heeeemmmmm...lama dah na blogging...hahahaha....malas wah kan tunggu brunet nie connecting connecting....very imaptient person kale ah ayu nie.....hehehe....
mondaysssss........nothing much.....
NOTHING MUCH????hahahaha....there is never nothing in my life......
let's start from today's morning.....
yonne told me about akmal...ssshhhh...that was supposed to be a secret...hahahaha...astaga......like, everyone noes.....*not really*..
erm then our morning meeting rah H4....hahahaha....keep up with gossips....
i loved sharon's story....hahahaha...wish i was at the SAS Fun Day or watever u call it.....hahaha.........
*intervention*
ooowwwhhh...every time i hear "brunei" in the malaysian news or any overseas news i wud be like surprised....cudn believe brunei's name wud get out of brunei...noe wat i mean...hahahahah......
i am soooo bored that i am watching news right now...kes terpaksa coz inda lama g like government interview...huhuhuhuhu.....
i am sooooo sooooo sooooo worried bout my bm......cam juz now mum and I were like practicing my BM....and at first i sounded like org iban....then like cina sesat then like indon....hahahahaha......nasib lah inda kuar my "yandeke padeya"...hahahahaha......
*back to main*
and i missed the battle of the band and looking for Sharon's new jodoh....hahahahaha.........Sharon Sharon Sharon...laku ko nie....ish ish......
and yet inda ko mao c "shekshi"....hahahaha.....think of the future.....
ooowwwhhh....guess wat i did yesterday....
i was like drawing up a plan for my allowance if i do get to scottie.....
and i found out, i actually dun have much.....
mum said straight out that they will not afford to send me money...hahahahaha......
cian cian cian........
and i asked her what wud be the solution and she said "part time job"
at first i was excited to be a waitress...hahahah....i kinda find waitressing fun or whatever...in movies lah...hahahah...
but then she said,"mana ada drg kan take u for waitressing.....cuci tapak adalah..." *tapak = plate*...huhuhhuhuhuhu......
and despite of her un-encouragement, i still fantasize my "potential" dream PART TIME JOBS....
1) waitressing - still find it "sexy"...thot of waitressing excite me......overseas lah...not in brunei....hahahahahaha
2)singing - hahahaha..i said fantasizing ah....so give me chance to actually FANTASIZE okay....
3)teach violin - eventhough i actually suck in playing myself....
4)journalist - waaaaaahhhhh......part of my dream job....actually getting paid to write....i cud do that the rest of my life....
5)assistant vet - imagine working with animals.....waaaaaaahhhhhhh.....what a thought...*smile smile*
6)working in a book store - gaaaaawwwdddd......imagine working in a place full of books....*geeky thoughts*....
gila.......now thinking of everything makes me soooo excited.....what wud life be like for me.....
to tell u the truth i can't actually picture myself in 5 yrs time.....not even 6 month's time.....heeeeemmmmmmm.....
have not felt myself maturing......still not thiking of my future.....not even a glimpse of it....all i can think of is my future WALK-IN CLOSET!!!imagine all the shoes i can fit in it.....wwwwwwwwwoooooowwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!
shoes.....here i come!!!!!!! ;)
Monday, April 28, 2008
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
hem hem hem......
i noe im late posting bout the prom/dinner/watever fucking thing u all call it. coz i dun care watever u call it, coz i had a BLAST dat day....
i had real FUN!unlike most people.....
i dn get why people complain too much about it..coz i think it went well...not that i am one of the commitees or watever...
it wasn't that bad.....some people said it was better than other proms they've been to...
i have to think of my frenz for making it a day to remember..not including so-called frens who complains behind my back and writing bad exaggerating things in their blogs. u noe who u are...
i think u have to blame urself for making that day boring for urself. not cooperating and having a good time. please lah. cud u all pls look past the bad stuff and at least peek through the good stuff that day coz i noe there were tons and tons of great things that day.
