owwwhhkkaaayyy..i know im supposed to study for physics tomorrow.....weellll,i have 3 more hours before my bed time...*puppy eyes*...hehehe....and its PHYSICS!!there is no chance,NIL, for even gaining a pass grade....
well, in a way i am discouraged after the disastrous Maths exam yesterday....now i am feeling a little sick andi am seriously skipping dinner, and that is a big deal for me....HEL-LO!me skipping meal is a sign that i am not well....hahaha....food and me are like a drug addict and his drugs.....i must be crazy not eating...*siiiiggghhhh*....forgive me for being extra exaggerating here....just me being me....haha...
today we went to bandar, and we were extra early...exxxtttraaaa early for me, mind you....shops were still closed!and i hate looking at closed shops....they should open just for me....it felt like candy snatched from a kid...i don't do so-called "WINDOW SHOPPING"....i shop!!and closed shops meant i cannot shop and that adds to my frustration...Aina called me a spoilt brat..and i kinda like how it sounds....like peanut butter and jam....i need new things....shoes and stuff...i am being melodramatic here...hahaha....
i told my mum that "before i die i must build a walk-in closet for myself"...me talking with hopeful eyes...thinking waaaayyy deeper than i could have.....and that remids me of what i should actually talk about today...*sorry*...
back to the bandar thingie which i was supposed to write about 10 minutes ago...*gaaawddd its hard to write with long nails,mind you...but wat can i do....suffer for beauty...*
oowwwhhhkkaaayy....where was i???owwwhh yeahhh....we went to this education fair at the mall,first floor,today was the 1st day...*ayu buat promotion leeerrr*..hahaha...annnyyywaaaayy,when we were browsing around, my dad met with his friend and it was none other than the editor of Brunei Times....my dad told him we were looking out for unis for me and he said that i was interested in journalism....and i was surprised that he actually remembered me....(from the school trip visiting the Brunei Times last two months) and he even remebered me talking about my interest in that course,journalism.....i was happy, should i say,no,more than happy...and he praised me and said that i have the right criteria for being one...and i was really pleased...hehehe...he complimeneted the way i talked and stuff,just right for that job....hhahahahahaah.......that totally made me stop worrying about my maths...hahahaha.....
*still pleased with own self*
*sitting here smiling at myself..."goodjob ayu"...wahahahahaha*
*still smiling...*
owwhkaaayy, enough already.....
then we met with this marketing manager from uniKL, he recommended me engineering courses which i sooo despise, except aircraft E that is....she rambled on and on and on about the courses and even recommendind the course to my sister...shheessshh...it was funny,yet annoying that my mum pulled her "don noe anything* face....come on!!huhuhuhu.....it was funny and the usual behaviour of my family.....then she commented about aircratf E being a messy job but makes your pocket very full....ooooohhhhhhh...that caught my attention...imagine the number of shoes i can buy with that kind of money...my walk-in closet will not only be a fantasy.....wwwwooooowwww.......the idea just adds length to my smile...yummyy.....
im still confused about my future and now i think i still need both my parents to hold my hand and guide me to the so-called right direction.....
yeessshhh..im an immature spoilt brat...
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
Monday, November 5, 2007
my eyes hurt, my back hurts, my neck hurts and including every single part of my body....eventhough i am daym sleeping from lacking of it-studying-i of course cannot even close my eyes.....the thought of opening and closing them makes my head ache....aarrrggghhhh....
today was not a good day for me....frist, just by waking up early can make me extra cranky...and i was...!i had to start memorising wat i wrote and do a lot of sitting...when i went to school the sitting continued,let me tell you...for 3 hours!just writing essays!aaaaaahhh....it was mind blowing if you ask me....i thought i would not have finish all of them in 3 hours, but the job of writing and scribbling melodramatic situations kept me sane and going....
that was not all...i was hungry...daym hungry.....hahahah....had to wait til 11 to have a square meal...and i had high expectations on wat was going to be served,and i was utterly disappointed..waaaaaaaa....makan soto saja!!!!!hahahaha...
then the torture continued...*im sorry kidah but i like to think that me not managing to finish my exam was completely your fault,that way keeps me, well, alive..hahaaaha*....jee kept on telling me that she got 87 for her ppr1,which was incredible,but she rubbed it in on me.....it was annoying much,cause i did not know wat i got and i know i did not do well in it.....i have to say my overconfidence in doing pretty well in maths had kept me from opening my maths file earlier than should be....and because of that, the confidence in me made me INSANE!!!i was like working extra slow and my mind was literally blocked!i had nothing in my mind except for veitnam war and the cold war...it was frustrating.....
