too much AYU

SKAATOOOSH??

2011-06-02T23:05:00.000+08:00

went to catch KUNG FU PANDA 2!!
and it was definitely a funny movie!!i wooooov it!mau liat lagi,macam liat ceta KUNGFU PANDA yang first movie,i have watched it countless of times and it is still an awesome movie!!!

before that we had dinner di Le Taj.i am still really full,like it's been two hours but i can still feel the food like in my throat!i had a whole big naan kali aaaaaaaaaaa.and the tea tarik is the BOMB!!and apparently the boyfriend agrees too.hehehe.which means we will go there for the tea tarik sometime soon.he's like that.when he likes the tea tarik,he likes the restaurant.it's like me and soup,kalau soup nya nyaman meaning the food will be really nice.and my theory is always correct,SOOOOOO I AM STICKING WITH IT!hehe.

line work today was gooooooooooooodd.had great "teachers" guiding me through the whole thingamajigs.the only thing i am still panicking about is the headset,which is communicating with the pilots from ground.
HANTAH AAAAAHHHH..GAGAR KU MASEH NYAMUUUUU~
i hope tomorrow i will have the nerves to try......mau sudah i try tadi,tapi c Max inda confident,mikin tah inda KUNPIDEEN.

ngantok sudah eeee,mau tidur laaaaaa..wanna be up and bright and sunny and active and cheery tomorrow.hahaha.such an overachiever i am.chillaax~

randommmmmmmeeehhh

2011-05-22T21:04:00.000+08:00

i have worked 7 days straight,and there's three more days of workdays till my standdown.i chose on Thursday so i can gp back KB before i go on my Hong Kong trip!!

i've drained off all my energy and 15minutes till 5pm today,i gave up and just wanted to go home and sleep sleep sleep!!but then again,it's a bitterseet feeling when i think of ALL THE MONEEYH MONEEYH MONEEYH!

den we can go for another trip.i'm planning on a Singapore trip to UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!!or maybe ke Melbourne jumpa the dearest cousin.i would really love that.or or or to Bangkok when A.Aaishah kerja sana nanti!OOOOOHHH,THAT i can't wait at all.let's pray she gets the job!!then,we'll all be like SAWADEE for at least 4 years!weeeeheeeee!!

i will just continue blabbing while waiting for youtube to load my video.we all know how LOOOONGGG that takes!since i've missed two AF concerts,i can only watch them online.sasaaaakku!!mau liat ERUL nyanyyiiiii and Hazama nyanyiiiii!!and the good thinig about catching them on youtube...no commercials and i can choose to only watch THEIR videos,yang lain inda payaaah.inda suka!hahahahaha.

i am trying really hard to post some pictures here,tapi my hp ada fever kali,sooo she's acting up.acting like a B!£cH hmmmmmmmmmmm inda ku mau bali HP baru.coz i know i'll be mistreating it just like my Satio then rusaaaak tia lagi before the guarantee.takde guna nyeeeeeeeeee.

OH OH OH....
one thing i really really want is BIG SEXY HAIR!!!thanks to bubzbeauty's big sexy hair tutorial,i achieved a fuller volumized hair.and it was awesome. i FELT it was big and sexy.hahahaha.sooooo yeah.most of my pictures from Paul's Farewell are with the boyfriend.he bluetoothed some pictures to me,and as ive said my HP is being an A$$ for now.let's bear with it.

WANT SEXY BiG HAIR ALA CHERYL COLE!!!!!!!!!!!*duuuuuh,who doesn't??*
plus that long hair makes me jealous.i really want extensions,but coz being a Trainee Engineer is so hard,YES HARD,paloh and panas and having no time and no place to look glamorous,soooooo having extensions on are like INDA PAYAH!grrrrrrrr

maybe my body

2011-05-19T21:20:00.000+08:00

so,i stopped by Best Eastern the other day to get my month's supply of magazine.and i always have to make up my mind whetehr to buy the malaysian or Singaporean issues.

SO,this month i went with the Singaporean issues of Cleo and Seventeen.coz i just found out they were cheaper than the Malaysian ones.and also coz this month's Cleo had free goodies and an extra Cleo Body booklet.
i was kind of excited coz the cover said something about an easy 6-month plan for Best Body.

JADI NYAAA!i was like,that is ssoooo for me.coz i am one person who tends to not stick to a fitness plan and 6 months sounded realistic and easy.tapiiiiii.udah saya baca,mau nangis juga lah.
Is it coz i am a lazy person and have no motivation?and is it really the best plan?i was on the brink of giving up being fit,coz if this plan was easy,why did it look murderous to me still?It included eating organic foods,being somewhat a vegetarian and eating raw and cleansing meals.APAKAN TU??DOES THAT SOUND EASY?I DON'T THINK SOOOOO!!

SO!i made up my mind to start my own fitness plan.i am not gonna say it's not difficult at all and that any girl can easily follow!
-->first off my list of things to making Ayu fitter is to make homecooked meals.
-->then,try to avoid fried foods and anything involving oil.(trust me it ain't easy,i looove cucur pisang and fried popias soo much.CANNOT RESIST!)
-->and if i HAVE to use oil,i try using extra virgin olive oil only.
-->share food (especially with the boyfriend and the two buddies!)
-->or have breakfast,skip lunch,early dinner.though the boyfriend always says his dinner is at 8.30pm and any meals before that is just SNACKS!(God help me -____-" )

so those are my ways for now.i'll update some more after awhile.
i know i haven't included my exercise regimes.pasalnya,i haven't exercised these few weeks since I had the flu and cough last week and my work was really heavy this week.don't need exercise.HAHAHAHA

APA LAI???LAGI??!!

2011-05-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA.AOOOO! LAGIII! LAGII!! LAGIIII!!

so i went to FACESHOP....again!!and now i spent more than $100. last week,i went and bought $70 worth of Faceshop.kata boyfriend, "she went to Faceshop and bought the whole kadai!" HAHAHAHA. it's true. I'M ~~OBSESSED!!~~

i bought,their foundation (though i have two of them already but their not good for everyday wear so i had to HAD to buy a new one),
i bought their eyeliner (though i have tons of faceshop eyeliner i still bought a new one since it's like got a sharpener and it's waterproof :D ),
a new eyeshadow,but this time their the silver gray combo.i don't have those colours.i only have pink ones.hehe,
3 face masks and i got 2 masks free,
and eyeshadow brush (first time tah ni ku pakai brush since i always apply with my fingers),
and a body lotion. THIS WAS THE MAIN REASON I WENT TO FACESHOP.i wanted to buy their body lotion.i wanted Secret Blossom,pi abis stock nya,so i got Honey Suckle.

there.....i got another booklet of vouchers lagi,so bear with me....I AM GOING TO HAVE ANOTHER SHOPPING SPREE NEXT MONTH!!!!

maybe i should do a review of these products. since like i have a whole lot of their stuff. i think that's a good idea. maybe i should make one now.

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FACESHOP HONEY SUCKLE BODY LOTION REVIEW!

Since i was planning to buy the body lotion for a long time (2 weeks IS a long time hehe),so i should start my review about it first.

i used some when i tested the lotion di kadai nya tadi. i smelled really really good. macam i just got out of the shower. BUT since it said it provides moisture 24 hours, so it feels a little sticky. so i think it would be a bad idea if i used this during work. coz then,it will be really unfomfortable no? the smell stays for a long time too,so it substitutes my cologne.

AND one thing is for sure,if you really want moisture,coz you have like dry sensitive hands or skin,then i would recommend using ROSKEN.so Faceshop's body lotion is only good for normal moisturising lotion and sweet smelling lotion.

I LO..LO...LOVE IT for nooooowwwww...can;t wait to fully use it after my morning shower.

YAIS SKRIIIMMM!

2011-05-10T20:09:00.000+08:00

we had a rough patch a couple of days.but we got through!!
THATS WHYYYYYY...to celebrate us being ok,we ate THE ROCKY ROAD!get it??get it??hahaha.I knowww~~,I'm lame.

WE WOOOOV ICE CREAM!!

syafiq

2011-05-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

ONE LESS ELIGIBLE BACHELOR :((

HEHE.CONGRATS TO SYAFIQ.YA KAHWIN SUDAH.

eye bags HELLO!

2011-05-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

Yesterday,i made a post before i went to bed,and i was seriously blabbing about anything that came out of this head of mine.but,thank god,the internet was being it's crazy self and inda mau connect lagi,so that post was gone.like POOF!ALL GONE.at first i was the one who went crazy like the internet,then i saw it as a blessing.eseeeeh,over tia.i was like,that post was CRAP! (and now i'm making this post as crappy by blabbing about the previous post tah pulang) anyhoooooooooo..

went to watch THOR today.it was GOOOOOOOOD,pasal ada Natalie Portman. I absolutely adore her!!
i try to watch all her movies,and most of the ones i've watched turned out to be good.the first movie that i loved and still love is V FOR VENDETTA! tak pernah fed up liat that movie banaaar!
so yeah,i may be bias about THOR saying it's good,just coz of Natalie Portman.hehehe.so i rate the movie 8/10. lagipun Si Thor atu was HUNKYYY~~and ridiculously tall.did they made him tall,or is he like originally that TALL??!

i was looking for a picture of Thor,kali terjumpa this picture of him as a cartoon character,kali i was like,THAT DOES NOT LOOK LIKE THOR!WHY DOES HE LOOK SO OLD HERE??hahahaha.*guling2*

anyway,you should watch the movie.it's good!

Kim Jae Won much???

2011-05-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

GOOOOOD DAY!

so,after work i did a little cleaning.maybe i hit my head on the wall on the way home,that's why i had a crazy notion to clean the bathroom.
ANYWAAY,when i was happily cleaning,YEAH happily,told you i thought i hit my head somewhere to think cleaning is something worth to be happy about.BACK TO MY STORY,i did some cleaning and while being absorbed in cleaning some soap went and attacked my eye.HAHAHA.you get the idea.
KALIII,now my eye (yeah,one eye) is red and swollen and squinting.and inda beranti kan belair saja aa.SASAK.
sooooo,i was feeling very KIM JAE WON since i have one normal looking eye and one squinted one.VERY him right!

PADIIIIIIHHHHHHH KALI AAAAAAAA!

so that made me into one grumpy person.kali the boyfriend and i ngam ngam lagi kan catch a movie.Red Riding Hood to be exact,it was a good one BUT i was distracted by my stinging eye.i felt disturbed and oddly tormented.HAAAAAH
i couldn't concentrate much on the story and everything else felt annoying.MACAM,i kept on thinking,"when is this bloody movie gonna end??and kenapa the storyline is annoying??and why is that girl sooo white??and why is this couple sitting next to us bloody annoying too??" something like that and MUCH MORE!

so after the movie,the boyfriend mau bawa karaoke and i was very ecstatic.sudah practice nyanyi kali aa.then his mum called bawa makan.soooo,we ended having korean food instead.and sudah tah i felt very kim jae won,so I was feeling totally at home eating kimchi.hahaha.
on a downside,no other kimchi can beat the kimchi from Korea.gambung sudah after makan kimchi Korea.YUUUUUM kali aaa,BULEEEH??hahaha

housewarminggg

2011-05-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

had a little housewarming for Zul's new home yesterday night.we ate LOTS i tell you,LOTS!!

THERE!!at last,the picture.it was one of my favourite pictures of the night.all thanks and credited to AMEERUL for taking the photo.hahaha.
there was seriously a ridiculous amount of food.i think enough to feed a small army.BANAAAAR.i was the full at the end of it,but could manage a bowl of VERY ROCKY ROAD ice cream!NYAAAAMAAAAAAN.i guling2 makan but i HAPPY!!

so yeah,i went back to Manggis with a happy smile and a stomachache.and that's from eating halfcooked seafood with mum's sambal yang pedas tapi nyaman.i vowed to myself to continue my diet the next day (which was supposed to be today) but to no avail....i FAILED....MISERABLY.

it's a crying shame!!

HEEELPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!

goodnight world.i'll go to bed feeling ~~sorry~~ for myself.haaah.

GOOD MORNING!

2011-04-30T09:47:00.000+08:00

GOOOOOOD MORNING!!!!!

i had a nice sleep last night,eventhough there was a damn blackout.that made me go bed early AND miss the Royal Wedding! YEAH,i was pissed off!!

i was not only pissed off,i was HUNGRY!!which made me even more angrier,pasal the bloody microwave DOES NOT WORK WITH NOOOO ELECTRICITY KAAAN!!
jadinyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,i had to eat some watermelon for my dinner!! yeah yeah yeah,i know i wanted to go on a diet and the blackout madfe it happen! HAHAHAHAHAHA. *ketawa sambil nangis*

ANNNND this morning, woke up~~, NO PARENTS~~ equals to ~~NO BREAKFAST!!!~~

hey again

2011-04-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

its been awhile.

YUP.that's the understatement of the year. coz it has been two,three,four whiles.

i'm quite sorry,dear blog for abandoning you for quite sometime.
i've had not the time to write plus the internet connection here kinda suck.ANNNNND that's another understatement of the year.

maybe i'll start to become a more avid blogger,or this is just another random post on a boring Wednesday night.i really hope it won't be the latter.

in summary,life has been a slow start since i came home.it has been quite a routine,not that i am ever complaining :P

OHH YEAH.i have changed.PHYSICALLY!!

thanks to the ever available and ever tempting food. ~~SASAKKU NYAMU!!~~
cannot resist waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. and ive realised all my pictures are about food. so,i think it would be a snore for people to look at them. but i think ive decided to post some of them nice food pictures once in a while,or two or three.hahaha.

i'm off.

miss you!

2010-04-22T19:52:00.000+08:00

come back please!i'm sick and tired of waiting!!

2010-03-17T05:22:00.000+08:00

"bagi sejam...jadi dua jam.."

so,i got my last module's result,and i passed.WEEHEE.ABIS SUDAH!read my lips people,H.A.B.I.S.!
now,i can pack in peace.no more worries,anxiousness and stressed out nights.

last tah tu sudah...

2010-03-12T07:46:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's my last day of school.last day of practicals.last day of freaking lectures.

but surprisingly,i feel nothing.NADA.NIL.not even a speck of relieve or sadness.maybe balum terasa,but still!
i've been packing my ass off and i'm quite proud of myself,i've packed 2 boxes, though it made me a very grumpy and cranky person.
UNTUUUUHHHHHH!

i've passed my modules 7 and 11 with marks that boleh di banggakan jua lah.which leaves the ever nerve-wrecking essays.GOSH!so i'm like 98% to the finishing line.i can smell the glory,the success,the pure satisfaction!

come join me JUMP,JUMP,JUMP,JUMP!i feel so fueled up whenever i think about going back home.i feel like an ENERGIZER BUNNY.my batteries are fully charged,i'm gonna blow any second.even now,lying on the bed i feel like jumping up and down and around.but my hands,i can't feel my hands from moving all the boxes around and feeling how heavy everything is.it doesn't feel that heavy,so i feel safe.heeeeh

and i have tons and tons to give away it's ridiculous!but still my clothes are piling higher than ever.aku inda mao bali lagi though so tempted since i LOVE spring collections.the flowers and all the sunshine-y colours.feels like rolling on a meadow or something.maybe i'm so fed up of the cold.who isn't if you've been living 2 years in horrid,cold AND wet environments.
but,i have to say,i'll definitely miss this weather.

enough is enough

2010-03-03T03:52:00.000+08:00

aaaaahhhhh...dwelling my self in the past,is not a pretty thought.but still,i think of the past as if it means a hell lot to me,when it only feels like a glimpse of my childhood.

were my decisions wrong?were my choices black and white that it seems so DEAD ON.no,i was not naive back then,nor am i now.maybe i was just not sober enough to realise that SAYING ONE LITTLE THING could actually mean a whole other thing.nooo,i was not drunk,i was more daydreaming.

did i do the right thing?am i DOING the right thing?
what IS the right thing goddamnit?
was i the one to start this never ending facade?hiding behind a veil that doesn't cover much but still creating questioning looks and curious thoughts.well,which mostly came from strangers whom ive known for so long.
i know them by name,but not their true faces.they seem to be fading the moment i get closer.they seem to have transformed into a beast from early memories.