dun linger on complaining about food...or bands...
talking bout food...why not berabut berabut like evryone else. hahahahaha...and to those who got to eat, next time dun be so selfish,like taking banyak2 makanan but inda d abiskan...think of others.....
and dancing...i did dance......it was fun....if u all complain about dancing why not u all WALK to the dance floor like everyone else...inda payah kan kame kan like menjemput kamu ke dancefloor!
and the deco was EXCELLENT!!! the place was great...it was not a bloody storeroom at all.........paloi kale org atu yg ingatnya that place looked like a storeroom!
gawd are u dat thick not to knoe what a storeroom is.....
i think if kamu kan transform a place like that i think u cudn have dun a great job like we did!!i think if u were the to deco i think it wud look worst than a storeroom kale!
and to azrina, sharon, alvin, zatie, akmal and everyone that i am thinking about rite now, thanks for the songs...i will always remember it and it was daym SWEET of u all!!!
thanks for a great time owhkay.....wpun before the prom nite we were all stressed out and snapping each other around...that's becoz we wanted everything to work out well ryt...and i think we did a good job.......clap to selves!!!
p.s. i am still here...hahahaha...lama lage im going kale ahhhh......so u all r still stuck with me for some time....hehehehe
labs u all!!!!!!!!!!!!
i had real FUN!unlike most people.....
i dn get why people complain too much about it..coz i think it went well...not that i am one of the commitees or watever...
it wasn't that bad.....some people said it was better than other proms they've been to...
i have to think of my frenz for making it a day to remember..not including so-called frens who complains behind my back and writing bad exaggerating things in their blogs. u noe who u are...
i think u have to blame urself for making that day boring for urself. not cooperating and having a good time. please lah. cud u all pls look past the bad stuff and at least peek through the good stuff that day coz i noe there were tons and tons of great things that day.
dun linger on complaining about food...or bands...
talking bout food...why not berabut berabut like evryone else. hahahahaha...and to those who got to eat, next time dun be so selfish,like taking banyak2 makanan but inda d abiskan...think of others.....
and dancing...i did dance......it was fun....if u all complain about dancing why not u all WALK to the dance floor like everyone else...inda payah kan kame kan like menjemput kamu ke dancefloor!
and the deco was EXCELLENT!!! the place was great...it was not a bloody storeroom at all.........paloi kale org atu yg ingatnya that place looked like a storeroom!
gawd are u dat thick not to knoe what a storeroom is.....
i think if kamu kan transform a place like that i think u cudn have dun a great job like we did!!i think if u were the to deco i think it wud look worst than a storeroom kale!
and to azrina, sharon, alvin, zatie, akmal and everyone that i am thinking about rite now, thanks for the songs...i will always remember it and it was daym SWEET of u all!!!
thanks for a great time owhkay.....wpun before the prom nite we were all stressed out and snapping each other around...that's becoz we wanted everything to work out well ryt...and i think we did a good job.......clap to selves!!!
p.s. i am still here...hahahaha...lama lage im going kale ahhhh......so u all r still stuck with me for some time....hehehehe
labs u all!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, April 11, 2008
to those yg berkenaan....*ngam kah??*
I am supposed to have my shut eye right now coz I dunnot want to look like some sickly looking girl…
Nway, to jee….why tym chatting ko ckp “I have to apologise to u first” or sumthing like dat….cam tkajot jua ku tu…..eerrmmm…salah antar ka or wat????ngam2 jua d ebuduh nie cam LAME!!aarrggghhh….ssoooooo, apa ceta???sal I cannot log in rah ebuduh to the max nie….
Oowwwhhh…to celez, I am going to kuching before going away…..sooo….ada tah chance kita jumpa before me leaving….dun worry….hehehehe….i definitely wanna check out THE SPRING…..hahahaha…sooooo, we can like meet there….awal planning ayu ahh…hahahaha…..