kidah told me that the exam would finish at 3.15 and i thought i had 15 more min to check my answers and start "dilling" the ones that i left out purposely...and at 3, when the invigilator said "stop writing!", iu literally stopped and my mouth was left open..i was SHOCKED in big cap letters...i did not know wat to say for once in my life!i had blanks all over the place...it was horrific!!maths was the only chance for me to pass and a pass was needed to be promoted to be "seniors"!ddddiiieeee loooorrr....im still overly worried and i know its a useless cause, but im still worried.....lucky for jee, if she did say another word of her getting high marks i would have stranggale er to death...hahahaha...i was that stressed out...
the minute i got home i wanted to cry of exhaustion...we were going to miri and i was only given 10 minutes to get ready....HEL-LO!!10 min for a girl my age is like a sec regarding "getting readying"....soooo i looked like a bum with my wet hair and uncoordinated clothes!i have to stop worrying about my exam!and shopping was the only cure of my sadness...hahahaha.....that was the only highlight of the day...yeah ryyyyttt....
2mro continue....
today was not a good day for me....frist, just by waking up early can make me extra cranky...and i was...!i had to start memorising wat i wrote and do a lot of sitting...when i went to school the sitting continued,let me tell you...for 3 hours!just writing essays!aaaaaahhh....it was mind blowing if you ask me....i thought i would not have finish all of them in 3 hours, but the job of writing and scribbling melodramatic situations kept me sane and going....
that was not all...i was hungry...daym hungry.....hahahah....had to wait til 11 to have a square meal...and i had high expectations on wat was going to be served,and i was utterly disappointed..waaaaaaaa....makan soto saja!!!!!hahahaha...
then the torture continued...*im sorry kidah but i like to think that me not managing to finish my exam was completely your fault,that way keeps me, well, alive..hahaaaha*....jee kept on telling me that she got 87 for her ppr1,which was incredible,but she rubbed it in on me.....it was annoying much,cause i did not know wat i got and i know i did not do well in it.....i have to say my overconfidence in doing pretty well in maths had kept me from opening my maths file earlier than should be....and because of that, the confidence in me made me INSANE!!!i was like working extra slow and my mind was literally blocked!i had nothing in my mind except for veitnam war and the cold war...it was frustrating.....
kidah told me that the exam would finish at 3.15 and i thought i had 15 more min to check my answers and start "dilling" the ones that i left out purposely...and at 3, when the invigilator said "stop writing!", iu literally stopped and my mouth was left open..i was SHOCKED in big cap letters...i did not know wat to say for once in my life!i had blanks all over the place...it was horrific!!maths was the only chance for me to pass and a pass was needed to be promoted to be "seniors"!ddddiiieeee loooorrr....im still overly worried and i know its a useless cause, but im still worried.....lucky for jee, if she did say another word of her getting high marks i would have stranggale er to death...hahahaha...i was that stressed out...
the minute i got home i wanted to cry of exhaustion...we were going to miri and i was only given 10 minutes to get ready....HEL-LO!!10 min for a girl my age is like a sec regarding "getting readying"....soooo i looked like a bum with my wet hair and uncoordinated clothes!i have to stop worrying about my exam!and shopping was the only cure of my sadness...hahahaha.....that was the only highlight of the day...yeah ryyyyttt....
2mro continue....
Thursday, November 1, 2007
middle child crisis
these past few days were..hhmmm...wat shud i say??..very confusing...
my waterworks are like soooo active that every single time something sensitive was said i would cry and cry and cry....and dey are not sensitive let me tell you...
no wonder i like school soooooo much!it is where i feel like me...more me being me...hahaha......*don mind me..*
i met with chriz just now....watching movie and eating and walking round....catching up with things....gaawwddd i miss talking to her...i miss taking to a lot of them....huhuhuh...i can't believe im going to say dis......I MISS SAS!!!!
it was a lot of fun back den....fun now....but fun-ner den...hahahaha...less stressful......
now is the end of year exam..i guess im too confident of myself...i was soooo sure i am going to pass my maths,but now i dun feel like i will...it was sooo daym hard....