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!
this is not the time to abide to unsettling thoughts.not when you could actually see THE LIGHT at the end of that dark and horrific tunnel that has become my journey for so long.maybe I need civilisation,a warm touch,something familiar.BUT I'M STUCK HERE,STUCK IN THIS DARKAGES OF TORTURE AND FALSE RENDITIONS.

i need help.*full stop*

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i'm just not thinking straight.everything's a blur.a hideous blur.

no i know why.i'm jealous.i'm jealous coz she is beautiful and actually clever,while i'm this old wannabe caught in the middle of an obscure optical illusions.

yup,it's confirmed.everything's an illusion.

i'm off...........................................

bye bye module 7 for now

2010-03-02T05:06:00.001+08:00

YAAAAAYYY!!i'm done with module 7! as of for now pulang tu saja..until i get my result and confirm saying i've passed with flying colours *excuse the pun*...

and i'm proud to say i am quite confident,eseh,bangga~,that i could pass.BUT,(there is always a but in a good news right?),not very confident about my mcq.

I KNOW I WENT OUT EARLY OF THE EXAM HALL TADI,BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I KNEW ALL THE ANSWER.cali jua orang botswana nya ani.cakap nya macam only 10minutes i sat for the exams then went out,but padahal it was half hour sudah.kali cakapnya aku confident.AMIN KALAU BANAR,TAPI ITU BUKANLAH YANG BENAR.huuuuhhh.

but at least i hope that my essay would be out of the way.waaaahh..people must be getting annoyed i sound over confident ani.jangan over confident ani yuu,kana sumpah jadi batu karang.HAHAHAHA *salah cerita*

anyhooooooooooooooo..last exam on thursday then left with one more week of practical,then i'm gonna be busy packing my stuff,and stuffing them in boxes to be stuffed with wani's and nins' stuff.*banyak jua stuff stuff ku ani* i hate the thought of me packing!and finding for boxes!and having to leave all my things and throwing them away~GIMANA INI DONG??!!!GIMANA???

scream and shout eyh?

2010-02-23T04:37:00.001+08:00

am i making everything into a big a deal??
entah eh!!
let's scream and shout!!

let's scream and shout,like we did last summer,ooooowwwhhhhh,scream and shout like we did last year~

i've gone crazy,why did i even change "let's twist again" into "scream and shout"??hahaha.doesn't make sense does it?or maybe it doesn't make sense at all,so it makes sense in my mind? *apakan..

anyway,i had a great and fulfilling dinner with the three amigos.it was to celebrate our 26th national day.with cakes and candles lagi tu.and we were all dressed up lagi tu.and ada banyak makanan lagi tu.and kana bagi lollipop lagi tu.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
yuuup.if i made a composition that "interesting" i would soo gonna get an A.HAH!

sooo to conclude everything,i am broke!completely broke!!i have no idea where all my money's gone to.even my savings are like nearly reaching zero!GILA KALI!hahaha.should stop spending on useless things,like food for once.makan pasir lagi bisai.asal ada duit.HAHAHAHAHA.

so next week is exam week and i have two humungously tremendously remarkably HUGE exams.well,for me they are,so just shut up if you think otherwise.so i'm gonna be stuck at home doing revisions.i hope so.maybe i'll do that after 1 hour from now pasal my stomach is CRAZEELY FULL!which equals to eyes barely open.which means the bed is calling.which means i need a strong dose of coffee QUICK!!

HELP!

2010-02-16T21:09:00.000+08:00

im stuck at home today pasal this morning i felt like shit!i couldn't get up the bed,pasal my parut still sakit.
then now that i'm at home resting,im bored!at least i got to catch the postman today!MY NEW PHONE IS HERE!but i haven't registered my number yet,so now i'm numberless,and coz of that i feel lost.i can't kacau si awang in the hanger.HAHAHAHAHAHA!

yes,i know i should take this opportunity to do some revision but my mind is not on it at all.it's like blank.and when i try to pun something inside my brain,it acts as a sieve and drain everything out.IT'S RIDICULOUS!
maybe i need some motivation to make me all perked up to study,tapi nada!sudahtah have to read thousands of files!and then baca millions of essays lagi.

i don't want to fail!not when i'm soooo close to finishing this course!macam 2 more exams then i'm done baybeh!i'm going home! *or am i?*
well,i don't know but i like to think that i am.ha ha ha!

not soooo looooooooo....

2010-02-16T04:54:00.000+08:00

i feel not sooo great..~~not great~~ at all.
macam tidak mahu buat apa2 rasanya.macam mahu tidur saja.
and today's practical was so hard,not that it's difficult or anything,but it's coz of the aches and the pains that makes working SAKIT!
tapi aku inda mahu give up,or else i'll feel useless brabis!weeeellllll,at least i got things done!how ever slow it was.
YAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

anyway,valentine's over,chinese new year pun over,birthday surprises pun over!
so what else to do loor?
BACK TO $%^&*()*&^%$%^&* REVISIONS!!!!!

i have.....................33 days left til i move out from my house!goossshh!!macam inda lama lagi!
i'm scared to tell you the truth.scared of changes maybe,i don't know how i'll deal with it.OH NO!
inda wah lagi aku balik sini!!!!!!!my home for nearly 2 years!TWO YEARS!!
i did beg my mummy to come and help me pack,and she was like,"bawa saja 1 bag balik rumah,you don't need to bring anything else coz the most important thing is you're back!"

awwwww sweet!!

AND HELL YEAH!i have 100+kg all to myself.so shopping anybody???shopping for MY barang!

maybe i'll make a deal with myself..if saya rajin revision,then can shopping,if not,nada shopping.cana??cana yu??

DEEEEAAAALLLL!! but can we start tomorrow?pasal parut ku brabis sakit.HAHA

2010-02-12T15:54:00.000+08:00

hello people~~hahaha
anyway,i wrote/typed 2 posts a few days ago,but had not even finished a paragraph.
distractions and laziness.

anyway,takde cerite baru pun.so no worries,you've missed NOTHING!

it's just that it's still freaking cold here in lil old perth.i can't say i hate it,pasal ada tah orang tu karang,"imagine balik brunei cana panasnya"..eseehh..kan kan kan,ada wah orang catu.

karang surprise party,then esok inverness,den on sunday snow white on ice baybeehh!im soo excited kan liat the snow white on ice thing coz it reminds me of the Disney on Ice shows time di Brunei.awwwwwww..i miss my sister!pasal i watched snow white on ice di brunei sama iya when we were itty bitty little girls!

bah im off to sekolah!

2010-02-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

okkk..i just realised how degrading that word is!

what word??

THAT word! *eseehh..malas kan sabut* pikir lah sendiri...hahahaha

~~aku ingin engkau ada disini,~~

~~menemani ku saat sepi~~

on a different note,sorry for no updates at all..berhabok sudah my blog.it's not that i'm lazy and i don't have the time.SHIT,i have all the time in the world,it's just that my day's been all a routine.

we're doing practicals on the cessna 150C and now engine change on the whirlwind.sekseehhhh~

it's all work and no play for little miss Aayunni.and she is getting dull.that's life.
NOPE,that ain't life,that's my choice.so,i'll deal with being boring.at least i feel safe.
owh,and a bit concerned about exams.not really,pasal i've started reading my notes sudah,just that,when exams' near,meaning bye-bye perth is near too!

SCARY, I TELL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

aku inda mao balik,tapi aku mao balik,tapi inda jua,tapi ao jua....

insane squared!

2010-01-18T02:05:00.000+08:00

i've been losing my mind lately.
kenapakan tu???!!am i stressed out???am i on the verge of a serious nervous breakdown???please,NO!i am only 20!i should be able to cope right,i think.hahahaha.

i don't think im on a midlife crisis,coz seriouslyy,if i am,then i'll be like dead when i reach 40 or something?talk about a short lifespan.thank you.i feel old.i feel like i'm rotting my life away in this cold and empty place.

there.i'm done looking at everything HALF-EMPTY.

i'm back to being my cheerful self.i hope.there comes mr.doubt back!GO AWAY!

to fill my empty weekend,ive spent watching supernatural and gossip girls alternately.and why u may ask,why alternately?coz i'm just plain insane??HAH!oh tidak,just to spice things up.ok that sounds even more crazyy..hahaha.yes.if i put it down in paper,it does sound crazyy.but,that's the only reson i could come up with at the top of my head.BOWH!

anyhoooo..i hope des-des can come over next weekend or whichever weekend she chooses,coz if not,i'll be dragging my ass to her place.hehehehe.mao jua ku meliat at.andrew's atu.well,i want to go to the aquarium,but it's closed in the winter time.boh-renngggg.

and aku mao liat liverpool arah anfield,tapi since liverpool sucks big time,it's become a half-hearted event.HAH!half??more like an eightTH!i wanna go somewhere,and not waste me time in lil old perth.let's spend some moneyyhh!!hahaha..who's with me!!

contradictions anyone??

2010-01-08T11:29:00.000+08:00

i cannot sleep!my eyes hurt when i try to close them lama2.
i mean it's good that i can't sleep so that i can revise for tomorrow,my brain works better in the early mornings.

HOWEVER,my brain tonight is resenting everything i try to put into it.
so here i am,with my eyes wide open,waiting and waiting.
entah apakah aku wait.

my head feels like it's been tumbled in the washing machine.
round...round..round..round...

OK..STOP ALREADYYY!!aku mao tidur tapi inda mao tidur pasal aku mao belajar tapi utakku inda mao belajar iya mau tidur and mata ku pun inda mao tutup. *pouting*
my eyes are contradicting with my brain.work together now guys.exam's tomorrow and we need to be bright and clear and fresh in the morning.

maybe coz i watched this video after i woke up from my nap.yes,my nap was from 11pm til 2am.i call that a nap.~~HAHAHA~~.
soo the video was super duper sad and reminds me of atok.i cried obviouslyy,but i just don't know why i cried my eyes out.the situation was not the same.maybe the grandfather in the video reminds me of my grandfather.

i hate being so far away from home at times like this.i wish i could catch a plane and hug everyone!!saying i love them so much before it's too late for any of us.coz regret is an ugly thing and it haunts me to the core!
aku mao hug atok and tell him i'm gonna make him proud and never to disappoint him.and thank him for all the things he'd done for us.and appreciating all the love he gave me.

ok.......that was not supposed to be part of the post of the day.but since ive subconciously typed all my thoughts out.why not.

good early morning people.I DO love each and everyone of you.

new year!

2010-01-01T06:33:00.000+08:00

HAH!i said stuff in my last blog being a person who just doesn't care.BUT I DO!
it's just pathetic celebrating this day alone.HAHAHA.maybe some of you,or a lot of you think "yeah,she deserves being alone." and maybe i do.
but no!!i will get of my ass later,and find some place to wait through to 12midnight.well,if there's fireworks.kihkih.

just don't let self pity get to you!it ain't pretty~

resolutions?

2009-12-31T01:57:00.000+08:00

hahahaha..that's my face really whenever i say "i miss you" to you.
why do i always make that face?macam tah the person im saying those words to can see my face.messages and calls jua ngannya.HAHAHAHA.
maybe i thought it'll have an even more effect when saying with a pouty face.maybe even more satisfactory.

ANYYHHHOOOOOOOOO....less than two days till new year.
and and and and i'm not spending/celebrating it this year,thanks to the awesome amount of revision i have!
lagipun takde mood lah nak spend new year,let's just say any other minute,hour or day is exactly the same to me.no difference at all.
what had happened,happened.if i wanna make a resolution,i can make one now!and stick with it,i don't have to wait for a NEW year...do i??
anyway,if i do make one,one resolution,i'll never stick to it at all,and things in the near future will either distract me,or influence me to not follow my aim for the year.

okay ayu,let's just stick to the real reason.
NO POINT!!i'm not saying that 2009 was a bad year,eventhough i say i'm a person who sees a glass half full,but who am i joking,i don't ,for me the glass is EMPTY,eventhough it's full in front of me,i still say it's frigging empty!
come on!if everyone was soo positive life would be dull!BOH-REEENNGGG!
i sound like a bitter person,but im not.

2009 has been a year.
just a year.just 2009.like the previous year,2008,2007,2006.
and next will be 2010.

the only thing is i have to remember to change the year at the end of the dates i write on papers,etc.
and i think 2010 will be a year i start writing 21/09/2010 whenever im asked about my DOB like every other year.21/09/2009 in 20009.HAHAHAHA.i always make that silly mistake!

however,

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODEEYYH!
HAVE A GREAT 2010 AHEAD~

vain much~

2009-12-28T02:31:00.000+08:00

vain much~

~~VERY!~~

anyway,i like taking pictures with my webcam pasal my camera's dead!sudah tah payah2 orang antar kan memory card kali dead tia.haiissshh.and my hp's cable to the lappy thingamajig is gone,i dunnoe where.*or aku malas cari carefully*hahaha.

soooo i resorted to webcam-whoring tah saja.which is fun,coz the picture above made me look like it's a bit of a cartoon-ish picture,and looked like i had something on my face,macam blusher,but actually i just got out of the shower tuuu..naaahh kedapatan main gambar2 time abis mandi.*berbaju sudah ah GILA!*

so tomorrow kami ke aberdeen.and di perth sudah snow nya really thick i was like WHOA!atu tabal when i woke up this morning.i don not want to imagine how thick the snow is in aberdeen.HAH!i just hope the train's not cancelled or anything.kalau catu boring tuuuuu!!come on!!

that;s the view from my bedroom window.

i was like,what would the owner of the car think when he sees his car drowned in snow.HAHAHA.

thank god i don't own a car here.waaaaaahhh.scareee!