And to Chriz, kenapa lah sial banar cuti mu nie…cam tym aku d bndr ko d lumut….aaarrggghhh….daym shitness!!!*new word* stoopid hols schedule…..sasak eyh!!
Aaannnndddd…to azrina, aku mao emailc naty or netty or however she spell her name…coz aku cam kan contact sal ya bout Scottie….hahaha….semangat nye ayu nie….msg me or whatever when u read dis….malas ku msg ko ahh…jauh hp ku…ahakz…..
laaabbbssss u all...
Nway, to jee….why tym chatting ko ckp “I have to apologise to u first” or sumthing like dat….cam tkajot jua ku tu…..eerrmmm…salah antar ka or wat????ngam2 jua d ebuduh nie cam LAME!!aarrggghhh….ssoooooo, apa ceta???sal I cannot log in rah ebuduh to the max nie….
Oowwwhhh…to celez, I am going to kuching before going away…..sooo….ada tah chance kita jumpa before me leaving….dun worry….hehehehe….i definitely wanna check out THE SPRING…..hahahaha…sooooo, we can like meet there….awal planning ayu ahh…hahahaha…..
And to Chriz, kenapa lah sial banar cuti mu nie…cam tym aku d bndr ko d lumut….aaarrggghhh….daym shitness!!!*new word* stoopid hols schedule…..sasak eyh!!
Aaannnndddd…to azrina, aku mao emailc naty or netty or however she spell her name…coz aku cam kan contact sal ya bout Scottie….hahaha….semangat nye ayu nie….msg me or whatever when u read dis….malas ku msg ko ahh…jauh hp ku…ahakz…..
laaabbbssss u all...
laaa..laaa....
owh gawd!!....i am sasak-ing here with this internet connection....cam bage sakit ati waaaahhhh........tidak apa....saya bage ini connection one more chance.....cam i still can't chat since like 2 hrs ago...*exaggerating*...hahahaha..
aneeway......we had briefing again with RBA.....and it was owhkay....kana bage offer letter sha and the RBA people buat briefing lah...like duh~~....
and we exchanged no. coz esok we decided to have our medical check all together...
i am daym nervous coz i noe tomorrow invloves long thin scary needles!!AAAARRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH.........
i remembered my last injection which was like 3 yrs ago. and i was like daym nervous that i had to bring chriz and yonne to the hospital with me....for morale support!!my own cheerleader....how sweet!!ahakz.....love both of u to the max!
owh gawd...i am gonna miss u all if ever i get out of this country....cam i can't believe i have to be an ADULT....which is sooooo unlike me....and INDEPENDENT lage tu.....which are two words not in my dictionary....ahakz....
i guess i have to make certain sacrifices lah kan......hhhhmmmmm........*sob sob*
owh gawd...sasakku ku ebuduh anie...like open already....i have been waiting for like hundred years.....ngaleh kale aaaahhhh.....arrrgghh..sasak!!!.....*annoying ayu*...
YAY DAPAT......krg g blogging.....i am chatting nie...hahahaha....*mao2 gto ayu nie*
aneeway......we had briefing again with RBA.....and it was owhkay....kana bage offer letter sha and the RBA people buat briefing lah...like duh~~....
and we exchanged no. coz esok we decided to have our medical check all together...
i am daym nervous coz i noe tomorrow invloves long thin scary needles!!AAAARRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH.........
i remembered my last injection which was like 3 yrs ago. and i was like daym nervous that i had to bring chriz and yonne to the hospital with me....for morale support!!my own cheerleader....how sweet!!ahakz.....love both of u to the max!
owh gawd...i am gonna miss u all if ever i get out of this country....cam i can't believe i have to be an ADULT....which is sooooo unlike me....and INDEPENDENT lage tu.....which are two words not in my dictionary....ahakz....
i guess i have to make certain sacrifices lah kan......hhhhmmmmm........*sob sob*
owh gawd...sasakku ku ebuduh anie...like open already....i have been waiting for like hundred years.....ngaleh kale aaaahhhh.....arrrgghh..sasak!!!.....*annoying ayu*...