and about my physics...i was so sure too that i learned a lot...a lot than before!gaaawwwdddd!!i have never read dat much for any sci subs....now my history sucks like hell!!curses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!all i do now is watch series....anime....tv shows...korean drama.....NOTHING related to history,GP,MAths or Physics!i am becoming crazee....crazi-er, to be more specific!it is mind blowing!!
all i wanna do is write write write...that takes a lot of my mind away from anything form six-y...hahahahahah..huhuhuhu....hehehehehehe....
my waterworks are like soooo active that every single time something sensitive was said i would cry and cry and cry....and dey are not sensitive let me tell you...
no wonder i like school soooooo much!it is where i feel like me...more me being me...hahaha......*don mind me..*
i met with chriz just now....watching movie and eating and walking round....catching up with things....gaawwddd i miss talking to her...i miss taking to a lot of them....huhuhuh...i can't believe im going to say dis......I MISS SAS!!!!
it was a lot of fun back den....fun now....but fun-ner den...hahahaha...less stressful......
now is the end of year exam..i guess im too confident of myself...i was soooo sure i am going to pass my maths,but now i dun feel like i will...it was sooo daym hard....
and about my physics...i was so sure too that i learned a lot...a lot than before!gaaawwwdddd!!i have never read dat much for any sci subs....now my history sucks like hell!!curses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!all i do now is watch series....anime....tv shows...korean drama.....NOTHING related to history,GP,MAths or Physics!i am becoming crazee....crazi-er, to be more specific!it is mind blowing!!
all i wanna do is write write write...that takes a lot of my mind away from anything form six-y...hahahahahah..huhuhuhu....hehehehehehe....
Monday, October 29, 2007
we were talking about the future "things" again...."we" as in my sis, mum and I of course....and because of that i cried my eyes out again...why???because they always look down on me.....
every single thing that i do is always wrong....just by opening my mouth, to them i have said the wrong thing....sitting down next to them, they look like i am something that is about to change into a bug....welll....wat can i say or do??that is what happen when your elder sister have come back....
just thinking about them makes me wanna cry....again....just listening to them talk with each other wanna make me puke!yes.....u may think that i am in the stage where my hormones are imbalanced and me being a rebellious teenager....weelll, i am very pleased if u want to be in my shoes.......be my guest..
owhkay...owhkay...let's start from the beginning....
we went back from our dinner-eating out-then they were planning to have a trip to wietnam....just them...since i have school.....well, do they have to make it during school time....can't they just a few days til i finish school...but watever....they never do it when my sis is busy or away.....always wanna wait for her...well, im owhkay with that really...i am used to it.....then my mum even sanggup to wait for my sis's bf to have his hols to bring him with them....HIM!!!!but not me....nooooo~....
suddenly we came to "my future" topic....i don rely remember how we even got there...*my eyes are soo watery i can't even look at the screen..*
my sister can do everything....she is SOOOO good in driving, i am not, so i can't be a pilot....my reflexes aren't good and i am too loud....i can't be a teacher coz my sis sed soo, since everyone would be afraid of me....i can't be an engineer since i can never sit still andcan't keep quiet....i can't even do anything medical since i am terrified of needles.....my own sister said from her own mouth that she won't recommend me.....why is she afraid that i will do better than her???come on!!i won't steal her glory...i'll stand back and be "aina's little sister" i dun mind....but still NO!!audi can do everything coz he is a BOY!!talk about discrimination and inequality......waddahell!!
a writer??a journalist???that is wat i call a far-fetched dream....wheni wanna be realistic i am called IMMATURE!!childish....
"change the way u laugh", my mum always sed.....laughing has absolutely nothing to do with a job!!.....my aunt laughs like a donkey,loud and ugly but her doing that is ok coz she is a hotel director....i could not be one because im loud....tell me whether i shud be confused or not!!
it's hard to be me.....when i wanna do sumthing good, my mum wud say, she will never do that....she can't even do that...she is not qualified to do that....
all i am good in is english and god knows my writing and language is not even excellent...."cukup cukup makan".....HUH!!!!!!!!
writing....nothing good can come out of it.....a mother who does not even supprt her own child....well, she does support my sis and bro though....a black sheep...
every single thing that i do is always wrong....just by opening my mouth, to them i have said the wrong thing....sitting down next to them, they look like i am something that is about to change into a bug....welll....wat can i say or do??that is what happen when your elder sister have come back....