DUSH DUSH

2009-12-27T06:54:00.000+08:00

WACHAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that was how i went shopping this morning.HAHAHAHA.~~eksen kuu.~~

naaahhh..perth isn't that crazyy..it felt like one of the normal discounted days saja.no such rush or craziness in big cities.i even dare say that it's CALM.

anyway,i didn't shop much,i mean i did not shop like how ur supposed to shop during boxing days.

but i did find a great bag!i just love this bag soo much,i got it from river island.

yes,as u can see it IS HUMONGOUS!!and dat's the point of a bag right,should fit every single thing!i'm thinking of using this when i get back since it's that big,and plan to buy another bag for this 3 months.LAWA WAH BAGS RIVER ISLAND AAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

bought 2 wallets,3 lipgloss,2 lipsticks,makeup thingies,clothes.

and that's all.

im saving a bit of my money to be spend di aberdeen ani,and den some for liverpool maybe.IF jadi puuunnn~AAAHHH..which reminds me of something.

ok,i'm back.i'll have to do that SOMETHING later since the internet is being GILA right now.why's that so i might add~HAHAHAHA.

anyway,i ate wedges and burger without the roti just now for dinner that is,pasal my appetite isn't really good.i dunnoe.maybe coz i'm alone,that's why.coz when i crashed arah rumah wanie and nins i ate like i haven't eaten for days!we had nasi,den chips den soto lagi tu,but then today since i'm alone,i forgot to eat breakfast before heading to town to shop,then malam ni lupa makan,kana suruh makan baru makan.HAHAHA.and when i ate all i thought of was throwing up.food doesn't look so good when you're alone i guess.

i think it's a good thing,dapat jua turun berat badan,but this is not normal for me!ayu does not NOT eat! though i do drink tea like im addicted to it.entah lah.im sick.HAHAHA.

ok i lied,i just ate the wedges,i didn't even touch the burger!just thinking about it makes me feel like the wedges are threatening to come back out of my mouth!NO!i am not bulimic nor am i anorexic!HAHAHAHAHA.FARRRR from being those two.

maybe im not used to being alone.

no,not clingy clingy alone..........................................................................................................

owh eff it!people don't understand.

merry xmas!!

2009-12-25T02:58:00.002+08:00

i love the snow outside.
now we'll have a white christmas.YAY!!!

but for all the prettiness and all the awesomeness of snowing,there comes a terrible price,which is COLD!!!!i have to say,i dislike the cold soo much.
i'm not even on my bed coz it's so cold there,maybe pasal iya dekat window atu kali.
i've resorted to sitting on the floor next to the heater,which isn't working so well since the heater isn't very hot.HAIYA MAAAA!

anyway,because of the cold,my brain feels sluggish.but i managed to do some 20 minutes revision.KIH KIH.JUST 20minutes thank you very much.and i think nothing has entered into my brain,it just felt like my hands were moving without me demanding them to.therefore,nada tah apa2 inside my head.

i have this coughing fit still and it seems to be getting worst!i hate it sooo much!i have no mood to eat,coz my throat feels sore,but my tummy is on the brink of becoming gastric.SERBA SALAH LAH JUAAAAA!!

HOWEVEEERRRRR,

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!
HAVE A GREAT DAY TOMORROWWWWWWW~

boooo

2009-12-24T05:53:00.000+08:00

maybe i'm not as adventurous as before.
maybe that's coz im getting older.~~TUA KU SUDAH~~.
datang selalu penyakit malas ku anie,that's why my favourite past-time now is sitting at home,doing nothing.

oorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

maybe,it's not me at all,maybe it's the weather.it's like ssoooo cold,i know last year it's as cold,but now im affected by the coldness easily.
i have this terrible chesty cough that it feels like my whole throat is trying to come out.SAKIT!

and it's so sad,coz it's snowing prettily outside,but here i am stuck at home,being sick and weak.
i nearly passed out in front of the house yesterday night when i got back from tesco.my head was spinning and my legs gave up on me,but thank god,si meerul was with me,or else i would have just AMPAI2 di tangga atu.HAHAHAAHA.

yes,that's the story of my life.

anyway,i got back from london yesterday,yesterday.and i loved every minute of it.wait,it's kind of a bitter sweet feeling coz i hate the polluted air and the water tastes like shit!~~not shit shit,just crappy!~~
but it's good to have met great people along the way.rindu rasanya riuh malam2 atu.now,i feel lonely here.hahaha.si benny and si jar saja sama ku cakap.*doi ma si ayu minta kesian.kihkih*

pictures up in facebook but none from my camera since my camera's being its effed up self.all distorted and such.entah lah kenapa.

bah goodnight my dears.i need to start revising or else....................................................................

colourful juaa!

2009-12-16T00:41:00.000+08:00

YES!MY ROOM!

let's just say,i am not the tidiest person alive.hahahaha.especially when it's time to pack.i get sooooooo disoriented that my mind is not on packing at all,it'll be like thinking of something else.in the course of packing,i managed to squeeze in some shopping.and bought 5 pieces of things!

and looking at the state of my INCREDIBLY EFFED UP room,i don't think 5 pieces will make any difference.HHAHAHAHAHA.

and i could fit 16 dresses,3 shirts and 2 bags in a small bag.the bag im using for our trip.i was like WHOOAAA!i didn't realize there were a lot of things in that small bag.

and i can't bear the thought of not bringing any of them back in brunei.HUWAAAAAAA!

anyway,im away for 5 days tomorrow.so don't miss me too much,but i'll be in lil old perth during christmas and new year.with books and notes and essays under my nose.

AVALANCHE!!!!!!

to kidah

2009-12-10T06:20:00.000+08:00

kidah,
i think this was the headphone that i saw rah kadai atuuu.well,at that it's 49.99 but when i visited their website it's only 30++pounds.and it says free delivery.i don't know whether it's free delivery outside UK.u check the website out then babe,

http://hmv.com/hmvweb/directQuery.do?Ntt=skullcandy+headphones&No=0&searchType=0&pagingOptionSelect=24&N=0&Nr=AND(OR(RecordSource%3aPP%2cRecordSource%3aDP)%2cNOT(ProductAdultFlag%3aY))&adultFlag=false&rid=1257583A61AA&Ntk=Products&Nty=1

*copied and pasted from the website.kihkihkih

christmas tree?!

2009-12-09T05:33:00.000+08:00

i'm a dreamer,and i am gonna continue dreaming.

i miss christmas in KL!i just love their decorations especially the big christmas tree in KLCC.

perth has nice christmas deco,but it's not enough for me to join in the christmas mood.it doesn't even feel like december here.WHERE IS THE SNOW?!

sudah ku mencari si awang snowman ani.bertapok tia iya.booooooooooo!!
and this morning,i thought the salt which is used to prevent people slipping on the sidewalks was SNOW.and i was excited and i went to jude going "IS THAT SNOW??!!". no,that's SALT!and i even thought that the bubbles from cleaners'window soap was SNOW.

yes,i AM THAT desperate!hah!

well,i did get MELTED SNOW...hahaha....RAIN!

sooooo..this weekend i'm planning to crash through edinburgh to stalk their christmas trees.kih kih.
it sounds exciting,and i won't accept anyone ruining my expectations!so if you're not here to join in my happeyh mood,then leave and never come back!pasal kau KILLJOY and i don't think i like you!hehehehe.

shocking!

2009-12-08T05:56:00.000+08:00

ive been told i THINK TOO MUCH!

well,i'll take that as a good thing since thinking IS a good thing for the brain,right?!RIGHT!

that's my project for tonight.

it's a self centring thing for the shock absorber IF im not mistaken.malas mao check.hehe.

i think i did good,well,it looks like it's working as the way it should work.and it took me HOURS to make that,and im proud of it.hehe.

*eventhoug i can't cut straight and glueing stuff makes me go AAARRGGHH!*

the above project really made me think of days back when PROJECTS were the staple food for students.and for a year and a half i haven't a taste of that,and i miss it,i do.in a half good way.haha.

on a totally different note,i feel like ~~spending~~ some moneeyyyh!
first stop,superdrug.since there's this 3 for 2 on ALL makeup stuff,and since a week from now..WINTER HOLS,i need some makeup to make me EXTRA PRETTEH!
emphasise on the extra,since im ALREADY pretteh,i just need to tweek ME a bit more.hehehehe.*tampar*

my wishlist for december includes:
more bags
more clothes
more shoes
more jewelleries
more belts
more makeup
and a straightener.

yes.just one straightener. one MORE,that is. ;)))

hello kitteeeyyhh

2009-12-07T02:44:00.000+08:00

hello kitty secret pillow!!!

aaaahh..i want this thing!sooo cute cute cute cute!

tapi mahal aaa..like nearly 20pounds lagi tu.should i?liat lah.i hope it's still that price when i FEEL like buying it.hehehehe.

music of the night

2009-12-03T04:49:00.002+08:00

YAYYYY!!at last ive watched LAW ABIDING CITIZEN and i give it a 10 out of 10!
it is sooooo cool!i enjoyed every minute of it (not coz gerard butler looked so hot!),but the story line was interesting and SIOOK!it is definitely a must see!go go go go..go to ypur nearest cinema and watch this movie.IT I SOOO COOL!!!!!!

ooowwwhhh...now,i find scottish guys SEXYYYY..hahahaha!thanks to gerard butler.
and he's like the phantom in the phantom of the opera!my god,ive watched that movie 10000 times,and yet i couldn't recognise HIM.
APANIIIII!!

(well,he did look totally different and there's the mask.)

im soo gonna watch the movie now.there goes my revision mood.hahahaha.

YES!please read my LIPS!i start my revision EARLY!THAT IS WHY I PASSED!NOT COZ I HAVE "NOTES" BY LECTURERS!IM STUDYING MY ASS OFF,I REVISE WITH MY OWN SWEAT AND BLOOD AND SANANG2 ORANG CAKAP I CHEATED??? AND LET OTHERS DO BAD AND WANTING OTHERS TO FAIL???!paloooi!

breathe in,breathe out....

this is not the time to be mad,ayu.don't waste your time on sore losers and people who actually eat up these hypocritical people.they are not worth it.just so sad that people believe these horrid persons,that they wouldn't believe me,or maybe i am that kind of person in their eyes.saaaaaad.

aku inda kacau kamu,so don't ruin or sabotage my career,my life just to hide your mistakes and low standards.

HUUUUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH......

gerard butler again.

2009-11-30T03:00:00.000+08:00

i just checked my blog and i didn't realize that the video was gonna be that HUGE!!sorry...

but aku malas kan edit or anything.so bear with the big annoying thing for now..hehehe.

i need to start reading my notes,coz exam week will start the very minute i come back from the winter holidays!gila kali.ini tidak mahu orang senang ini!hahaha.*eventhough i am laughing but inside i am weeping!*

shit!i forgot to message my mummy back.sorry mummy ku sayang.esok tah since it's very late already in brunei.kesian mummy ku sorang2 di rumah dengan cerita korea nya.pasal my papa go camping.gawd,i remember the day he came back from camping with his friends and he got all excited,macam how i felt when I came back from my camping trip.hahaha.

i wanna go swimming tomorrow since we became like gym members and get to swim for free.esok tah!banar nie!i need to go swimming bad!hahaha.ive been on my ass for hours!and i do not *i repeat DO NOT wanna big J.LO ass thank you very much!hahahahahaha..

owwwhh,daym i lost my student ID.and i need it to go watch movies!pasal movie tickets are cheaper for students,buleeeh.GERARD BUTLER <3<3 WAH TUUUU!i've been waiting so bad to watch LAW ABIDING CITIZEN!!!!!!!!!!

bubur

2009-11-28T05:56:00.003+08:00

i am addicted with this awesome trailer,and definitely,addicted to GERARD BUTLER!new hot sexy old guy crush!instead of keanu reeves,i love love love gerard butler.all buffed up and innocent looking when he wants to.*siigghhhhhhhhhhhh*

i feel sick to the bones right now,like literally,my bones hurt soo much,like ive run around at high speed for 2 hours nonstop,then i get all the pains and aches.i am still hungry actually,but eating the bubur makes me FEEL SICK.coz for me bubur=sakit.
not that there's anything with eating bubur mind you.

i wanna eat ~~chocolate~~ so bad!!

beautiful distraction?!

2009-11-26T05:11:00.002+08:00

my blog is too pink.
i think i need an overhaul!a C check or something.HAHAHA.
wait,why did i laugh?gila kali..

anyway,i've downloaded royal pains and glee's new episode,tapi i don't wanna watch them yet.takut abis.then,if abis,i don't have anything to watch.BUT,i am overly excited about glee!

so i was digging through my drawers of messiness and chaos just now,after like months of not ever touching things inside of them,and i found cool things!macam,why did i even put these great things away?!and that was just the first drawer.wait till i get to the rest.
god,i get distracted to fast.i was supposed to check for C001 notes,but i ended up digging into a totally different drawer.i knew 110% that my notes were'nt in any of them drawers.tapiii...looking through the crazy drawers seemed a lot more interesting than finding my notes.

but at least i did find my notes.they were under the table.and i knew that all along.and my table was halfway across the room.far far away from the drawers.HAH!

the weather is bullying me soo soo much,i kinda hate it right now!when i'm stuck in the classroom its all sunny and looks very inviting,then the minute we stepped out of class.BOOOOSSSSHHHHHH..rain and wind all over!menunggu di busstop kana moisturiser lagi tu.*water splashed from cars driving pass us*SASAK!well,i shouldn't be complaining too much since a few more months to goooooooo..

2009-11-24T04:26:00.001+08:00

the guy does nothing,
the girl ends up weeping,
where did we go wrong?
was i trying too hard all along?

2009-11-23T04:34:00.002+08:00

just feeling a wee bit down right now,but i'll survive.i always have,and this time it's not any different.

a million things are running through my head,and what happened today did not make it any better.it's hard for me to smile coz whenever i turn my frown upside down i get teary eyed.like you know the feeling when you think like the water is half full,but the water is not clean.you can't drink that half full water,but instead all you have left to do is throw that half full water down the sink.

YOU KNOW!!

went to asda and rode on the cutest old fashioned bus ever!like aku sakai!i took pictures but all of them are shitty.huh!the inside of the bus,but we didn't take any from outside pasal bus atu berjalan sudah.went to asda and found loads of cheap stuff that i need!like a vidal sasoon straightener for merely 7pounds!gila kali!!like i coouldn't believe my eyes!i wanted to grab one like grab one without thinking but,i did pause to think!i thought of food!hahaha.nins was like,"apa lagi ko kan liat di asda?" and i repeatedly said FOOD!

(i need to get back to asda to get that straightener!PRONTOOO!)

yes,i was THAT hungry.i had little breakfast and no lunch at all!and terus went iceskating.and i love iceskating.i used to hate it for some reason last time,but now my love is back!*apakan.

2009-11-22T01:02:00.002+08:00

my eyes are like so BULAR right now.*the word i learned from meerul yesterday,and if ive used it correctly in this sentence*.

why so bular???!!!!*that word is funny*

because i watch too much trailers on youtube and watching Family Guy nonstop for the past few days!now im downloading ROYAL PAINS and im waiting for it to finish downloading.i got that title from my sister's blog,i mean she loves glee,so she has good taste in tv series like me.hahahahaha.

had cucur udang and double chocolate pancakes for breakfast this morning.owwhh no wonder i feel soo hungry,coz i ate this morning saja and now it's 5pm already.i thought i was turning into some couch potato for no reason!and yes,ive been putting on weight,i think.haha.denial mode!thanks to all the food ive been making and all the yummy food bought!payah jua tesco dakat rumah ani i guess. XPPPPPPP

owh where is my hp?maybe mummy's messaged me about the post she's sending me.weehee.i love receiving post from back home,coz it feels like presents during birthdays,really!all excited and jumping up and down.and i can't believe how fast the things arrive!i hope there's a surprise too.like from the last post.the nicest and ridiculouslyy pricey jade!yang aku inda mao pakai pasal kesayangan.hahaha

and to someone going soon.have a safe journey back home.

one year!

