































next time lage...

drama in my life....

WEEELLL....IT SEEMS LIKE NOTHING THAT I WANT COMES TRUE....

obviously,that's life.....
which sucks a lot...

but i AM grateful that i have the three of you....
eventhough you're all not mine....
wish everything back to normal....but obviously it's not...

now i have my BANTALkuh...KEKASIH GELAPku...and LISTENERku....

don't wanna lose any of you.....