YAY DAPAT......krg g blogging.....i am chatting nie...hahahaha....*mao2 gto ayu nie*
Monday, April 7, 2008
the holi holidaaaaayyyy.......
it is already the 2nd week of skul...but, i still would like to rekindle what i did during my school hols. and i know it's not much and not what others consider to be "fun", but i find what i did, to be rather "ayu-like" you know....hahaha
spring cleaning cum bubbles-bubbles everywhere...hahahaha......
pedicure, here i come!....my fave time of ANY day....being pampered, which hurt quite a bit coz i have not had my toes done for quite some time....huhuhu....
vroooooommmm...vrooooommmm........hahahahaha.....
awie and ziana zain brunei......
winding walkway of UBD...i love walking along them....makes the place feel bigger...hahahaha....
went to ubd with chriz and this time when i took the photo was when i had to wait for her.....she was in class....but nvrmind......i kept myself busy, being an outsider....hahaha..."exchange student"....
sleepy max.....the most hyperactive cat ever!!!
but now he is asleep thank gawd!!...isn't he sweet??????
he had quite an adventure that day...him being curious coz of his first journey from bandar to KB...hahahah.....and his first in a car......soooo bising.....!!!
will post 2nd part later......laabbbbsss....
spring cleaning cum bubbles-bubbles everywhere...hahahaha......
pedicure, here i come!....my fave time of ANY day....being pampered, which hurt quite a bit coz i have not had my toes done for quite some time....huhuhu....
vroooooommmm...vrooooommmm........hahahahaha.....
awie and ziana zain brunei......
winding walkway of UBD...i love walking along them....makes the place feel bigger...hahahaha....
went to ubd with chriz and this time when i took the photo was when i had to wait for her.....she was in class....but nvrmind......i kept myself busy, being an outsider....hahaha..."exchange student"....
sleepy max.....the most hyperactive cat ever!!!
but now he is asleep thank gawd!!...isn't he sweet??????
he had quite an adventure that day...him being curious coz of his first journey from bandar to KB...hahahah.....and his first in a car......soooo bising.....!!!
will post 2nd part later......laabbbbsss....
Saturday, March 29, 2008
click here and there.....
this was wat we did at 2-3 oclock in the morning...
i slept over Chriz's house and we had tons of fun, eventhough we were aware that in 3 hrs time, we had to wake up and mandi and stuff,coz chriz had class the next morning, kan ke bndr antar ya ke class....ayu ayu, sanggup ikot.....*but next post more about ubd,coz i forgot to put the pics of today in my lappy*
laaabbsss....
Monday, March 17, 2008
YAY AYU!!
i knew i could do it. pat self on back for having faith on self for having gone through changing template successfull FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER!!!!!
i am soooooo proud of myself, i feel like taking a picture of me trying to change everything with a "full of concentration" face....hahaha...
weeellllll...it took me 2 hours, but hell yeah, i did a good job for a first timer i guess....i told u for the millionth time that i am a "blur" regarding computers and stuff.....
i am soooooo proud of myself, i feel like taking a picture of me trying to change everything with a "full of concentration" face....hahaha...
weeellllll...it took me 2 hours, but hell yeah, i did a good job for a first timer i guess....i told u for the millionth time that i am a "blur" regarding computers and stuff.....
at home.....
i am at home (duh....see title!)...hahahah...on a school day....school morning, coz i skipped school. for the first time for this year....SHOCKING ryt!!hahahahaha....
i only skip history class or physics, but not skip school altogether. anyway, the reason.......only YONNE knows the real reason.....hahaha...
i lie too much already, and i lied again today..........
one day, im gonna get it, but not today....hahahaha...
come in, i have to lie, coz of having the worst (yet the best) registration teacher ever.....who would not even believe me if i said i was in a coma!!apa lagi if i say i was home with a HUGE headache.....huhuhu.....