2009-11-21T22:56:00.004+08:00

HAPPY FIRST YEAR BAByyyy!

we haven't even touched our cake!hahahahaha.
anyway,planned to celebrate at midnight,but we couldn't wake up!hahahahaha adoi maaaaa..so we celebrated in our dreams!
hope to have lots and lots more fun and great years together!
sorry for all the crazyyyyy things and i am glad u sat through all the sad and not great moments!thanks for tolerating all my mood swings!i don't think any sane person would tahan this long.HAHAHAHAHAHA.maybe coz of my cooking that you do..eseehh perasan!
gue sayang bangat kamuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..
and i do hope lots more years would come,and all the years ahead you're there with me!hope you'll never get bored with ME and my antics.i try to make each day as memorable as the one before,coz each minute,hour,day and month are great moments for me!
hugs and hugs and hugs!!!!!!!!!!

ayam masak apa malam anie???gagagagaggagaga

i meant to write all the above in a card but i lost the card i bought...hahahaha..
and i know u do read my blog!!

<3<3<3<3<3<3

2009-11-19T04:38:00.003+08:00

GAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!
i was this <============================> ready to pick an outfit for tomorrow coz i thought inda payah pakai coveralls lagi.then!sudah ku brabis mengabiskan kraja ku,KE HANGER TIA LAGI ESOK!
*inhale*exhale*inhale*exhale*

don't mind me.i am in a foul mood for two days straight.maybe even tomorrow.owh you know,it's THE TIME OF MONTH!sudha tah sakit badan!sakit belakang!anie membagi sakit hati lagi bah!huh!
i miss my mummy.
especially now my back hurts soo much.i love her rubbing and massaging my back.nyamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnn~

on a different note,i am totally addicted to watching family guy.entah kenapa.last time i hate it,but it is a lot better than simpsons.dulu,i hate futurama,but now,it is like one of my favourites!bila kah lagi season baru nya keluar.*siiiggghhhhhhhhh.

i wanna watch liverpool so so so so so much!and it was supposed to be a surprise for him,but then my debit card was so effed up that my card was rejected.for more than 3 times!jgn mcm2 berduit jua ku maseh eyh!sooo..it's not gonna be a surprise coz i told him to buy the tickets for us.hahaha.
coz while we were there we could go and visit kedia atu.rindu saya!

to think that i only have 4 months left here!woow!in words 4 months seems such a short time and it bloody is!!such a bittersweet feeling you know.
i will definitely miss this small room.i just can't belive how small it is!
basar panya bilikku di brunei atu.hahahahaha.basar banaar!hahahahahaha.

my sis's new home will be done in 3 more months (give or take).sooooo when i get back brunei,i'll have a new room lagi!hehehe.suka wah i tuuuuuu.i hope it's big.my room that is.even bigger than my room in KB please.hehehe.seriously!at least a bigger closet!my closet is burstiiinnnngggggggggggggggg right now and when i do get back brunei,i am soo gonna shop til i drop!and no one's gonna stop me!haahahaha.
i won't complain if there's a walk in closet even.shared with my dearest sister pun inda apa.hahahahahahahahaha.or the whole house is MY closet.oppppssssssss.

owh well...it's 9pm and i need to read a book.juling sudah mata ku meliat screen ani.

smiles! :DDDDDDDDDD

2009-11-14T05:16:00.003+08:00

it is just 9.17pm and i feel sleepy and lazy and honestly,i feel BIG,HUGE,HUMUNGOUSSNUFFLELOFUGUS.i mean,i haven't done anything healthy,like exercising for like weeks!well,if filing and riveting could be considered exercising,then fine!i am feeling guilty for nothing.TAPIIIIIIIIIIIIIII why am i feeling sluggish??!!

i seriously need to clean my room.i am trying to motivate my ass off this couch since 7pm,but after 2++hours,i am STILL on the couch!maybe its the weathre,can i blame the weather please?!it's cold!*full stop* nobody in their right mind wants to do anything in the cold right,except in snuggled up in cosy balnkets!right?RIGHT!!

tomorrow,having dinner with Shefali,our new friend.so i am going to eat ROTICANAI!eksen kuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.i wish it's going to be roticanai tomorrow.nyaman wah tu kalau banar and dosai.waaaah!

kami kana belanja donuts and cookins from mark tadi,pasal we passed module 15!yaay us!siok eh kana dulur ani.maybe cause we're sunshines and rainbows in their lives!*apakan hahahaha.well,we were called scarily cheerful and always happy by our lecturers.maybe that's why i don't have anymore energy after school,pasal i used all them energy(energies?) back in school.senyuman itu satu sedekah,and makes us look a lot younger!waseeehh.no wonder i look a lot younger than i am supposed to.*perasan inda betampat!*hahaha

somone just burped on the streets,dapan THAT BAR and i can hear him burp as clear as him burping next to me.HAHAHAHA.i am like 2 storeys high!god!atu nyaring.

so i was thinking,what if i go and sleep now,and later aku bangun,jadi burng hantu?!hahaha.genki seems to agree since he's still sleeping with muffin.then later they'll be the lives of the party tengah2 malam,and why not i join them right?!RIGHT!!

bah off i gooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

HAPPY BDAY!!

2009-11-10T06:41:00.003+08:00

happy 20th bday to my best best best friend who i miss miss miss miss soooo much!!
another bday i miss,so i'll make it up to you when i get home.soon,very soon!
anyway,have a great birthday without me again.huh!aku tiup candles mu dari jauh tah sajaaaaaaaa T____T
u're 20 babe.WE'RE 20!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahahahahahahahaha.no more teens teens eyh!not that aku will ever suruh kau act 20 and berakal2 tah,coz that will be very boring.kan kan kan.
i miss you!!did i say i miss you??!!hahahahahaha.majal.

*bila kawin????kihkihkihkihkihkihkih.

loads and loads and loads of love love love love and hugs hugs hugs and kisses kisses kisses all the way from perth!

ps=sorry mencuri pic mu dari fb,pasal aku suka pic anie brabis!hehehehehe

fly fly awaaayyyy

2009-11-10T06:09:00.004+08:00

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

there goes my money...fly fly fly...jadi stray bullets main paintball last weekend.
owh yeah,i paid a lot of money for bloody lips,bruised arm and an aching bodeyh!
opppss..not forgetting lots and lots and lots of FUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!
crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy fun!

and let me tell you,i have never been this scared my whole life!i think i set my mind to "thisislikevietnamwarwherethebulletscanactuallykillyou" thinking.see,i read/see too much war-ish things,thanks to me being very interested in History.gaaaaaaahhh!
i didn't finish all the games pasal....
well,mainly pasal all my bullets are gone.like POOf gone!hahaha.coz i thought i was in left4dead where bullets are like unlimited,so me being all rambo-ish mode finished all my bullets in one go!suka i.then,sudah abis bullets baru tah terpikir mahal kan membali lagi.hehehehehehe.
and it hurts kana tembak atu,and scared the shit out of me thinking i would die any minute,so I GAVE UP!

i admit that paintball is not my thing.inda ku mao lagi!not that im saying i didn't enjoy myself at all,MAHN,i had a TOTALLY AWESOME time.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

nothing exciting this week i guess,or maybe desiree's visiting this weekend,and i hope SO she can come!if not,then the only interesting thing for me this weekend is bali HAYAM.hehehehe.i miss my kari ayam and my bbq hayam.yum yum!

talking bout food,i am soooooooo inda sabar to get my hands on excapade's sushi when i get home!thanks to wany glasgow's status saya craving much much sushi right now,and the nearest sushi i can get is from tesco!tapiii kaaaaaaaaaannnnn inda nyaman baaahhh!!!!so where is this yo-sushi place anyway?!!i ahve to HAVE it!*whatthebuck*HAHAHAHAHA.too much youtube.

ooooooooooowwwhhh!!which reminds me i need to post something importanto!bye!

lalala..love

2009-11-03T04:59:00.002+08:00

dear blog,i am seriously prone to cuts and bruises.i broke my nail,cut my finger,smashed my palm and bruised my thumb with a hammer.HAH!in one day sajaaa~
in conclusion,i am a veru sensitive person,who gets hurt easily,sp don't break me denagn sesuka hati kamu.

HAHAHAHAHA..DUH?!watthehell was i saying back then,and when did i start using DEAR BLOG as the beginning of a post?? -_____-""

so today,si control handsome found out that i have a boyfriend who actually lives with me.HAHAHAHA.it was funny when he was like,"your boyfriend's in the same bus as us?he's going to punch me when he sees me talking with you." paloi!i am a flirt,but don't get me wrong,everything's HARMLESS! coz,(i will only say this once),i'm bloody taken!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..shoot me!
owh well,i guess after this he'll be ignoring and avoiding me,is being NOT single a disease?that other guys need to stand back?i'm just being friendly,am not wanting to ask your hand in marriage!

soooooo........

LOVE = GENKI + MUFFIN!

hahahaha...gotcha!

HALOHALOWEEN

2009-11-02T02:50:00.004+08:00

my eyes are a bit blurry right now,maybe coz im staring at my screen too much.DUA kali ah screen ku,mana mau kalah.HAHAHAHA -____-""

anyway,i had loads of fun yesterday trick r treating and i went as a BUNNY!i lololololololoveeee my makeup!!menjadi jua owh aku buat camatu.thanks to michellephan rah youtube for the tutorial!

soooo...when we went out to go trick r treating with us having ZERO thoughts of what to do,kali we met this 4 little girls and they were like,"do you know any good places for sweeties?",and i was like "HAH!we just came out,and it's our first time trick r treating EVER".and coz of that they brought us along.SIOOOKK!
us with our bangangness pun tagged behind them,me with my camera.PACAH!
so they asked us how old we were and i said i was 14,and wanie,14,Nins,15.HAHAHAHAHAHA.percaya drg ani wah.so yeah,i felt totally young yesterday.gagagagagaga *_________*

i got loads and loads of sweeties!and had a blast i nearly had to pinch myself.
ran around and knocking on people's door.
TRICK R TREAT?!!!!

aku inda mao makan jula jula ku pasal aku kesayangan wah!panuh bakul ku trus walaupun when we ran ran ran i lost all of my sweets,pasal now i just realised i RUN WILD!hahahahaha.bertaburan kali eyh sweeties belakang ku.

and on the way home,we got lost pasal we ran (again) from dogs!we were chased by dogs in two directions,so we had to run AWAY from the track back home.hahaha.paluh2 wah ku tu trus.i just don't get why BIG people don't go trick r treating anymore?I WOULD!though i lied saying i was 14.hahaha.

2009-10-29T06:31:00.002+08:00

did i just say KIM campbell in my last post??hahaha
it's supposed to be JIM campbell.owh well.

we started our airframe repairs practical today,and i sucked bad at cutting the metal with the guillotine.sudah tah kana ketawa kan leh c SNOWIE sal not strong enough to push the thingie down.inda apaaaa!and i had to redo my rectangle for the fourth time.YAY ME!NOOOOT!!
i mean,i shouldn't be surprised since i couldnt even cut a straight line arah papers using damn scissors when we were doing projects back in school time dulu2.ani tah lagi.
i'm not looking forward to this practical coz i know,i'll be terrible.
i feel like i'll fail myself badly.alum jua sampai berapa jam bah practical atu.

ANYWAYYYY...
halloween's just around the corner.can't wait to go trickortreat-ing.hahahaha.YES,u heard right!!we are going trickortreat-ing.mao tah jua merasa.
and this is the first time i have plans for three weekends straight.haha.i sound boring.yes!i am!no no,not that i'm bored,i AM BORING!jadi budak baik banar ku di sini.hahaha.and i don't mind a single bit!

i feel like sleeping coz i need a good rest for tomorrow,but i need to download some movies for our HORROR MOVIES slumber party/CARI HANTU party.two movies done,final destination 3 and 4.and saw 1-5.i like to give poeple lots of options and loads to choose from that's why i need to find some more.i have 8 mintues left to think.

sock em up!

2009-10-22T20:16:00.003+08:00

i just la la la la love these gloves,though kim campbell called them SOCKS -_____-
soo comfy and warm i need to buy more of them,pasal my hands get cold easily but my arms don't,maybe pasal banyak INSULATION arah arms atu.gagagagagagagaga
and the best thing about them is that i still can use my fingers fully kan kan kan.

just another reason for me to NOT revise though exams are tomorrow.blog lagi yuuuuu

2009-10-19T04:18:00.002+08:00

i am freaking sick and tired of revising my ass off these past few days so now instead of my brain being full with informations and stuff,IT IS PLAIN DEAD!
all im feeling of doing right now is to stare into space and with nothing in my head.banar tah.
and i am abit sad that i didn't pick up my mum's call coz i was in the shower.BOOOOOO!i miss talking to her.gosssssiipppppiiinggg~hahaha.

urgh esok lagi sama c JIMCAMPBELL, "zzzzzz" will lietrally come out of my head kali esok.he is THAT BORING I TELL YOU.he tires real hard to teach good,and he does,but just BORING you know.entah lah.

so,apparently i am just going to continue studying again,dont ask me why when nothing can goes in

fyswtgdwekdgwekygfwaekgfwaekurgfvuwygfwueygvwuygvwuygfcuwegcfuwegfwueygfcweuygfcweugw

ARGGGHHHHHHH.i was rudely interrupted by the stupid black eyed peas song which is being played every single fucking day from that stupid BAR!i have no idea why that particular song just pisses me off,yang lain di mainkan selalu inda jua ku sakit hati,JUST THIS IVE GOTTA FEELING thingie song.SASAAAAAAKK!

anyway,what was i supposed to say?oh,im going to continue studying pasal that is the only thing i know to mengisi masa lapang ini.HAHAHAHAHA.

ciao

dear you

2009-10-11T05:52:00.002+08:00

dear aayuu.blogspot.com,i actually don't feel like writing much on you just yet and i am feeling down coz of it.i DO NOT wanna feel down and avoiding you as much coz you're like a friend sudah,and doing exactly that is like being disloyal to you.
BUT,because of certain "situations" that led me feeling thiis shitty takes away the joy of having a blog.whatever happened to free speech i have no fucking idea!
just writing a post right now makes me wanna smash some thing and i am fuming intensely inside!

soo..i hope you understand,aayuu.blogspot.com,and it is not your fault.your existance and mine are being questioned right now,and i wanna say to them,deal with it,coz what's mine is NOT yours,and i can write whatever fuck i want,BUT instead i'll just bury myself in deep shit and wallow in selfpity.FOR NOW that is!!