just thinking about them makes me wanna cry....again....just listening to them talk with each other wanna make me puke!yes.....u may think that i am in the stage where my hormones are imbalanced and me being a rebellious teenager....weelll, i am very pleased if u want to be in my shoes.......be my guest..
owhkay...owhkay...let's start from the beginning....
we went back from our dinner-eating out-then they were planning to have a trip to wietnam....just them...since i have school.....well, do they have to make it during school time....can't they just a few days til i finish school...but watever....they never do it when my sis is busy or away.....always wanna wait for her...well, im owhkay with that really...i am used to it.....then my mum even sanggup to wait for my sis's bf to have his hols to bring him with them....HIM!!!!but not me....nooooo~....
suddenly we came to "my future" topic....i don rely remember how we even got there...*my eyes are soo watery i can't even look at the screen..*
my sister can do everything....she is SOOOO good in driving, i am not, so i can't be a pilot....my reflexes aren't good and i am too loud....i can't be a teacher coz my sis sed soo, since everyone would be afraid of me....i can't be an engineer since i can never sit still andcan't keep quiet....i can't even do anything medical since i am terrified of needles.....my own sister said from her own mouth that she won't recommend me.....why is she afraid that i will do better than her???come on!!i won't steal her glory...i'll stand back and be "aina's little sister" i dun mind....but still NO!!audi can do everything coz he is a BOY!!talk about discrimination and inequality......waddahell!!
a writer??a journalist???that is wat i call a far-fetched dream....wheni wanna be realistic i am called IMMATURE!!childish....
"change the way u laugh", my mum always sed.....laughing has absolutely nothing to do with a job!!.....my aunt laughs like a donkey,loud and ugly but her doing that is ok coz she is a hotel director....i could not be one because im loud....tell me whether i shud be confused or not!!
it's hard to be me.....when i wanna do sumthing good, my mum wud say, she will never do that....she can't even do that...she is not qualified to do that....
all i am good in is english and god knows my writing and language is not even excellent...."cukup cukup makan".....HUH!!!!!!!!
writing....nothing good can come out of it.....a mother who does not even supprt her own child....well, she does support my sis and bro though....a black sheep...
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
hari raya update
SOOOOO....i still cannot feel the raya vibe this year....i mean i could feel it last year and celebrate it with a lil bit of joy eventhough i did not go back Kuching...
this year...this particular year....heemmm.....why issit so???when i think back this past few days.....more like yesterday...everythng felt normal.....like it is still Ramadhan....there is a lack of excitement and happiness....
is it because i was driven by my own grandmother to work like a slave.....i mean i was asked to clean this and tidy that up, 2 days before raya....when i said i was exhausted she just said nothing......cruelty....owhkay not really cruelty and slavery since im being paid...hahahah....but still...i was alone doing all those things......once i had to carry 16 kilos of chicken and 6 kilos og beef in one go...and carry it around in this small basket...when we reached the car i literally could not feel my hands....
and when i complained to my aunt....u knoe what she sed???she bloody said its good for the arms...exercise..gawd daym it...if she was asked to carry that kind of load she would not have sed that it was exercise....my aunt was left sleeping soundly and nicely while i was tortured!and she did not show any compassion...nobody even asked if i was tired.....my arms....pity them....
and dat was not all...i ha to carry a large TV up to the 2nd floor...and carry boxes containing drinks.....i think my arms grew an inch!!
my back hurt and my legs are swollen and i could not think!....just because i have a big body...owhkay owhkay...FAT then does not mean i can work like 20 men!!doesn't mean i have the energy of 20 men!!
thank gawd i was there for 5 days...if it was more i would have died and died again...
i was exhausted to tears...tears!!!and nobody cared...owhkay of corz nobody knew since i was bawling my eyes out in the toilet....plus putting the water on!!hehehehe...
now in Brunei when i did not want to do something also tins are thrown at me.....shheessshhh!!!
the last time in Kuching i had my gurl cousin to help me....a friend to suffer together....but this year my sis was not there and mycousin was not there.....all alone....with a burden to bear alone.....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!all is over now ayu...relax....i should have more gurl cousins....only 3 gurls in the family!!all dumb lazy and noe nothing boys...
i am hypocritical about being a feminist since my own "kampung home" is very genderlism-thing...all the house work us women do.......the guys all sit and wait for the food to be readied...gawd....even us gurls have to set the table....wash the dishes and even put the dishes in the sink...