nway, yesterday, my driving was extra bad. usually, it is just bad, but yesterday it was worst! i nearly banged 3 cars...and this morning, when i went to SAS, i drove slooooooooowwwwww.....until every single car overtook me, even a TRUCK, which supposed to go only 50km/hr......
heeeyyy...i went like 60km/hr saja kale ahhh.....
i made even more enemies on road...AGAIN!!
pictures from yesterday.....
in OGDC's toilet...hahaha
and Chriz's house and her cousin's too.....
and i got to see my MICKEY MOUSE!!Hahahahaha....
and yes, celez's new "crush".....c CH????...hahahaha....(ao cel, makin hensem ya...:p)
oopppzzz...have to pick audi up in like ZERO second!!!!!!!laaabbbsss....
i only skip history class or physics, but not skip school altogether. anyway, the reason.......only YONNE knows the real reason.....hahaha...
i lie too much already, and i lied again today..........
one day, im gonna get it, but not today....hahahaha...
come in, i have to lie, coz of having the worst (yet the best) registration teacher ever.....who would not even believe me if i said i was in a coma!!apa lagi if i say i was home with a HUGE headache.....huhuhu.....
nway, yesterday, my driving was extra bad. usually, it is just bad, but yesterday it was worst! i nearly banged 3 cars...and this morning, when i went to SAS, i drove slooooooooowwwwww.....until every single car overtook me, even a TRUCK, which supposed to go only 50km/hr......
heeeyyy...i went like 60km/hr saja kale ahhh.....
i made even more enemies on road...AGAIN!!
pictures from yesterday.....
in OGDC's toilet...hahaha
and Chriz's house and her cousin's too.....
and i got to see my MICKEY MOUSE!!Hahahahaha....
and yes, celez's new "crush".....c CH????...hahahaha....(ao cel, makin hensem ya...:p)
oopppzzz...have to pick audi up in like ZERO second!!!!!!!laaabbbsss....
Friday, March 14, 2008
too much drama....
I was watching a drama with my mum….and I seriously do not know what the title of the drama was…all I know is that, it was a British drama….and me, always having a thing with English accent, I sat with my mum lah….kacau2 ya….and I got so absorbed with it for awhile…and my mum, she just loves all that English2 stuff….hahahaha….i guess she too has a thing with English accent….now I know where I got it….
Aneeeway, the drama was kinda of disturbing….nooooo, it is not a thriller or anything gruesome….but the plot was complicated and reeeaallly disturbing, let me tell u…..DISTURBING!!! (majal ayu)……
Hmmmmm….it was about a lady who owns a salon, and she has a daughter….both of them are pregnant. And BOTH of them are pregnant with the same guy! The guy was the mother’s ex husband, but both of them, the guy and the mother, still has a thing with each other….*fave words for today = “a thing”*…aaaannnddd….the daughter’s gonna marry the mother’s ex-husband!! OMG!! And now, the mother has to call the ex “son-in-law” and the ex will call her, “mother”………eeeeeeee….still gives me the shivers, honestly……..astaga!!!
And the thing is, the daughter actually knows that the mother’s carrying her husband to be’s child….and her, his……..astaga….what is happening to the world???hahahaha….and the current husband of the mother, knows everything, but he is okay about it, and he was the one who actually paid the ex husband of the mother to marry the daughter…..just to get him out of the picture….but, dun u think dat the guy is actually bringing him INTO the so-called picture???????APAKAN????????hahahahaha….and I dun noe the ending coz my mum and I had to pick my brother up……I actually skipped my tuition to know the ending, but it was too long………
Weeeellll…wat do u think the ending be??????
I hope the wedding’s called off and the daughter find sumbody else who actually loves her for who she is, not coz the guy’s been paid….i cannot believe having to marry sumbody who does not love us…..weeellllll, unless he is a millionaire and gives me everything I want….call me cheap and a gold-digger if u like, but this is life…and it seems like there are worse things than that….like, having to actually go thro life being called a “mother in law” by ur own ex husband!!!!