2009-10-07T05:09:00.003+08:00

i feel like stomping my feet and scream scream scream!!!
SASAAAAAAAAAKK KUUU SASAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKK!!

u may think i have better things to worry about,like my FACE!my effing dried out,peeling likewhat skin coz of those rash!
BUT NO!!i occupy myself being distracted by nasty "BUGS" that keep buzzing and flying around in FRONT OF ME!!!!well,one thing for sure,they do smell like LALAT RAH SAMPAH!
people with no MATURITY,though they THINK they are acting their age.what?umur mu 10 kali??!!coz u definitely act like one,walaupun badan BASAR!and NIL/zero/NADA experience,tetap!tapiiiiiiiiiiiiii..cakap bukan main!!!!like u know every nooks and crannies like the back of your big ugly fat hands!
bukan main eyh suruh orang berakal,WOW!i think ive heard that being shot at me thousands of time coz u think u're mature and all that,but you're just acting all childish and to think that kamu atu tua bagak sudah!!
and APA??im an embarassment??!!a HUGE embarassment to all of you??
WELL EAT YOUR WORDS DUMBASS-ES,coz you're the one being THE JOKES OF THE DAY!and if you're just making a shame of yourselves,i don't effing mind,but this?this?you're staining the poeple around you,innocent people around u as well!
THINK ABOUT IT!owh wait,i don't know if you can find your small brain pun!
and all this while,you're supposed to set an example,as a leader,a "friend" and an elder person.but i guess you are,setting an example,a BAD example of not whattobe.
all you do is complain complain complain,and u think the world around you is against you,but do you get up from your butts and do something?ANYTHING?to change the way things turn out???!!!!!!!!!!!!NOOOOOOOOOO!!u just complain somemore!!!!
keluar nanah sudah dari telinga the same words coming from your mouths!and are they things concerning us?words useful to us?words we wanna hear??words to encourage us??NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo!!instead,words to annoy,distract abd make our heads BURST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
canatah jua i wanna avoid,as i said,they BUZZ and STING and do what annoying LANGAUs do...try sitting in one place with them,even just for an hour,u'll be tearing your hair out,well,that is if they show up,coz they'll be "TOO BUSY"~with their effing hectic schedule which involves making their SMALL ASSES SMALLER!!
AKU TAH JAHAT AKU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im used to being called the BAD PERSON in any situation~soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..daripada kana ucap saja,baik tah jadi jahat tarus..inda ja?JAAA!!!

BANARTAAAAAAAAAAAH.....

LUNCH GROUP

2009-10-06T03:03:00.003+08:00

we had a great time today...i mean,a great lunch...
si Roger surpirsed the three of us with TOM YUMMY YUMMY YUM soup~!
he was like,"i ahve a surprise for u three,and did u bring spoons?"
and we were like APA?APA?APA?APA?APA?APA?
and nasiiiibbbbbbb tah i didn't bring lunch today since tesco buka aher tadi jua.
*not to forget,thanks for the prawn mayo!yummy too!suweet awang ku atu*

waiting for dayang NINS to upload the pictures.aku mao liat rambut ku actually in those pictures.hahahaha.dapat jua my mum see since ya majal kan liat rambut ku.ahahah

anyway,i did a little shopping just now.HUH!!
adakah time cemani anie sale tia.GAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..
well,at least allowance kan keluar.hehehehehehehe.
and i bought two dresses,yes and a pair of GOLD flats.
heeee..sorry wanie..ngam bukan size mu..hehehehehehehe
i wanna go shopping somemore. T____T

<3

2009-10-05T06:21:00.001+08:00

WHEN I'M WITH YOU I DON'T WRITE SAD POETRIES ANYMORE,
INSTEAD I SING HAPPY SONGS.

omeegaaddd

2009-10-03T09:03:00.002+08:00

DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!with big humungous capital letters!!

i just realised that my hair looks a whole lot like a scene haircut.gilaaaa!!coz i was browsing thorugh some HOWTO videos and stumbled upon some scene/emo *as they call it* hairstyles and i was like,hmmm that LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE MY HAIR!!with just a bit of straightening,teasing and hairspraying, VOILAA!HELLO SCENE HAIR!!
and if i add a lot of dark makeup..hmmmmmm...

aaaaaaaaaaaannndddddddddddddddddddddddddd fyi....
that was not what i expected of my recent haircut.
i know it's different and i wanted really choppy layers,but i wouldn't categorise it as scene/emo hair!gaaaaahhh!!! T____T

the more i think about it,i don't it's that bad.mau jua ku cuba and see how i look like..hahahahahaahahhahahahahaahahhaahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!

anyway,here i am blogging at two something in the morning,after playing the guitar,trying to play FALLIN FOR YOU,and i suck big time at the strumming.there's a good thing of living in front of a noisy street,coz kalau kami buat bising awal2 pagi nada jua orang marah.hahahahaha.

and and my face is so gatal and berbiji2.like i ate something which i am allergic to.and i have no idea what it is.pasal i ate alot of things,from cereal to salad cream and toast.hahahahaha

bah saya mahu sambung meliat itu naruto.hahahaaha.

SHOOT ME!

2009-09-30T05:07:00.002+08:00

my new hair...well,after the shower and when kan tidur..catu tah usulkuu..

GLAMOROUS MUCH

told u i shouldn't post them up in facebook for the mummy...seriouslyy

rambut ku bah tu!

2009-09-30T04:57:00.004+08:00

my mum kept on asking me to post my HAIR picture rah facebook,coz that's the only way for her now to see pictures of me...ANNNDDD aku inda mahuuu!!pasal aku balum lagi mengatur rambut ku yang lawa anie..hahahahaha..and facebook is way tooi public..hahahahaha..kalau post sini mao kuu..but my mum *i think* doesn't know that i have a blog.so yeah.

and i hate my hair after walking to school,pasal angin nya and the sweat!my gawd the sweat on my head.trickling down onto my neck!!!NOT PRETTY AT ALL!!and they say it's autumn and it's SUPPOSEDLY cold "____"

sajok plg..p alum sajok banar..hahaha i can't believe i said balum lagi sajok banar.hahaha.
exercise baaaaaahhhhh.the only exercise i could get for this week and the next and the next pasal if in scone hanger THEN,atu barat burit tuuu...pakai bus tuuuu...so brabis tah ku nie time anie..

barutah i lawa2 cikit..manalah tao terclashing with kicap manis.IN THESAME BUILDING!!*faint* don't have too high hopes.hahahaha.

cross my heart?

2009-09-28T04:15:00.003+08:00

HUH..i miss my hair!!hahahaha...
i am still weirded out about my new hair,but it's growing on me.just DIFFERENT!!

soooo..what did i do today??i watched a whole cycle of america's next top model!YAY MEE!!and i AM feeling a lil bit guilty abandoning my notes coz i have less than a month before sitting TWO BIG EXAMS!!*for me they are considered big modules pasal buku nya like VERY MUCH TABAL!*

annndd instead of digging my nose in one of my notes,i am blogging..gaaahh!!macam2 saja alasan ku so that inda revision.hahahaha.urrgghh.and the thought of c adib mengajar esok~ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ all the way.
sabar sajaaaaaaaa...nama nya belajar kaaannn..and i come here to study NOT everyday kan balik awal..inda jaa??JAAAA!!
i hope i'll manage to stay awake.haaiisshhh..maybe i'll think of errrrmmm BenandJerry's(?).hahaahahaha.pasal lama sudah ngidam that particular icecream,but the thought of the price and the calories??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well,especially the price.pasal i spent how many pounds on a pair of jeans yesterday!!!!!!!and this tshirt yang lawa tapi i regret buying sudah!!!!!!!coz it costs wayy too much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!tapi lawaaaa~*nyaman kan hati*

six more minutes then im heading for my notes.PROMISE NIE PROMISE!

owwhhh..shout out to poeple in GLASGOW!thank you for a great daaaayyy!!!!!baru rasa macam rayaaaaa~gaahhhh...sawdih bunyi kuu..
and i met leong juaaa...nice to meet someone from SAS here in lil old scotland,and desiree is dakat cnie juaaa!how much fun!

GAAAHHH!!which reminds me,i was going to msg her,maybe next week,like tomorrow!pasal i really really want her to come here..heeeeeeeeeeeee....

SHRA

2009-09-23T05:04:00.001+08:00

had a great first day and thanks to you all!!
it was tiring but worth it since this is the last raya in perth,mana mao alang2 kali aaaaa...soo yeah,crashing rumah orang was lotsa fun!and ate a lot!if i keep on eating this much i WILL gain the weight i lost and more..hahahahaha

the food was great,and i mean it!and untungnya di setiap rumah yang di kunjungi semua makanan yang berbeza so inda lah sangal meliat makanan sama.SO COMPLIMENTS TO THE CHEFS!

goodbye ramadhan it's been great,and i hope to see you again next year pasal i can't believe puasa dengan penuh kesabaran this year,and of course adalah mengumpat sekali dua.haha.ALHAMDULILLAH.

SOUTH STREET

DUNKELD

H.TERRACE

PARK

SECOND DAY RAYA

AND NOT FORGETTING,
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE!!!!!:DDDDD
gaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

copy and pasted from aces26.blogspot.com

l4d2

2009-09-19T16:42:00.002+08:00

i can't wait for this to come out!!
though it does look a lot bloodier and violent and gruesome than ever but i am really excited to shoot more zombies!!ha ha ha..

*though i was debating with myself whether to put the "frame" of the video pink,coz it looks weird having a pink frame but the contents of the video is soooo notsupposedtobepink* apakan.

i woke up too early though i slept quite late yesterday.pasal i have a lot of baking to do today.

ROGER'S TRIBE

2009-09-19T06:16:00.001+08:00

with our pens penganti our feathers,yes!BULU!yang di pakai di rambut semasa praktikal di jalankan di hanger.hahahaha.lawa bm ku atuuu~

say what??

2009-09-18T04:53:00.004+08:00

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty

so my mum once told me to stop wallowing in deep shit and wasting my breath coz of those assholes and jerks that just makes me GO MAD,pasal along the way i'm gonna even meet alot more assholes and jerks exactly just like them!there's just not enough time and space to THINK about each and everyone of them assholes.
and yes,i will not waste my time on them anymore.true true.

well,those were my mum's advise,not exactly quoted,coz the way she said it was even worse.hahahaha.
that's my mum.she deserves the phrase "been here,done that" like honestlyy!

i am feeling very much sakit hati every single day,and trying to block them out is easier said than done when they are practically shouting in my ears!

but it's ok...deep breaths,deep breaths.
inhaaaleeeeee........exhalleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....

pictures to upload and will be done later after my revision and CHOCOLATE CAKE!!
though i ate 3 helpings of fried rice.gaaaahhh!!

gaaaahh!

2009-09-16T03:36:00.004+08:00

OWH HOW MUCH FUN!!
it's my 400th post already~

and i feel like not wasting this post coz i have no idea that i have posted hundreds sudah.

that was what we did when we were waiting for sungkai when we went for our shopping in dundee.
had to waste 2 hours doing nothing but we had our laughs.
like we ever run short of laughter,no wonder aku suka sama dorang anie.hahaha.

huh.less than a week of puasa and i can't believe aku tahan brabis.like i find it really good prevents me from eating cereal so much.haha.
and raya aku inda mao masak traditional malay food since this is the last raya me being in the UK so i want something foreign and soemthing different like brownies and muffins instead of kueh raya.won't that be fun??????which totally brings my baking mood back on track!though i think i have lost my baking touch if there is even one~

now i am addicted to pancakes.nyaaamaaaaaan toasted pancakes sama susu manis.

*opppsss there i go again wasting away a good post talking about food food food*

anyhooooooo..been in the college past few days,and it is packed with people!macam during lunch terpaksa barabut sama orang just to get a seat to study!jgntah belajar kamu eh,makan bah makan!kalau inda puasa bah inda ku di library belajar.GAHAHAHAAHHAHA!

AYU BELAJAR!BELAJAR BELAJAR BELAJAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AYU BELAJAR!!
u know,i actually felt sleepy just typing the word belajar.hahaha.pasal malam2 i have not even looked at my notes pasal evertime kan angkat burit kan ambil notes i fall a sleep.like banar!**apakan

wohoo bos is in UK and aku mao aga iya!!pasal aku mao liat liverpool main jua and he said he is near liverpool so aku mao liat liverpool sambil aga c bos.hehehe.

and to YOU!!you annoy me tahap entah apa and i feel like kicking your big ugly butt everytime i see your even uglier face!hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahhaha.

what to buy?

2009-09-12T00:01:00.002+08:00

so yes,at last i am going shopping!!hahaha.brapa lama sudah ku menahan from taking out $$$ from my notyettouched internetsaving!

soooooooooooooooooooooooooo...i am gonna buy loads and loads of autumn/winter stuff since it is getting a wee bit colder and it is cheaper now that belum lagi autumn brabis sal it is still HOT for the orangputihs.

shoppinglist:
gloves
setuking
tights
the ribbons/clips
baju panjang tangan
NEXT perfume

well those are the essentials plg.hahaha.yang NOT needed but desperately wanted belum lagi.

but the one thing that i MUST get is TELUR MASIN!nyaman wah tu if makan dengan ayam kari.yummy.
coz for sungkai today we are gonna have chicken curry~
food food food food!
at least we're going to the college next week so that i can CLIMB THAT HILL!!not like some people~i look forward to walk up that hill and lose some of these fats that actually makes me cute.GAAAHH!!perasan!hahahahahahahaha

i will try not to take the bus to school,but i will 100% NOT take the bus home!
though our house is considered the furthest from the school.ahahaha.lama wah sudah inda jauh2 ani.i mean to scone?busstops dapan rumah.ALHAMDULILLAH.

i hope those kicap manis will be in the college too. bosan wah tu kalau inda. at least jumpa jua makcik canteen atu.hahaha.i miss talking to her.and watch all those teenage orangputihs with their kerenah.hahahaha.macam2 saja bah dorang atu!!
owhmygaawd!i just fantasised about something!hahahahahaha.
and if i do write my fantasy down,your first reaction would be,keep fantasising coz that is all it's going to be,A FANTASY!hahahaha.

later

hairy talk

2009-09-10T06:16:00.003+08:00

yessss~i am a bit concious of my veerryy thin hair,and since we're planning to get a haircut,i am having a hard time deciding what type of haircut i would want.
and me being me,i am verryy jealous of people who has thicker hair than mine,but then,i just watched TYRA BANKS revealed her real hair and it is very thin like mine,so now i AINT complaining.hahaha.
coz on the brighter side of it all,a lot of those successful people have thin hair,so maybe thin haired people are destined to be great.*tampar*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

i love my hair really but it is just annoyingly thin!i blame my dad for being hair-less.hahaha.but i am grateful for his chinese looks coz i love my looks,NO I AM NOT VAIN OR WHATEVER.but just that i love my features.face-wise.hahahaha.
i used to hate my chinky eyes coz i get bullied a lot for not being able to open my eyes bigger.mcm i get a lot of "is that the most you can do?" comments.haish.sakit hati.and have never once a person say my eyes are nice,except him,coz he says he loves my eyes.SUWEETTT!!so there IS hope for these chinky eyes of mine.hahahaha.
and i love my face pasal i look younger than i am supposed to be.so there is definitely no complaining about it.HORAAYY!!
perasan*****

layan cha orang kan masuk TWO OH anie.OHMEGAD it's like less than 2 weeks lagi.tidaaakk!!i feel old and wrinkly.*just kidding..GAH!*

another belated birthday greet

2009-09-09T06:47:00.004+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!
i am not a good friend!hahahahaha.sorry celestine prisca christopher!!!!!!