i guess that is why i am soooooo leaning myself towards becoming a feminist....and not wanting to bear children esp boys into a world where they may conquer but does no work to be worthy of it....
this year...this particular year....heemmm.....why issit so???when i think back this past few days.....more like yesterday...everythng felt normal.....like it is still Ramadhan....there is a lack of excitement and happiness....
is it because i was driven by my own grandmother to work like a slave.....i mean i was asked to clean this and tidy that up, 2 days before raya....when i said i was exhausted she just said nothing......cruelty....owhkay not really cruelty and slavery since im being paid...hahahah....but still...i was alone doing all those things......once i had to carry 16 kilos of chicken and 6 kilos og beef in one go...and carry it around in this small basket...when we reached the car i literally could not feel my hands....
and when i complained to my aunt....u knoe what she sed???she bloody said its good for the arms...exercise..gawd daym it...if she was asked to carry that kind of load she would not have sed that it was exercise....my aunt was left sleeping soundly and nicely while i was tortured!and she did not show any compassion...nobody even asked if i was tired.....my arms....pity them....
and dat was not all...i ha to carry a large TV up to the 2nd floor...and carry boxes containing drinks.....i think my arms grew an inch!!
my back hurt and my legs are swollen and i could not think!....just because i have a big body...owhkay owhkay...FAT then does not mean i can work like 20 men!!doesn't mean i have the energy of 20 men!!
thank gawd i was there for 5 days...if it was more i would have died and died again...
i was exhausted to tears...tears!!!and nobody cared...owhkay of corz nobody knew since i was bawling my eyes out in the toilet....plus putting the water on!!hehehehe...
now in Brunei when i did not want to do something also tins are thrown at me.....shheessshhh!!!
the last time in Kuching i had my gurl cousin to help me....a friend to suffer together....but this year my sis was not there and mycousin was not there.....all alone....with a burden to bear alone.....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!all is over now ayu...relax....i should have more gurl cousins....only 3 gurls in the family!!all dumb lazy and noe nothing boys...
i am hypocritical about being a feminist since my own "kampung home" is very genderlism-thing...all the house work us women do.......the guys all sit and wait for the food to be readied...gawd....even us gurls have to set the table....wash the dishes and even put the dishes in the sink...
i guess that is why i am soooooo leaning myself towards becoming a feminist....and not wanting to bear children esp boys into a world where they may conquer but does no work to be worthy of it....
and tins can fly....
owhkaayyy...so i start this month's "blogging" with this event of mine today...
my mum just threw 3 tins of carbonated drinks at me.....why, u ask...because first she called me lazy for not wanting to learn more about this bloody stupid and ridiculous laptop of mine (coz all i knoe is copy and paste) and that made me become even lazier and angry at her.....gawd...im a teenager...why shouldn't i be...hahah... and then she asked me what will i wear to azrina's house and i said..."antah eyh.." and HEL-LO!!of corz i dun noe wat im supposed to wear!!she shud noe that i will never knoe what i will wear eventhough the particular event starts in 5 minutes let alone for 24 hours!!issssshhhhh.....
so she screamed at me for always saying "antah eyh.."....but i just said those words once today....hmmmm.....and suddenly became histeric....and threw at first 2 tins and then i kept quiet(hello....did she want me to answer in that kind of situation???) and threw another tin at me.....i mean hel-lo....she can throw all the tins in the world coz it did not hurt at all...and dat was the funny thing...it did not hurt...and i expected it to hurt like hell....coz the tins were still full....
owh well......who cares.....the bottom line is i still dun have a daym clue which baju kurung i shud wear....heeeemmmmm...*siiggghhh*....hahahaha....
and of corz i cried....hahaha......juz for ur info...huhuhuhu....den everything was back to normal.....i was like "wateva.."
my mum has been touchy since the day my sister came home...everything she does is ok....well back to normal....my 'rents will complain everything bout my sis to me but in front of her they'll put their disgusting "happy" faces.....to hell all of them!!!!!
can't wait for school to reopen....
my mum just threw 3 tins of carbonated drinks at me.....why, u ask...because first she called me lazy for not wanting to learn more about this bloody stupid and ridiculous laptop of mine (coz all i knoe is copy and paste) and that made me become even lazier and angry at her.....gawd...im a teenager...why shouldn't i be...hahah... and then she asked me what will i wear to azrina's house and i said..."antah eyh.." and HEL-LO!!of corz i dun noe wat im supposed to wear!!she shud noe that i will never knoe what i will wear eventhough the particular event starts in 5 minutes let alone for 24 hours!!issssshhhhh.....