YYYUUUCCCKKKKzzzzz….!!!
i wrote this "post" like a few days ago.....in microsoft word......weird huh....and the reason was because, the internet was sooooo daym slow...and i needed a place for me to write!!if not, i would have blown apart.......hahahahahah......*apakan*...
i need to tell somebody my so-called life story.......plus, my mum left me again....to singapore, so i dun have anybody to talk with at home.....lonely me....*sob sob*....
Aneeeway, the drama was kinda of disturbing….nooooo, it is not a thriller or anything gruesome….but the plot was complicated and reeeaallly disturbing, let me tell u…..DISTURBING!!! (majal ayu)……
Hmmmmm….it was about a lady who owns a salon, and she has a daughter….both of them are pregnant. And BOTH of them are pregnant with the same guy! The guy was the mother’s ex husband, but both of them, the guy and the mother, still has a thing with each other….*fave words for today = “a thing”*…aaaannnddd….the daughter’s gonna marry the mother’s ex-husband!! OMG!! And now, the mother has to call the ex “son-in-law” and the ex will call her, “mother”………eeeeeeee….still gives me the shivers, honestly……..astaga!!!
And the thing is, the daughter actually knows that the mother’s carrying her husband to be’s child….and her, his……..astaga….what is happening to the world???hahahaha….and the current husband of the mother, knows everything, but he is okay about it, and he was the one who actually paid the ex husband of the mother to marry the daughter…..just to get him out of the picture….but, dun u think dat the guy is actually bringing him INTO the so-called picture???????APAKAN????????hahahahaha….and I dun noe the ending coz my mum and I had to pick my brother up……I actually skipped my tuition to know the ending, but it was too long………
Weeeellll…wat do u think the ending be??????
I hope the wedding’s called off and the daughter find sumbody else who actually loves her for who she is, not coz the guy’s been paid….i cannot believe having to marry sumbody who does not love us…..weeellllll, unless he is a millionaire and gives me everything I want….call me cheap and a gold-digger if u like, but this is life…and it seems like there are worse things than that….like, having to actually go thro life being called a “mother in law” by ur own ex husband!!!!
YYYUUUCCCKKKKzzzzz….!!!
i wrote this "post" like a few days ago.....in microsoft word......weird huh....and the reason was because, the internet was sooooo daym slow...and i needed a place for me to write!!if not, i would have blown apart.......hahahahahah......*apakan*...
i need to tell somebody my so-called life story.......plus, my mum left me again....to singapore, so i dun have anybody to talk with at home.....lonely me....*sob sob*....
Saturday, March 8, 2008
across the universe...
i fell in love with this movie yesterday....
i've always wanted to watch it, when Oprah asked them to sing during one of her shows........i like musical movies.....especially with "old-old" bands.....for example, in this movie, the Beatles.......i love their songs....especially "Hey Jude"...call me a weirdo, but i just love them....
take for instance, now i am listening to the Carpenters and a song called "fixing a broken heart"......i seriously do not know what attracted me, but i got hooked instantly....i guess, i have to blame my mum mostly, coz she loves these kinds....obviously, coz it was HER "ERA"....hahahaha....i cannot imagine her going all hippie-ish and groovy-ing....hahahahaha......
anyway, this movie is a definite must-see.....but, i can bet at least 70% would say it's borenk and wat-nots....coz, it is kinda long.....and music-ish.....my only advice is to those non-70's lovers, avoid this movie....tidor krg...hahahaha.....
but the actor, the british one, is a sweetie.......i absolutely love him...and my mum still cannot understand why.....
let me tell u why....
he is cute in a geeky way, which i love to the MAX...and his accent....who wouldn't find it adorable?????!!!!...hahaha....and his voice is like buat people go "ga-ga"....well, i did......hahahhaha.......
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