HAPPY HAPPY BELATED BITHDAY FROM YOUR SO CALLED BESTFRIEND.GAAAAAHHHHH!!

i dont even have her photo terpaksa mencuri dari fb.sorry copyright kah tuu???

ANYWAY!!!!!!
I HOPE YOU HAD A BLAST FOR YOUR DAY SINCE IT'S THE BIG TWOO OHH SUDAH!!hehehe.
and i hope that you would have great year ahead and more blessed days than ever! i love you baybeh!eventhough aku lupaaa. *kick self*
always in my thoughts and prayers!and thinking of you when i think of kuching and lots of shopping!hahahahaha
i will not forgive myself easily so when i come back brunei i belanja you nasi katok okeeyhh!hahahahahahahhaha.

keluang-man??!!

2009-09-09T04:58:00.002+08:00

so daym that cartoon for making me look like my BM sucks bad.though i know it does SUCK tapi ani beyind suck-ish.hahaha.
we saw a dead bat arah busstop tadi.and it was a small itty bitty bat,and i was like "keluang kah tuu??!" and the rest were like inda jua melayan tapi melayan jua,like APAKANCAKAPANAKSEKONGANI kinda face. sekali nya sudah dirorang liat bebanar,they were like "KELAWAR!".
kali nya dorang keluang is just a makebelieve name for that cartoon. hahaha. i was overly confident dari dulu brabis that BATS = KELUANG. and i had NO IDEA that it was called kelawar. yes. my bm suck BIG TIME!

so yeah lesson for the day i learned that bats = kelawar not keluang.hahaha.
now the word keluang sounds foolish to me.hahahaha.

5 more minutes kan belajar lah.and SURPRISE SURPRISE i said 5 minutes for the past 20 minutes sudah.hahahahaha.coz my parut so bahagia right now that i don't feel like getting up from this overly comfy sofa at the moment,so YES FIVE MORE MINUTES!

am browsing through pictures of different hairstyles for next week,biasa lah kan rambut baru for raya!hehehehehe.i'm opting for a more edgy haircut or just fringe(?).i want choppy layers tapi rambut ku NIPIS LAH SANGAT2. and i hate it. hahahaha. sudah tah stubborn,nipis lagi and really fine and gets greasy a whole lot faster.it's sad.

my five minute is up!off i goooooooooooooo

makaaaan

2009-09-07T06:42:00.005+08:00

i feel really sleepy but i dun wanna sleep pasal i slept like brabis sudah tadi.
coz the minute i went back from wanie and nins' place,aku sambung tidur.zzzzzzzzz.
so i am full of ZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZzzz.

had a great time this weekend pasal i sleptover their place for two whole nights and makan BANYAAKK BANYAAKK!

*updated from yesterday*

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY WANIE!!belated i mean.
you've been a great friend here,and i appreciate it sooo much!
*cough..TUA..cough*
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

anyway,i am waiting for pudding recipe nya yang di bagi oleh wanie tuk mengaras.and i hope it tastes like hers,pasal aku inda puas makan pudding nya masa ri tu.HAHAHA.coz i told you sudah kan terlalu banyak makanan.
BUUUTT..on a very happy note,i am surprised by my weight!wohoooo!
i lost some,though i was weighing myself beore makan sungkai.
and masa i weighed myself after makan sungkai,i gained 2 KG just like THAT!like that extra weight just came out of nowhere.HUH!

hahaha.orang in denial,cakap came out of nowhere when it was obvious i WAS eating a lot more than usual.hahahaha.bahagia parut ku coz makin ramai orang makin banyak makan!and YES,eating is FUN!!!eating makes me very happy,though the stomachaches are not really pleasant,but in conclusion eating IS fun!
i just don't get it that some people consider eating a chore,or just something that you HAVE/NEED to do.tidak appreciate eyh orang catu atu,REZEKI WAH TUUU!
hahahahahahhaha

ok.enough talking about food.sudah tah di skulah the main topic is always FOOD.hahaha.especially UDANG and CALAMARI for this saturday~~wohoooooo.can't waaaiitt.

i am waiting for the awang to abis mandi then kami mao liat NARUTOO!
yes!naruto!hahahahahahaha.that's not the only anime we're watching right now,SCHOOL RUMBLE sama AKAZUKIN CHACHA jua.sioook!i love streaming!macam2 anime boleh di pilih and the websites are great!no complaints so faarrr.

aaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd...
tadi time buang sampah i saw a family of ULATsss!hahaha.i don't really know if worms are ulat or cacing,but all i know is if they do not have legs and small,they are WORMS to me.hahahaha.but ani ulat.besaaaar and panjang and disgusting looking.hahahaha.nasib tah si Awang suruh aku buka the cowl/panel of the bin,kalau inda memang iya sudah lari lintang pukang.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.coz aku inda mao the one end up bringing the bin out.HAHAHAHA.tapiii,ani banyak ulatss nya.one family of big,healthy,long ulatss..hahahahahaha.and don't forget squishy. coz they look extra squishy. macam the two ones yang kana tinjak (stepped on) rah tangga masa ri tu. i bet the sound masa kana stepped on atu was like "pecheeek" or something like that.

later.aku mao cek pudding ku dulu.

fudging fudgeyy

2009-09-03T05:36:00.003+08:00

we just had a chocolate fudge cake,and it is daym yummy!!
makan panas2 lagi tu out from the microwave. i give TESCO 2 thumbs up for their cakes!
had chicken soup and cucur ayam tadi for sungkai so my tummy is very happy.eventhough hanya makan ayam Qourn (vegetarian). but still it taste good,not great,but that has to do pasal balum bali stock "ayam hidup".

another great thing from tesco is its CHOCOLATE WAFER BAR!yuuummmm!!!!eventhough the calories are shooting through the roof,but it tastes soo great!!me and him can finish a lot in one day,and we always have supplies of them,pasal nyaman!
it may NOT look as yummy as the more expensive ones,but sure tastes good!
maybe i'll eat another one right now.woohooo..
inda inda...i want to eat kelopok sensation yang THAI SWEET CHILLI nya dulu sambil membaca buku.hahaha.
(and people tell you,you wouldn't eat a lot during puasa)

watched WHOSE LINE IS IT ANYWAY,and i laughed my head off the whole time. i just love how spontaneous they are. caliiiiiii. though videos nya yang lama2 but still very very funny! and i didn't know si awang is a fan of that show too dulu. what fun!

bah off i go to study study study. orrr sleep..depending on the atmosphere.since tadi was sajuk i feel very sleepy,now it's a bit warm-ish,maybe coz im under the blanket.HAHA

2009-09-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

gila bising orang2nya ani!like it's a party of some kind or something.cam langau ada jua,since all i can hear is BLA BLA BLA.pasal i don't understand a thing they're saying.

Puasa's been great so far,just i hate thinking of what to eat the next day n the next n the next,pasal yang di terseliurkan langsung nada sini!!!owh well,now it makes me appreciate how great the food in brunei really is!siapakan mati2an kan ke UK ani?"just to get away from it all"?paloi tahap buduh orang atu!i cant even get back brunei for 2 years,and yeah i am freaking homesick!and living in this small town,with those people?????dont wana say much anymore...

I hate blogging sudah pasal i have to filter every single word i type!like what happened to this blog being a fudging blog??i want to say more,i want to say nasty things,good things,but nooooo~i have to sound like being here is all rainbows and sunshines,and semua orang nya bagus2 belaka!my feet are an inch above ground pasal THIS ISNT REALITY!

This is a nightmare that YOU pretend that its the sweetest fantasy!

FOOD

2009-09-01T01:46:00.002+08:00

since inda lama lagi kan sungkai,which is like 1 and a half hours left,so i am gonna talk about FOOD!yeah,FOOD!

i know there's chocolate cake waiting for me for my lovely desert!so im looking forward to sungkai in a bit!nyaman wah tu chocolate cake atu BRABIS!*veravis*<==uweek.

eventhough i am happy talking about food,but actually i am feeling a bit,(cancel that) VERY grumpy!coz it's near THAT time of month!and the awang made me evenmore grumpier!i feel like tearing everything into bits and pieces especially throwing his laptop and such into the BIN! i mean it!!
don't ask why. maybe i have exaggerated a little,but in my situation everything IS exaggerated!
understand me for once or twice or 10 times!don't be like the rest of them coz that is why i chose you!if not i would easily have landed with those mothaf*ck*rs!

can't you just live a day without playing that stupid f*cked up game?!!
inda ku duli puasa kah ya apa....

owhkay,the above paragraph is going to be regretted after this.
sesungguhnya aku sedang berpuasa. *halo above head*

siok lah orang kan datang ke uk ani,and i hope to meet some of you when you all get here. nada yang kan dakat2 scotland anie??!!
JAUH WAA SCOTLAND!i hate it!
buuttt..i hope to see some of you all in december!coz that's the only time i have left for holidays!booooooooooooo!
trying not to complain,trying really hard to be grateful,and I AM!
but the "regret bug" does come to visit once in awhile.
IN CONCLUSION,i am NOT complaining!!!

maybe i am hungry that's why i am typing all the jumbled up thoughts in this gonnaexplodesoon head of mine.so before it bursts,saya keluarkan semua.inda ja~JAAA!

selamat sungkai kepada yang berpuasa dan yang tidak jugaaa

i can't wait for next week.udang udang udang.and i hope i won't be disappointed!

cheesey-cake

2009-08-28T05:01:00.002+08:00

i can't wait to dig into that delicious looking toffee cheesecake.
humph!kalau lah ku tao tesco does have that kind of cheesecake awal sudah ku rasa.
hope i won't be disappointed.pasalnya,chocolate cake drg pun nyaman brabis,so i guess at least the cheesecake would be nice.

ive been craving for cheesecake for a loong time!and the last time i ate one was during revision for module 3 was it??so that was like a year ago.huh!

so i'll update later hiw it taste like oteeyy

sleepyhead

2009-08-25T05:52:00.004+08:00

i am soo turning into a sleepy head.
my daily routine includes hours and hours of sleep!really~
balik dari skulah tidur,then after makan,like right now i feel really sleepy,then bangun pagi,then balik skulah tidur lagi.
to keep me awake now is to blog.but now my eyes are struggling to open.

i mean i can't even call my nap "tidur patang" coz its like tidur ke malam. balik skulah kul 5 something then sleep til 7++++.usually when bukan ramadhan it'll be like 8++++.
but i still feel freking tired after that,its like after makan kan tidur ku brabis.
maybe im turning extra extra sluggish.boooh!
and my lecturers said i look like a zombie and i have eyebags!
i DO NOT have eyebags!that is one thing i DO NOT have.
how can a person who sleeps more that 10 hours have eyebags???!!and looking like a zombie and apakah lagi satu drg panggil aku tadi tu ahh???worn out???

i was my usual talkative and jumping here and there self just now.ok,not as much.but i was NOT worn out!maybe it was because of all the inspecting stuff tadi and the week before,that part of the practical is a total bore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we even call ourselves INSPECTORS now,yang benar!all we do is inspect this and that and this,and inspect that and this and that.

off i go back to dreamland.
my eyes are practically half open only.

clowns???!!!

2009-08-24T07:20:00.002+08:00

that movie still creeps me out,i mean just watching the trailer still freaks me out!and yes i am a bit scared of clowns. NOT scared,just inda suka brabis!!

i did resent from even putting the movie poster up here,but i just to show you how creepy the poster is. the clowns other pictures are even creepier.

i actually don't have a THING about clowns til i watched that movie when i was like a little kid.brabis damit. i mean the movie came out when i was just a year old,so imagine how young i was. now the sight of clowns just makes my skin crawl. yuucckk!!

but really,i still wanna watch the movie,like i wanna know how good it still is. like it's rated to be one of the best horror movies,so i mean i AM a horror movie junkie,so i wanna watch how horror-ish it is. tapi i still don't have the courage. and i am abit relieved to use the alasan that i can't find the movie streaming.hehe

i love watching supernatural,and i don't mind watching that series alone,cause other horror videos i rather not watch them alone,but supernatural is ok for me,but when there was this part about clowns,i stopped watching supernatural for a looong time alone.hahahaha.paloi!ingat ku masih that i didn't expect clowns to be a part of supernatural,so i was like WATTHE-EFFFFFFFFFF!!!! so that just did it. i was like,enough!enough!inda ku mao liat supernatural sorang,pebaik tah ada c jensen ackles.haha.but then,since none of my family members wants to sit down and watch with me,i ended up watching supernatural alone again,and i did think that they wouldn't film parts about clowns anymore would they?.....THEY WON'T!!

so yes,that's my random fact - i HATE clowns! FULL STOP especially this clown in the IT movie.

two thumbs up!

2009-08-23T20:04:00.002+08:00

he is cute and GREAT brabis!!well for now,he should win xfactor hands down. well,i guess it's still too early for that,but looking from here,he IS JUST GREAT!
and if ever my teacher even looks 50% like him,i don't mind missing the bus to go home,5.30pm pun ok.yang benar!hahahahahahaha

anie,all my teachers are old and wrinkly!and have bellies the size of tongs!hahahahaha. don't tell them that i wrote all that. but at least they're nice.

1st day of puasa..

2009-08-23T02:48:00.002+08:00

in a few more minutes kami will buka puasa!yipee!and i haven't even started cooking yet,p inda apa since ive cut everything sudah.
i didn't do much today,woke up late cause slept at 5am watching movies with wanie and nins,though nins slept a little bit earlier than the rest of us. so yes,from the "tidur akhir" i have a slight headache.terok!my head feels uber heavy macam kan tanggal saja from my head,but other than that same old same old.

wacthed anime for hours!and hours!and hours!hahahaha
and watched a bit of the football match.

and i still can't remember my ramdhan from last year.AT ALL!!except for the buffet during lunch..gagagagaga.and the rest BLUR brabis. so i hope i'll have a more memorable puasa this month. kenapa aku inda ingat langsung tu ah??maybe i have erased some part of that memory from my brain.LANGSUNG!YANG BENAAAARR~

anyhoo off i go masak-ing..inda makan kami dua karang.hahahahaha.