so she screamed at me for always saying "antah eyh.."....but i just said those words once today....hmmmm.....and suddenly became histeric....and threw at first 2 tins and then i kept quiet(hello....did she want me to answer in that kind of situation???) and threw another tin at me.....i mean hel-lo....she can throw all the tins in the world coz it did not hurt at all...and dat was the funny thing...it did not hurt...and i expected it to hurt like hell....coz the tins were still full....
owh well......who cares.....the bottom line is i still dun have a daym clue which baju kurung i shud wear....heeeemmmmm...*siiggghhh*....hahahaha....
and of corz i cried....hahaha......juz for ur info...huhuhuhu....den everything was back to normal.....i was like "wateva.."
my mum has been touchy since the day my sister came home...everything she does is ok....well back to normal....my 'rents will complain everything bout my sis to me but in front of her they'll put their disgusting "happy" faces.....to hell all of them!!!!!
can't wait for school to reopen....
Sunday, September 23, 2007
waaaaahhh..lama dah na blogging..ehehe...
my birthday was yesterday and im 18 and 1 day today....and i feel....hmmm...i feel....like im still me two days before and the day before and the day before that....hmmmmmmm.......
my mom kept telling me..ayu, u shud not do this and do that...juz coz im so called 18....what's the difference between the 17 year old me and the 18 and 1 day old....hahahahaha......don tell my mum that though coz all she will say is dat im still immature....but for her information....I AM IMMATURE!!hahaha...jee always call me childish at heart...and honestly, i like the sound of that.....don't you???
the thought of being an adult scares me!!hahaha...im afraid of becoming the responsibilities-driven adult who is a gnirob!*translates to boring*
i mean how can be a fun person when all i have to think about is my bills and work....eventhough now i am stuck with work...which is homework saja lah...hahaha...i mean you don get fired just coz ur homework is not finished.....do you??? :o
i am getting my driving license soon...really....hahhaha....that's the only good ting turning 18....i'll give myself 1 month til i have a legal license.....hahahaha....in your face daddy!!hahahaha....
if its according to my lurvely dad, i would only get my license when im 40 i think....if not never......gawd!am i that untrusworthy.....hahaha.....don answer that question.....
i had my nails done today also...its like a treat for me....for my birthday....sadih ku eyh...hahahaha.......and i have on this little "stickers" of flowers and all on them and they are soooo daaymmm cute!!i can't take my eyes off of my nails.....yesh yesh....lurve them......i admit it...soooo...shoot me!hahha...
another reason i had my nails was coz we played for the fund raising dinner in chungching just now.....violin lerrr.......
gawd i look soooo fat in the video...hahahhahaha.....i guess i am....seriously....i just had to say that...hahahaha
nytzzz...
my birthday was yesterday and im 18 and 1 day today....and i feel....hmmm...i feel....like im still me two days before and the day before and the day before that....hmmmmmmm.......
my mom kept telling me..ayu, u shud not do this and do that...juz coz im so called 18....what's the difference between the 17 year old me and the 18 and 1 day old....hahahahaha......don tell my mum that though coz all she will say is dat im still immature....but for her information....I AM IMMATURE!!hahaha...jee always call me childish at heart...and honestly, i like the sound of that.....don't you???
the thought of being an adult scares me!!hahaha...im afraid of becoming the responsibilities-driven adult who is a gnirob!*translates to boring*
i mean how can be a fun person when all i have to think about is my bills and work....eventhough now i am stuck with work...which is homework saja lah...hahaha...i mean you don get fired just coz ur homework is not finished.....do you??? :o
i am getting my driving license soon...really....hahhaha....that's the only good ting turning 18....i'll give myself 1 month til i have a legal license.....hahahaha....in your face daddy!!hahahaha....
if its according to my lurvely dad, i would only get my license when im 40 i think....if not never......gawd!am i that untrusworthy.....hahaha.....don answer that question.....
i had my nails done today also...its like a treat for me....for my birthday....sadih ku eyh...hahahaha.......and i have on this little "stickers" of flowers and all on them and they are soooo daaymmm cute!!i can't take my eyes off of my nails.....yesh yesh....lurve them......i admit it...soooo...shoot me!hahha...
another reason i had my nails was coz we played for the fund raising dinner in chungching just now.....violin lerrr.......
gawd i look soooo fat in the video...hahahhahaha.....i guess i am....seriously....i just had to say that...hahahaha
nytzzz...
Thursday, September 13, 2007
sooooo...here i am..in d middle of d holiday...owh and oso d beginning of puasa...
nothing else to do but doing my homework....
puasa.......it was a breeze.....no suffering like before...time just pass like nothing....hmmmm....i guess its because of me watching korean series all day long...and i thank so much to the person that "invented" this...his name shud be carved into all history books.....*apakan ayu nie*.....
i woke up extra late today also which was one of the "things" i do to pass d time and did my physics homework....GAWD!!did i really wanted to let the time pass til sanggup bwat physics!aha.....
den there was this funny story about my lil brother....kid, sometimes they can just make us smile with their silly antics....here goes...
i was sitting on my bed flipping through my physics file and my bro saw my practical paper with a huge "F" (i mean gawd sir like i could not see d "f" til he had to it extra big) and it was no biggie to me really since its just physics. so my bro, Audi was like.."aahhh ayu apa "F" ya??" (translates to ayu what is dat "F"??) and he also said "mun dpt "B" ertinya "bagus" kan?" (if get "B" means "bagus"(good))...i was like "yeah..in a way....sooo... an "A" means awesome and *thinking really hard* an "F" means fantastic lah..." Audi being his 9 year-old self said "oooohhhhh" *with big eyes*...how sweet he actually belived his evil-influential sisiter......haha....and i thot it was d end of the story when he suddenly said " so i prefer fantastic than awesome because fantastic sounds nicer than awesome so it means i shud get more "F""...i was like....wat did i do to this boy's brain??hahahahahaa
nytzz....
nothing else to do but doing my homework....
puasa.......it was a breeze.....no suffering like before...time just pass like nothing....hmmmm....i guess its because of me watching korean series all day long...and i thank so much to the person that "invented" this...his name shud be carved into all history books.....*apakan ayu nie*.....
i woke up extra late today also which was one of the "things" i do to pass d time and did my physics homework....GAWD!!did i really wanted to let the time pass til sanggup bwat physics!aha.....
den there was this funny story about my lil brother....kid, sometimes they can just make us smile with their silly antics....here goes...
i was sitting on my bed flipping through my physics file and my bro saw my practical paper with a huge "F" (i mean gawd sir like i could not see d "f" til he had to it extra big) and it was no biggie to me really since its just physics. so my bro, Audi was like.."aahhh ayu apa "F" ya??" (translates to ayu what is dat "F"??) and he also said "mun dpt "B" ertinya "bagus" kan?" (if get "B" means "bagus"(good))...i was like "yeah..in a way....sooo... an "A" means awesome and *thinking really hard* an "F" means fantastic lah..." Audi being his 9 year-old self said "oooohhhhh" *with big eyes*...how sweet he actually belived his evil-influential sisiter......haha....and i thot it was d end of the story when he suddenly said " so i prefer fantastic than awesome because fantastic sounds nicer than awesome so it means i shud get more "F""...i was like....wat did i do to this boy's brain??hahahahahaa
nytzz....
Saturday, September 1, 2007
| You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One! |
 You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single. You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone. However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating. Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around. |
| Your Inner Pop Princess Is Hilary Duff |
 "I'm shedding Shedding every color Trying to find a pigment of truth Beneath my skin" You're sweet and cute, but a little more complex than that. |
WAAAAATTT!!!this quiz result is wrong i think!!...i dunnot like Hilary Duff to the max owhkay!!i despise her and yet they say im like her??????gaaaawwwwddd~~...heheheh.....
***Your Love Song Is***
Sitting, Waiting, Wishing by Jack Johnson
"Maybe you've been through this before
But it's my first time so please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you
I can't always be waiting, waiting on you
I can't always be playing, playing your fool"
You've been waiting for love, and you're not going to wait any longer!
What Love Song Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatlovesongareyouquiz/
Sitting, Waiting, Wishing by Jack Johnson
"Maybe you've been through this before
But it's my first time so please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you
I can't always be waiting, waiting on you
I can't always be playing, playing your fool"
You've been waiting for love, and you're not going to wait any longer!
What Love Song Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatlovesongareyouquiz/
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