SELAMAT BERPUASA KEPADA YANG BERPUASA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MAYBE SOMETHING BAD WAS GONNA HAPPEN

2009-08-18T06:34:00.004+08:00

akhir2 malam anie lah aku meliat ceta jonas brothers.though i have to agree NICK and JOE are totally cute!
NOT THAT I AM A FAN!!!and do not ask how i know their names,maybe coz i watch too much of those whatthebuck shows rah youtube.hahaha. ALASAAAANNN. told you im a youtube junkie.

which reminds me i need a haircut. im thinking of bangs. but i like jua my side wept bangs. or maybe highlights. totally love those colours of korean hair,which are dyed.tapi takut brabis inda size,and now the more i think about it the more it won't fit me. hahahahaha.

now,i am watching that's so raven pasal jonas brothers abis sudah. i don't feel like sleeping yet. but im not feeling the least guilty pasal i studied sudah. weehee.

owh guess what!mmy jade bracelet tadi patah!huhuhu.now my left hand feels naked.hahahaha.pacah.well,it's bound to break one time or another i mean that bracelet had been with me for years im telling you!maybe i can get another one when im back in brunei. i like jade bracelet,makes me closer to my chinese culture.apakaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnn. it did attract a lot of attention.hahaha.

i'm off to bed,garu2 sudah mata.

random fact = today was the first time i used a jigsaw to cut duck shaped wood,and i think i'm good at it.

WE LOVE CEREALS TOO MUCH

2009-08-16T01:48:00.002+08:00

that is how much boxes of cereals we have in our cupboard.
we have cereal for breakfast,lunch and dinner. well not in order,atu pacah tu lau everyday makan atu for breakfast and lunch and dinner.
but that is how much we love eating breakfast for lunch and dinner. *majal*

NYAMAN KALI AAAAAAAAAAA..like right now,i just ate the honey hoops ones and i want more and it is 6.52 at night sudah.
i wonder if eating too much cereal is bad for you..i really do wonder.
and i am hungry all the time,macam i have a body of a growing teenage boy!
i dunnot wanna grow a lot fatter,thank you very much!!

or mayybeee eating cereal is actually really good for you since it says on the box all the good things about them. maybe just maybeee
have to find brapa calories it has in each bowl. nyahahaha. yes,i am calory counting,though it only makes me guilty for 5 seconds,then,i continue eating..gagagagaga..banci kuuu...

bah eyh..
toodles my noodles

ayam kicap nyaman = parut labu!

2009-08-15T02:10:00.003+08:00

DAAYUUUMMM!!my life is gonna end!!!!so kill me right now!
pasal youtube ku inda mao,and i am telling you,that is my life!huhuhuhuhu..
i'll give it a few minutes to behave,then aku check youtube lagi.tampar tia kali!

oowwwhhh..i just realised my "tab" key on ze lappy is macam rosak.payah kan di takan.
and i only use that key when i am entering my username then my password. baru ku realise,no wonder he says "tab" ku rosak masa ri tu.

my secret is out! my weakness towards creepy crawlies especially SPIDERS is known rah my lecturers,so now i am the subject of all the fun and laughters! sasak ku kana nyaya...but it's cute lah the way they scheme just to make me jump. especially si Roger. sannggup suruh c Ian cari spider. suwweeeeettt..in a way! *garu kepala*
*like it is ever a big secret that i am afraid of spiders. nYAhahaha*
and i am blaming the awang for telling people about the dead spider bawah trolley dorang,kalau iya inda bagitao mana ada aku lumpat2 takut arah spider atu,eventhough it is dead!still,it is a SPIIIDUUURRR.

and kami punya group suka BULU jua. bulu burung. THAT ACTUALLY SOUNDED DURRRRTYYY!!hahahahahahahahahahhaahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..i cant stop laughing eyh paloi!
it's coz si roger,the lecturer suka kacau kami with the bulu burung *giggles* on our neck,and only c ayu saja yang jump like hell pasal i am still afraid of the spider incident. so now,since kami inda brapa terkajut lagi,he stuck the feathers in our hair.hahahaha.so now we are the bulu team!hahaha.sudah tah troublemakers,bulu lagi.
on monday,roger's gonna be showing us his ringtone rah mobile lama nya,pasal aku tanya what his ringtone was,and he said it was this bryan guy something if im not mistaken,and obviously it must be some old singer person from waaaay back!hahaha.
and i volunteered to show him songs from our country,though what i had in mind was malaysian and indonesian songs,NOT maria and yang nyanyi "baby i love you,and i'll never let you go" atu. ideas from nins and wanie.hahahaha. but we'll try. apa reaction nya tu aahhh.
so yeah with roger around practical is never a bore i tell you!

my parut is very the labu sudah pasal aku tidur makan then tidur...hahahaha..practical is making me VERY exhausted!i can sleep without dreams and interruptions!macam i look forward to dreams when i go to sleep! sioookk! like an unknown territory,u just don't know what to expect,tapi anie coz of my utter exhaustion i am shut off of dreams!borennnggg!
puasa is just a week away,and i dunnot know how i can endure puasa with all the practical work..sawddihh kuu eyyhh!!maybe i can go through it with some help from the awang~and a hell lot of sleep.gagagagaagagaga.

tataaaaa..titiii..tutuuuuuuu

off i go cuba my youtube lagi.

random fact = i watch howto apply makeups and hairstyles all day long rah youtube and i never get bored!!hehehe..furreeaaakk

yang banaaaaarr~

2009-08-11T03:34:00.003+08:00

PERTH IS GETTING HOTTER BY THE DAY!!!!!
i mean,hello!fall is just around the corner,and i miss wearing my coats. *when fall does come,i think im gonna regret saying that*

which reminds me,i need new scarves!maybe rah internacionlae kalie ada.
owhkay,no clothes talking now ayu.

anyway,went back quite early from school,and we went to Aladin to buy us some chicken!weeheee...and i made chicken soup,HOT chicken soup on a ridiculously hot day.haisshhh...
annnnddddd,i did something bad!really bad!!but i mean,it's NOT my fault that i did it,if you hadn't treated me that way,i wouldn't have done it.but it is done!and i am REALLY sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!but honestly,you deserved it,actually you deserved a lot worse!*aduii,baru saja apologise,then,cakap jahat balik,i am one heck of a girl*

anyyyywaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~

random fact = i love eating cereal NOT for breakfast,and we have 6 different kinds of cereals in our kitchen cabinet!hahaha..banaaaarrrrr....

i miss people in brunei. and i have been thinking of what would my life be like when i do go back home. i would be really different that's for sure. but i hope it's gonna be a great start. and i am VERY nervous everytime i think about next year,coz i am starting to love my perth and my life right now. let's just say it is not fantastic,but i am getting used to it,and growing accustomed to my everyday life. so yes! i AM afraid,VERY afraid of going back home. or maybe i cant bear to go through another new start,pasal i am going to live in a new home,in a new area,in a new environment! and i am forced *going to* to be a grown up. though i may sound like a KID,and my 20th birthday is just a month away,but hell yeah,im still a KID! i still wanna be a KID! but there's no turning back,pasal that KID has gone a looonnggg time ago and won't come back EVER!

urrghhh this post wasn't supposed to make me feel shitty. so i'm off.

psychotic and a bit horny!

2009-08-09T05:34:00.005+08:00

uodates!!

watched THE ORPHAN yesterday with the girls and the awang

then,today we went fruitpicking,and it was soo much FUN!!
i guess we got acquinted with the bees and the thorns,i mean,when we're on the hunt for HUGE and RED and JUICY strawberries,to hell with the bees and the thorns!!hahahaha

more about school,
we're starting our turbines practical around middle of this week,and it's been a blast!tapi ngaleh!!no wonder pandai sudah ku tidur patang.huhuhu.
the time is passing quick because of all the workloads,and puasa is just around the corner,but i guess i'll manage.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!a big YEAH RIGHT!!

starting to love our lecturer,c Mark Jones,ngaleh melayan.
bullying me about my sealing ring bracelet,
purposely staring down at us when we're working and concentrating,
the "CHICKEN" and the "CATSHIT" which made him laugh real hard.hahahahaha *inside jokes*
and about me and the barrier cream
managed to get a bloody pinky and still joked about me purposely doing it for plasters *slightly inside joke*
since too much inside jokes,i'll keep the others for US saja...hahahah

i think i'm doing good for now,and i'll be doing good from now on. nothign to worry about.

random fact = i love strawberries and cream!!which makes me slightly euphoric/aroused (?) HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

sama tua same old,same old

2009-07-31T05:57:00.004+08:00

i don't find blogging FUN anymore.
the feeling that makes me wanna blog everyday,or some days has gone.
now,it's like,"owh,blog ku............."
i don't look forward to blogging.
maybe i should just NOT blog lagi. boreeeeng ku sudah. *we'll see...*

anyhoooo..
just a quick update.
start of school,and tomorrow is friday,WEEKEND!
i failed my module 6.boohoo. i feel sucky to the meeheexx!! i guess there is always a first for everything. and i promise to study really hard!i promise! *fingers crossed*
and,i am not gonna see much of a friend now.inda tao if the news of him coming back is real,but im keeping my hopes real high!
tomorrow we're gonna have a chocolate fountain small parteeeyyhh!which reminds me,i need to find ceta hantu prontooo!

i have turned into my sister,my spelling is getting BAD!i spelled diagnosis as diagnosEs!haahha.that sure made wanie laughed when we found out there was no NOSES in diagnosis. terok! confident c ayu aa.

sooo..nothing much to report here from little old perth!same old,same old,with me that is!

just a random fact about me:
i only like RED skittles! sometimes the purple ones.

*maybe i should start posting some random things i find interesting enough to post here.at least something to look forward to blogging about.
TATA!

clothes haul

2009-07-26T01:29:00.003+08:00

i had another shopping spree today...and here comes the regret of buying things that i thought i needed,but the more i think about it the more i don't think i need them.apakan cerita c ayu anie.

ANYWAY!
the reason i was out shopping was to hunt for that perfect jacket!that perfect coat for cold merciless autumn/winter/beginning of spring..but failures!

so instead,i bought,heels and legwarmers arah new look.
3 belts,tshirts and dress rah primark.
jeans and sleeveless dress rah peacocks.
a cute shirt rah zara.
and a BLUE purse rah jane norman. *blue????but it was cute*
owh and 5earrings and bangles rah internacionale.

i was supposed to hunt down longsleeves,p nada lawa2 and murah2 anywere!sasakku!!
but everything total was just below 35pounds.and i am a happy person!hahahaha.

anyway,looking at the state of my room now,i think i should have an overhaul of throwing out clothes!tapi aku inda mao!maybe aku atur2 saja cikit2 lah..heheheheehe...bye!

JLS

2009-07-23T21:37:00.002+08:00

check this group out!!
4 cute guys,with great moves,and HOT bodies!what else could u ask more of??
owh and they could totally sing..expecially time acapella.ive fallen in love.

*pasal they totally remind me of the kicap manis2 di sekolah atuuu..hahahahaha..who are totally cute!2 pulang yang cute atu ngannya,that is beside the point.*

sugar puffs

2009-07-23T06:54:00.004+08:00

hyeeee..

i have a slight headache. but i'm fine,maybe pasal i slept patang atu jua kali tadi which makes this headache,a pain on the pooper! *apakan*
well,actually,aku tidur pun pasal i felt a fever coming,so to prevent that fever,i slept,but because of sleeping i have a headache. haaayyy~ indakan serbasalah atu juaa.

anyway,we had lunch arah park tadi and it was fun,though it rained often,but it was fun! i wish we could do that often,but i don't think that would happen sometime.
lawa bunga nya rah park nya tadi,i mean the place is actually called rodney garden. i just had to go there,pasal everytime otw ke hanger,liat keluar the bus's window namapak the park,but never set foot there,though how near it is really.

anyway,otw back home kami singgah ke farmfood bali milk,den tarus bali cereal,and drg ada jual my fave cereal,yang SUGAR PUFFS.nyummy!nyaman till i want to eat lots and lots of them.
tapi yang cali nya when i showed him the packet,si awang was like,"Lucah jua cereal anie!". i was like confused. hahahaha. inda ku mao explain lagi ee why he called it lucah. haaayyy~~ just let it be another inside storeh.

thinking about food anie lapar cha ku. kan makan maggie ku ee. yang mee korea,dad's favourite. tunggu tah. buutt it's already past midnight.
and baru jua somebody called me FAT!
haiissshh!!kan ku gigit telinga nya saja inda. and yes,i maybe fat,but u're .......
*fill in ur own blanks* hahahha.
not offended,pasal i know my weight is increasing. haaiissshh!!
tunggu tah puasa saja nie.hehehehehe.which is like next month!but Maghrib is still like 9+++++pm.huuuuuhhh...

anywayyy..will upload pictures rah facebook for the family to see.
adios amigos!

creepiness!

2009-07-22T00:35:00.004+08:00

ewwwwwww..
i guess i'll always meet creepy people once in awhile...
anyway,ceta the above is about this creepy guy who waited in line blakang ku when i was paying rah tesco tadi.
he was like blowing rah my hair,the first time was ok,but the 6th and seventh time was sooo NOT OK!!
so i turned back and macam made this WHATHEHELLAREYOUDOINGWITHMYHAIR kind of face,kali he just smiled,like i just smiled at him,not looked at him disgustingly!
kali when i turned in front,macam i was like,malas ku melayan org gila anie,kali ya tiup2 rambut ku lagi!but thank god,my turn to pay was next,so ku biarkan saja~

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkk!!!!!it was creepy tahap maksima!!
macam tried to get away,but then it would look too obvious!my god,what was i thinking that time??trying to not hurt this guy's feelings??i should have just run away!!anie i was like,takut ku ya offended...owh well,at least i got out of there one piece,except for his breath on my hair!!YUUCCKKSS!!

anyway,i saw the cutest jeans rah river island tadi and it was just 5pounds!but nada size ku..boohoo!felt like just buying the jeans,and hell if it's too big!tapi i guess,i let my head do the talking,not the debit card,so i just left the pants there.HAHAHA.pasal yesterday aku bought this jeans dari next,but i was just risking it pasal it wasn't my size.tapi when i got back,nasib muat!HAHAHA...coz it was just 4pounds!!!!!!!!i just had to get it!hahahaa..terookk..

not cool

2009-07-20T02:09:00.002+08:00

just came back from the movies.
watched ICE AGE 3...and literally with all the small children,maybe pasal harry potter was 12 and above kinda movie.
and we could hear all the little kids' laughs,which was just too cute to not make me smile.hehehehe.

anyway,the movie was OK. not as SIOK as the other 2 previous ones. but still,it made me laugh,some parts.

now i'm choosing movies to watch,by myself, rah the youtube movies section.
unfortunately,all are like OLD OLD OLD movies,so it was hard to choose,macam the horror movies looked too fake,that it just made me went, "WTH! not cool.."

i guess i miss Nins kali,dangan ku meliat movies for 2 days straight. pasal iya sleptover sini. like that wasn't obvious.

anyway,i chose cerita "skeletons in the closet" coz the title looked erm inviting i guess, tapi rupanya its only a 10minute short film.boriiinnngggg...wat am i supposed to watch for the next hour or two. haiyaaaaa.

can't you just let me be???!!!!

2009-07-17T04:10:00.004+08:00

i can't stop myself from watching all the HP interviews and reviews and whatnots!
macam addicted to it brabis,one after another,and i cant stop clicking to all the links and stuff.
though all the questions and answers are quite the same,but still they left me fascinated!

anywaaaaayyy,
i gave the movie TWO THUMBS UP!!
and seriouslyy,if i had more thumbs,there would have been more thumb ups!!
and not as a harry potter fan side of view!though i may sound a bit bias~

tapi,when we were watching the movie,i just was mcm kecalian arah this kinda old guy's reactions who sat in front of us. mcm when nobody was laughing,this guy was laughing,real loud!so i just had to laugh at that time,coz he laughed!hahahaha.
he's not that old btw,mcm my dad's age,THAT is for me,quite old.

on a different note,a totally different note,
why do i always feel abandoned,whenever he leaves the house!
OWH MEE GAWWDD!!
am i becoming clingyy???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!"£$%^&*&^%$£"£$%^&*(*&^%$£"£$%^&*&^%$£$%^&*(&^
that felt like a huge slap on the face!like eating my own shyt!!
OWH MEE GAWWDD!!
i AM clingy!a desperate,clingy,controlling freak-ish bitch!!!
maybe i should just slap ME on MYSELF!
that's not a nice feeling,this clingy pathetic feeling!SHHYYYYTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!

owhkaayyy..im done! that last paragraph...i feel like deleting it,but i guess,it will be a reminder of how i am acting now.which is equals to being = PALOIII!

anywayyyy..
i do have to agree on khalid's nick that this is a VERY "non-productive holiday",
maybe our production *okeee that sounds weird* may not be in the same terms,but i feel like i am just wasting away precious time making my ass as big as beyonce's. though not as sexy! HMMMM!!

mataku feels very much the juling.maybe i am staring onto this lappy screen way too long,way too much!
i feel very sleepy and tired brabis,like i havent slept 3 days straight,but i have!i think i sleep too much!maybe that's why i feel this way too!

i miss the OLD MOVIE NIGHTS!
where it is always my task to choose the movies to watch,which i always end up sleeping.HAHAHHAHA. just like winter holiday last year. which does feel like it's all in a different lifetime,how things change in a blink of an eye. sounds like my eyes don't blink that much.
and yes,it does feel a bit lonelyy,sometimes. ALL THE FREAKING TIME!!!!
sasakku eyhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
no wonder i am turning into this clingy monster!!!!!!
i have issues!it's a disease!and it feels like it's even worse that the swine flu,though not as contagious,pasal nobody seems to feel the way that im feeling!
maybe all the lonelyy people shoudl gather around so that it'll feel less lonely.
but i guess,no one's answering my cry for help,so i guess,im alone here!
now THAT feels a lot lonelyy!

i hope the people across the street would start all the singing and fighting and drinking already,at least the silence is broken. but time is still early.
TIME!!!!TIME is not my friend right now!TIME,kau jahat!ngapa kau jahat anie kan???!!!
i have another year in this rotten shithole!
owh yes!right now it feels like a shithole!and that feeling will be there a very very long time!
i feel like going out of this place,but i dun quite like train rides all alone!it gives me alot of time and space to think!macam cana ah?macam u know..gives me time to reflect on all the sadness,and all the loneliness,and being on that train on your own,makes my smile upside down,and it involves money!!
i disapprove of paying on a train ride that makes me feel shitty!sasak ku!!!!
and that "sasak ku" is where i am shouting and in my head,it feels like i am pounding on the wall with just my fists,ngantak2 like crazyy!!

i was just gonna write about my view on the HP movie,but this loooonnngggggggg feelings outbursts happened.so don't mind me!it feels a bit good writing,coz i was on the verge of doing something that i may regret later in time,so writing all this down,is a way better plan!if i could even call it a plan!

orrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
maybe i should just go with the "imgonnaregretthislater" plan.
which sounds like the MOST fun-nest thing ever right now!
now saying that out loud,i mean writing that now,makes my life sounds very BOH-RENG!
but i have to admit it is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

which totally reminds me of two people came in and out of my life as easily!
easy banar kah to just pass by macam nada saja??!!
now i am totally on a different "story",so sorry for jumping here and there,my mind is not on its best behaviour right now,kucar kacir,macam cacing kepanasan!

i miss classes,though it's all boring routines and balik2 sama saja everytime,but at least,at the very least i feel normal!if u could even call THAT normal,whatthehellamiblabbingabout???!!!

maybee
maybee
maybee
*this is gonna be a loongg post,im warning you,and im not stopping here!*

maybeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
"you belong with meeeeeee..you belong with meee..."

kenapa lah time cemani anie lah aku mendengar songs that make the situation even worst???!!!!!
like all this time,i can only think of and listen to songs yang depressing and sad!
maybe misery does attract a whole lot more misery!

and now i can;t finish a song,coz i choked up on all the lyrics!

i guess im off....
drowning myself in self pity and all the sorrows in the world~

HP

2009-07-15T06:29:00.002+08:00

I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW,AND IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS,IM GONNA WATCH THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE!!!WEEEEEEE~~~

I ESPECIALLY AM EXCITED TO SEE C RUPERT GRINT@RONALD WEASLEY,WHOI I HAVE A CRUSH ON FOR YEARS,FROM THE FIRST I READ THE BOOK BANAAR!!

but i dunnoe how i'll be feeling/or my reaction on watching c ron kana cium..i know at one time he will do a kissing scene,tapi doesn't mean im gonna like watching it!hahahahahahahahahhahaa!!

a few more hours to gooooo!!!arrrggghhhh!!!i am excited like to the max!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i noe i am very excited pasal i had planned on what to post about,but when i think of HP lupa ku trus,macam kelam kabut rasakuuu!!

the sad thing though is that,im not gonna watch sama azrina and dirah,byk wah kenangan tu sama drg..HAHAHAHAHA..sama abg jaim drg lagi..gagagagagagagagga...astagaa!

2009-07-14T03:56:00.001+08:00

THAT'S ME AND MY NEW BEST FRIEND!HAHAHAHA...soree soree,though the guitar is not mine,but that's how much summer holiday started,with the guitar playing~

ANYHOOOOO...
HAD A BLAST BBQ KEMARIN,AND I ATE TONS AND TONS OF CHICKEN WINGS!AND I AM A HAPPY GIRL!
hahahaha...atu jua inda keluar darr idung kalie ayam atu,hinda ku tahu eyhh...
it was a 1st year celebration for ACES26,btw.
i've been here for a year sudah!wooooooowwww~~

counting counting...

2009-07-12T04:31:00.001+08:00

this is what i am trying to do to get my summer 2008 weight back!hahahahahahahahaa...
and to no prevail,it is an utter failure!!

2009-07-11T06:11:00.002+08:00

i think i am a youtube addict.
i watch crap videos all day long,and i am not bored of it,except for the MJ videos which are so 5 days ago!!
aku suka lyat videos of si whatthebuck guy and c sexyphil guy. *thank you for making my days*
i just love the way they talk,and it is super fast,which i can relate to,since org yg dgn ku cnie ckp aku ckp very is the fast!hahahaha..and i think i do..
i just want everything and anything to come out from my mouth,feels like inda cukup time to tell that everything and anything!

i am super excited of the HARRY POTTER movie!!!!!!
and i am watching it on the 15th!!so that i won't get spoilers or anything,though i have watched the trailer-S for the 100th time,and never get bored of them,at all!

did i tell you my summer holiday starts like right now,but it doesn't feel like im on holiday!burrrreeeeennngg ku yoooo!!!
that's why the only thing that i am looking forward to is HP saja..WOW!what a holiday yeah...but i am not really complaining,at least i could go watch the 15th punya,if not i have to watch the weekend shows!NO HO HO!!i want to be the first to watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*maybe these few days im gonna talk about HP HP HP saja,so bear with me ok,coz i am THAT excited!!!!*

lalala

2009-07-10T01:42:00.002+08:00

i love singing in class,but it is not a good thing singing when u have a flu and a bad throatache.HAHAHHAHAHAHA.
chakit brabis my throat right now.but hell,i still sing good!hahahahahaha*perasan*

so anyway,had a looong talk with the mummy,inda jadi ya tidur tarus.hahaha.it was supposed to be a short convo about a statement,tapi jadi panjaaaaaaaaaang tah plang!hahahahaha.and i miss it so much,talking to her,pasal iya inda judge aku and treats me as a friend,not as a DAUGHTER daughter.

i miss you mummy!!!!

which totally reminds me something...hahahaha...*an evil laugh*
two can play that game.

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ignore the two last sentences,which is so not relevant for today's post.

hmmmmmm...
hmmmmmm...
hmmmmmm...

my eyes are all puffy and sepet brabis.i think i had enough sleep really,or is it because of all the sneezing and all the watery eyes?
sanak ku eyh ingus anie!!!
opppsss...which reminds me to eat ubat...karangtah...*puppy eyes*

2009-07-07T03:13:00.002+08:00

im still waiting for my hair to dryy~
and ive read all the blogs which i usually read,and all the news that i always read.
so im pretty bored.
kan karaoke sorang2 karang kalie since i got that idea from nins..HAHAHAHA.mana mao kalah org THATBAR nyanyi2 saja.saya pun mahu juga baah.
genre lagu yang sedang di dengar di class,compiles of pop,ethnic and ballada.waseh!in short,semua lagu siti nurhaliza.HAHAHA.
once ive wrote all that down,i cant believe i am singing her songs!!hahaha.
ao yoooo!i am!
that is why nya c Nins,"c ayu inda ketara"

anyhooo..

CONGRATS TO ALL YANG DAPAT UBD AND ITB!

VERY happy for all of you.and aku check sudah Kid the lists.macam tah aku yang mencari nama ku rah sana. and i found out at least 20++ people i know masuk itb!congrats!hahaha..ada jua dangan ku nie bawa melepak di bandar nie once ive started work there,i mean in RBA,ukan ITB. KEWWL~

and THEN,i found my old flame. waseh,old flame lagi tu. i mean the person i used to,ehem,stalk!HAHAHA. stalking is a harsh word! hahaha.
anyway,yatah saya cerita the kisah2 rah c awang tadi,and we had a laugh!!
byk lagi cerita yg memalukan nie!and baru di SMSA tu yooo..alum lagi tampat lain!
i love his sweet smile!and his eyes,macam though i think that time when he knows i am kinda "stalking" i mean,trying to be his so-called friend,and he thinks that i am a bit psychotic,he still smiled dengan manis nya.waseeh!and he does not look that ALL geeky ok!!
gagagagagagagagagagagagagagagagaggagagaga!!

and that is not the only thing that made me laugh!
pasal yang "the thing that is not to be named" atu lagi. HAHAHAHAHA.. *effing inside story!!* though kembang bulu roma i when i think about it,though i don't want to admit that much!hahahaha.

AUNTY MARY,HAD A CANARY~

more and more hairy business

2009-07-06T04:10:00.002+08:00

soooo..i am still PRACTISING trying to curl my hair with a straightener,and still all failures! sakit hati banar!
for now i am blaming my straightener,pasal iya inda kawan sama aku,so im planning on buying a new one,and i saw a pink straightener rah argos,and it is cheap.
tunggu tah.pasal kan ada org atu mao balikan!hahahaha.coz mao exchange sama saya punya straightener.hahaha..
it does it work,straightening,but inda mao2 nya curl atu wah!bancii kuu!

soooooo...wait and see lah ahhh..
now my hair is all kerebo and hancur and a disaster!inda ku mao cakap lagi eee..
i am sooo afraid of all the splitends coming soon!i think ada sudah. Oheemmjeee!!

i think there's gonna be more HAIR-y stories coming up,pasal that is all i am watching for now rah youtube,though i never get them right!

more hairy story

2009-07-05T05:08:00.003+08:00

so i bought this hair masque rah superdrug tadi,when we were killing time for the eye check.
and i love loreal really,and it does make my hair very very soft!i love the feeling.though i know loreal doesnt always disappoint. but the thing is i HATE the smell. macam bau coconut or something tropical.kenapa kah ya?
i love my bau shampoo a lot more. and it's supposed to be jelly or something.hahaha.
owh well,asalkan it repairs my almost dry,damaged hair from all the hairdrying,then,i am satisfied!heeeee..

di mana dia?anak kambing saya?!
what happened to watching movies??hahaha..will give you 10 more minutes.

ALL SMILES~

2009-07-05T00:24:00.000+08:00

I'M HAPPY THAT WAAAYY~

2009-07-02T06:43:00.002+08:00

aku sakit!kau sakit jua kan. owh no..it is not the HYPE sakit that is like the IT thing.hahaha.
aku sakit hati!!

so im watching this tv series called NYC prep. it's like so totally the same like gossip girl,which is like totally SAMA!hahaha
wth am i talking about.saja terikut their way of talking.which like i so cannot ikut since like i AM not like them. *waat??*

skip the second paragraph. i think i was talking rubbish!hahaha.

i am still in the hunt for that perfect WHITE SUMMER DRESS.
but i am eyeing arah internacionale this cute flowery dress which totally reminds me of spring! cm yang nada tali atu. my god! inda ku ingat apa nama that kind of dress! but i love it! aku maaoo!! and allowance is like a week away,which is never a good thing!hahaha..

and im starting to watch HOUSE SEASON 5.
and yes,i am on a TV SERIES FRENZY! joiiinn??hahahaha..
i can't believe how sarcastic house is,and it is really entertaining to watch!hahaha.if ever a person exist,that brilliant but terrible. i think there are,i mean,people like him,and i am bound to meet them,but hell,i hope he is not going to be my employers!hahaha.mati kraja sama iya tu!

it's 12.03,and it is past my bedtime.

2009-07-01T04:54:00.000+08:00

JENSEN ACKLES IS TRUE LOVE!

too much AYU

SKAATOOOSH??

randommmmmmmeeehhh

maybe my body

APA LAI???LAGI??!!

YAIS SKRIIIMMM!

syafiq

eye bags HELLO!

Kim Jae Won much???

housewarminggg

GOOD MORNING!

hey again

miss you!

last tah tu sudah...

enough is enough

bye bye module 7 for now

scream and shout eyh?

HELP!

not soooo looooooooo....

insane squared!

contradictions anyone??

new year!

resolutions?

vain much~

*DUSH DUSH*

merry xmas!!

boooo

colourful juaa!

to kidah

christmas tree?!

shocking!

hello kitteeeyyhh

music of the night

gerard butler again.

bubur

beautiful distraction?!

one year!

smiles! :DDDDDDDDDD

HAPPY BDAY!!

fly fly awaaayyyy

lalala..love

HALOHALOWEEN

sock em up!

dear you

LUNCH GROUP

<3

omeegaaddd

SHOOT ME!

rambut ku bah tu!

cross my heart?

SHRA

l4d2

ROGER'S TRIBE

say what??

gaaaahh!

what to buy?

hairy talk

another belated birthday greet

keluang-man??!!

makaaaan

fudging fudgeyy

FOOD

cheesey-cake

sleepyhead

clowns???!!!

two thumbs up!

1st day of puasa..

MAYBE SOMETHING BAD WAS GONNA HAPPEN

WE LOVE CEREALS TOO MUCH

ayam kicap nyaman = parut labu!

yang banaaaaarr~

psychotic and a bit horny!

sama tua *same old,same old*

clothes haul

JLS

sugar puffs

creepiness!

not cool

can't you just let me be???!!!!

HP

DUSH DUSH

sama tua same old,same old